Wednesday, May 31, 2006
rise and shine onli at 9.00 am! had a stiff neck up till now! watch blues clue before heading to school. Onli had emaths today and it was fine :) after that, rush and change out in school and headed to malaysia! Went wif the ramlee's family. Custom checkpoint was dam SLOW! Then went to money changer and later on went to this mall call extras? HA, waty's dad went to park his car in this car workshop to give it a bath. Then all of us went to eat SEAFOOD for lunch. Food was great :) then zul and i went to game shop and bought PS games. He bought 7 games while i bought 8 games! Freaking cheap plz. Afterwhcih i join waty to buy dvd. Bought 3 dvds- cannibal,deuce bigalow male gigglo and like mike 2. YEPPIE DOO! and sab is going to pass me silent hill and i have yet to watch a LOT ALOT! movie marantoon. Anws, while i was paying for the dvds, i saw this stack of cds and on top of the cover they label the stacks CHINA, HONGKONG, VITNEM, AMERICA and etc. Mind u there are a lot of this stack so i was like " YUUU, wad kind of shows do they show in this countries so i started to flip and guess wad, i could almost faint okie. The stacks of cds are PORN cds PLZ! dam it! haha~ me and zul were like OKIE! faster get out from the shop. GOODNESS a lot! hahah! Then since zul have tennis tournment, we make our way back to spore. AGAIN checkpoint was darm slow! waty said we shall do it all over agian and i want! tee hee~

Reach home, talk awhile wif nesh. Dat one never fail to make me laugh... HAHA! before that zj too. How to help , i am thinking of ways but its difficult zj. I feel sad along wif her eyes, her look, and the way she place her plastic smile. I want her old self seriously. The air that scum her is so moody. gosh, i feel helpless as a friend but on the other hand i am kinda scared to approach her and ask u noe. How la. i better go now. There still a LOT To do!!! gosh.
I feel kinda drain now.



i learnt not to build my hopes up high when it comes to outing. compromise is hard. But wad are friends for. Take it in and swollow it and hope for the fun time :)


i need luck by my side now....

i flew away@ 9:15 PM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Glup Glup .....JUZ finish laughing watching the " walking team2006" HAHAH! sookey and gang did some videoclip while having cross country! dam funny plz. Go to sookfung friendster and see! go go! Well today during English lesson, Khoo was doing oral wif us, and well he told us that from now on, we should pratice writing full sentences even when blogging. So from now till after O's , i am going to use full sentences. No short cuts [ will try :) ] Well Ms lee let us try express paper tdy and OH MY, its do-able. All of us agree that wadever we learn and memorise can be use BUT for our Mid-yr, plz it was no where there. *gasp* If like that, i would have pass chem LA! bucket. Then ms lee test us on our pratical skills HA! now i noe how cum i manage to burn jolene's ws. HAHAH! dam funny. Both of us were being extra carful incase this time I really burn her whole paper ! HAH! :)) After recess while walking back to class, i was bored stiff so i decided to play CATCHING. So since suaty was standing beside me, i tap her. she went on to tap sheereen and sheereen tap waty and waty tap sheereen back and sheereen tap waty back and 3 of us RUN back to class. So from then on we continue playing in the class. tee hee~ i think for abt 20 mins and after which we were sweating like tap water. I accidently scratch suaty .... SORRY darl. but my fingernail are really really short! sorry ... :( Then duirng amaths, i was faling alseep. goodness. Stay back after school to wait till 4.15 plan to do amaths paper BUT end up talking and having hell a good time laughing wif sookey-kellyn-march-waty. Tution was okie juz that was REALLY sleepy.

Tomorrow lesson for me onli starts at 10.30 till 12pm YES! can wake up LATE! yum yum... After which waty and i going to run away to malaysia . WE plan it already. SO malaysia trip tmr! i hope i will have fun thou... :))))

TOODLES!




As u enter my night,
holding me tight,
washing away all my frights
with one gentle touch.

I stood motionless
upon that kiss,
the kiss which stops my world
and never want to play it back

you hold my hand close to you,
and pray that i never leave you
as i repeat, promise is a promise
that i will stay here with you

i flew away@ 7:58 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006
It is good to be here once again, blogging after sooo loonnng...fine fine update time okie :))))) this will be a long post cause there's so much to write about.

