Friday, December 30, 2005
had tution today... it went fine... we talk and laugh alot alot...
than went on to watch LOST..and i finished watching it...
story left hanging.. i am waiting for the 2nd sesion...
THANKS mel for the dvds/...
been eating and eating....
and school is starting...
ayoo... this call for trouble..
my enemy is waiting for me in school ( weighing machine)
sigh..
got invitation to go MOS!! tmr
i really wanna GO!!
but helo? dun think parents will allow..
wad excuss shuld i give this time?? :(
huh huh?
since someone will give me a treat...why not?
oh well....there's still next yr.... :)
PLANS and MORE plans....
i need assurance...
why itzzit that each time i have nice plans,
NICER plans will emerge from no where!
and than i will have to make a wise choice
i dun like it... cause in the end i still suffer..
i want to ...
but again...
time doesn allow us ....
shuld i still go for it?
or juz give up?
many says give up,
but its tough job.
the way u treat me,
the way i trear u,
its totally different.
why even bother....
sigh...
Thursday, December 29, 2005
suppose to have tution today. so decline all invitation to go town...but at the very last min, tution teacher said she will postpone and i felt really really sad! why 1st thing , this means i will not be doing my homeworkS, 2nd school is nearing ( the same old routine will take charge and i muz adjust my body clock to how normal ppl suppose to sleep. no more sleeping at 5am and wake up 4pm.... and theres many many more!) *sigh* also i couldn go out thought i was having tution..chicken backside! i miss free show hor muffin!! any many many more! oh well.. anws, i juz found out that my dad have been talking to this person who works near his place and all this while they have been really becoming gd fren! haha! GOD!! my dad have been talking to my FREN!! *faint* wad the!! this cannot be happing! and today especially they got to noe that "oh, u r faiz's father" "oh, u are faiz's fren" i feel so maluating! why cause that fren of mine will tell abt me! haha! thats all i fear thou... backside la.. it will be dam weird now!
well any plans yet for new year eve?
going where for countdown??
me? i dun noe where yet...
party @ taka? I DUN WANT!
fireworks? hmmm
cable car? RATHER HIGH for a new yr eve !
ANYMORE???
HUHHUHHUH?????
) : (:
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
ENJOY THIS LONG STORY :)
i will start off on tuesday. woke up and get ready to go to school to buy school books. meet waty outside school. this time she was late la! haha! and she got no cookies for me? so duh i was very very angry?! haha! i saw tamil tigers buying books too... funny bunch! make me and waty laugh till we got stomachache! the quee was so so longg!! and after i got my books, than the bookshop auntie asked me to put in my books in the plastic bag on my own? HELLO! hell yah..i told her " i am the couster here? arent u suppose to do it for me?" duh she wasn dat happy after hearing that and she told me not to waste time and get started.. i answered her back saying that i am not wasting time here, u are and no way i am going to do dat and place the plastic bag on the table back! HAH! she gave up and she did it for me!!! i am so peeved can! apprently not onli me, those poor workers of smss dun like her either. for a start i PAY for my books and not as if i am ASKIN FOR FREE books and i think she shuld give better service! salmah serve me and she bully me! boohoo! but i forgive her cause she was being sweet towards the end! hah! than after we got our books, waty and me went to adam food court and we bought alot of food until we cannot finish! wif heavy stomach, i made my way for home! reached home talked to shuk to plan for the night and than went to sleep! woke up ard 7 and watch tveee and soon got ready... went to club an chinablack ystd! FUCKING FUN! hHA! no troubles or anything! we club till the end! and plus reena box me twice and the 2nd blow, my teeth was bleeding..i dun blame her :) and everyone was juz havin hell a good time! after that we sat down at mac and talk till 4 ++ and i was tired so went home.and onli reach abt 5 and went on to watch dvd? oh well...and soon off to lala land!
i am still schocked at wad happen?
could i rewind it ?
and i really wanna play that over and over again
:)) I AM DREAMING
today, alamak! i couldn wake up, sorry to zj and siti..after got my afternoon call dam i really jump off from my bed.. run to the toilet and get my stuff ready and go out from the hse.. like a mad pig in da hse okie.. than meet siti and zj at cine and we had our lunch together and than we went to popular to get stationry and off we go to fareast walk and shop..i think i told them sumthin which make them shocked and happy.. HAHA! shhhh... than they both accompined me to take 171 and off i went to meet waty again.. i have been meetting this waty for the past 3 days OKIE! haha! oh well...i think i shuld think before i act? and sum things are better left unsaid..after meeting waty went on to meet nesh,divya,tara and this guy call mark.. and all of us made our way to smu to play tennis.. i played for awhile wif mark,zul,nesh and i din have the mood so wad i did next is juz not me. i started to do warm up. zul ( waty's bro, my lil honey ) he followed me everywhere i go..HAH! we had talked and he told me abt him..wow! amazaing that he treat me like a gd fren..haha! i have yet to tell this to waty.. anws, than we both went to the track and on our mp3 and started jogging!! ahh!! well we onli did 5 rounds than suddenly it started to rain? why muz it rain?? why itzzit when i wanna exercise, god dun allow me and when i dun wanna exercise its bright and sunshine! like when there's 2.4?? thats really a killer men! than all of us went to sit down and started to joke ard and nesh was trying very hard to jump into the puddle to dirty me? but failed..before leaving i did 1 1/2 round on the track before all of us headed to prata cafe? i juz drink there cause helo? after running? after which we headed to bus-stop before all of us go seperate ways. did some talking wif nesh... i swear i miss the old times... how we use to talk and laugh like there's no tmr.. i am juz glad u told me.. i understand how u feel.. i dun blame u at all.. :))))
one of the puzzle is missing,
how do i find it?
