Thursday, May 31, 2007
sup monkeys,
i had my 10hrs of sleep on Vday :))
Thats a good thing when u have holidays.
Bum around the house,
eat eat eat
mama's cooking,
it felt like really lonnngg time since i eat mum's cooking :/
got ready,
Shuk told me something and i got pretty
piss , f'ed up mood.
i, of course, simply lazy to entertain same nonsense.
Shuk and i r pretty much the same,
nothing change so please do say properly.
my mood was already off when blablablabla
nehbu la~
Jerald and i were contemplating whether to go or not.
Charles pangsei us in the end :/
After much pondering,
"we must go nehhz later we feel very bad nehhz"
buckelssssss!
So in the end,
i went to meet them at Bugis.
Jas,Desmond,Matain,Hazmi and Justin were there already.
Hazmi picked me up.
I saw SABBBBYYY TODAYYYY :))))
I was shocked to see her working in Bugis,
i gave her a shocked and she was shocked
to see me there.
HAHAH!
okok, back.
We went for a round of sheesha-ing.
eat , drink , more yogurt, more fries.
i was asked not to pay a single cents.
so, i also dun noe whyy.
and now i feel so stone mood.
Jerald came finally.
When we saw each other,
we paused and then stare.
HAH!
yesterday we both were wearing green,
then today we both wear yellow.
HO HO HO! great mind think alike nehhzzz.
omggg, i am addicted to ahlian language
Watched Shrek 3.
3farts out of 5farts,
is just laughing for the sake of laughing.
but some parts r funnyyy.
HAHA, i swear i could kill matin and mat.
they were playing with plastics.
The ones where my ear cannot take itttt!!!!
urgh~
and they plan on bringing plasticS during Baracuda's practices
and use it when i dun pay attention in class.
wthh! help~
After movie, went for supper.
Roti Prata Egg and Roti Prata Cheese and DINOSAUR
for Jerald and Me :))
yummmmmyummmmm
I found a way to irritate them.
Forks and Spoon, the noise. HAHA!
YAY YAY YAY!
so we had fights!
forks and Spoon for me VS plasticSSS ( blame jas for bringing sweets)
Reached home at 12.10Am.
it has been days since i get home lateee at night.
12am++.
so tomorrow,
i need and must go home earlyyy
i need and must be home earlyy
i need and must be home earlyy
i need and must be home earlyy
i need and must be home earlyy
i need and must be home earlyy
like totally~
WHERE'S GANG TOMORROW :)))
I am pretty hyped up :))
home ride was
fun :)
Labels: i am falling w/o style.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
:/
i am in dilemma now,
both Baracuda and World Vision camp falls on the same day.
Which means, i have to choose one, but i dun have the heart
to not , not go for anyone.
I was told,
during the Baracuda's camp,
they will teach 7 more songs,
omgg, 7 songs! how la.
And there will be 5 more upcoming performances.
dang~
school was so tiring tdy.
Started so early, 10AM.
Went school with Sean, then met intan.
Albert taught me Eltech, and he keep repeating " It all brings back to Ohm's Law"
I could have punch him, i swear but it wuld not make a differance.
but haha, had a good morning laugh from him.
8 of us had lunch.
Talk with zj and mojo after that.
Went to class, 8 of us were the early birds.
We help Albert set traps for the later comers.
OMG! should have seen those faces.
Broom at the door knoob, table at the door, lights off. -_-"
H1 and H2 , have bond so well, so its great.
Maths class, is good now.
today's my turn to be bully by nurul and Intan.
Dam it~
Stayed back to help in the planning of night cycling.
okie~
Practice was good, in a way.
Many people were in a god damit mood--> bad mood.
But only towards the end, laughters were given out.
All i know, Charles,Jerald,Ruth and I were the only people who
were in a good mood, in other words making the most noise
besides the drums.
PS: Ruth take care of yourself. Drink more water :)
Went to KAP after that.
Guys and jokes really can get crappy.
OMG, and these ppl freaks my ass off tdy.
i'm lazy to go into details, just that their ghost stories,
seem like a comedy to me.
i was there target for stupidd jokes!
haha,
Reach home at 12am.
grrr~
Martain: Shrek
Me: Princess Fiona just because i was mostly in green -_-" and was eating lime ice cram!
Donkey is that indian guy. shit, now i forgot his name. Then many many characters come alive.
All in all, will be spending more time tmr.
Jerald : go lehz tmr workz
Me: okok, u go i go, onz
Buckels is speaking ah lian and ah bengs language noww! omg~
Sucker is studying bio now!
she thinks bio is great and good and its the best,
what a sucker.
HO HO HO!
=+=
i was told to put my happiness before others,
but i feel that wuld be a selfish act on my part.