So now i can say that malay O's is over. BUT i am frekaing worry abt the upcoming result. Well fuck plz i SCREW up my compo! i think i wrote out of point. After checking my paper 2 i lost 10 marks or so already. SO say goodbye to A1 and say HELLO to retake? i really dun wanna go thru all over the crap again. Aku cuba menahan air mata kesedihan daripada mengalir keluar. But this mistake have really discourage me so much. I noe wad is done is done but HEY, u still cannot denied that ur heart is still haunted by the mistake that u have done until the result is out. SO for now, i need my Oral marks to pull my grade up if that is even possible :( Everyone else said it was OKIE, FINE, NOT TOO BAD, GOOD, but me?! crap! So shall put that aside, so after the paper, headed to town. Wanted to get Flesh imp shirt but guess i din not like it as much as i saw for the 1st time. After whcih amelia brought me and shuk to this indo restaurant and oh my FOOD WAS HELL GOOD! so i am going to pester mum and dad to go there and EAT! :) Well i was kinda out of mood tdy. For the obvious reason. Sorry peeps if i offend u ppl in any ways. Msging you make me feel much better. Soon after doing a bit of walking, went home. Shuk make me hell piss plz! she keep on beating me while amelia another annoyance who LOVEs to tap on my shoulder!, so annoying. oh SUATY! they bully ME OKIE! w/o u ard they dare to do that! remember argh tmr ! :)

Well within the period that i have not been blogging, i have encouter a lot of weirdos emerging from god noes where and irratete me or embarassed me. Well done to this ppl. But they make me laugh la! Oh and my mp3 screen crack ONCE AGAIN! twice in a mth! so mum said, forget abt reparing it again cause i noe wads the outcome will be again. So she decided to let me buy a new mp3 instead. So i shall choose CREATIVE ( the newest one wif that panda advertisement CUTE plz!) shuld i? anyone care to tell me the cons for getting that? Well i wanna say I HATE MEET THE PARENT SESSION! i din want dad to come cause he will ask 1001 question so i got mum to go BUT hell yeah i forgot that mum do the same thing! So check this out now cikgu noes that i dun iron my clothes, wash my clothes, clean the house, wash my school shoe ! urgh! so maluating! suppose to be talking abt wad? my school work rytee? now wad is this? and she told chua that i sleep late everyday and chua will add salt into my wound by saying " YAH, i always see her online?! " thanks a lot. ANd he suggest why not take 5 mths off from the computer? i think he wants me to go nuts? SO all thanks to him, mum is now controlling my room light [ FORCE to sleep early] & use less computer. dat part i am not concern cause parents will be working most of the time so HEHE! Oh and i find APPLE laptop SEXY okie.ahhh! i want!

What i am going to talk abt next is not refering to anyone in particular. So dun need to guess who is who. anws, well i dun noe whether telling the truth is better then not. I dun noe whether u get wad i meant. Like i said, i perfer u showing that u care rather than keep on saying it. Seriously at this age, i think one shuld start to treasure their freinds even more. If u have cloze friends, try to upgarde the level of closeness. Itzzit worth to chuk ur fren whom u have known for ages for someone else whom u noe for onli 1/4 of the time u noe ur friend? SOmeone who onli utter the word " i love u" and u think that the person is everything? Why not u count how many times that person say i love u VS ur fren who always says " i will be there when u need me?" well i think ur fren will be there wif u most of the time. Can relationship last forever? cause at this age, NO will be at a higher percentage even if u r together wif the same sex. But i can gurantee u, friendship will last. Yes they do, although u will less see and talk to each other, somehoe u noe deep down u have to do some catching up. So after wad i have said, treasure ur friends. If you want to express ur anger to ur friend by not wanting to talk to that person, please be mindful to give a good reason why. Its tough for the other person not knowing wad he/she did to deserve all that. I mean the silence treatement. Silence treatement is the most painful way for someone to go about their daily life pretending nothing have happened or being bother most of the time depending who is involve. SO as the result, that person who is being ignore cannot concentate on he/her studies worst cut themselves to console themselves. Well i am not saying all this cause WOW i noe my friend so much but the truth is i myself will have to be blame for jumping into conclusion. Humans r still humans. Some think fast, react fast and most of the time they make the wrong move BUT there is onli a handful who really give it a thought.deep one. So to this ppl i shall salute to them. Well i have said wad i wanna say so yupyup.








