Wednesday, August 31, 2005
TURN ME ON
U BLEW MY MIND AWAY
blog blog blog.... ROAR!! well well today is HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY EVE!!! all ard the school was having a great time... screaming and shouting were ofter heard.. they wanna put ballons as deco but than they scream when they see ppl blow ballon?? helo... than asked shereen to walk one ard , ard level 3 to see how they deco their class... guess wad all the deco the same..every class puts their food in the middle of the room... so yah we were waiting waiting for the teachers but than no sign of any... than latha asked me to go look for teahcers...so yah i followed.... than we manage to locate most of them they were late why cuase they were havin breakfast treated by Mrs Tan... haha! went to staff room and smell of the food was fan-tas-tic... ms lee could not join us cause she was bz preparing for the concert and we felt bad la..she was doing all the work and every yr she got no surprises for teachers' day... than teachers started to come in... Mr lee followed by ms ho she was atcually feeling rather weird cause she onli teaches 12 of us and she do not noe the rest so some how she said she felt pai sei... but we tried to make her comfortable as possible...than mr wong came followeed by the 2 tays than chua and kang who initially wanted to run away seeing how we were scaring the rest of the teachers in the class... but they have no choice to come in... than ms nora came.. and along the way we played the TRUTH game... and those who did not tell the truth will have to do fore fit..which is to drink this mixture of water like root bear, coke, vernila coke, sprit , choclate and swets... felt bad that ms ho drank 2 full table spoon.... tsk! and i think certain question was overboard... tsk! i felt for them...hehe.. anw we were getting ready to go to the hall for the pethetic concert..why onli 4 performances...unlike past yrs where there were be lots and lots of performances.. wonder why this yr the junior not enthu...if say they are too bz preparing for exams..i think they are craping la... than i was video caming 5/1 ' s dance...and i kept on laughing at them till the video is shaking.. got a scolding for that.... was sitting at the side and cannot get the full grp.. than after which was the 3 monkey singing la...haha!!! their micro phones will spoilt...but as for vishnu it was too loud for confort..than i planned in the morning to give flower to waty but i also need to give to priya and vishnu...so got gaya to help and i noe she will agreed... was suppose to give the flower in the middle but karmen signal me to give it at the last part...haha! sine she and gaya are closer to them, waty was abit like huh i dun have kind of face but little did she noes i was at the back.... haha! and she was shocked i guess... haha caught the change in reaction dude!! than b4 i left, i gave waty a tap on the shoulder but she will grab me and hug me.. lets see infront of 1300 ppl includding the teachers... than someone told me that she overheard this girl saying that " Eh they 2 arh....." than she stop...fill in ur own blanks...???? wonder wad she was referin?? than the whole school clap just becasue we hug?? kinda werid... than when i got back beside reka.. she asked me " faiz are u 2 goin to cy...was very touching u noe... i give her the look... like hell no... than soon the concert was over.. 5/2 was screaming that they want encore of 5/1 's dance... but to no avail...why cause they were screaming but it was soft la... so din hear plus penny told me that encore is not allwed why cause ms lee wants it a smooth concert.. not double..and 2 thing was that must be on time fininsh i think its kinda bull la... than went back to class.... and along the corridors.. i saw KRISTEN!! hahah!! she look so GIRL!! she change la... puke puke " eh , i am feeling very weird la" ehem ehem... i think if i were her i will too cause like she ise to be a bang and now she carried a hand bag?!?! i was just to schocked and actualy burst out laughing.. but i am happy for her that she changed... so yah good work there... and when she sees me she gave ne this look like wads ur problem... haha! like i care.... than me and waty was going home and i asked her to sent me to the bus stop and i dun care... but tortise will called me and asked me to take someting than no choice but to go in back....we felt toot la.... making one big circle... soon i found myself lottering the school...tortise asked me to go canteen and ok... we sit there for a few minutes and talked...wif waty.. than they both have thier private convo while i talked to siti who came later on... than when siti went hm, came aud.. and she sit down being piss...all the classmates too... than suddenly saw priya crying??? haha!!! blody drama LA! she cried just because she thought tara was avoiding her?? and she wnet to the toilet and punch the walls.. er..poor thing no gf cum bf to help ... tsk tsk.... DRAMA! than i wnet hm...
thanks for the ride home..........
till now.....i can picture what just happened...... i could rewind my mind again and again..... and it felt so good... i dun noe why am i feeling this way but i think....its u.... welll.... i din noe it will blew my mind and soul away.... i want to watch more and more.... i am feeling all high....
i wonder when will the cupid appear to create a micrcle....
there's this feeling of emptyness in me..... which only can be filled up by ulp.....
but when will that be \?\?