But, i dun noe~
today is crap okie.
i have a lot of things weighing in this head of mine.
for now,
lets just let me think through.
Labels: i am still searching for you.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
sup lovers,
i'm now in NEXT , the saloon.
They have got wireless,
cool shit.
Zj asked me to accompany her,
hence, it explains why am i here.
charles thinks that NEXT
is a cca??
omggg~
my beatbox is so dumb!
Kerri is here TOO! :))
*BEAMS*
4hrs of BIO today,
means,
4hrs of counter stirke.
WOOHOO,
FAIZ JUST GO AND DIE.
i really dun noe how to study bio :(
i cannot understand
hence, the switch off.
conclusion of the day :
Left handers, r hawwt ppl.
might be both in and out,
or only in or only out.
dang~
i din manage to see
blazer man! HAHA!Labels: but i saw:)
Monday, May 28, 2007
sup lovers,
thanks for the fun tdy :))
wo ai where's gang! :))
omgggg,
it was fuck sweet
:)))
i carn help but
melted
then
evaporated.
Labels: in too deep.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
sup lovers,
some pictures taken on Friday :)
Thanks to Pris and JunJun :))
The barang-barang and Toms :)
HAHA, rendy (mickey) in action!
Look how stupid tense i was ! :/
HAHAH, Our unglam faces!
I'm carrying my sexy (tom) while ruth carry her tom. HAHA!
=+=
After that, met them.
Thanks to Richie and Desmond
for the photos taken :)))
Before this, all of us were squeezing each other to be in the picture!
Check out Jiv's and Mark's hand! -_-"
We were supposed to do a broad smile w/o showing teeth, but faiz wants to spoil the pix!
nyeheh!
So, yes, now with the teeth smile ! So desmond was supposed to show off his braces! haha,
be proud.
Finally we had our where's gang pix taken. And i think is this pix where
desmond counted till 20? -_-"
This was supposed to show F4. But i think pris hand is showing a heart shape instead of a fullstop?
We sat on the rubbish cart when the uncles were busy collecting the rubbish.
HAHAH! Darm fuuny! because i was like " eh uncle coming coming!" and the both of them quickly get down. HAHA tooty! But of course, it was a false alarm! hah
HIE RICHIE :))Labels: i want my wallet back :'(
Friday, May 25, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERALD ! :))) Hope u had one hawwwt birthday party today :))) HAHAH!
after the performance,
we went back to music room.
celebrated his birthday.
give out cake,
and then as cliche as it may seem,
the seniors smash a small cake to his face.
After a while, when we thought the fun was over,
the guys ( 15 of them ) grabbed him and unzip his pants,
took off his pants,
and then throw him out from the music room.
O_O!
the girls ( 4 of us ) were shocked and stunt.
Duh, we din stare la because Jeremy told us
" HELO, R21 in progress " HAH!
somehow, that boy found his way in,
and quickly put on his pants.
HAHA!
On a more serious note :
I FKCUING lost my wallet. Please return be back.
U can take the 100$ i dun care, but i want back my cards! :(((
Those r really important cards you know.
And plus, there r a lot of papers in there,
those papers which are really impt to me.
And there is heart shapes of things in there!
bottomline,
I REALLY WANT MY WALLET BACK!
fuckfuckfuckfuck.
i have brainstorm for the 100th time,
i have check my bag for the 200th time,
but nothing is helping me.
Thanks to Albert who was daarm freaking sweet to buy me a drink :/
He was such a big sweet person :/
wasn't in a good mood today.
so he was trying his best to help.
:/
If i din lose my wallet, i wuld have gone KAP with the lancelot ppl.
I would have gone out with the baracudas as i promoise.
I would have not felt so poor, FUCK.
I had so many things to write about,
but this had to happened.
And having practices,
for 5 straight days IS NO JOKE!
Mon: 6pm-11pm
Tue: 6pm-10.30pm
wed: after performance, rested awhile. Then start back 5-7.30pm
thur: 8pm-10pm
fri: 4pm-5pm, performance.
now i noe how band ppl feel during their syf!
ho ho ho.
Performance was scary on wednesday.
There were 100+ sec students, then 2nd slot,
there were 1000+ students. OUH MY HOLY SHIT.
Ruth , Jerald and me entertained ourselves on the stage
like one kuku.
Had individual test on Thursday night.
God~ it was so stressful. :((
Friday's performance, was okie i guessed.
Did not have so much mood.
Throughout this 5 days,
we all have bonded more or less.
Learning new stuff.
Charles taught me how to beatbox
and i still sux at it! haha,
but the way he beatbox, r dam cool!
Mat told me a lot of stuff about the insides..
Ate lunch, and talked a lot recently :))
Shared a lot... :))))) He make me late for school!
basket~
he said, " when can i ever grow out of Pokemon?"