i just want luck to be on my side
for now.
for this yr
plz god.

i flew away@ 7:18 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006
*YAWN* faiz is tired now.my nose is bleeding currently, throat tasted blood cause my inner body is so heaty! let me suff a tissue into the left hole and anw, Reach school 5 mins before 8. Sweet zj was waiting for me outside school gate. Malay intensive was so-so la. Did peer marking in groups for composition. Got back malay paper and i did pretty okie. I thank god that i manage to pass my paper one since i din finish it. Overall i thank god once again. I shuld feel contented but somehow i am feeling all down. I think cause i shuld not expect the same result for MT O's. NOt that i dun want, i dun noe wad to say. I really dun noe wad to say. i need encouragment, sumthing new to move me on, motivation to gear back, i really dun noe :(

Going to face death tmr meaning more result coming . I am hoping on luck here but i noe its far from that. :(((((((

After malay intensive, shuk-suat-amelia and me went to raffles hospital to eat. Haz back out at the last min...Reach there, it was lunch hours so there were no free tables and so i gave a suggestion why not we go venture ard the raffles hospital itself. So we took the lift to level 8 which is the labour suite and the nursery. But we couldn see any baby cause they cloze the curtains so we walk to the private suite, WUUU! i wanna work there leh cause the environment is so NICE! cosy! nicce! there is a big fish pond too in the garden at level 8. PLace was relaxing SO after that we went to level i dun noe where which is the INTENSIVE CARE UNIT, then went to level 4 thinking wad the hell it is and it's onli the carpark then we went to level 2 which was radia radiation sumthing along that line and back to level one to go and have lunch. Feeling really full, we went walk walk ard bugis. Amelia left us for home :) later suaty left for home :) all go home early got reason one oKIE! basket! so leave me and shuk and thats when shopping really start. Spent over $50 today on a pair of ear stud in 77th street, BRIGHT ORANGE collar T and now i have the same polo T like my A/X gf! if u reading this, I saw the same as urs and bought it okie! like we plan so when we go out can wear together OKIE! ((((((: after which i bought something from watson and curly fries! i was craving for it, zj i bought it already.. Yah and the rest on food la, NOW let FAIZ declare that she's officially BANKRUPT! all the money fly fly already. so how? start saving la :(((( Meanwhile shuk bought slipers, handbag, and the rest on food! hahahah! she too bankrupt and started to become loanshark. HA! i mean ask whoever owe her to return her the money cause she in need of it. :) hahah! see wad we become after shopping. Then took bus and i reached to my shelter.


I think, as of today, this shall be my last time blogging till after Malay O's . Getting tired of it but i noe i will get tempted back to blog, shall fight the temtation. Keep my tagboard alive plz cause i will still reply tag. i am counting on u ppl.

life have never been this scary .




Clock's ticking,
time is wasting,

and ur amzing

i flew away@ 7:26 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Went to tution tdy. March and i were two early ppl to reach and we both thought that we were late. I took cab somemore!After tution, march-kellyn-sookey and me went to farrer market to have BREAKFAST :) I had so much laugh wif them. We talked abt life in sec 1-sec4 and old memories really brings back laughter and sometimes all u can do is juz *shakes head* After that, we all took 48 and again continue talking abt past memories. I juz love reminiscing! Then kellyn allighted and later leave march to take her next bus while sookey and i took cab to East coast Mac. Reach there, din see any recoginise souls but suddenly i saw someone trying VERY hard to hide under the tables but fail. So zj and sheery were there already. So 4 of us were waiting for mel and amy. Finally we went to cycle 1st and meet them when they reach. Got our bikes, 2hrs of cycling. As i was cycling wif sookey, there were 2 boys trying to show off their skills and indirectly telling sookey and i that " oh-lets-race" but we could not be bother! he even try to make his friend fell off from the bike but of course the poor friend was trying to balance himself. When suddenly the boy parted wif his bike. BLOODY hell dam funny! sookey and me let out a roar! hahah! act somemore act! gagaga! Then later on mel and tomato came. Tomato hire bike while mel roller blade. Weather was HOT so now my cheeck is burning. i like :) red red de. AFter which sookey had to leave so wave goodbye. One hr later we all stop. Tomato and mel went home while zj, sheery and me went to mac. Try the new black peper chicken [ is that wad they call it?] not bad, better than kfc. I LOVE CURLY FRIES! :)) soon took cab to mrt startion and took mrt next. HOME SWEET HOME. I am tired :)