Monday, August 29, 2005
well lessons was boring as usual..since when faiz can liesten in class?? well today stay in school for abt 2hrs before going for tution...well went to the hall and watched the rehesal...well dance was nice and the "shrek" is so cutee la.. francis.... haha! u go girl...haha!! mrs tay almost choke on her oreo when she saw her shaking her butt...haha!! and fefe plz be more enthu..dun spoil it la...and thanks to me u gt shirt...HHAHA! well all the dance was so nice except some extra prefromance....i walked out...and i hoped u notice... wadever wadever wadever!!! u like it this way?? well guess wad I AM LOVIN IT!!!
taken aback by wad seem to me....like a wonderful thing.....
din expect me to feel this way..... well was havin goosebums
i cannot reisist ....
i wanna watch more and more....
and i can do it all day longgg.....
feeling temtation in me.....ahhhhhhhhh.......
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Just put down with tortise..and i am feeling kinda bored..just completed 1 cloze passage which i need to hand up by tmr??? tawee's hw dude! HOME ALONE! mum had to do overtime... oh man this sucx.. no one here to cook for me?? ahHHH dying i am dying...still have amaths to do.... still have ss to do... time is running out and i noe it is yet i still choose not to be parted with this wonderful friend of mine ; my best companion of all time ( the computer) awww...how i wish i can bring u ard like u and me attach together.... shut up la faiz... anw.. i am just hoping mum will bring back wan tan noodle from her work place.. very delicious... i asked her to add more wan tan... and she said depend on my mood!!! what is this?? jsut pray that she will be nice today.. oh well... life has been cruel to me now... my body is aching and i am suffering from inner pains... yesterday i slept at 4am...was doing sumthing and din even notice my parents left for worked.... well i think i shuld get afternoon nap now...byebye...
waiting for wan tan...
still waiting.......
and waiting.....
just like i waiting for u............
so long SUCKER!
Saturday, August 27, 2005
today was the day i try to free myself... free from what has happened last 5 days.... i dun even want to think wad i dun intend to think... was doing my hair which i took 15 mins... and suddenly got a call from auddya askin me to save her...haha! she being a lamppost there cause XX was with monkey... haha! than after they eat went to far east to wait for two more personso longg and aud keep complaining... than as soon as we get our things we went home...on the way hm meet cui shan.. hah! BUT i din wanna go so i headed back to town wif dahlink.... luckly i went cause there was so many performances going on... hip hop... dancing like shit la but since i like thesongs so it was ok la... than wanna go to hereen than me and dalink saw a 6yr old boy playing DRUMS!!! repeat DRUMS!!i felt so so so JEALOUS~!!!!!! i want to play tooo... and dat boy has hearing impact... so pity...but yet he is talanted..than when i watched him play for less than 5 mins, his perfromances finish already... wah liao! so me and dahlink went to hereen..haha! she will go in every single shop...ahhhHH she make my leg numb can.. but oh well on account she goes town wif me i shall be good to her.... than saw nadiah in town...wanted to close her eyse but miss it infact she screem LA! wah so pai sei can..i was liek oi no need to schout la... than she said byebye.. and give me those funny grins... hmmm wonder wad?than after herreen went to wisma check out the prices for STOMP! haha!! i just pray someone will want to go with me?sheereen please say u wanna go... i am counting on u..than had dinner with dahlink..so kewl she has discount card...so yahgot discount...and than we made our way home...haha! today dahlink was nice to me... actualy extra nice..wonder why?? haha!! i am lovin it.... but than someone just seem so not enjoying my companion.... dun noe why??