AHAHA!
Hang out with where's gang earlier on.
Richie was there and Desmond too :))
Desmond was the cameraman for us.
" 1 2 3 4 " " 5 6 7 8 " " 9 10 11 12" and it goes on till 20
Who in the right mind count till 20 before taking one pix?
-_-"
Then later russ,haskim,mark, etc came to join.
Russ and me played CS, HAHAH!
it was freaking funn :))
I had a good dinner with waty on wednesday night.
Thanks for the night babe.
Real nice to have a catch up.
One soon.
so who was it refering to?
Labels: i want my wallet back :(
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
a hug,
from abcdefghijklmnopqrstvwxyz
makes me forget how
tired&f'ed i was.
ouh god.
:)))
Labels: and i am still smilling.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
sup lovers :)
I know you will kill me for uploading this picture by i know you will love me still
because i am your sexy love. HAHA! :))) And i love you to the deepest :)
infact you just spread your flu bug to me, thanks a lot darling.
Went out with Sucker ystd.
Was supposed to watch movie but DAM IT, sold out! TA MADE.
So i went for my quest to look for White Tee, again to no avail :(
i have decided to wear just white bra la! so hard. That one will be 100% WHITE ARGH. HAHA! okok i am just jk
I have never like White Tee and i never knew how hard it is to buy White Tee,
not until NOW. sigh~
After that went to meet suaty and Shuk. We 3 get together after a longgg time :))
Talked about everything and anything.
Mainly : People , friends.
Updating about each other friends and stuff.
So it was a night talk :))
There is one, who change and forget about your own friends despite
saying 1001 promises , locking pinkies.
Where did all that moments gone to?
The air rytee?
Changes,
yes,everyone goes through it , at one junction.
But, no matter how much one have changed,
i really do not know why it is a MUST to chuck/leave
old friends behind?
It is
- the new r more fun and cooler to hang out with?
- the new somewhat understand me better?
Is sad to see a close friend leaves another friend.
Maybe, different school? maybe different in everything?
but i seriously think : it takes 2 to clap.
If both do your part, meet up,
seriously,
is should somehow work out.
There is one who simply walks away w/o telling the reason why?
I did my part by pulling u again and again,
but in return, i simply get nothing at all.
Even if i get something, it wuld be a one line answer,
FUCK, i hate it when ppl give me ONE LINE ANSWER, when i type how much?
if i bother taking that extra step, i dun see why you cannot apperciate it?
I was told not to care about it anymore,
do you think i am able to sit and watch
and feel like things is fine?
fuck okie, it is fucking not.
enuff said.
AS FOR TODAY : I met PINK AND MEI LIN :))
MISSION 1 : I was supposed to be Pink's model for her photography project.
She had to take 30 pictures of me doing very -_-" pose.
Like before she start, she actually told mei lin and i abt photography and stuff.
So, despite her being so long winded, i learnt a lot of things.
Back light , rin light , side light, silthoute light , etc.
MISSION 2 : After that, we were supposed to study but of course, it failed not totally
because i completed my graph and went thru a bit of bio.
RESULTS FOR TODAY :
Potrait
This one is dam random,
this picture makes mei lin and i laugh with fits! HAHAH!
PINK WITH HER ..... NVM ! HAHAHHA!
but she look so kuku! HHA!
she was trying to fix her contact lens! HAH
I had to be emo?
Forget about how i pose, see the sunlight and shadow being cast, is a sharp shadow on my leg.
I forget what else Pink explain to me. but haha! yah
This is what i mean by i had to take different position, and i had to try my best
to block the sunlight. She complains i was too short!? Exucsse ME!
oO MEI LIN Oo !!!!! HAHAHAH! , nvm inside joke. OMG!
in any case, i had a good time with them.
Laughed so much.
:))
More to come soon
=+=
Sometimes is good to hear when one told u that u make them laugh or forget their unhappy things. After being depressed for many days.
but sometimes, i really do not know how to comfort one when in this kind of state.
:/
To you know who you are:
Stop crying already and i really mean it. I am sorry that most of my replies to you are harsh but
you should know that i want you to move on and start to pick up the broken pieces. Is not easy but why you never try? maybe you did, but do u really put ur heart to it? You told me before that T is nothing but a B**** but now? I do not know why are u leaving by her rules? I am still taken aback by what u told me. T treats u like a maid? Why not you just go home? Helped your mama instead? Maybe you r rytee, no one understand you, but do u know how fucking pain it is for me to see you reduce to this stage? I had only leave you for less than 1 yr, and u have become to this stage? This is why i fucking hate T since the day you told me about T. I really want to be by ur side now, but i noe you would not want to see me in this condition. You broke your promise to me.... I know is not once or twice? I may be quiet about it, but do you know that you seriously making me sad also. I seriously think doing that is not the right way to solve things.