Monday, December 26, 2005
HAPPY BOXING DAY!!!
well well, got up and had to rush cause waty was waiting for mee at bk. dam i was REALLY late! but i bring along CHOCLATE cookies!! and she din get angry cause in exchange for CHOCLATE? haha! see... i am so smart! wee~ we did our holiday homework after eating lunch. i completed my amaths hw!!! finally!! the mountain getting lilttle!! left chemistry and i am DONE! waty did emaths.. holland have really gone through alot of changes men! i see alot of new stuff...like one moment u see this, the next thing its being replace by sumthin new. like sims city... anws, than we made our way to swimming pool... yeah! finally !! swim and weddle in the pool.than we were being approach by this lifeguard cause she thought we were drowing and teaching each other how to swim? have u ever heard of the word PLAYING? haha! than while i was waiting for waty to get changed, she walked in into the toilet, and dats when i realise she's a bang! haa! . talk and joke awhile and off she goes.. we have make a plan that every sat we will be doing swiming... and i hope our plan goes well... wee~
so u found out?
being angry?
why u cannot understand me?
why itzzit i always try to undrstand u?
why u cannot make it mutual?
if u r dispointed in me? well it goes the same way as me
:(
Sunday, December 25, 2005
MERRY X'MAS !!!!!!
got to bed onli at 4.30 am... did english homework and i am DONE wif it....dam it la..so mafan can..cut and paste all the article.. how boring is that...soon went to lala land and why itzzit each time i want my beauty sleep, ppl will start forcing me out of bed?? i think they really do have a problem me sleeping.. sis call in the afternoon and asked me to go shopping wif her..than i told her to call me back while i think abt it. HAAH! duh i din really really think cause i went back to sleep? haah! after 2 hrs later she called and ask wads my ans..and i say dun want cause i want to continue sleeping! and i got no money to shop wif u? well she say nvm all expenses on me? * BEAM* than came my nephew ( sis's son) screaming WAKE UP! lil TOOT! urgh! fine fine i woke up gosh! i noe he is up to some business...soon headed down to bugis.. had late lunch... that lil TOOT went ard raffles hospital banquet ordering food in every shops.. gosh i almost fainted okie.. primary 5? faint! than went to get my mp3 cum mp4 player! FINALLY!!! i have one... some funny brand ...wanted to get creative, but after much thought, decided not to.. my x'mas present to myself.. than went to seniyu and shop in there..not me but that lil TOOT and his mum which is my sis...i really got heart attck by than okie.. keep on begging to go to arcade and he spent $20 juz on arcade? while i spent $5? shop for his school shoes, and soon went to startbucks to get his drink? ahHHHH!!!! after all that he wanted to eat again? go mac? siao! i dun want!! all i want is to go home, charge my mp3 and start using it!!! so i bid my goodbye and off to home sweet home.. dad wasnt too happy to noe i spent $205 on that mp3?! mum was on my side..thanks..
this weeks planner
monday : date wif waty --> to bk than swimming
tuesday : going to meet waty to buy books , night going to indo bar for ree's party and off to chinablack
wednesday : CAPTA outing, kbox time and than off to play tennis wif nesh and companies
thursday : shuld be havin tution
friday : RESTING DAY! complete all the homeworks!!! alot to be done!!
saturday: going for countdown
sunday : going to ulu pandan for the scholarship than off to meet waty for our date ( its 1ST JAN 2006!!!)
ITS FULL HOUSE! except for friday..which i really do hope so....
i dun feel right, somehow,somewhere,
really hope things go fine....
god help....
Saturday, December 24, 2005
yesterday morning, mum force me out of bed, cause she wanted to start baking cookies? wad is that got to do wif meee?? sobsob! so, i had no choice but to get up. after making my stomach feel happy, started on cookies..baked 2 types of cookies, raisin cookies and chocolate cookies. well its also to give some to my neighbour. than mum startd to show me this thing which say " HERSHEY COCO POWDER" erm.. its too tempting not to taste it, and i did BUT guess wad? its BITTER! how am i suppose to noe?? but waty told me everyone will noe its bitter? wad!! mum laugh at me OKIE! so it was bonding afternoon ystd. than later at night got dress and mrt down to town. meet up wif shuk and her frens. gosh! i cannot communicate wif minahs? ekw! too drama mama... and i have shah to support me! haha! anws, i was late and i am sorry. than once reached town, meet up wif nina. wow! not bad.. aha! but have really ATTIDUE problem! and was waiting for shah at wisma and went she came, we went to fareast. nina was doing real gd shopping well the rest juz looked around.. i was talking to shah all the way! nice chap! than after that went to taka garden to eat kfc? but of course i din course i think its rather stupidd to be doing that.. but shah was being such kind and treated us kfc family meal? haah! than i left them and meet up wif zan, gaya and mel..and we were waiting for the rest for a long time..than came dawen and amanda, follow by pam and ying and lastly ree and gang..all went to indo, but was pack and i din wanna go in since u can barly move, so change club and went to cheeky monkey, but there was going to be raided so din went in. zan,gaya,mel went home while i follow dawn,amanda and lisa to queenz..and party till 5. hip hop contest was there, songs were good when we sit to drink but suck when we wanna dance? and there were alot of arresting ystd..free show..than after which all of us took cab which drained all my money! and i went to meet shuk. that was like 6am? HAH! and we talk for abt 1hr 30 mins. than we went ard her area. old memories! my old school ..and went to have breakfast at mac and she accompined me take bus. and home sweet home.reach home crrep into the hse and burst out at the kitchen saying GOOD MORNING! act as if nothing happen! haha! i mean my parents do noe i was out for party and stuff la.. bath and went to sleep....