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.... ONE WEEK I STAND U, UR FUCKIN ATTIDUE , UR FUCKIN IGNORANCE .... AND I SWEAR I CANNOT STAND IT ANY LONGER.... wad in the world are u tryingto prove? i swear to go u have change? change for the WORST! i repeat WORST! i am just fuck up! i swear i talk to ghost better than talking to you... ghost at leats gives respone?? I AM SO SO SO DISAPPOINTED in u? lying to me?? have u ever consider ny feelings? ever trying to understand me? u ur own said that u felt bad cause u dun noe me andi noe u very well... than why u din so sumthin abt it? why ? wad the hell are u waiting for?? i am pouring all my thoughtsi swear i cannot take this anymore...if u meant to keep ur doings in the dark???? think again??? i have frens ard me??they will come to me and tell me ??? u noe i was like a dumb shit when they tell me stuff in which i myself do not know??u noe how i felt and that very moment? wad a fren am i??? they even same " huh?? u mean u dun even noe " f off la!!!have u ever consider my feelings?? dun forget that u bitch abt me once and i noe abt it!! cause u bitch abt me to the wrong personshit! sometimes i wonder why i noe u?? why i even get closer to u?? why i even go to smss??? why i even say helo to u?? if this keep going on... dun blame me for my next actions??? u shuld boe me by now that i can onli entertain ppl to a certain level.. so liek i say dun balme me if i get nasty...and i noe u noe dat i can do it.. urgh!!!!! URH!!! wad is ur motive???wad r u trying to prove?? until today wad others said perturb me so much?? i also dun noe why am i feeling angry at u??why?? cause u r being such a jerk LA! dun be DUMB! and think dat i dun noe anything!!! cause the fact is i noe wads goinon and i am mad abt it!!! if u want our friednship at stake u better do sumthing!! i am being very patiance here..and itsdun test me....F OFF!
Friday, August 26, 2005
friday has come and go... smelling the weekends but i bet it will end as soon as it comes... haiz.. i am feeling guilty all over mebut yet i am feeling angry easily...why am i reacting this way? why am i feeling guilty? why am i feeling angry w/o any good reason? i dun wanna feel all this...but it comes naturally...i dun noe wad to do or how to react... i am feeling rather useless ...rather alone now... i dun noe why am i feeling this... my heart is sinking even furthur as the days goes by... i am so disappointed in myself... why i cannot have the things dat i want it so much...been waiting and waiting.. but it seem dat is geting furthur... i have been helping ppl on their problems... but where do my problems goes? or who do i even tell? many thingshave to take in consederations... i wanna help ppl and dun expect anything in return..i swear... sometimes hering all the problemsmakes u wonder alot and think alot.... all kinds of feeling wil start to involve... mostly feeling dumb and dumber is always therefeeling useless too... i'm lost...trying to figure out where am i... my heart is drowing...
m i ss yyyy u ooooo
Thursday, August 25, 2005
BURP* just finished eating my lunch cum dinner... well today was a shitified day la....realy disppointed in my sience marks..to be honest i dun wanna make myself seem so sad that i get that kind of marks in class cause i dun wanna hurt those who din dothat well..so i just buried all those sad feel deep in my heart and when i reached home...than i started to complain complain..well true enuff i din study... trus enuff i am so complainence ... shuld have not be.... i shuld learn my lesson and not to repeat it again.. so as for now...working towards N-levels which is in 10 MORE DAYS!!! why so fast arh?? lesson today wasso draggy...and mr wong came in to replace chua who was on course.. well i just cannot stand the way he speaks... remind meof doanld duck.. all in all the whole class did not pay attention to him as all of us are more interested in our marks.. well was onmy way bakc home when suddenly auddy shouted my name and asked me to wait for her.. since i am free i agreed...than i went to the hall and saw 5/1 dancing.. XX look sick...so she was not in the mood to have fun...i think she is having fever... than sawaud dancing LA! hahaha!! so funny~~ one point she din wanna move and cause XX to bang into her.. so so funny...shouldsee their dance often when i am down so dat i can get a good laugh..WAHAH! i wonder wad will happen on that day?? hehe
now i ambeginging to understnad ppl...been observing ppl and yah..felt so guilty for what i have done.. is like when i comment on some1, i am actually reflecting on myself? felt so guilty... haiz.... sorry ppl.... i noe i have hurt u all but i think is human for you..i wanna go to STOMP concert..any one noe how much itzzit??? hur hur??
well it feels so wierd huh??
i bet u feeling it tooo...
cause i am feeling it....
notice it.....
----sight-----
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
stupid day .....
bad day.....
good times onli last for a while....where's my soul??
hate my sis!!! cause she refuse to lent me her phone!!! she has two of the same kind? sometimes i wonder who she side more? her own blood or outsiderrr?? screwed!!!
go away LA!
in need of the punching gloove!?!
body aching all over....i want osim chair....