Fuck la, you r making me cry also. But what i want to tell you is, and i know u already know it,
i am worry sick about you at this moment.
:/
lightsoff.
PS: waty, i hope you r doing fine :) I noe you are, i have a lot to tell you also.
SO waty, i missing you noe. I will call u soon okie.
For now, please do take care. NIGHTS TO ONLI YOU.
Labels: the heart feels what it wants to feels
Friday, May 18, 2007
sup lovers,
Friday is like the longest day for me.
9am-5pm :(
so blarddy tiring!
had practicals , more plotting of graph :(
Spent my lunch with Where's Gang since we all miss each other :))
Not forgetting Rachel , Richie and Mark :))
I had a good laugh, that is. :))
Pris told me about ___ HO HO HO! now now, this is scary!
For el tect,
the teacher asked me to draw some weird circuit
and then he took my pencil, put a BIG cross since it was wrong?
I freaked out , toopidd.
i really freaked out.
He made a messed on my drawing, urgh~
Some should know how much i detest ppl destroying my things!? more of my drawings. DAM IT. I dun draw for fun yo!
He think that i was showing him attitude, and so he keep repeating
" class, is not that i want to pick point on you "
I cannot stop laughing, wth!
Whole class looking at me! urgh~
After school, went to town with Pohua.
Who would have thought a guy who works during O's period,
who did not even study during O's
would have scored 12 points for L1R4.
!!!
Infact, he was a bit mean la, by going up to the ppl he dun like
and say " HAH! Thanks for falling Eng, now i PASS mine "
-_-"
but seriously, sometimes i wonder, how in the world do these ppl do that?
Juggle between studies and work? and still get good results?
How it is that some ppl do not need revision when i need it a lot.
Our brains r of the same size, + - 2 cm but how come it function differently?
like some can just memorised once go through?
or like get it instantly?
ayer, nvm me.
but really really, i feel so screwed in class today.
Like the whole world knows how to do el tect and i am just there trying
to figure out what step to take , and why? and how? and why? and how?
urgh!
really fruk like okie.
on a lighter note,
Met sheereen, Siti and Zj :)))
After so LONGGGGGG!!!!!
We went to GAP since i need a T-shirt.
Bought 1 Tee.
Walked more.
Cannot find already,
Decided to go Swensens :))
Eat and Catch up :)
Camwhore :)
Shop again, to try my luck.
failed.
Home.
I had lots of fun with the babes.
Thanks for today :))
tomorrow, another long dayyy.
oh god,
:/
There's like ants attack in my room or something.
I keep complaining to my mum about it.
And when i think back,
Is the sweets/chips/chocolates
that i put in my room that attracted the ants :/
So, now now, of course i did not tell my mum about it.
Because rytee, later i will be the one who will be doing the cleaning.
For now act dumb and angry. HAHA!
And if zj sees me how i KILL the ants, she would most prob,
be fainting. HAHA!
Use my palm, and PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK !!!!
HO HO HO! K.O :)))
eh, i need help in studies nowwww.
It seem i am only okie with Engineering Maths.
Other then that, i am like a lost shit.
Damn~
i am serioulsy going to be dead soon.
:(((
-lightsoff-
If i'd be so inclined to climb up beside you,
would you tell me that the time just isn't right?
And if I should ever find the key you hide so well,
will you tell me that I can spend the night?
Helplessly melting as I stand next to the sun,
and as she burns me,I am screaming loud for more.
I drink every drop of liquid heat that i've become.
Pop me open spill me out onto the floor.
So hear me lonelyness
I'm giving up on you
I don't need you anymore
I've found what i been looking for
So hear me emptyness
I've got no room for you
Ive finally found what i've been dreaming of
Someone to love
I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..
That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it(
your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
Labels: They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Thursday, May 17, 2007
OMGGGGG!!! HAHAH, Nurul is deprived of having a girl as a classmate because she is the only girl out of 15 people in her class -_-" HAHAH! She make my maths class a bit more interesting. A bit only argh. HAHA! Cheer up girl, dun be so sad about class. :))
sup lovers :)
School have been fairly okie,
i have been playing/sleeping in most of my lessons.
Faiz is calling for death , i am telling you.
8 of us have been hanging out together :)
Today, during eps1,
i did what we used to call DNT.
Drilling and Cutting of wires,
Bending of boards.
ouh god. Is fun , yes no doubt
but it reminds me of Farhana Nurhida somehow,
she was the one who help me passed
Dnt when we were in sec 1 and 2.
She draw, sketch , everything for me.
so yeah, i need her mannn.