was woken up by nash! aya! we talk for awhile..accusing me for not spending time wif her...always been bz for her...yada yada.. gosh! wad to do...is actually the other way ard u noe.. :( than plan stuff for next week and we shall see how..wanted to go back to lala land, got a msg and i had to meet howei to return back the id. so went to town JUST to return back the id and stopped for old chang kee and went home! i do that in 1hr oKIE! how pathetic is that..din wanna stay cause first thing i am alone? how fun can it get? 2nd i am so sure it will be pack! but my lover so kind enuff to accompany me throughout my entire journey! thanks waty! we talk abt out future plan..i will tell u all in my next entry..kinda long.
i have got so many plans for next week, and i dun noe which to go and WHERE to dig the MONEY!
monday: date wif waty , going bk and than going for a swim?
tue: going to meet waty again and buy books together, than go back to her hse and prepare for tennis, than MAYBE going cb.
wed:tution
thur:empty!! ( HW!!! HOW HOW!!!)
fri : capta outing? dun noe itzzit confirm yet?
sat: countdown?
sun : going ulu pandan club , than going hm straight away and meeting waty for our 'date' ITS 1ST JAN 2006!!! my date!! our DATE!! wee~
how's dat?? where's the money? where's time for me and hw'S??
byebye..tiger is tired now... *wavewave*
Thursday, December 22, 2005
I'M BACK!! it has been 2 days since i last blog, nthing special to blog, was at home the whole time. BUT not today. i got up and get ready to meet my friends.. for swimming.reach there, it was raining so we decided to juz eat first and i thank her mum for driving us to and fro after eating. the rain stops so we got back to the condo and YEAH! swim..weddle weddle...than visted her condo! DAM NICE! i dun mind staying there forever! but i need car cause its not accessible. BUT its NICE!! i like..i can see alot of tigers ard that condo..savana is the condo name, if i am not wrong...but oh well its dam nice.. we swim for abt 2 hrs or so than went to the suana! haah! i din even really sweat...maybe cuase its not that good? haah than got ready and headed to town...i need to get collor shirt and first stop was lido...and when to G2000 and got a nice shirt there...mum said nice! haha! of course nice la..since the price NICE also! and dad wants it? haha! NO WAY dad! than walk all the way to sweensen...eat there...somebody giving me treat! THANK U! i will treat u for ur O's too... dun worry... than we walk to heereen and than to cine and lastly went home.. I HAD FUN! thanks MATES! we will go out soon again...haha! alternate days rytee?? and countdown?? haha! i noe of one place already!! haha! and i cannot WAIT! wee~
chated wif sookey ystd...s'pore time was 3am but hers was onli 6 pm...wth! haha! and i wanna say THANK YOU FOT THE TIGGER PORCH!! wee~ i still want potato chips! hahaha! THANKS SOOKEY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLENE HO!!! finally u r 16 , legal to watch NC 16 but like i said, i will drive first before you!!! hahaha! = )
Monday, December 19, 2005
FINALLY!!!!!!
ystd night couldn sleep, and was conferencing....all couldn sleep too, so we talked till 7am! *yawn* so decided to end there and went to take a short nap..guess wad? i couldn waked up...see la.. than get ready..eat ! so that i will have energy to walk into the school! haha! wad therory! so meet up wif shuk and off we go... and i was late to go in into the thetearate cause was waiting for na do dei! and SMSS have 100% passes and be promoted to sec 5 next yr! how wonderful and and I AM SO PROUD OF MY TOMATO FOR BEING THE TOP IN S'PORE!!! AND AND COMING FROM 4/7!!!! wee!! CONGRETS TO MY TOMATO!!! and also not forgetting congrets to PAMELA !!! SECOND IN SPORE!! U GO GIRL!! weee SO PROUD!!! and also JOYCE for being top is spore in NT... yeppie! haha we help to make smss PROUD! can!
anw abt me? haha! so so happy dat i got 4 A's LALALALA!! and wait!! to think that i score A1 for humans? haha!! dam schocked cause i remember i always fail my test or not juz the borderline? HAAH! and i think the credit shuld go to yanqi for teaching mee and also her file which i will be needing it next yr hor! and i am engaging u to be my 2006 history tution teacher! muz argh!! THANKS YQ ONCE AGAIN! dam! and amaths was another schock thing! good thing i got a1.... so in total i got 3 pts dude!!! mum actually said this ' i din waste my 450$ every mth for nothing" haha! ok mum...and dad " congrets, do u need money for shopping?? " -- heart playing drum roll* wee! and i am getting treats from ppl (1) treat from nash! FISH AND CO!!(2) treat from siti! SWENSEN and (3) treat from puffer! to dun noe where yet! haha! anymore?? --grins-- and when i was in town got a call from mum saying that i got edusave scholarship..DOUBLE HAPPINESS!~ money money!
anws, meet up wif yanqi , she was waiting for me and toe outside.. and we went to ps to eat lunch together... and had a great time!! laugh and laugh...and we decided to 'pop' by at this shop OHH BABY! and haha! to see how aud'z doing.... than soon we went to heereen and dats when i parted wif them and went to meet jiaz and E>.. shop ard heereen, than went to taka and was there abt 1 hr OK! thats my longest there la!jiaz was doing her Xmas shopping... wah.... can collapsed! plastic bag was heavy la..cause of my stuff.. than after taka we went to fareast to get belly stud! but coudln find good one so we had to go all the way back to heereen! jiaz!! so we did get at the tatto shop and the person was very kind and i like the way she sepaks. haha! after which home baby! tired!!