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
urgh!!! so tired... how on earth to survive four periods of mother tongue.. gosh... did 1set of paper... u lala! than the rest of the time was juz one hell day la... haiz... today recieve english paper... haiz... also
i noe my amaths paper2 result.. haiz again... ms ho was very angry...she was asking each of us wether we did sudy for the exam? than all of us said yes..than she continued saying that if all says yes... than why can get this kind of result? ? to be honest amaths is either u noe how to do or dun noe.. haiz haiz... than as a punishment she asked us to redo our paper1 and by tomorrow and paper2 by thur... gosh!!
tomorrow getting back humans paper... screwed screwed.... god help me.. i just wanna pass english...
also if u get A1 for ur paper...i think marks does not matte u noe cause u dun see marks rather the points?? if u need me to tell u, i will TELL IT TO UR FACE! just be glad that u get A! la...and stop giving that kind of screwed face... urgh!!! watever wadever... the feeling of scared has overtake my body...
well tortise just get out of hospital... my god..i was so worried for her... just dun wanna her to suffer during her prelims...since its coming... i am feeling the pain for her as well... she told me her encounters in the observations room... she got 3 injections and needlee poking here and there... gosh.. how i wish i was there to see her... she was like ammitd at 2am .... i just prayed to god that she will get well soon ok miss talking to her in school.... hiaz...
trying to search my soul...who is roaming aimlesly.. feeling desperate for everything in life..
Monday, August 22, 2005
well well... finally i manage to get hold of my computer.. today was a draggy day... my god..times goes so slow during lesson..but goes so fast when i starting to have fun... there was 3 period of MT..my god..i cannot tahan any longer..SS everydayand well today get back our emaths and mly paper..i did pretty so-so... below my expection.. haiz..ask mrs tay abt my englishresult and told me i failed... thanz jo and zj ... u both did encourage me...BUT if u were in my shoe u will noe la how i am feelingi am so proud of suaty cause she did very good ... well as for me i juz pray that paper one will help me...although i see no lightand it was even worst when march said that koh was telling them that 4/7 did so horribly in paper one...hiaz yah..why helike dat arh... i so have conflict with him... my god..congret zj and jo for passing ur english...i feel so dumb NOW!! why faiz whyanw... after school was sitting with sk,march,kelyn,jolyn while we waitied for 5.20pm to arrive...why cuase need to go tution..haha...and audreeyy self volunter to stay back with US! haha.. and she will spray water to ME! and poor CORN insidemy branded BAG! wah piang...but no worries i have my revenge .... HAH! spray back to her and well we were running ard the canteenlike small children..hnmm haha!! 17 yrs old chasing 15 yrs old .... that shows..lalalala.... well today drama did happen in the canteen...well to be honest it was so funny!! haha... so drama cannot tahan.... i bet aud noes wad i am taking abt...well aud WHERE"S my tagboard??? like i say it is missing in action... so do ur part... than went home... tomorow is the day...i am prepare to feel more dumber... hiaz....
urgh!!! now it seem dat i cannot stand the sight of someone... spoil my mood everytime LA! appear at the wrong time...go away! ! !
Sunday, August 21, 2005
sunday another day at home...woke up at 10.00am to watch the yu-shu warriors so nice and funny than watched the show called the little mellon and big durian..hahah!! so funny... was having a nice and peaceful day when suddenly i heard the door bellwas wondering who it was... and guess wad!!! my brother..wah lioa spoil my mood like hell ok! i din even greet him... i rather see my walls than his face ok! anw.. while he was walking past me i saw him wif a GUN! a revolt gun...haha! polis mah... mum was pereniod to see that gun " OIK! why u bing that?? must becarful ok " urgh!!! of course he noes wad to do la..than he continued to his self pity and say no la now saturday and sunday must get ready 24hrs... if any bombs or enythingthan have to report bla bla bla... shutddup..i think i will be the first one to bom HIM! wahahah! than he was fiddling withthe phoenline and when he suddenly cut sothing off and walaup the whole telephone line went bongkus...than after he sawmy irratited face he quickly called his friend form singtel to fix soon! so piss of la...why first thing i wanna go out today but everyone have thier own planned secondly mum refuse to bring me along when she went out today...urgh!!so all inall he presence even made me boil la... so he went home while i was instructed to wait for that singtel guy...urgh!! so ma fan than the rest of the day was juz using the computer..speakin of which ONCE AGAIN i wanna thank AUDREEYfor changing my blogskin plus redoing my template...haha ONLY that the tagboard is missing in action... HOW!! i want my tag board... one more thing... i was suppose to go for tennis today but it was canclled..why cause waty's unclewas amitted to hospital cause he have dengue fever...so yah it was cancel..phew! all because of her i was dead bored at home..