Moving on,
ECE is having an adventure camp at LANGKAWI
5D3N for only 150$
8 of us were talking about it just now,
and we are considering it.
As for me, i really really hope it will not clash
with anything else you know.
Really really hope i can gooo.
:(
Went out with LLF ystd.
:))))))
I enjoyed every single minute.
searching for bibi and baba
was really like amazing race.
HO HO HO
Dine at far east.
So, Baracudas just infored me
that next week i will be performing
on both Wednesday and Friday.
I am excited yet nervous cause
i bet you, i will screwed up like nobody business.
damn~
=+=
i seriously think SOME,
i repeat some,
Yusof Ishak sec ppl have really no sense of sensitivity?
Or what i always think every humans being should have,
respect other feelings.
You and I , we both r humans , who have a heart.
I do not know whats really wrong with this particular
yusofians that had to say such shallow stuff,
unwanted comments.
like " eh tell him that he cannot share cab with us because he is too fat "
fuck la, i mean nothing have been directed to me yet, but sometimes
you should know where u stand?
i can always backfired you, u know how it feels rytee?
so seriously, u say best when u say NOTHING at all.
Now that it is out, i feel a bit better.
Did i tell you that i am looking forward for percussion practices?
and will always look forward? HAHAH!
:)))
for now, that is.
=+=
So mum bought D24 home. The durian.
YUMYUM.
:)))
Tomorrow, will be clark quay day.
Parents will be out to brother house,
i am not going to follow.
i think rytee, they r going out to EAT
EAT = GOOD FOOD = FAIZ MISS OUT THE WHOLE FEAST = :'(
NO FEAR, i shall have my own fun with the babes :)
And i hope i get my 90% white T-shirts laaaa,
i really need it.
DIE DIE.
I shall go off now,
junjun just reminded me about REPORT WRITING!
dang~
god know how to do okie.
okok, peaceout-
Labels: missing you.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Sup lovers :))
had school from 10-12 today.
Had 2 hrs of cell and Biomolecular (STUPID BIO )!!
which all of us foresee that we will see one another next sem !
Bought weapons to class (FOODS)
8 of us played counter strike all the way.
When the class was so quiet,
and i killed tish, like finally,
i shouted " YES ARH!"
ouh god!
the teacher almost killed me :/
Then we 8 went to pizza hut to have lunch
yumyum.
Then 8 of us went to play pool.
WOOHOO!
I miss playing pool :)))
my first time being home so so EARLY :)))))
Had a good afternoon sleep.
i need one badly.
going off to study for biomedical eng now!
Have test tmr, god bless me.
Labels: still sore.
Monday, May 14, 2007
sometimes,
i simply want to be a rope,
which has a lot of uses.
urghhhhh
Labels: small crunch
Sunday, May 13, 2007
I really do not know what has rp done to zan! So lian! HAHA!
MY LOVER :)
LIAN JIE ! she taught me how to act cute! HAHAH!
The pagent people.
Getting ready to go for hop night :)
WHERE's GANG! :))) I LOVE THEM!
MY PEACE BUDDY! HAHA! see how the ironic ? Our face dun seem so peace rytee! HAHA!
i still think he look better with long hair! HA!
coughcough*
MY SLUTTT! :)))
She look hot :)) but hotter without the black tube! HAHAH! nvm, inside joke.
Mojo, pris,richie,junjun :))
FRIDAY
Hop night was fun just because of the companion :)))
Met xueling and ah tah before going for hop night.
JunJun and Pris look so HAWWT on that night :))
Azhar asked me to stone together with him. Until now, i really do not know why he keep saying i am a cry baby? when i never cry to him or show him my crying face -_-"
Talked to Ashley at like 1AM, stupid bukel guy who ought to be punch thank u. Speak bad of SMSS!
HAHA, but i promise him that i will not lay my fingers on him,
so thats explain why he still alive.
Sookey's brother was being a pest on that night. HAHA! he danced techno for me to see! and pester me to go up to the stage when i din want too. HAHA! Funny ass.
After that, we went to eat at Al-Azhar. I had a suuden craving for Prata yo, :))
=+=
SATURDAY
On Saturday i woke up early early and miss my POKEMON just to have a breakfast feast with WATY SAFWATY BINTE RAMLEE. Went to farrer Market at 10Am+ just so i can kill my cravings. Ate mee rebus and the yo tao ( Spelling) the one that u dip it with soya bean drink.
Did a lot of catching up, and time FLY SO FAST! :( When you are having fun...
She had to leave for tennis while i have to be home.
Did a bit of shopping for my own supplements like potato chips , sweets and chocolates. HAHA!
Internet man came and YES YES YES! My house is all wireless. SO which means, i can use the internet while i am shitting! HAHAHAH!