I tried STEAM CRAB, i din noe it will be so YUMMY! :)) now i love STEAM CRAB!


how come cannot book da vanci code movie tix now?? HUH HUH? They allow X-men to be book which will onli come out way after da vinci code, i cannot take sush nonsense. ZJ how? i think online bookings then can leh.... :(


TOODLES!




i flew away@ 9:49 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006
finally i am here, in my chair blogging. i am so tired today..... tired of fun fill day. yes i agree.

SO since yesterday i reach home ard 2+ , u can see i dun have a lot of sleep and therefore i was BLOODY LATE! rush !! and din wanna wake mum up cause i noe she was feeling tired but since i was rushing, i did make a lot of noise and woke her and dad up :) then the bus left me right infront of me and shit i was late and i have EXAM today, flag for cab but guess wad? there were hell a lot of late ppl tdy so luckily 106 came and i saw jean inside, HA! i am not the only one, phew. Well i din study for today's paper thus i took way longer time to come out for the ans, u deserve it faiz. AFter an 1hr, suaty-shuk-ameliaNoh and me went to town. yes town, and its CEENA town. HAH! a lot was asking where were we going, and we said TOWN, ceena town. nvm, we went for breakfast at the banquet cause shuk was being annoying cause she dun wanna eat mac but wants kfc and kfc was hell far okie. Suaty was bringing us ard like playing mary-go-round. We ordered $5 black carrot cake and i wanted popiah as well and i did order. Than later i saw suaty face froze, ameila was givin funny faces and it turn out that there is a baby roach! which means it muz have come from a BIG MAMA and a BIG PAPA! wth! shuk run to cancel POPIAH ok! there goes my popiah :( after whcih we bought young tau fu ! lots and lots of kind, very healthy okie. Amelia and suaty got cheated HAH! we talked abt ghosts from the diff religion and how each name come abt. Than after 2 hrs of eating? we went to this japanese shop to cut my hair. Not bad, i think i am beging to LOVE ceena town! and we will bring suaty pants to GELYANG! stop to buy hp cover, i love my hp cover but hate the button! urgh! Then all of us bus-ed doen to town where i headed home while they all watch movie.

so upon reaching home, i was tired! so i was waiting for date to finish wif her tennis and was waiting and waiting when i decided to take a qucik nap. counted 35mins. Then i recieved a msg saying that date is in town already! wth! she was at hard rock cafe? who on earth goes hard rock cafe in the afternoon? hhah reason being cause they dun want the place to be crowded? haha fine.. again RUSH! to meet date and soon found myself to reach town and date was late cause she walk all the way from hard rock cafe to ps?!! On my way to ps, i saw police car at lucky plaza and also the van for dead ppl. SOMETHING BIG juz happen there and i wanna NOE wad! so anyone TELL me, i dam curious! meet reka and ragini on my way to ps and date was wif them? ok, they met halfway. SO like finally date and me meet each other and we headed to the new cineplax ! and bought tix to MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 3. We took the couple seat and at the later time so we had 2 hrs to kill. So after buying tix, went back to ps to do some shopping. I bought a new RED MOUSE, YES! i have a NEW MOUSE and i have yet to try it. Then went to world of sports and bought BOTTLE! BIG BLUE one. and they were trying VERY hard to ask me to join their member yada yada. I DUN WANT LA! then date and i meet up wif suaty-el-shuk-ameliaNoh and we all went to buy my wax. HA! after which date was rushing for movie when we still have another 30 mins more! fine fine walk fast fast. Parted wif all of them.