well sabby told me somthing surprising...haha..that friend of her knows me by just seeing me once in the bus stop..haha!liek i say i caught her staring at me twice..haha! hmm... i noe which class u from ...lalala....than another girl told me about that bitch talking bad things behind my back..and she finally told me who the hell she likes... HAHA! not surprising thou... all this while i have been guessing the ryte person... haiz... watveer LA.... i care abt my life now... lalalala Oh yah starting tmr will be a hell week for me why cuase 4 period of MT 4 period of SS !!?!?!? die!!! haiz!
byebye
Saturday, August 20, 2005
i have been waiting to lead my life like a carefree person..was at home the whole day..doing wad?/ haha!! munch and munchand also watch vdc.... ---->> firsst was FANTASTIC FOUR followed by BEWITCHED and lastly MADAGASCARhahaha~~~ weee was havin so much fun... laugh alot... than my shit brother will called and spoil my whole mood can??i juz hate his voice and his face... juz feel like punching his face!! anw... i wanna share sumthin with u ppl... let see ..yesterday while we were havin amaths prelims exams, all the poa girls finish their paper... and than antinonio was fiddlingfiddling with something at the back of humans room...than suddenly i think he pressed something and the whole aircon switched off... HHAHAHAH!!! in my heart i was laughing like hell ok...even linda and the rest was thinking the samething... i wonder how he look when suddenly all the air-cons switched off... than he asked major for help... haha GUAI KAI...
so yesterday we talked things out and told that it doesn't break my heart and told that i never had any feelings.. and i continuedFOR WHAT?? and i asked her did she tell sumthing to that sec2 women and she denied.... OH COME ON!! i noewads going on behind my back...well guess wad...haha she did not keep her promise and tell me everything... GOTCHA!well dun forget this part that SHE TOO IS MY FRIEND AND WE DO MSG EACH OTHER AND WE DOTELL THINGS TO EACH OTHER!!! HAHA SO BUSTED BITCH!! well u wanna lie..haha at last u confess that u told her?? why cause i have the prove and hsow it to u.. so proud of myself...and one more thing that sec 2 women does NOT LIKE U ONE BIT!! so why wasting time... apprently she likes someone in sec4 which is not u... HAHAH!! how saddening.... now i noe why u behave like dat... so guai kai....she even said that she juz scared to tell u that she likes someone esle and that she doen't want to hurt ur feelings... bang to u .... but i have yet to find out who is that sec 4 dat she likes thou..she said that that girl is someone in 4n7.. and i asked quiet a few ppl and all she say no and ask me to continue guessinghmmmm wonder who.... anw... i bet u will not noe this arh... good thing...continue living in cloud nine...yah..and remeber i dun have any feeling for u.... so once again stop ur nonsense.. bottom line u have such a big mouth dude...
everyomne starting to study already... oh man...prelims just finish... and there they go studying... wah.. not tired arh...c'mon take a break... tomorrow i am goin to sedans to play tennis...wif who? who else la...my tennis mate.. : waty haha!wif her cousins..to be honest i am so scared why cause i scared i cannot play and than they laugh and than i bet in their mind they might be thinking that i am such a useless person...this things keep reating itself thou... i am so scared how how how... i juzt pray that things will go on smoothly... god plz let be look like a professionals tmr..
ok i am done byebye... ROAR!!!
Friday, August 19, 2005
i miss my computer.. it has been like 1 week since i last bloggin... 1 week of nightmare... prelims was YUCKS!!! god! my tution and me was having this talk saying that why my school set prelims so difficult?? than i answer back : to make thestudents study even harder forN's level... look at it, if u study like mad for this particular subject..than when u do the paper,and non of the question commit to memory?? u will tend to feel " if i noe i do need to study, cause i will have the same marks"i juz nodded... well alot of things happen within this one week...
Firstly, amaths prelims... well to be honest i did not do 30 marks question.both in paper 1 and paper2 i feel so dumb... why cause no time... i feel so dumb ok after thatpaper...ss and hist was like shit... must they set the questions to be so chim...?? and chem was another shitified paper...i should not have underestimed the paper... all Ms lee care to ask is when this chemical react wif this chemical was gasdoes it produce... when that mixture is mix wif this mixture was gas does it produce?? is she deprived of gases?? MALAY!!my teacher said that my compo went out of point and my letter writting was so RUDE! i look at her and just walk away....ENGLISH! heard that we make a lot of careless mistakes? hmmm...even tawee said that i will fail my prelims.. now i noewhere she heading tooo... FKUC!!! all din go my WAY!! why why why.... i noe i do alot of sin god..but ... i think i shuld start to pray now....
