Friday, September 29, 2006
The Kissing Chain Game Gang! haha!! HO HO!
Was late again for school. Which means, i will have to stand at the front already. Awww man! My legs are going to be killed... I also discovered that i was being book a lot of times w/o me knowing. Reason being , inproper attire. WTH! NO life DOinkies!
School was boring today. I could not open my eyes for Physics. I tell u, i feel like running out from the class and go to a place where i can sleep. HA!
Homework is pilling up yet AGAIn~
-English compre,
- Amaths Paper 1
-Amtahs paper 2
-Emaths Paper 1
-English tution
- Malay paper 2
If i am suppose to give myself 2hrs or less per paper, how can i fork out time for my other subjectS? hur hur! Stayed back after school with waty , ruthy and melly. HAHA! Completed Maths paper 2 and a bit of amaths. HO HO! I am beginging to LIKE studying in school! YEppIE DOOL!
Well, duirng contact time today, Chua was talking abt how we should start to gear up and focus on our goal. I think most of his advise make a good point. I also wonder sometimes, why some ppl can just fly up up and away all of a sudden. Does focusing on what u want really helps? Like okie u noe thats ur foucs, but what kind of actions must u take? Well, i hope with the fasting going on, it will help me to meditate my inner self. They say when u fast and do exam at the same time, well it helps u mentally. Like calm urself down. I dun noe how true is this but, i need to work it. Its time i settle down and marry my book for 1 full month. Yes, after this week, no more computer for me, no blogging and no msn-ing. Well scarcifice a bit ... This is a bit only rytee faiz "trying to coax herself' haha!
I will just follow waty's foot steep hHAAH! rytee waty!
yes! we will stick together! ~ *wink wink*
HAHAHA!!! Well someone is safe now at hongkong!I wonder how long does a sms gets to from s'pore to Hongkong???? Anyone? Anws, i bet u r like shopping like mad cow now! hur hur!
i want to know whats bugging you?
what really bugging ur heart , mind and soul.
Why is that i have this feeling that things will tumble upon me soon?
maybe the fear of getting back the papers.
Also maybe, what i have longed for will not be for me.
If thats happen, i will want to be froze to death.
The feeling of trap, where i shuld go and who shuld i turn to?
Is there a big dark hole ready for me to fall into?
Or should i do somthing to make it close?
:'(
On a lighter note, hope tmr will turn out fine ! cause gonna be breaking fast with the peeps! =))))
Then shop shop walk walk.
Sunday! breaking fast with bro and family and my family. OKIE which means FAMILIES. yes! haha! more updates will be here.
Waty argh, i feel like entending the date for me to give u my cable to next friday? how ? sounds perfect? HAHA! ---grins--
TOODLES!
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Firstly i wanna give a shout out to ELYNN POH ! HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY! haha! i NOE U HAVE LOTS OF FUN BABE! HAHAH!
So i shall start off things by saying to the class 5N1, dats the finalise pictures. No more changes. Done my best to " touch-up" all the pictures. Now, its waty's turn to piece them together. I just hope it will come out nice nice! =)
Was on time for school and had to stand at the green wall. So if i am late tmr, haha! u noe where i shuld be already! Met faiqa in the morning at she laughed at me cause i came late at was at the green wall! haha! she argh! Their exam tdy and she said that suaty and me making hell of a noise and she coudln do her exam! wah sei! nonsesne! ameliaBay also another one! haha! well first lesson was amaths and some screwed just spoil my mood. HA! Onli linda notice ;p but yeah! i think i woke up at the wrong side of the bed! Well , lesson was really draggy and boring with a capital B ! Both english and ss have 3 periods. And antinio was not in a good mood towards the end of the lesson. Both zj and i froze and stop playing when he roars! haha! omg!
Stayed back after school from 1.45pm-6.55pm. TODAY was A BIT productive cause i manage to finish 1 malay composition and 1 english letter writing =) The first step for apperciating the " staying back" I think it is partially due to the change of fengshuai! haha!
Well, while doing malay, amelia call suaty and me to go to 4/2 class and play a game? HHA! i wonder wad game. And we ended up playing the , what i call " Kissing Chain GAme! " haha! So all of us stand in a curve shape an started to do chain kissing, from fast to slow and slow to fast. So i got a kiss from my JOANNE ( Gay-String) , Ji Yan ( OKie not sure of the spelling) and Felicia! See what i mean when these bunch of ppl can make u laugh ! and Distress u! They will fight over gummy bears? haha! ayoo! Played with them abt 30 mins and off i go to do my Malay. HA! I will post up the pictures/ videos.
