Wednesday, July 29, 2009
a lot of blank space find themselves
a wonderful spot ,
with everyone forgetting the core of it,
let alone the crust.


















Hello to my hamster! what's you digging!





Bunch of great friends i have made over the 3 months of saturdays!



Gonna miss playing with these peeps when nnnn dddd pppp ends!





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On the 28th July, someone turned 21 years old!




& She had to wear that coolio poster and pose at 21 differnt places around town!
And yours truly is indeed the mastermind of this part of the bdae plan!
So far, she have posed only at 3 different locations & we are going to continue with this
when we are meeting this week!
awww, so so eggcitedd! nyheheh!






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Once again, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO SITI FATINURAIN!!
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Like finally i am putting my foot in hereeeee!
Time waits for no one, how true this sentence can be!
Since the last update till at this very miliseconds,
i can say, it's nothing like blowing bubbles,
everything just pops when you think you got it in hand.
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school been so ever hectic !
gosh~
i really need a breather from search engine , microsoft words , excel and ppt !
I have never know year 3 is this tiring !
really really!
It's like after a full scale of doing report, you r given 1 day to self declare off time
and the very next day, you don't even need to force yourself to move your butts to start working
cause the task given next will give you another full scale of panic attack!
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But, somehow during the course....
i kinda lost a lot of attention spend.
I auto submerge to non workable mode...
& best part I lean against procrastination way too much...
i tend to just take off with my soul to wherever...
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Tsk.
:/
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it's disturbing , it is still disturbing ...
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On a seperate note,
Pengz have been waking me up on every school day
so much so, i cannot even wake up to my own alarm clock!
the song i use are those Screamo type & i really cannot hear the songs eh!
so, i just wanna say, thank you for your service
but please continue this service because
there isn an option that you can terminate the service till say year 3 ends maybe?
hee hee!
c'mon! dun give me that look!
flap your wings !
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& her mum's cheesecake is the Best Orgasmic dessert that anyone could ask for!
It's so friggin YUMMY that i don't mind having it everyday!
Explain why i will not want to share with anyone ahh~
sorry peeps, you gotta wait for your own share!
cause it's my share! HAH!
( althou that balrddy intan say i assume all food in her bag is mine as well)
seeesh!
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On another note,
I am left with 2 more ndp shows ( preview & Actual )
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i can return to my funky Saturdays' !
Finally able to meet the usuals Smss peeps on Saturdays' just chilling in town!
Wooooo~ to that!
But i will really miss playing with the new friends~
Gosh~
I mean, besides going for ndp shows every Saturday,
we all have to come back on Tuesdays & Fridays for extra practices!
k k , whatever it is, just gonna enjoy the last moments as of now !
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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO IAN ! (;
NYHEHE! Hope you don't smell like TOUFU already! HAHA!
i dam lazy to do more updates about things already
cause i forgot many things,
or more of
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just many dots !
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whatever it is, i remember that
i feel like eating a lot of things!
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& i am madly craving for durian & sushi!
anyone!?
:'(
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do you have a favourite book in your room?
the one when you first have it in your posession,
you feel so friggin happy because you work hard just to say it's 'mine'.
Wheneevr you read the book, you feel all so excited ;
& as the story getting interesting, you become part of the book,
totally in that world...
& you try your hardest hoping that the chapters never have an ending
because the book is wayyy too good.
But it ends sooner than you expected & since you like it so much,
you re-read the book, laughing at the same spot ,
being all in the zone all over again, and each time you re-read the book,
you feel the same way , just like your first time reading it.
One fine day, after realising that you have not re-read the book for a period of tine,
you went t read it again.
To your horror, you discovered that there are certain pages missing....
& you asked who could be soo friggin cruel to do such a thing..
you asked around & you listen t them...
But most of them simply say,
don't be too sad about it already.
The book is already old , the paper is turning yellow-browish already...
is time to find something else to be your next favourite thing already...
But what others always always leave out , is not about the book being old..
it's how meaningful the book is actually...
no one ever bother to ask, how the boook come about?
was it even easy to get it to start with....
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You want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on your soul tonight
You want a reason to keep believin'
That someday you're gonna see the light










i flew away@ 1:51 PM

Wednesday, July 08, 2009
There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space,
make a better place.



I swear this picture still make me go awww~ blarddy cute !
Anyways, this is the picture i wanted to upload on Sunday, something that shocked
me once i was awake!
That's Dovey! She knows how to enjoy life as you can see!
-_-"

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Today i really really woke up from the wrong side of the bed;
& eversince then everything else makes me so freaking grumpy!

Everyone in polyclinic pisses me like knncb !
i was 5 mins early before all of them goes for lunch; but nooo i still had to wait till 1.30pm!
Good game , because of that i had to forgo the performance at the last minute!
I hate when this happens okie! Tsk! Really sorry peeps!
Moreover, i went there to just collect the results, i dun even want to see any doctor!
Urgh!
& i still needed to take the queeue number, i still need to see the doct ,
WAHXX!!!
i almost want t take out my mallet and make
a scene okie! tsk man!


actually, till now i am still very much grumpy.

everything is simply.lovely.fucked.up.



thank you to singing your hearts out and cold rock !
did a bit soothing to the heart....
nt to mention good lunch at home.