Later at night, bath and got ready to meet Xueling and Lian jie. Met Sucker :) Then KM , nicole and etc. Nadirh watch the malay ghost show that i wanted to watch. BooHOO! We went to eat at Food republic.
Later at ard 10+ pm went to meet shuk. Her friends r friendly and weird people. Keep making fun of the way i talked malay. HELO! But seriously , is not that i dun understand, is just that their jokes r not even FUNNY :/ Bottomline, i had fun.
I saw J twice :)))) hawwwtttt hawtttt hawwwwt!!!
Cab home. Was darm tired that i din even bath and went to sleep :/
SUNDAY
HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY !!! :))))
i can foresee GOOD FOOD TODAY. HAHHA!
brother is in the house. He just did a robot dance to irritate me -_-" ouh god.
spend time talking to LLf :)))) i really hope to see you soon.
Things that i need to settle : Get a WHITE T-SHIRT ASAP.
BIOMEDICAL TEST ON WEDNESDAY :(((( I have yet to touch that book.
I DID PACKING UP TODAY. Getting rid of all the O level stuff ! HAHA! yes, it took me 5months to get my hands on those unwanted books and papers. So, Audrey do u want back your phy and chem tys?? HAHAH! XX also! do u want back your amaths book? HAHA! For some reason, i never know that i have like TONS and TONS of assessment books! tsk tsk!
My table say " i can breath " HAHA! OKok , wanna noe why i was encouraged to do cleaning? Because there is ANTS AROUND MY TABLE!!!!! OUH GOD! okok, now that it is clean, it better be this way.
It has been 3months plus that i last eat KFC , It has been 1month plus since i last watch tvee.
Why am i turning to no life nowwww :(((
BYEBYE WORLD.
i discovered that H is music talented :)
i discovered that D tries very hard to please.
i discovered that J has dimple :)
I discovered that J is way hawwt than anyone :)
That’s what love is
When you give until there’s nothing left
And it makes you give the very best.
That’s what love is.
It can make you laugh and make you cry.
It can let you down and lift you up so high
When you find the only reason left to live.
That’s what love is.
Labels: hawt hawt hawt
Friday, May 11, 2007
FUCK YOU!
!!!!!!!!!!
Labels: WHAT
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Tello :)
School was good.
i can see 8 of us communicating.
I just found out H2 is better than H1.
I swear i am in the wrong class!!
damn~
i feel so screwed and toopid in H2. Damn~
I was an EE student for 2 hrs with sookey.
Barakudas practice was good.
But i feel that i am still not up to the performing standard.
How like that?
i still cannot grasp the beats!
Is in 2 weeks time = 4 more practices.
Howie's party is cancel, yo.
Darmn~
I thought it wuld be a good time for gathering!
sigh~
Goodnight world.
path up will never work wonders.
i am feeling the melancholy.
sigh~
i hope everything really goes back to normal for u A/X GF :)
Everyone is leading his/her own life.
I see bliss, i see sadness.
i feel that i am out of touch from a lot of people.
i no longer hear from first parties, is always second/third parties.
I am too caught up with my own agenda that i wish i have 40hrs a day.
If i mention names on whom i really want to spent quality time with, it would be like a long list of xmas present from Santa.
sigh~
i am really in deep shit.
tomorrow how LA~
Labels: haha, hash sux real bad
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
School was alrytee.
Had BIO practical and well,
H2 is already talking and joking with one another.
Met Lin and talked to her.
Had the interview.
It was toopid.
I played trick on rebekah! HAHAHAH!!! she was so dumb dumb! and well, feeling really disatisfied, she went to look for me and wanted to wack me? wth!
Met Pris and Junjun :))
Hang out with russ,khai,Hong Sheng,Hashim,desmond,rebekah,jiv ,etc
Thanks Desmond for POKEMON GAME :))
Finally i have POKEMON game which i have been waiting for from linda since 3 yrs ago -_-
Since 10Am till 5Pm, we 3 have been asking one another :
"should we go for floorball or not "
Russel and Hongsheng were being nice by telling us NOT to go for floor and instead join cannoing?? OMG! HongSheng ought to be sit down , i am telling u. He asked pris,junjun and me 14times in a day -_- Actually they told us not to go floor because we should go watch movie with them and spent time with them -_-
We were talking really loudly, till the uncle lib had to ask us to keep it down 3 times. Later, this aunty came and scold us and ask us to GET OUT. HAHA! Khai got warning letter because he played game? HAHA!