Left mel & ruth to adam food court to break fast along with waty, shuk, suaty and zul.
PRATA! and ROJAK! and now i am SOOOOOOO FULL! Also cause mum chase me to eat when i return home. HO HO HO!
So FAIZ NOT going to EAT at 12 or 4 am cause she is 1. LAZY 2 FULL ( OMG! i dun usually say this) 3. WELL! LAZY ! haha!
I also want to wish save journey to AUDREY SIOW SHU MEI. I will try to HELP to do the task given. And please take care of my book if u gonna bring along. And also please miss me while u r there shopping like a mad person =)
But argh, someone ask me to accompany her till 4 am? so much of being online??? hur hur!
I hope that my dad's eye have no infection. Ouh god!
I hope that things goes well , tmr. Sigh~ tell me why am i having this feeling, this feeling of melancholy? Something is going bad?
It breaks my heart to see u like this Double D ( u shuld noe who u r) . As a friend , i feel cluless, as to what solution to do. I mean there i am trying to help u but at the same time u have got to help urself. I noe its hard when ppl control ur life, sometimes i wonder, why? why does it reach to that stage where u carn move freely? Carn do things freely? well, like i say, i dun noe any solutions for now. But what i can say is, please do take care and feel free to call me , anytime.
I am still waiting for dearest waty to finish that yr book thingy! i need to save it in thumb drive! ulalalala! shake it shake it!
FREAK! I JUST REMEMBER I HAVE LOTS AND LOTS OF HOMEWORK!
BY TMR!!!
TOODLES! *running away*
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
WEE~ LoveLOVE! 
Since YAP ZI JING! loves to take candit of ppl! MUAHA! my turn now! " my heart pain"
WATY! being a five stone pro!
With full concentration, she does it AND now!
she TOSS it! HHAHA! my darling rytee! 
My singer! haha!
This is the work of zj! see what i mean?
I wonder what happen to shelin? haha!
MY tango parthner! haha!
HAHAH!!! WEE~
check it out!
YAPPY and mE! i din take wif her for sooo long!
Nurul honey and sofia! 
The POKY gang? haha!
Well zj say my natural laughter is nice! so is this the outcome?
"Don't disturb la" hah!
Check out Ruth! My TOMATO!
US ! I love this !
I took a power nap right when i reached home. I having like piles and piles of work load! OMG! and faiz is still here to do the class yr book. And where is that chicken waty! I am waiting to give u the pix! and haz darling beg me to d/l her songs asap. OMG! now now, multi tasking ey! Did pendulum exp today. OMG! so boring and i HATE pendulum exp! it just sux please. I am begining to be scared of amaths now. She is giving me those eyes. Those eyes that make me feel not inplace. ouh man! i carn take this. Well there are 5 people who got A's for malay for prelim. ahhhh!!! i need that.... ? bloop bloop. I am bored now... entertain me leh!
Sigh~ what should i do to help? ? ?
aya! i dun feel like blogging today. BUt i want to upload loads and loads of picture! bleak!
I am starting to like kiwi now :)
ouh well, the the smell of the air tonite is nice, wonderful.
*sniff sniff*
k lah ....
faiz wanna say, she miss a lot and lots of ppl there.... especially u u u u u u u u u and many YOUS! hahaha!
TOODLES!
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
YAWN YAWN YAWN YAWN !!!!
Another tiring day. I could not open my eyes, worst, i was sleeping while standing in parade ground. I also forget to bring my hp to school and i felt so weird and insecure ( like wad kellyn said) hha! And was flabbergasted to see i have 9 miss call and 15 msges. NOW NOW TELL ME! why it is when i have my phone beside me i am not that busy? haha! I want to make a public APOLOGISE to ZANNY, MELIA and SUATY for causing u peeps to be late today. Suaty and me plan to be late for school tdy but my bus come kinda early and i do not have my phone to tell suaty. SORRY! I will come with u all tmr morning! OOPSI!. If that was not enuff, Koh confiscate Shuk's mp3 cause haz and me was listening using it during recess. Bad luck sia! BUt haz went on to plead him and since he is in a VERY great mood, he return it back to us. Well, lucky shuk din come today, if not, haha! haz and me going to be in hot soup!
Well during emaths, zj and i plan out something ! I hope i can really carry it out. HA! we r trying to be displine to just use the com for 1/2 and hr a day or maybe just maybe 45mins =) HAHA! horh zj!
Well , suppose to have 6 period of english today but RAJ was bieng EXTRA nice and allow us to go home early. HA! So i take that time to do tawee's work. BUT guess what, i slept while doing for a good 30mins. OMG! i cannot take this ! i need to drink my Vitamin drink but fasting how? Tawee was okie today. She switch on the fan+air condition = heaven~ march and me want to sleep so badly. HA!