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& to you : I did make the effort , i did my part , i was there on your day,
but did u even regard it? no, u didnt. So, dun keep saying i am too busy .
So friggin disappointed.

The candy sweetness scent of you
It bathes my skin I'm stained in you
And all I have to do is hold you
There's a racing within my heart
And I am barely touching you


i flew away@ 10:56 PM

Sunday, July 05, 2009
i'm going to breathe slow;
count from one to ten,
with my eyes closed.
just need to avoid
the bad traffic jam...


I'm trying to upload a picture
cause it's the only thing that amaze me this afternoon!
But blogspot is being a pure slut ! urgh!


So anws, i woke up at 4pm by Dr R's called!
ahhh, thanks ah!

Next week going to be a hell hectic week! amg!
i just dun wan monday to start!
really really die die neh neh also dun wanttt!

& after yesterday's 1st combine show,
my feet is crying so loudly !
it's really really very painful!
Jesslyn said she will think of a way to solve this misery of mine!
I.hate.the.costume.and.the thing.that.i.have.to.wear.on.my.feet!

i thought i could see don kena tau pok ystd
after coming back to school
but the band ppl ah, couldn catch him in time!
tsk manxz!
wasted !


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at times i really dun noe why i need to speak to
my brother using police terms like
"investigate the problem"
instead of just saying
"i will see what's the problem"

or i will go find the sugar seem not satisfying , must say i will search for the sugar ?


!?!?!??!?!?!!?!?!??!

&&&& beacuse of him ! i cannot get my stuffff!
i would really like to sue you for that!



SUCH AN ASSWIPE!

As of next wk, let's just give u a sneak peek !

Monday : School ; then go down to NUH ; then back to school for practice
Tuesday : Have extra ndp training
wednesday : Baracuda performance & Pratice
Thursday : Baracuda Performance
Friday: Baracuda Performance
Saturday : Ndp; 1st NE show
SUnday: Baracuda Performance - shaped magzine

This is what i seee when i open my orginiser!

&&&&&

i dun noe what else to say, so i shall go feed somemore
honeystars to my lovelies!
TEEEE HEEE!

&&& CONGRETS PRIS for winning hottest babe !
(((((;
i voteeeeee for you also neh!











Even the nights are better
Now that were here together
Even the nights are better
Since I found you, oh
Even the days are brighter
When someone you love's beside ya
Even the nights are better
Since I found you



i flew away@ 6:36 PM

Thursday, July 02, 2009
the endless tick tock,
pilling of moulded bread
till you form your very own
maze & forgetting the exit.



I just feel this week went so fasttt!
Like blink blink ;
there we have, tomorrow is Friday..

I have things constantly making me on-the-go,
like there are times where i just have to force myself to freeze,
& obviously,
my 1st day of school was totally ruined , such a asswipe!
Well, the rest of the days, was trying to make it a good take off,
but at times, ah well~

I need to take a fast, on talking next wk.
I would want t just , rock my chair back & front....

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On monday , had some big shot ppl from the newly-going-to-be voted to become next
PAP candidates,coming over t the project room to see what some of us that were choosen to present have been up t with our fyp projects...

But after like 2 hrs of planning and rehearse ,
Well, lets just say being at the conner of the room was good
(;

Tuesday was over at NUH ,
Bad part : Waited for the room to be empty from 9AM-12Noon,
and only then we know it wasn available for the day -__-"
Good part: I saw Mel.T and mum there for her eye check up! Ouh god, poor girl have something in her eyes! tsk tsk! & talking t her mum was really funny, now i remember dat i miss her potato salad ! Those bbq times ahh~

Ndp extra rehersal from 7pm till 10pm !
Once i get home, i had to rush for Tissue Response to Implant report !
which was due in the matters of hours...
ahhhh, it's done! so imma just soo glad!

Wednesday, whine whine whine whine!
my heart felt twinkle twinkle little stars when i finally
have time for cocoa crunch ! YUMMY! BURP~

Today, got back all papers . Wooah hoo.
Pass all, thats something to be thankful for!
I like it when teachers mark correct answers as wrong and later u claim for marks!
ayer, everyone also like okie! dun give me the whatever lame look!
asswipe!

After which attended 2 baracuda rehersals, like i think it's been ages since i last play
at the convention center....mmmmmm

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Dopey's & Lovey's wheels are spoilt !
& esp lovey, she doesn look pretty happy abt it !
Because she can see dovey is enjoying her life on her wheels!
now i have to go buy 2 wheels! amgg~
i shall go attck cheap cheap pet store ahh~

today, i went near lovey and dovey's cage
and i hear them "talking"
like how the sound is when human munching their food,
but it's like so so so soft times 10!
So cutee!
they den rub their nose against each other!

But when i came back home,
i saw them fighting! lame asswipers!


& recently, i just got reminded of something
which i totally forgot all abt ever having thoughts about it....
now that it re-surface,
imma thinking of the same old thing...
harh harh!


ouh wells, i miss a lot of ppl as of now!
Hope the usuals r doing fine !
(;
toodless!














There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith


i flew away@ 2:41 AM

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