haha..well some soul have a problem wif me passing my n's ...c'mon i am not dat playful like U plzz...
i noe when the time to play and the time to study?! hahah did i disapoint u wif my marks?? awww!! :)))
BYEBYE :)))))))
Sunday, December 18, 2005
i use to count down the days and as the days get nearer, my imagnation get wilder....
i got this feeling that i am going to fail my eng....
humans, dun need to talk, its a goneer
and the rest, i juz hope i get A1
if not, i am such a big failure...
and i can dream of going anywhere already
and i wll leave wif MORE bks
and the trumpet will start sounding (mum) non-stop
i can juz die
someone have pms tdy , and i dun like....
aww men!!
god plz ans my prayers.....
byebye
Saturday, December 17, 2005
was woken up by PAM's call...she was locked out form her hse. why? cause u see she lock her door and then throw her key back into her hse?? not smart wad? so she came by to my hse and i give her shelter till her sis was back..and i am sorry if i was being a bad host... than after she left got ready to meet <3
went to fareast to alter E> pants
went to bugis to shop for my long sleeve, to no avail
back to fareast to take the pants
walk and shop in fareast
home!
btw, i learn sumthin from ystd, if u smell all the burning charcole, eg like trying to start the fire for bbq. well its equal to smoking 14 cigret. i get that from sam...haha! i still think its amusing...
if u are feeling bored, dun be a dumbshit and pass ppl's number ard.. such a BITCH..
explaining things after that will not work since i ended up wif a dumbO oK... yucks!
THIS BLOGGER IS screwing UP!!!
2 more days.....
i just can't take this no more...
thanks.....
i am so tired now...but i juz couldn sleep... so i will spent another hr or so to do blogging.... well i got back 2hrs ago from mel's bbq and bdae party.. let see i slept at 7am and woke up at 11.30am despite wif all the morning calss and morning msg...HAHA! than i watch tvee while eating my 'breakfastcumlunch' than quickly rush and meet up wif pam to get sookey's things...U STILL OWN ME TONS FOR THAT! anws, pam being nice waited wif me till my bus came and off i go. OK great i got a mis-match color clothes tdy.. and all this was because i was rushing...din bother to really loOk at the mirror..oh nvm.. so great i was late. eun and sookey was there already. so i lost my battle! chee! than we went to heereen and get converse cap for mel than we went to cine cause our dear eun wanna see the ipods than after which we went to taka to get chocolates for mel. was rushing for time..and soon we hop in into 171 and offf we goo.. went we reach there, well we have to do abit of planning before j-walking cause ITS A HIGHWAY that we crossing.. somesort like a highway place.. HAH! so now explains why my dear mellisa is so THIN! ooPS! anw, once we reached, sam,sab and my tomato was there already! and again tomato's hair is not growing..I MISS TOMATO! anw, i went to get ready to play badminton! yeah! finally i play badminton. let see : i make tomato FREAK out like 3 times? HAHA! shuld have caught that on camera, than sam hit me on my head thanks but i have my revenge! hehe.. while my dear sab, i think i smash her cheast or head? i cannot rememeber BUT i do noe i smash her! haha! fun fun... we played for 1 hr and up we went to mel's hse to join eun and sookey. they were watching chicken little.. i like that orange colour alien! haha! if u watch it than u shuld noe who am i referrin to.anws, soon after that movie ended, went down to start the bbq.as usual sookey,eun and me start the fire while the rest help to open up the bbq food. unlike last yr we took 2hrs to start the fire this time abt 1hr i think. sam did the best thing..she wanted to help by fanning BUT she get rid of all the fire so we had to start from scarch. and not forgetting sam plays badminton wif high heels..HAH! so funny! anw, soon i had to leave to 'fetch' zj to bring her to mel's hse..so why not along the way buy mel a surprise bdae cake..i did get her a narrown looney tune cake! so cute oK! and her cake almost get eaten up by this small boy since he cannot resis the cuteness! haha! ok sumthing happen in da bus, waty accomapny me throughout my journey to meet zj i mean on the phone and while i was talking to her i saw sumthin crawling! and its a croroach( however do u spell that) and its crwling on the ledge and i started complaining to waty and asking her to sent me a bygon! but its too late that thing started crawling towards me.. and i try to move away and the women beside me was giving this look; annoying look and she proberly thinks i am crazy la..than its starts to crawl to this person infornt of me which happens to be an ex-smss...but if i were to tell her that there's a roach, i think they will scream and ayoo very malu la.. so i juz do wad is best which is to shut op and just live wif it since i got a couple of stops more.. phew! but once i got down i saw them standing and pointing2 which means they know!gd... than after getting the cake at ps and rapping paper, we made our way to mel's hse.meet waty at the bus-stop and she look kinda lost! hahHA! and she say" lucky i see u man, is like an angel sent by god" WAKAK! anws, surprise mel wif that cake, than no more garlic bread and i am sad. but i eat lots of chicken, satay ,corn,otah and STINGRAY! haha! i want more sting ray but kinda full to eat alot of them watch movie at the function room and i was disturb by waty who was bursting ballons wif her leg and covering her ears? HAAH! want to act somemore? i went up to her and try to let her hands off from her ears and started stepping on the ballons..guess wad? SHE IS SCARE OF BALLONS!! chee! ACT SOMEMORE LA! this is wad u get!! she was screaming oK! haha! and she thought zj was on her side BUT nono this tiime she's ON MY SIDE! haah! HAH! poor baby.. i had my fun too..bleak!than by 10 started to pack up..but well i was eating la..din realy pack up..sorry..hungry! than soon after doddling ard went home..