Secondly.... to shaza: plz get well ok... hope u will not have any migrains when u are doing ur prelims and O level... wish u all the luck for this yr To whoever it may concerns...: i hope that wad decision u take will lead u to a better future... i noe it will be hard to get over it but life still has to continue... no matter wad is ur decision is... i will give u my support from all directions..hehe... and wadhappens in the pass juz take it as a history in ur life... and move on...
Thirdly : on my part, i think ppl are observing me from far.... well guess wads new... when ever i lent a helping hand to anyppl in SMSS ppl think that i like that person in a more than friend????? OH MY GOD!! u ppl have nothing better to doargh?? u mean i shuld be heartless to everyone ard me and when ppl ask for help i sjuld juz say NO??? c'mon la than why not u do it dat way??? thats human for me... well i noe who is itzzit already...and why muz u lie to me??/ i mean u noe dat i noe the truth... why not u juz come clear?? ur good friend told me xome stuff about wad i wanna noe.... and well now i noewhy u dun wanna let me see the picture?? too bad u r juz to dumb ..i saw it.... again i wonder why? why muz u act this way?u say i dun reply ur msges, dun reply to ur question when ever u talk to me.... well not onli me?? itz u tooo.... i think u play the more big role...so next time when u point the finger to me...think abt ur actions?? u get jealous when u read my msg? utend to think things far... for a start i din say u can read my msg?? so when i wanna do the same thing u dun let? why ??apprently ur gd friend say u dun wanna hurt my feelings??? dun wanna show the pix wif the same reason?? i think itskinda crap u noe...since when will i be hearbroken if i see wad u mean.... why wuld i?? and why i get to noe that some unexpectedguess will noe abt things i never felt?? why?? and if this is the case why u din bother to reply my msg or give me an explanation for ur actions... i wonder wad are u trying to prove??? i am CONFUSED!!
Friday, August 12, 2005
the day has come...prelims have started... we were all asked to wait outside humanities room and most of us got our jackets readywe know than it will get cold... well trust me on this...all the papers were DIFFICULT! can u imagine if thoes ppl who said thatthe paper was dam hard...wad abt me? compared to them...aHHHH!! ystd night i took a gamble...saying to myself thati shuld study everything EXCEPT merger, industrilazation, sustainable development and health care in spore... boy oh boy!ALL THAT I STUDIED LIKE HELL DIN EVEN COME OUT!!! and those i din wanna study came out.. likewat the hELL .... siti was saying that this is the lesson i shuld learn cuase when N-level comes no more gambling.. haiz,.. i noe i will get shelling form the anotonio.... well 2 down and 5 more to go... aHHH.. besides this, today was the o-levelmother tongue result... well of course there are lot of cheering and sadness... but i am sad for my angel... cause she din doquite well..and i wasn't there to console her... wonder how is she doing now... hmm... try to call her but she din pick up her phone.well i think she need time alone... and to aud and yq.. i hope things will get brighter ok... dun be discouraged... i thinkthis is my 3rd time saying this...hehe... doing my part here as a friend... well i meet her outside commercrce room ... her eyeswas teary.. and she said upon seeing my FACE she felt like crying.... WTH! haha.... than she gave me a knock on my forehead...wonder wad was that for... than she was saying that she get good marks for oal but not the overall... and moreppl coming up to me and saying their part... haiz..all i can do is to repeat myslef...hehe.. than she asked me to stay back wif heraccompany her do her emaths...but haha she never finishes her maths..why? cause i am there and she will have to talk to me. hehe... went out from school at 7:00pm.. while she , me and zanny honey goin to go towards the school gate.. we found out thatthat security guard have locked it!!! wth!!! we have to walked one big round ok!.... urgh!! we have something against me and i know... than zanny hoeny asked me to sent her hm... well..seeing her so good to me today i " sent her home" sort of and instead of reaching home at 7.15 i reached home at 8:00pm.. well while i waited for my bus...and thankz to zanny honey who left me half way..i caught this sec2 girls string at me... tiwcie ok!~ wonder why.... haha!