So we went to buy POPCORN+2 drink = couple set? HAH! rubbish, and the kewl part is that this cineplax allows u to eat PASTA? SANDWICH? ICE CREAM? :))) so while we were geting out change, this cashier shouted to another chshier " eh bawah ako sakit!!" both date and i turned to see who! OH MY GOD in english it means " eh i below pain" so wads the first thing that come out from ur mind? haha and she was all BLUSH and i heard she said " DAM ITs so MALU. so i din laugh la. date was puting a blur look, basket! . and MI3 ROX! GOSH! PLOT WAS GOOD! and EXPECT the UNEXPECTED! EVERYTHING WAS THERE! and tom cruise was HOT in there. yes he is. the women which was suppose to be his wife also another hottie and they got married in the hospital? haha awww, and also a mixture of commedian so GO WATCH IT PEEPS! :)))) after movie walk down to heereen to find something and suaty i am not sure which one leh?! how? i din buy! after which we headed home. When i alighted, recieved a msg " MISSION ACCOMPLISHED, 1/2 of the famous amous cookie is in ur bag " so date was trying to have mission impossible here? so i replied " MISSION FAIL cause u r so going to waste ur money! its going to the dustbin babey.say goodbye to it! mUhaha" HAHA and of course i din throw la, wth. so mean like dat. its still in the fridge. anyone wants it? i dun want it leh...shhhh... hahah

So after watching desprate housewife, went online to confirm abt tmr. Lets see, from what i have gather, waty goin jB, eun.T is not going tmr cause her mum paid her to study ceena! ayoo! funny men! so she agree :( , mel and amy will onli reconfirm tmr morning cause have to wait for old monster, if she have crams then they both will go if not they will go and visit latha along wif rebka and jol. Suaty pants, i dun noe, lazy to ask her. HAH! so we will c tmr. i think u shuld juz split urself into halves! so the confirm ppl are [ sookey+shereen+zj+me] i hope dawn will cycle as well since she will be there! :)) so cycling day today. somehow my mood have died off.

FAIZ is going to have a da vinci code DATE, this thur, and i dun think i can get seats, its like i bet everyone will want to watch it. thats for thur, then saturday going for MI carnival. ah~ a lot to do this week. and i have spent $100 today. and i have yet to figure out wad did i spent on!! i noe MT o's is coming. play 1st :) let me juz jot down sumthing

da vinci code:
-suaty
-el
-zj
-waty
-sheereen
-shuk
-me
- anyone want to join? msg me, i am booking extra. By 16may plz.

WHERE IS JOLENE HO ARGH! SHE ASK ME TO COME ONLINE AND WANTS TO MEET ME ONLINE bUT YET SHE iS NOT ONLInE! HELO! WHERE R U? HUMPH!


WAH! i blog A LOT TODAY! HAHAH! fine fine TOODLES :)






as i want to share my joy
wif u, cause onli u
deserve it ,
but u have yet to
accept the joy that
i am givin cause
u r always rejecting
it, how clear muz i make?
goodnight

i flew away@ 11:37 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006
i am back here again, this rarely happen okie,
i never blog 2 times in a day
and this shows that i am BORED!
real bored!
trying to entertain MYSELF! here....

i watched ICE-AGE2 HAHA! CUTE+FUNNY! kinda slow i noe..
so now jolene, i can lent it to u! :)))))
bloop blooop


waiting for dad to come back and we r offfffffff

it feels like MY exam is over? helo faiz! tmr have PAPER!


well i noe! dad said we r going to take cab to and fro so that it will be less tiring for me? HAHA! erm i suppose that shuld be for mum?

++ brother is expecially GOOD to me today??++
this has resulted

- me havin goosebums
- sense something is not right
- i smell fish!
- i dun feel secure

nyehhehehe!




bye la! dead bored already!

i flew away@ 6:55 PM

HAPPY MAMA'S DAY!!!!
I AM ONLINE TODAY! VERY EARLY INDEED! SAID GOOD MORNING TO PPL AND HERE I AM! currently chatting wif dawn BAY! hahah! :))))) we LOVE LIMEGREEN and now she is gone for LUNCH! wuuuuu! anws, going for dinner later at night wif MUM and DAD along wif brother and his family. SO WHICH MEANS! we are celebrating 2 mums ! i dun feel like seeing my brother men, i dun noe, call me mean or anything but its like that. HAH! bored bored bored! BYEBYE! TMR WILL BE MY LAST PAPER AND THEN I AM DONE! AND MANY MANY THINGS ARE INSTAL FOR THE COMING WEEK! HIP HIP HOORAY [X3] TOODLES
FAIZ MISSES MANYYYY OF U! YES SHE DOES! REALLY SHE DOES! ASK HER THEN!