I got punked by russ today. He wanted to help me hold my lap top the whole of today. And so, he did. Reached cck, i asked me where it is since i dun see it in his hands, he said " FUCK, IS IN THE BUS" Seriously, my heart stop beating okie! i have yet to watch the movies and play POKEMON! Basket! it was in his bag all along la. In any case, thanks Russel :))
After much debating, we 3 decided to skip floorball ( 2nd time) and instead went to watch spiderman 3 with them at cck. I give 8.7 farts out of 10 farts! Is really not that bad like what i heard. So, PLEASE GO WATCH! Really really. And till now, i still think Golbin Jr. is wayyyyyy cuttter and hotterrr than peter parker.
I was too tired to stay on for dinner. So decided to go home with Rachel :)
things were shared , told.
saw,
talked,
and i cannot believe that bitch talked about my friend , slut seriously.
blardy basket of hell !
i still stick to my opinion abt u the first time i saw u.
urgh~
so 2 face for what!
another long day tomorrow.
BARAKUDAS YO! :))
he can sing ; he can play the piano.
awwwww,
:))))
Labels: I LOVE GOLBIN Jr.
Monday, May 07, 2007
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ELAINE SOH!! I LOVE U MANY MANY GIRLFRIEND :)))
HOPE U HAD AN ENJOYABLE TIME AND YES, SUSHI BUFFET SOON WITH YOU! :)
hello ,
school was dam slack.
Had school from 1pm-2.30pm
Then went to blk 81 for my lappy.
saw _____'s :))
Had a good chit chat and laughing time with Latif and Intan.
i saw pris and junjun :))) Something to perk me up :)
Left them to hang out with mel and reka.
They skip school just to meet MEEEE! HAHAH! :)) AGAIn something to perk me up!
Meeting mel makes me really miss SMSS! esp, 5N1 06 :(((
Maybe there will be a gathering in JUNE.
I dun noe yet.
Then later, reka and me went to meet sucker at KAP.
HAHA! THANKS SUCKER for the CHAIN!
OUH! i am still laughing at MUTHU KUMAR!
hahah! tsk tsk!
Went back to school,
reka left.
Hang out with ruth,mel,lin,rebekah.
Mel told me something and i am still feeling rather,
abcdefgh like ! -_-"
hurrrr~
At 7pm went for barakudas with ruth.
Ruth went home at 9.
I stay on and only finish at 10.30pm
Bond with the people there.
they r funny bunch of people.
Went back home with rainbow.
I am scared that i dun noe how to playyyyy!
Let see,
i was asked 6 times if i was from band?
i was called a Minah by intercourse!
I called him back Mat.
At 12.26am he still giving me voice clip calling me minah! basket! ( 7 times )
i'm too lazy to fight back,
Halif said i look like a punk girl? i have yet to figure that out.
Martain said i look like norain? (spellling)
Halif agreed -_-" even thought i am her sister -____-"
i was told that i played drums like a classical band -_-"
Base band and base barakudas is TOTALLY DIFFERENT!
HAHAH!
And many many more!
NIGHT WORLD.
HAWWWTTT GUY WALKINGG :))))))
i am still thinking,
feeling sore, for no reason.
Labels: tired
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Yawn~
sup people.
i just got back from camp and i am still tiredd but have to wake up because i have project to do!
A lot of research to be done in the preparation for tomorrow's test. Dam it okie.
Anyways, camp was just so-so. Is inevitable that you will compared to other camps that u have been to. I will not say that this was the worst camp because i did try out all the new adventure things. Like kayaking, rafting and flying fox. Making a whole new bunch of friends. Learning about people in general.
The campfire was just so-so. The atmosphere was just not there to me. I saw March and Mei lin dance for the first time. HAHAH! and Sookey was dancing too! neh neh! Ayer, and the food was not that good. And no one sleeps on the last day but many went to bed early early. Except Mei lin , sock ping and me. We accompanied doggy. Talked. Played cards and uno. Bernice came and we all chatted the night away. Bernice keeps declaring herself ' sissy" just because i said that she was being a sissy to sleep now. -_-" Supposed to go night walk with her but we wanted to Ordered Mac Donald food and she wanted to sleep. So, at 4.30 am we ordered and after that slept for an hr but sock ping could not wake up after that. Mei lin and i had to collect the food at 5.30am. Chatted with Anthony and his friend and i slept on them. HAHA! Feeling bad, i gave my hash brown to Anthony because he wanted Mac breakfast but i was too tired to say " eh, we can share" haha!
Last day wasn that sentimental either. Took group picture and some pictures with people here and there. Went home with March, Mei lin and Sock ping. Accompanied ping to botanic entrance and took cab to meet Ruth for my laptop and books.Thanks Ruth! And i went home. I was in need of the toilet because i DID NOT SHIT for 3 whole days! ahaha!
Today is a Sunday. Brother came by. So, we had a sort of family talks. Me, with my -_- eyes. Darm sleepy. I might be getting a cat. That one is not confirm because mum and dad still have a big 'NO' to that. :'( ouh wells.