well i was wandering by wad was said to me... apprently u want our friendship to start from scratch...i dun mind..not at allbut i juz cannot see u eye to eye...nor talk to u as we use to...i dun noe why things have gone this way...is juz like that..but like u said, it felt much better after telling each other why and being open to each other.. i apperciate...and i never knew that our friendship meant alot to see... swear i din noe... well shall juz see how things go....
again while i was goin to reach my hse..i saw this old lady who was walkin hunchback... it came to my mind how will i walkwhen i grow up? now we can laugh run...but when u grew old, thins will be diff.. u will have difficulity doing all this... hmmwonder wad god has instal for my future...
i dun think i will be blog for 1 week from today.... well all i can that i noe i will be dam stress.... 5 straight dya of prelims...haiz.... shall take gamble....
I WANT TO KNOW WHO THE FUCKING HELL IS THAT PERSON?!?!?! URGH! SO HARD TO TELL ME ONE NAME??? WAH LIOA!!
anyone can help: hints given...: the person in sec 5, have lots and lots of mix race ; name consist of 4 sylabus... who who who?!?!?!
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
ALL I CAN say THAT I AM GOING TO FAIL MY EXAMS!!!
WHY?? BECAUSE I CAN NEVER PUT ALL THE INFO INTO MY BRAINS... I AM HAVIN THIS POBIA.... HOW HOW... WELL MY BODY JUZ REFUSE TO START WORKIN AND EACH TIEM I OPEN A BOOK IT AUTOMATICALLY SWITCH OF!!! MY HEART IS SCREAMING TO MY BRAIN BUT IT REFUSES TO LISTEN... HOW AM I GOIN TO SURVIVE?? HOW??
Monday, August 08, 2005
willy wonker will wonker...haha!!! today was racial harmony celebration..i was suppose to get to school by 6.30am tohelp to blow ballon..well i woked up late cause once again i slept late.. so when i reached there, they were almost done.. and i helped to blow 2 ballon...i mean is better than nothing.. than we were asked to get ready at the gallery once the assembly finished.i must say all were singing and dancing..cause even naomi dance! was amaze lA.... than saw the sec 5 ppl forming their owngrp and havin their own steps... wuu.... after which gaya asked me to stay back 4 a while to help her think of steps for teachers' day celebration...hmmm.. nvm.... ms lee told us that onli 2 classes will be doing the dance... pethetic... than after dat i got eng tution... WAS half and hr late LA! cause sook fung told me last minute that tution starts at 11am... thought it was 7pm.. than after tution went home to change. meet up waty to get my shoe since she left it in school..than meet zj sheereen siti ivey and more frineds.. hmm.... well was so gald that they got the tix! at least get to watch!!! yeppie!! had a good timealthought i noe waty din have a gd time since she din even noe the ppl but well she had a GOOD time wif ME! since i do my very best not to chuck my fren one side~ than after movie me and waty went to orchard mrt station cause i need to top-up than she wanted to go to the popular and than her grandma hse so yah.... after which i meet back sheeren and siti and go hm wif them... haha!.. i am giving the movie 3 kisses out of 5...hehe... i onli like thempart where they were on the lift cause it so kewl...can u imagine if u have that lift in ur hse and if u wanna go to school juz press the button dat say " smss"or say " soul garden" there u go... i like i liek....haha!.
i s TI lll mi s ss s eeee s s s yooooo u
Sunday, August 07, 2005
greatings.... well today i woke up super super early la! why cause i had tution at 8.30am! for 3 whole hours!!! did emaths thru out.. than had lunch...mum asked me to eat more saladhaiz... i had to force it in... than i was wating for this grandma to come.she's from indo wellshe come to s'pore to mesage ppl..she mesage my hand which i had sprained while playing badminton...OUCH!!! i keep moving back...and mum said can u move front?? onli my sisnoe how it felt and she juz smile? wadever! than my turned was over..next she mesage my mum followed by my sis... i can see my veins poping out LA!! than after she went home i had 3rd round of lunch..HAHA! food was nice..so dun miss it... and now i am juz blogging... and also help my sis record songs into her phone?? so mafan de.... hope she reapy my kind deedlater i will be folowing my sis to shop??? hmm... she called it shopping BUT i called it window shop? i pary that she will buy me stuff la!! if she wants me to follow her, she must at lest get me sumthin rytee? better BE!
i m i ss ur voi c e ; ur la u ght ers ; mi ss th ose sm ile s th at is alwy s bei ng shown ; i mi s s th o s e times whe re u an d me we re lau gh ing and jok in g aro und ; see ing u a n d ta lk ing t o u is en u f f fo r m y va c a cti on w hy d o th i n gs cha ge so d r a s t i c a ly ???