Along the way home, sookey , kellyn, march and sam offer me whether i wanna eat their chips, i kindly decline. HA! then they remember that i was fasting, and felt bad. HA! dun la, dun be.. sweet ppl. anw, sookey and me was recalling the halcyon day of our class "club hub". We were rushing to decorate our hub and happen to be that on dat day, the malays were fasting? so the chinese showed their respect and fast along. haha! those were the days~ =)
For now, i shall bid farwells!
WAVE WAVE*
Monday, September 25, 2006
I just feel like coming here and blog... Although there is nothing to blog. I was really tired when i reached school. Slept through the whole of assemby. Thats the good thing sitting in the gallary. No one will spot you for sleeping. Lessons made me feel even worst cause i really feel like using the magic stick to help me complete all my homeworks. School work. OMG! History lesson was the worst lot of all. Emaths class have been rebanded. Some upgrade while some digrade or some stick to the old one. I am still at my old one. So thats somthing to be thankful to god. But i am scared of the results man! hope the level meating goes well. After school, class took class photos for the year book. I think its bullshit to follow what the school wants? Fill pictures in the boxes. Up till now, i still dun get the idea. Oh wells~ Ouh! Latha gave me this clip , a shoe clip! haha! THANKS LATHA! Its pretty!.
Stayed back to do emaths with waty,suaty,shuk and zj. Zj and waty left early. I slept in class for an hr after i completed my emaths. OMG! I feel as thou i was being drugged cause all of a sudden, i fall asleep? Penny came in to talk to me, but i somehow slept on her. OOpsi. Later, shuk told me that i sleep like a log cause she was TOUCHING me all over and i still din wake up or feel anything. ouh my~ touch touch all! sheesh! Shuk accompanied me to get food cause parents OT today. sigh~
Fasting is going alrytee i guess~ i mean i have to get immune to it for now. =)))) We r fighting the temptations. And cannot scold badwords or see sumthing "dirty" HAHAH! k la, not funny! Someone lost his phone tdy... tsk tsk.. i pity him leh... he just bought it for less than 24hrs. awww~ my poor eye candy!
yawn~ iam trying to download songs for shuk now. omg! i shall be nice and help her. She begged me to finish it by tmr. so here i am waiting for all of it to finish downloading.
i am feeling all ... all....alll.....wrong.cluless. why~?
--shudder--
ur voice is my direction,
without it, i will be walking amilessly.
to hold u tight and ensconce myself in ur arms,
r the days that i look forward for.
A garden fill with sunflowers,
will be the place where we start our dreams alive.
With sunshine, it adds on to a blossom future,
for that is just one part of our begining.
=)
TOODLES!
all i need is a hug.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
yawn! well i woke up this morning just to watch cartoons. BUt fall asleep soon after. Therefore, i was late in meetin shuk and suaty. vroom vroom. Cabbed down to bugis. Nurul was there already! wow! i am amaze that she is early today! anws, went to eat kfc and after which go shopping! =) Bought a levis belt =) i like ! nice nice, new stock ey? Later on, melia,rach,zanny and this crest girl ( i forget her name) came to join us. Walk walk! After we were bored of bugis, move on to town. Town is like a must to go like dat. Meet gaya there. HA! poor thing! she is sick! hope she gets well babe! Anws, we went to buy movie tixs. While waiting for the movie to start, we al went to Ben and Jerry's ! Suaty and me share ice cream. So upon deciding which to buy, we strated to taste almost all the ice cream. until this lady dun wanna serves us already. HAHA! But we decided on Mango and Lime sobet! wee~ nice! Later on Lindra ( spore idol last season) was doing some life performance at the ben and jerries. Stayed and watch. Watch HUNTED HOUSE. OMG! the show was not scary at all. Basket! but what scared me the most is GAYA LA! she keep screaming! hahaha! relax la. NUrul was watching solo babe. AHAHA! i keep disturbing her! anws, after that went to PS to eat long john. nururl.melia and gaya left. WAH~ Saw JUn , Evonn and Jiaz tdy! I miss talking to jiaz. She was being mean by not wanting to say hie to me.. HAHA! meano! She was all tired after doing a whole day of shopping! but well, it was good that i meet her after so loonngg! ALL THE BEST for the promos! Later we went to cine to play arcade. And finally HOME! On the way home, bus was crowded, suddenly shuk say she want to vomit. I ignored cause i thought nothing big. Then her face turn pale. OkOK.. how how, i dun noe wad to do. I stop at some juction juz for her and finally she carn vomit?! ayoo! I in the hurry to go home cause i can hear my mum screaming already. But oh wells, i stayed for her and flagged a cab for her. Then onli i went home.
