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Tuesday, June 02, 2009

every air that comes in,
feels so chocking,
every words seems to mean
the opposite....
is this the deal.......?

It's has been wayyy to longg since i last blogged rytee?
I really have to say this!
Year 3 is massive massive tiring plus stressful
and it's only the 7th week of school~
i am already surrendering myself .....
:/
i just need to make time for myself,
i just need to make time t rest myself....

Today marks the end of the very first Review week.
With all the planning , the slides show , the breaking down of assignments,
going up and down from school to NUH and back to school.
Carrying the damn blarddy heavy black suitcase with the imaging camera
and the worst is the log book ! OUH MY GOSH~
Log book seem to never end !

On top of all these, coping with 3 other modules isn cool at all~
Every module seem to be soooo friggn worddy ,
wahhh, and waking up is tripple-ly difficult !
Pengz have sort off give up after 2 calls!
See, that shows how i cannot even open my eyes!
i dun purposely , i really cannot hear anything!
nt even footsteps in my room~

This week itself, i slept less than 4hrs per day and i always woke up
feelling my heart jump out of my body! I swear!
I always woke up being so shocked !

:/

My weekends have been burnt with all the gigs
and by far, every sat have always been sleepless...

& just last sat , after ndp trainig, followed by adidas sundown marathoon gig and then
made my way to Xiu's hse for capta gathering for sundown BBQ ! Started bbq onli at like 3AM and that too they were helping me bbq! i am sorry for making u peeps wait but it was sweet for everyone to bbq for meee (;
I am glad that even in the midst of all this crap goings, i am still able to squeeze some of my time
for the close ones...

Zj and her braceyyy

have yet t meet up with my where's gang babes and also siti & sheereen!
Waty and shaza~ & of course the usuals ( nurul , wahe , suat , mel etcc...)
ouh gosh, miss them so muchhh!
AFter next wk, just 1 more wk !

=+=

I have concluded that,
between physical and mental ,
being mentally tired makes you feel even exhausted , it pulls you down even deeper;
it makes you think a lot and once u think a hell a lot, a lot of emotions are produce...
so much emotions that you cannot even sort them out but just to feel something so heavy on the inside.
& to talk about it use up more energy and when u get some fuck up reaction, again
unwanted emotions will be produced and adds on to the emotions.
Thus, mentally makes u feel pain everywhere w/o even touching you.
bravo~

=+=

& each time a new day comes,
a new set of disappointment occurs...
how long should the list goes on before all the tissue runs out?
every individual these days seems to be thinking abt thier own desire.
Their planning have never include those who cared for them....
somehow, their fun first....

Nah ah, i will still continue watching the match ,
even thou it's getting restless , i am really enjoying the match......

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
B-reak every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

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