in 2 days time, i will get my reslut..and i am really scare. i mean who wuldn rytee..
the days are getting nearer, it is as thou my days are getting numbered? .
many things are happening now... from the good to the bad...
and i am getting all words of encouragment from friends...
and i thank u all for that....
and thank god i have friends like u....
but where are ur words??which i really need now? ))))):
i dun like the ignorance,
i dun like the silence,
i dun like the cold shoulder,
i simply miss talking to u :(
how can i change the way it shuld be?
how can i make things rytee?
how can i make things look as before?
when u dun want to help make things right?
all i need is ur friendleeness,
all i need is ur smile,
all i need is u
PS: its not a song ; its for U
Thursday, December 15, 2005
another day at home...going smoothly...onli get into bed at 9 am? haha! let me see..i was watching this lonnngg ago movie : STICK ON YOU ... good laugh in the early morning.. than i was juz fooling ard in the hse and soon i enter into lala land.... RING RING! dats wad woke me up..tsk la! haha! this is wad i got ok " helo gd afternoon, i am so and so and i just want to say that u have juz won a free makeover and bla bla" MUAHAHA!! i burst out laughing oK! nash and her crap! she was suppsoe to be working and her work requires her to call whoever who wins a free makeover... she had to repeat the same old sentecne over and over agian for 4 hrs! so i told her this call me and u do the talking while i do the laughing! crazy la.. than i accompany her from raffles till her doorstep...how gd i am... the rest of the day was a bongkus one..gwd! b-o-r-e-d the magic word in everone's life..haaaha! and i decided to dig for my primary school ppeps....so far i found 2...haha! wee~
as promise i will put a big note to welcome back my TOMATO!!~
MY TOMATO IS BACK FROM AUST !!!! AND I AM THE FIRST PERSON SHE TALK TO WHEN SHE REACHED S'PORE!!
I MISS MY TOMATO!!! AND HOPE TO SEE U TMR AT THE PARTY!!! WEE~ haha! the feeling is mutual rytee! wee!
to sab: no matter wad, i here to lent u my listening ears and help u if i could and again i LOVE U! :)
to muffin: dun worry, i'm always here :)
to ppl who always makes me laugh, i miss ALL of u... i misss laughing... i mean laughing really hard.. :)
i hate the silence
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
i wasn in a good mood today...i couldn sleep at night and moved on to watch dvds till 8am than i still couldn sleep so i went to watch cartoons..ahh...and i was beging to feel my eyes heavy and was juz starting to enter the lala world when suddenly i heard my mum's voice askin me to follow her go market?i declined, but hell no was she going to give up...so i had no choice but to go giving her the sluky face throughout but wait i din really enter enter the wet market..juz stand outside and help carry? anws... than mum called up this old man to fix the tap water gosh..soon i couldn sleep anomore... so had breakfast and still wif a bad mood...but soon i recieved a call from <3 and <3 make me laugh..soon my anger subside...and get ready to meet and we set off to town..<3 dress up juz for meee....how sweet...haha! and i have a good time makin <3 fall...wee~ was at heereen first...and heard someoe calling me, turned and it was vishnu, gabriel and priya. waved and bid gdbyes. than we walked ard a lil longer and decided to moved on to cine to buy popcorns? along the way saw salma and this sec 2... starting to think why so many smss today...than meet up wif shu to say hie and fel was there along wif gay. and it left us into thinking wads really happening? and we r rather cluless...than while lining up for popcorns, spotted lots and lots of smss....gosh..why tueday? haha! beats me.. than move on to taka to see suaty...was trying very hard to find her but it was diff why cause she wasn even at her work place..she was eating!! break time..chee! waste my energy onli..but we met up later and.'mama' was there too... than after which <3 couldn take it anymore as she need to sit...so settle on mac and again i saw smss...adela and shab! haha! soon after we r done decided to go to a friend's place and slack ..and i invade the tveee....weee~ most of the time since no one wanna talk to me! sobsob! my days goes well....although....it put me into thinking abt something the whole day...
in the midst of my happy evening, i am fucking peeve wif some ppl who loves to say rubbish stuff and i mean real rubbish ... and i still wonder where the hell did they get those bloody idea from? i mean if u want to noe, why not i suggest the easiest way is to ask me? and u can get ur ans at the spot? doesn that slove ur curiousity faster? i din expect that u ppl can spred the rumors within a day to at least 10 ppl...and for the record i was there in town when this was going on? and helo? dun play dumb here..if u have the guts, ask me face to face rather than asking innocent party... as for this i shall not sit ard and shake my legs... and i wanna noe WHO? WHAT? WHY? HOW? WHICH? u noe who u are...
Monday, December 12, 2005
no string atcch to the song on my blog....
7 days more....
1 more week
bad feelings....
its even stronger now...
i miss u alot
:) + :( = ?
my day was fiLLed wif lots and lots of cartoons today..watched this vcd called DRUMLINE dam nice! aHH i wanna have that talent!! that shuld be my most fav. movie ever... drum drum drum....wee~ than after the show ended, at abt 8.30pm, i got a called from waty... i said GOOD MORNING! haah! and shocked her to death haha! she wasn expecting me to pick up cause she thought i was sleeping..lousy ! well she was trying to sound serius by saying this " i have tixs for 2 to have afternoon tea at Orchard hotel" HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! i juz think its was so funny casue its so weird to recieve a call which asked me to go for afternoon tea in addition it was so morning..?? and its waty who asked? helo.. oh well i have a date ( she calls it a date thou) at orchard hotel ( low class hotel ) for tea and we settle it on 1st of Jan 2006... why that day? it has been 2 yrs since we got cloze and make a point on 1st of jan we wuld go somewhere and spent time together! haha! sounds wrong there but haah she loves me thou~ wee its says that " whoever u spent time wif on the 1st day of a new year, u will always see that person frequently or will be cloze wif each other" ( told by sheery or zj) well i think its kinda proven between us ..