i flew away@ 12:40 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006
FAIZ is HAPPY today, cause ......... i better keep it to myself :) today's the day where i wake up wif a smile, a BIG SMILE. dun ask me why? i juz feel like it. Anws, when i woke up, did some planning wif sookey. Then i when to have lunch and later on watch tvee till 6 where tution starts. bloop bloop..... dats all i did. PURE slack day and on top of that, its a RAININY day and i LIKE. :)))))


OKIE LISTEN UP PEEPS

CYCLING day will be on the 16May [ tuesday]
MEETING PLACE: East Coast MacDonald
TIME: 1:00pm-1:30pm

PS: DO NOT BE LATE, i have given u 30 mins grace! :)



*have u been in a situation where u do not want to leave? U feel everything at that moment seem so right, it is the moment where u have been waiting for a very long time, u feel more than happy, something which words could not descibe. Is the moment where u want it to be replaying over and over again , and u noe u will not feel bored of it . have u?*






i feel u,
ur breathing,
ur touch,
it feel so real,
onli u can make it real
that i noe of.
wouldt'n it be nice?

i flew away@ 8:17 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006
CARTOONS all the way today. I have lots and lots of sleepp.... sorry for i carn make it for today's outing. wad i did tdy is pure rotting. Wake up, watch cartoons, had lucnh, back to my tvee, talk to shuk for awhile and back again to tvee and then online till now. AH i miss this kind of moment when u r all rest and do nothing but being motionless in bed. BUT i am bored now! and suaty pants is PLAYING HER ONLINE game and ignoring ME! u are going to pay for this! u hear me, u panties! and someone is sad, i am sorry if i am one of them to make u feel that way, cause wad i noe is we feel the same way abt it and yet u feel sad abt it? i dun get u? nvm, once again i am sorry.

PLANS TO LOOK FORWARD FOR:

MONDAY: after paper, going to ceena town wif suaty pants then later at night, a movie date wif couple sitting request .

TUESDAY: TUTION [ have yet to noe wad time] then in the afternoon will go cycling. TO those whom i have invited, furthur notice will be given :) and to those that have school on that day, i want to ask but dun think u all want to skip school rytee? :)
WEDNESDAY: After mother tongue class, going to bishan to shop for shirt, then queensway for bottles i think. hmm, dun noe how

THINGS THAT I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD FOR:

THURSDAY AND FRIDAY : SCHOOL CRAP! AH AND RESULTS! EEEEWWWW! [x100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000]!!!!!






*i want u to feel up this big space *


i flew away@ 8:18 PM

AFter so long now then my mouse can work. I think it can survive for another couples of hours, so i need to get a new one asap! What brand shuld i get? any suggestions?? Anws, today after amaths paper2 , met zj and we both headed to forum. Check out some stuff and auntie was being very good! her service i give 4.5 thumbs up out of 5. Then we went to taka - KINO. There both of us were drooling to see the books there. I counted about 10 books i wanna buy but duh i will not have time to read dat books so wad i can do is juz admire the bk by reading its flab. urgh! my heart become so sore already. AFter which we made our way to heereen. I have not been to town for at least 3-5 weeks and wow! heereen change wif all the blockage. HA! After i couldn find wad i wanted, we headed to raffles place. And there was a miscommuncation so we cabbed down to city hall.

taxi-driver* where do u want to go?
us* city hall
taxi driver* nods
after awhile,
taxi driver * so wad school are u both from?
me* we are from st margaret sec
taxi driver* itzzit at the farrer road?
zj* yah yah
taxi driver * is the school all girls school?
me*yes
zj* [laughs] yah, because no boys want to wear POLKA dot uniform
taxi driver * [ let out a big laugh] WAD? DODO DOTS? HAHA!
us* [ controling our laughter like shit] puzzle?
taxi driver * HAHAH! still laughing and say i never heard of dodo dots?
us* errrr......
HAHA! its wad rubbish!!! werido can! and he speaks funny language...