*ring ring*
" hello!
"where r u????
" i am reaching soon.
but as the matter of fact, i am going towards the arcade.
*ring ring*
" helloo ( now i am feeling shit)
" WHERE R U!? how come say on the way still not home?!
" here having traffic jam
but as the matter of fact, i am just walking towards the bus stop.
Bus was bieng shitfying cause it made me wait for 20 mins. Just great!!
*Ring ring*
" U NOE WAD! U R NOT ALLOW TO GO OUT ANYMORE
i...., bam ! the phone goes... dam it! THANKS A LOT!
Mums sometimes can be pain in the heart! urgh!
so now! once again! i am dead meat! but zanny is worst la....ayoo! her phone got confiscated... tsk! sorry i cannot lent u one.
Okie, as promise to myself, and many to others, funS for faiz have stop since 23rd Sept! goona mug mug now.... UlalalA!
Well , there's so many things i want to say but i dun noe where to start....
FASTING STARTS TODAY!!!! YEPPEIE DOOL! And time now 3: 40am! And i am waiting for 4+ to eat! FASTING!. Thanks to yanqi and suaty and Zul for accompaning me.
My eyes r heavy! I wanna sleeeeeppppp !
I got a call from ESTER SU yesterday! OMG!!!! i MISSSINGGGG HER LA! How i always see her most of the time! Standing infront of me and making nonsense comments. The talks. "copy my leg" HAAH! and suppose to meet her tdy! but so much she picking up my call! haha! i am hearing a lot abt her ey... i miss the old her.. heard she is diff now... but i STILL mISS HER! hah!
I miss talking to ...well.... many many la...
I just hope that with me being there will help to lessen your burden.
Well, i am just thinking......
What will u choose? FRIENDSHIPS or RELATIONSHIP ????
C'MON! Voice it OUT babes! hunks! hahah!
TOODLES!
Friday, September 22, 2006
The cup that we both have, so when we drink from it, it wuld remember us of one another =)
I SCRATCH ; BITE and SWALLOW yumyum!
Too much argh....
too engrossed in watching what argh??? tsk tsk!
Enjoying what they say FOOD! =)
i was late for school today. Msg suaty whether we wanna join me haha! and she agreed. So suaty,zanny and melia was waiting for me! and all of us were sent to green wall. Actually we were late cause of ameliaBay okie! how nice of us cause she wants companion. HA! then she say, its good to be able to see us up there! hah! First lesson was physics ; lab work today on electricity. I took off my watch while before doing the exp. When i want to go back to class, i forget to wear it back. So that resulted in me walking up and down of stairs just to ask back my watch. Amelia was being nice to accompany me in the search of my missing watch. Ms siti stop us and told us to stop floating ard the school since we r suppose to be in the library for chapel. Asked Mr Eng , he din noe anything. Ask CHua, losuy la, dun noe also. Ask the technia finally! they were like OO there's a watch, but i must describe the watch. Then i was like silver with my name on it. Then the aunty was a bit shocked? fine, who expect names on watches ryee? ME LA! ha! anws, after recess had chem lab ; titration exp. OMG! Not tiring what? must strecth here and there. The burrette is long! The pipette is too. But it is fun thou. =) Two exp in a day really tired the whole class out. What more, duirng eng all of us were force to do comprehension. Gosh~ so lazy but try so hard to lift up our hands. Tired tired tired. My day wasn good actually. Got pissed over a lot of things... nvm...
Rush back home since mum is waiting for me. She was yet annoyed by me cause i was taking a long time to get home. Bus fault what! Then bath , and cabbed down to NTUC building. My blood boiled by then. Safe the details. After that went to Gelyang to eat.
' Mum , can i have that game?"
she ignored me
"mum i have been wanting that shoe"
she walked away.
Thanks a lot. Say go shopping with me but so much i can buy anthing? All i am able to shop for is FOOD! aya! no fun! but heck, better than nothing. SO i bought a lot and a lot of food. muahah! Went to watson to get my mum's facial brush. I thought a woman serve me but waoh! a gay leh.. haha! faint* aya, i am tired to go into details. Another day perhaps? Now its like 2.10 am. Been on the phone ey =)
Many things had happen within this period. Mostly, things that is affecting the emotional. Well, school for the graduating student will end in 3 weeks time before going for study leave. I am happy but mostly sad cause i dun wish to leave that school yet. A lot of things will change. Like there's no more of seeing ur friends 5 times a week. No more talking for hours like how we always do before. Yes you can say that confirm after O's we will have a lot of time to spare. But, really, how true can dat be? Only time can tell us . BUt in any case, i am going to miss a whole bunch of people. People who have make me laugh. Small hugs. Small talks. The childish quarrels that we have. Kicking of butts. I mean this things seem so , well child like but this lilttle things make u smile wide wide.
i just hope tmr i will have lots and lots of fun before i end all my funS.