7 more days to the truth.. and i really getting all freaky now..god please do answer my prayers!
JOL is back from aust...yeah! ZJ also back from malaysia... yeah! again...haha! kinda late to say this but who cares...i miss u both!!! anws.. today is ahmeng's birthday haha! wishing her HAPPY BIRTHDAY..not that she's going to see this oh well.. she would proberlly kill me if she noes i call her ahmeng! haha!
life getting bored each day.. i need money...where to dig dig dig... rob a bank ?? its juz 5 mins walk from here thou.. hmmm....rubbish chute la..
oh well ...
---ROARS---
Saturday, December 10, 2005
A Friend's Love says:
If you ever need anything,
I'll be there.
True Love says:
You'll never need anything;
I'll be there
well home home stay today.. dead bored oK...woke up onli at noon and i smeelll food!! duh get ready to eat...haha! dats a real pig ok..after which tried to fnd sumthin to do and decided to help mum make curry puffs.. yumyum.. i help to EAT and of course really help her la..when all were finished, i was left to find somthing to do.. eat lor wad else...
mum and sis are on war now.. while me and dad are in the middle....i belief mum while dad belief sis... oh god... my ears are so pain after all the repeatition ok...dad told me to juz ignore cause his doing the same thing tooo.. haha! how nice... i am juz waiting for them to use cannons dude..
sab is being ONE BIG meanie to me..she REFUSE to help me find songs and COMPLAINS how i blog! humph! again sab is ONE BIG meanine..i feel like tickling her eye balls and pull her nose OK! MUAHAH!!
thruth is out : dad couldn get off + mum couldn get off = no kl and genting and i'm angry+sad how can these ppl do this to my family..urgh! and i am hoping on X'mas day i will go to malaysia wif my friends!!... another planning... but i still want to go kl and genting...it shuld be cold there...dam it men!
9 DAYS MORE!!!! i'm counting down... as the days goes....i am havin bad feelings.... this juz means.... sigh...
Friday, December 09, 2005
WELCOME!!!
HOW ADORABLE!!!
PEE KA BOO!!
ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
There's more pix..but this dam blogger dun wanna co-operate wif me..and besides some ask not to be put... well dun wanna get into trouble... well at the end of the day, we were being question abt how we feel abt s'pore zoo and we gave a few suggestions (1) zoo shuld provide a cycling service so that we dun need to walk so much and can still enjoy the surrounding BY ME (2) lowered the price for the adult tix BY NASH (3)price for the tram and the horse carridge shuld be lowerd to (althought its reasonable already) BY BADUT but i still prefer my suggestion...haha! kewl rytee...anws...
ROAR!
PAY A VISIT TO MY LONNNNGGG FRIEND......AT THE ZOO!! ( i mean the tigers!!!)
woked up ard 9 plus and snoozing in bed till i felt like waking up..cause it was raining... its juz so nice to sleep in.. but i would have to meet the rest..so get up, this and that and actually stayed on to watch my cartoon..CHA CHA! haha! lobe lobe that cartooon!! yah due to that i was late..but i'm not the latest.. so me, badut , nisha , farah and nash all meet up at bukit panjang macs, than nash surprised me wif choclates... er.. remind me wads the day today that she gave me that? haha! she told me to shut up and juz be thankful..ok than...anws, took Lrt and stopped ar chua chu kang and took 927 and soon found urself at the mandai's entrance... but before that went to kfc and had lunch...than went in and we tried to cover every single place...we took the map, feared that we will lost our way...but there wasn alot of changes so after soo long and i still noe my way.... haha! true singaporean... the best part of today was the new asia elephant show..its really CUTE and i feel like sitting on them..since i noe they can carry up to 500kg on their back... all the asia elephants are females no males..and they noe how to listen to commands...so cleaver...also the biggest asia elephant loves to dance..we waited for 20 mins for teh hsow to start and all that while, the elephant was dancing! i mean non-stop...how cute!. another showed that we watched was the feeding of polar bear..all i noe that another smart creature and i wanna give a BIG BIG hug to the polar bear.... i think they seriously shuld bring in more anaimals.. i mean i pay a vist to my lonnnggg fren the WHITE TIGERS and sad to say, there are onli 3 WHITE TIGERS in s'pore... excluding night safari... went to the kids zoo.. and no more playground...u noe the big net..now, we cannot even feed the ponny... played wif the rabbit and they all are very tamme..i could have juz bring one home. we walked , walked... and my leg was aching.. took a couple of breaks.... and planning to either take the tram or horse carridge...but we decided not too... ohh and we also watch the feeding of the lions..kinda boring..and they were ROARING again and again....but its not like a nice ROARING..is like they are old so the ROARING need alot of adjustment... haha! ROAR! than at abt 4++ we decided to end our day ..... was waiting for the bus 171 to come.. like 40 mins...keep on talking and talking... than badut and nisha wanted to eat ben and jerry's ice cream so they left us..nash and i accompany farah and after that 40 mins, we juz realize 171 do not go there! to the zoo! dam wasted our time! than soon farah board another bus nash and i went to ben and jerry's to join badut and nisha... after we ate, made our way home sweet home... keep on laughing...and i miss laughing so much...on the way home gave my darling zj a call....and haha! cause i couldn wait to announce her the good news...so i did...as i expected she jump for joy..haha! and i juz make her day less sad and i juz calm down her soul and spritual...weee~ GIVING HER FREE TIX TO 5566 CONCERT!! from mellisa haha! the worst part she asked me to come along?? hell no...please i bet she will juz leave me one side while she keep on screaming those guys name...and i bet u..i will suffer...haha!! *wink to zj* so i asked her to bring her sis...see i'm a good fren...wee~! freak+freak= total freak!! haha!