Better get going, buei buei.
is sad to know that the feeling
is all gone. Now, it felt weird.
There is still this wide space where
i cannot bring myself to go into
and be as before, when the chapters
have not started. There is no more
this feeling which makes me want to
take actions, to get those wanted
attentions. It was exciting then. Now,
well let just say i do not know what to
do. is draining , dun u think? fruk!
Labels: when it died off.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
TELLO HUMANS :)
Yesterday was public holiday rytee?
well, i din go for the tennis :((
and also some concert which i was scared to go because
shuk's aunty sound so scary =/
Instead, i went to meet aud ; mojo ; xx ; zj ; klien
We sat and camwhore at Gelare.
I want to thank Xiu for the crazy taxi and photoshop :))
My lappy seem more on's argh :))
Then later they all went home.
I went to join Pris , Rach , Russ , Kelvin , Hashim and many many more.
Went to heereen and then went to far east just for ming to get his tripple C -_-"
Had dinner with them.
Went home with Rach, kelvin , Hongsheng , Ming , Hashim.
Many stuff were shared yesterday,
many things were made known.
I had a good night with them :)))
I really did not want to wake up for school today,
due to the nice nice rain :'(
School was good i guess,
Gwee did not come today, so had 3 hrs of break before eng maths.
Went to SIM to eat with Intan , Aisyah and Zj.
Slack in the lib with Intan.
We talked and talked.
After school, was just waiting for 5 o'clock so that i can go for the ambassador
But i saw Pris and Kelvin ho near cheers.
I ended up talking to pris and following her inside the toilet and waited for her to finish bathing because i was asked to look after her things -_-" HAAH! Talked and talked like the whole toilet was ours :) As always!
I miss my time slot for ambassador because of her! HAHA!
She and Kelvin got scratch after their sport and wellness! WOOHOO!
Klevin's one was dam scary , seriously ouching okie.
So had to wait for 6 o'clock slot.
Saw junjun :)))) The where's gang got so HIGH~ hahah!
Kelvin Pris and Me were in the same team. HAAH! i cheated :))
My grp was dam dam HIGH and ENTHU!
A lot of them from FMS, haha!
So made friends.
Was making hell of a noise , according to ruth.
Fun FUN :)
topic given : Who comes first? Chicken or Egg? And argue it out! haha! i tell you! it was dam funny! Pris and Me were being seperated. I also dun noe whyy! Pris grp bring in harry potter elements and stuff! haha! my grp bring in some metour element! -__-" HHAHA!
After that, Ruth and i went for Barakudas :))
YES, the club that i have always wanted to join :)
Saw this nice people outside the room,
asked them and woah, we hit the jackpot.
They are one of the founders of the club.
so the 2 of them became our tour guides,
showing us all the different types of drum and groups.
Introducing everyone.
talked to the leader.
and and and and and and!
I got myself a spot playing base drum :))
"the base, is the most important one. We support the rest, and no one support us" something like dat. HAHA!
But Ruth's spot is still not sure yett :((
Hope she got in.
Out of 8 freshies, 2 r girls -_-"
Ruth and Me.
So, i dun noe for what ever reason,
now i am called Faiz square ???????????
My instructor is a funny guy! good teacher aye!
funny 3rd yr chap who i find has many things to laugh about! haha!
talked abt island creamery with him, serene, smss, his course , many other things.
woah~ haha! " intercourse " dam it!
First day, first lesson, i have learnt 2 Songs =/
And And And And i will be performing on the 25th May,
which is 17days from nowwww~
i need to know 3 songs by HARD
Seriously, i am really unsure if i am up for it :((((
How if i make a fool of myself ??
How if i got all the things wrong?
Dam embarrassing :((
now i am scared.........
=+=
I think i should stop disliking people ,
cause each time i dislike that particular someone,
he/she will be around me more often ,than usual
and i will feel dam bad after knowing that actually they r not that bad
dam it!
Or not, they r just around me more often , and dats like dam annoying ! even after knowing they r dat bad.
nvm meeeee~
=+=
something was told to me today.
and i really do not know what to do.
how to react.
i mean, is beyond my control.
i treat u just as close as others.
you still know me best in many ways.
i really thank you for that.
I am sorry if i have caused some feelings
which made u feel not that imp perhaps?
but no matter what,
i will still need u in times to come.
:))
=+=
I am having a longggg week this week.
Weekends are taken up for camps.
which i dun think i will have fun,
cause i am having my mens nowww!!!
dam dam dam!
Many plans r starting to come up for next week.
dam dam dam!
i need time for myselffff~
seriously,
PS: i need the sea now. Addne , yes you.
Labels: time does not measure anything.