Saturday, August 06, 2005
well well... i have not blog since 1 week ago... why cause i do not have the time or i do not feel like blogging....i am getting lazier and lazierdoin so.... well let start form monday.. well the doink refuses to talk to me and i dun give a dam abt it... so i juz wait wad was hernext motive.... than come tuesday...before i went for amaths test, she sent me a small note wishing me all the best... well haha!she cannot live w/o me ...dats was all to it.. well she told me why she was angry wif me... bla bla bla.... well i felt bad on the other hand i told her why i was angry wif her... well she was dumb enuff la... and i think she was schocked to hear wad i told her..than things got ok and well she sent me hm... 2nd day of the week and hell yah my life is so screw... i felt cluless... i have lots and lots of homework yet i stll take things so lightly.. even great i felt asleep once i strat to do my homework...than comes wed...it added on...piling and piling... homework....test.... and i had badminton competition... i loose to tolley why cause i waspathner wif some useless girl....urgh!!! she make me guard 3 parts of the court!! how on earth i can do that??? than after which i had to play wif gage brown....well loose again cause why? cause was playing wif the school team ppl and they refuse to serve to me and attack my useless pathner... duhh we lose...lastly had to play against cookie....well i saw some futhur in us...and this time..we won...how many..9-0 wah! haha! so happy..at least we won....oh my while i was playing i saw goggle girl.... she a bunk?? haha saw her breast!!! big sia!!!....i wonder which girl attracted to her??? than reach home i fellasleep...was so tired...onli god noes... again i did not do any homework..... see wad i mean...and i have eng tution hw to pass up before next monday....and evryone done it already.... urgh!! than thur... well things were abit cool down...BUT! many homeworkare still pilling... i still have yet to do monday's homework!!! thur was the 1st time in this month i went home early..haha! mumwas surprise...to see me.. din stay for tennis....luckily cause no one came...and crystal will be so stupidd dun wanna play forfearon??? dao women..forever....than friday....well had physics test...than during assembly there was a play on how to balance ur meal? healthy diet? and at the begining of the play the actress asked, where is the nearest fast food centre??? than i purposly pointed 'UP' little did i noe...most of the sec 4 saw me pointing up and they were laughing.... hakim, lynnkura2 all the sec 4 express me... saw wad i was doing?? and they were like goin to me and asked me...so for u fast food located up there LA?? wah!!! so malu la!!! apprently all of the sec 4 express reconginise my watch... tsk....ppl actually recongnise my watch?? stilll.... i dam malu can.... anw...the play was BORING! telling us wad we noe already...and the women insulted the image of tigers,....urgh!!! felt so insluted.... stupidd play....wonder how much they were being paid... than today..i have towake up ealry in the morning...why cause it was ANTONIO's class..no one dared to come late....and guess wad? there wasa traffic jam even before i reached farrer roAd.. apprently an old man got into an accident..and according to the news, it wasa hit and run accident...my god so poor thing.... my heart is crying for him... than after antionio lesson ended, waited for her to finishthe talk in the hall...and sat down in the canteen all alone doing taowee's hw... the talk ended liek 12..which means i waited for like 1 and half hr for her..tsk...anw after so much whining, we decided to go siam kitchen for lunch. located at jp...so after lunch, we went for window shopping....first stop was my heaven place...toy'rus...bought glowing in the dark starts...and i juz finish pasting themon the celling...than look ard...and my eyes went sore as i walk inner.... so many toys i wanna buy!!!! than after that we went to this shopcall jenifeer...oh my god..i think it was the wrong thing to asked her to go in there cause she will take all the things and try them onand than dun wanna buy..well overall had fun la...seeing her in differnt kind of skirt and top...haha! so funny..and the saleswomenwere quite pissed wif us cause we were makin hell of a noise la..than we went to walk ard and meet up wif nathra..and she was lieki think we shuld say hie? i said NO! but she juz went to her and said hie..and asked me to sit down wif her juzt to see her boyfriend??? YUCKS!!!!! bird of feathers flock together.... eee...i heard they took noe print interlocking tongues...imagibe...2 dufes interlocking their tongues?? ahHHHH!!! yucks!!! than soon we went back home....here i am now at home... well i still have loads and loads of homework..
sometimes i wonder... do i really know you???