Ouh! i want to say that! FRIDAY, 22nd SEPTEMBER, WILL BE THE LAST DAY FOR THE MALAYS to eat the school FOOD!!! WHY? cause! THIS SUNDAY! IS FASTING DAY! awww man~ =( c'mon! just fight the one mth. ONE MTH only faiz...
dearest,cheer up okie. Although on the phone u r feeling really calm and dun care, but really inside is like hunting you. Its like a spoil recorder which only plays the saddest scenes, over and over again. Images that hunts u till u break down. Hearing things which u do not wish to hear. All this if will be wash away when u take that "extra" step. To be able to think straight.Again as how cliche it may sound, yes time will heal. BUt taking too long is not that good for u either. so the path is urs. =)
Sometimes i wonder how much can u, your ownself trust ur own friend? If u treat ur close friends just as equally, why is it that we sometimes see people giving different sets of prority? Like your close to A and B just as equal but somehow u give a priority to A just because u have mere feelings for A? Or When ur clique ask u out, u may come out with 1001 reasons why u should not be going out and not why u cannot go out? But when an outsider ask u out, u will just go with the flow. But where r those 1001 reasons why u should not go out? Is it the mindset or sometimes we simply negelect what our close friend feels? Should we believe what was being told or go up to ur friend and ask what really the matter.
People come in different shapes and sizes , looks and attidues, race and religion. How r we going to cater to the different attidues? The differnt thinking? The differnt way of life? The way they talk can sometimes make u go rolling those eyeballs. oh wells~
Well, if u r starting to guess who am i referring to, well i suggest u stop doing lousy guesses. Then i will have to waste my time trying to explain myself , to make things more clear. hah! *peace baby*
Pause, and just try to think what i just said. Opinions r most welcome . C'MON VOICE IS OUT!
TOODLES!!! =)
Thursday, September 21, 2006
ZIP BITS during BADMINTON yesterday! MY body is aching after this ! All of them are complaning about it... haha!
What is march doing?? hha!
The "SMSS" school team ey? can make it? muaha!
FLY!
Well today, school was kinda alrytee, abit of slow and steady... Even ss was relaxing... I think the teachers is closing one eye as for this week :) After school, zanny,suaty,waty and me went to queensway to exchange t-shirt. Then i bought MUA CHEE! muahah! After which waty came to bump in my house. It been long since we do this :) haha! bought chips and cup noodle to eat! And we watch ms swan ! FUNNY! After which she followed me to cut my hair.. Then i send her home :) tram tram!
Well, dats a lot of things that have been planned. I am booked. I am full ! No slots.. haha! okok i shall shut up...
Amirul just call and ask how am i... this is a surprise.... i miss him and his sister....Hope next saturday will come true! gosh~ its been long huh? sigh~
Waty and i have planned several thing! tralalala! We r going to ask zul my small darling to keep my internet cable after next week. WHICH MEANS! i am not going to touch or BLOG anymore. YAH! dam dee dam! or chat even! gosh, i cannot take it but waty say must! okok! Not onli that, waty will do her job to disciplined me! :))) :(((( some more some more... theres a lot.... ssssshhhhhhhh =)
SAturday , will be an outing! YAY! i cannot wait! haha! 5/1+5/2
Sunday, well its the FASTING MONTH already!!! which means, i cannot eat or drink as and when i want :'( Planned to have a family gatheirng on that day... But its yet to confirm.
Wednesday, study in school wif amelia , suaty and more! :) till night
OMG! i NEED ppl to DATE me DATE me DATE me TO STUDY! :)) motivation mah..
suaty, hope u r feeling better soon.... dun think a lot abt it... do wad u think is right and follow ur heart like u always told u so :) i love u deep deep.
well, i am glad that it has wane down by a whole lot. There's no more anymore and thanks to u... really apperciate. To another u, thanks for being there to lend me ur listening ears, well really it was amazing that i can tell u a whole lot of stuff :) hope we do keep this up and u noe i will also be here for u :)
waving to u as a singnal to say goodbye.
to end this crap as it is the best.
I have no regerets , wadsoever
cause i have choosen the right path.
It does not pain me even an inch cause
it was all dried off pass months.
So take care my friend cause now
u r juz one of my friends.