--ROAR--
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Therefore, if you desire love,
try to realize that the only way to get Love
is by giving love.
That the more you give,
the more you get.
SHOPPING WIF MUMMY!!!!
got to bed ard 6am after reading bent in the road..nice nice book...was waiting for mum to be back home from this tailor shop and woked up when i heard the front door opened..WEE~ there's breakfast! had a chit-chat wif mum and soon we got ready to go town to shop shop.. bought alot alot of stuff..and she spent on me $120..within a day? yupyup..felt guilty...but i really want those things...than after 3 hrs in town..we went to toa pa yoh to eat dinner.. i have never been there..maybe i did but that was lyke passing by the place.. so today mum kindly brought me ard that part of a s'pore.. i had a feast... than at home waited for dad and than join him for supper? haha! now i am BLOATED! BURRRRP! fun fun day wif mum since she was being my atm card.. so tmr shall be a goody and stay at home.. yupyup...ok here's a joke...i got to noe suaty just came back from japan...and i ask her wether she got my things and she said NO.. so i asked her in that case wad did u buy for mee.. she say chocolate..and i am expecting many many in a big colourful box hor suat! than she said she got to play snows there...so i asked why didn she bring back for me that ? juz to be joking wif her..but guess wad she said... " i did bring some back home" *faint* and it melted in the plane on her way to s'pore.. haha!! than i told her shuld put in the fridge and she said plane where got friege? have u ever hear of mini firge? and where on earth do they stall their foods? haha! really gundu! i still think it was funnY!!
11 more days to the truth..
still waiting and waiting..
feeling the feelingless in me..
and i like it that way..
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
*YAWN* i got up at 9am...and i noe i'm going to be late for dentel appointment.. true enuff i was late for 17mins.. and i waited for half an hour and took onli 5 mins of chekup?! urgh! waste my time onli...i will have 3 more appointment and that my case will be finished! yeppie! but the doc. said i have to insert a ROD in my teeth! thinkin abt that freaks me out ! all i can think is 'OUCH'!! ROD in my teeth? how am i going to eat in peace now? will there be pain? will there be pain when i brush my teeth.. erkw~ darling was suppose to accompanied me but she couldn't wake up..*sobx* but accompany me through msg, better than nothing... while i was there waiting for my turn, the place was filled wif malays and all the malys women and small kids were wearing scaff.i feel so not- holy.. i din noe alot in s'pore pratice wearing that... again i feel so not holy...but once u start u have to be comitted.. anws.. went to 7-eleven and bought food! yum yum! than was waiting for 970! gosh! that thing took 30 mins..was so hot and was wearing black...ahhHH... hot hot!! soon reached home...and watch abit of cartoons, and i watched THE SKELTON KEY ..not bad for a show BUT i dun like the ending!! soon i fell into lala land and woke up juz in time for the new ceena show... i like! hehe...so cute the 3 lucky stars* dats abt it... going to meet dad later to accompany him buy dinner... wad shuld i get? bk? fish and chips? chhicken cuttlet? etc.. if onli crytal jade is halal...almost every day i will feast there...the food there look so YUMMY! the sui mai? however u spell that..and the baos...aHHHH drool... if onli....
my heart is too feelingless to feel anything
its just too pre-occupied wif troubles
that seems nothin can settle
another 12 more days,
i'm counting down to the day of horor
i'm back from malaysia so tired and traffic jam urggh!...rather boring dinner...why cause all i did was juz sit on my table and see everyone ard me shakin hands?? the whole place was decorated in such a way to bring out the mly flavour... rather nice but i wasn comfortable.. left home in da morning and was shock to recieve msges from ppl in s'pore.. i din noe i can still recieve msges and calls..dad says cause we r still near s'pore so that explains... check into hotels and yada... than dinner , performance, yada yada...shall juz save the details cause i am in no mood to list them..
the whole time i was away, i was juz thinking abt today.. i din even expect things will turn out this way and was even more shock to noe ___ said that...to think that i have to be understanding...tell me? how can i be in two places at one go? i really do not want to miss out on all the fun..i noe wadever i am saying will juz be like a bee buzzing ard but there's no words to describe how sorry i am...____, u think i want this to happen? if u got all those rambilings, think again...i noe if i say sorry it wouldn change things...but i do get alot of shit in the hse... mum wasn too happy when i ask for the fourth time... i got two different sets of rambilings too... i noe where is my responsiblities? to that i will say now.. i'm goona return ur $30 t...cause if not i will still think that things arent settle juz that..so accept my small doings..and tell ur ____ that i'm sorry for not carrying out my 'duty' and i noe the least thing i shuld do is pay u back..and i'm going to do juz that.... and i am thankful to ____ for ur understanding. as u said, families comes first ...and not forgetting ___ by telling me not to go against my parents.... i really apperciate it.. although u dun show but i noe u are also peeved... )':
if i sound harsh or anything like that.... i'm sorry..just pouring down my thoughts and feelings... i juz hope that it doesn spoil our friendship....
Sunday, December 04, 2005
lets start from ystd :
meet up wif shuk at bouna vista..she wiLL be so late!! than we made our way to jurong east to look for satay...to no avail...getting really hot so we decided to made our way to city hall...shuk wanted to look for bags and so we went to penisula plaza.. they dun sell much of bags except alot of shirts , pants and boxers.. than we went into this shop juz to see a gay wait the gay rellly look lke a women....even more gentle than me can... "she" wore a skirt and a sleevless top.. wee weeit! haah! than we went to funan IT mall... i want MP3!! nike dunks!! urgh!! sore eyes men.. as always i want to play xbox BUT it will be invaded by all the small kids..urgh! so annoying... than we went to town to meet zan...but shuwen call and asked to meet at lau pa sat.. smss band was performing there.. so i meet up wif spike,melia,zan,shu and kaymin( my gay parthner) !! haha! so than we made our way back to town juz to kill time before going club... went to cine juz to play dytona..onli me VS spike... wee i WIN! haha! than meet up wif nichole=gracina=ahmeng=ahbeng!! i still find it funny!! than all of us made our way to clark quay.. meet up wif crystal and friends... but zan will lead us to wrong direction than took cab down to liquidroom..than was waiting for dawn and amanda... so all of us went to the quee.. 14 ppl go club.. but upon knowing had to pay, karmen and nichole dun wanna go club so they juz woner ard clark quay while we club... songs was great...R&B all the way... drink and drunk... so we stop except dawn,amanda and shuk..actually we got seprated on the dance floor... stayed on tiLL 3, club cloze...there was a man who was left by his friends unconsious...a friend indeed...tsk tsk...he look like a dead man! than took cab and went home..reach hm at abt 4 am...mum greeted me at the front door...i was dam shock... bath and got on to bed at 5.30... welcum to lala land... hope u all feeling much better yah... worry for u all....
PS: aud and yq i have bad news for u.... and i juz got to noe the news .... )':
am going to malaysia first thing in da morning... had to follow them for wif their business stuff.... so i am sorry but to say that i cannot go to the chalet... shit la... how how how?? i am feeling all bad now.. i bet u two are angry... but i really cannot dun go...but to go.... )':
Friday, December 02, 2005
SAW 2!!!!! HELL YEAH!!
was awaked by sherry's msg to meet in 106 bus..but guess wad i juz woked up..so as usual i ended up being late...meet up wif sherry,zj and siti at cine....and they bought the tix to saw 2 already so we went to KFC to have lunch... me and zj create this sign thingy and i like it... shall keep doing it..have a good laugh wif all today... after lucnh we went ard cine..and i like the new apple shop...instead of falling in love wif the electronics there, i fall in love wif the apple thingy at the displace...so unquie.. but i wannt IPOD!! anws after which i went to level 9...i noe is a gaming place BUT din noe it was THAT NICE! i want my future hse to be like dat....shuld go down there and play one day..anyone? they have this chamber room where u have to pay $6 per person and can watch movie plus use the com...there are 2 computers in each room...i juz love the place... yupyup...after that we made our way to heereen...instead of going into shops, we juz pass one shop afetr another and keep on talking..but siti and sheery will try thier very best to touch every clothes they can..HAHA! soon our movie was going to start so made our way back to cine.. SAW 2 IS DAM NICE OK! so everyone grab ur wallet and WATCH that show.. zj was being VERY annoying. i was holding on to siti's handbag and zj's hp. this is to keep those things a distance away from her. wif handbag she will juz cover her face THROUGHOUT the movie? wif hp she will play games while the movie is going on? such a rubbish person ok! and siti i heard siti said this " SHHHH!! u keep quiet argh i want to wach" *siti's finger on her lips* i LAUGH! la...haha! poor soul... there wiLL be SAW 3... so yah cannot wait... after that went to heereen juz for its toilet and after that made our way to far east where siti wanna buy clothes for tmr MR&MRS koh...sound so weird... but after going every part of far east ...she din get anything instead i bought some stuff... i juz noe that far east has a lot of shops which i had not seen before...siti call me blur la.. aya! how i noe..so secluded.... anws....the day was well spent...discoverd alot of new things...
---am tired now---
byebye [",]
Thursday, December 01, 2005
did not get into bed till 11.30 am after watching looney tunes... dad thought i was rather crazy...i personally think i am suffering from sleeping problem...is a sickness where my brain is really active in the night and less activate in the day...thats why i will feel asleep durin the day...i juz couldn sleep...any help anyone? i need sumthin to cure.. my sis told not to sleep for 2 days and by the 3rd day sleep early? helo! i juz say i will fall asleep in the day how one earth will i not sleep for two days? crazy...exams are over but i still cannot sleep early...i think my body has gotten use to the late sleep...but its getting worst...advise? well my day went fine... all i did is eat and watch tv... lovely...today got alot of wind so nice....lovely.... mum took the day off today..and she cook a feast...thats the nice part of mums when they dun work excludin all the yacking la....thats all my life now...
u call to appoligise..and i really dun noe wether to still be angry or juz forgive and forget...i really wanna forget and i noe i can but the wounds are still there...u took 4 days to pick up that phone and dial my number.. my heart still says wad u did is juz unthinkable...i mean u noe it for 2 mths..and u still keep me in da dark..but since u dun wanna tell...i respect that...and juz keep all the explanation to urself.... i dun noe wether i still want to open my door to u like i use to or let u noe wads happening to my world...i'm sorry but it juz takes time...not once ; not twice but more than thrice...i really dun bother if u dun wanna tell me..but is juz that ppl will come askin me this and that and i am always caught off guard...i look like a fool ok....and i hate that..hate to be in that spot.. u shuld noe how it feels..i can be mean and let u taste ur own medicine..to think u r my fren....i shall juz swollow all that..for now i shall let nature takes its own course :'(