after we are done wif some admin stuff, headed to united sq. did some exploration. Walk pass everysingle shop and trying to find plastics bottles and tigger stickers but to no avail. Then we were geting starvin plus both of us were having headache so we decided to sit down and eat! yes! eat food! after whcih we went to explanade cause i wanted to see the bears. And then home sweet home! AHHH!!! finally i can have all the SLEEP that i want! zzzzzzz zzzzzzz yeah! i need to restore my energy. poor brain. Now left wif phy and chem mcq and done for NOW. gosh, so exhausting! urgh! and as i did the papers day by day, it gets worst and worst. discourage u till u reach longkang already. fine, shall not speak of the thing which cannot be undone. shhhhhh faiz shhhhhh.... i juz did some arrangement wif moaning. HAH! thanks moaning for the offer ! :))))) deadline 25th yes. And to who ever, soorry to make u piss cause i think eveyone is juz as moody as u are. Once again i am sorry. enjoy . bye TOODLES! Oh and my A/X gf IS GETTING OUT OF HAND! u juz broke my heart into MANY MANY pieces! how could u! dats it! DATS IT! :'( [ read this] HHAH! u rain! :P











*for what i thought wuld be
a happy start, it always
ends up wif a bad start*

i flew away@ 12:34 AM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Tigress, you're a Sympathetic Sidekick

No one ever accused you of not having a soft side. And that's why friends flock to your sympathetic ear and well-thought-out advice. You are tuned in to the world around you, and you are always looking for ways to bring people together and enjoy each other's company. While some people might have one or two close friends, you like to spread your wings and socialize with any number of people. You are open-hearted and free-spirited, making it easy for you to find common ground with anyone you meet. Keep up the good work — everyone could use a friend like you.

ANOTHER SURVEY

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I am bored, resting my poor brain cells. And taking a crap survey cause my day is juz a big crap thing la. I am still having a shock now abt tdy's paper, i actually froze for abt 2mins OKIE! couldn finish a LOT, wadever la. Its done so be it faiz! stop complaining! fine BYE!
Had ice-cream breakfast wif audrey,jol and zj tdy :) after the paper of course then i sent aud to her school. HAH! i noe i am nice aud. Thanx. she was late... i am allll alone at home now....







*inside has been too strong for far too long*

i flew away@ 2:16 PM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006
I AM HERE! TAKING A BREAK! NOW NOW! amaths paper 1, physics and history is DONE, its like phew ok. All of us were really glad that now we are left wif 'light' papers. So still to go wed : EMATHS PAPER 2 and thursday : AMATHS PAPER 2. Dats for this week. Gosh, on sunday the 5/1 amaths girls were panic! We were trying to rate how difficult the paper will be. Then we try to help each other over the phone. So first mel call me and we did amaths than eun.T call and i put them in conference. After awhile Sookfung call and i add her in the conference than later on Yichun call and i add her in. WAH! so all of us were doing the amatah paper over the phone. From 7pm-12am. Shuld do that more often men! so fun. HA! So amaths paper was rather --------- ha, decided it for urself. Then ystd, when i got home i heat up this pasta which i bought at cold storage thinking that its NICE and the picture on the cover really make u DROOL okie ! my FART LA, so disgusting and waste my $7++ OKIE ! :( and then i did 1 topic of hist and soon fall asleep, since when hist will not make u fall asleep? then i woke up 2hrs after that and start on my hist, decided to juz read thru cause i GIVE UP. Then later on went into physics! last min work! shit! had tution at night and then back on phy. Watch 3 hrs of tvee thou. See very relaxing rytee! and zj call me and started to give me one loooooooooonnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg letcure! fine fine, so we studied together over the phone. And we covered 4-6 topic? Which is good OKIE! i really thank her for that! So today, HISTORY paper, WAD THE! was hoping russia wuld come out, of course it DIN! urgh! i juz crap thru la! wad to do. and phy paper, i dun noe wad to say! lets juz concentrate on the forthcoming papers. SO after all the papers tdy, went to eat lunch at coro wif suaty pants, waty, shuk and nurul. HAHA! dam LA i had a GOOD laugh OKIE! nurul and her jokes! After which went home. ANd when i reach home, mum told me to check out whats inside the fridge *so faiz walk over to the fridge and opens it* HOLE AND BEHOLE HAH! the whole fridge are FILL wif FOOD! i can faint OKIE, i think mum is in a EXTREMELY good MOOD today that she bought me : FRIES ( those u have to fry urself kind) , instant prata , fish, lamb and chicken burger patty, what else, oh crab! MORE crabs, A LOT of CHOCLATE! fainting ! nuggets both chicken and fish. Cheese, more kind of cheese! helo! not enuff?? accordin to her i can juz fry them when i am hungry and when she is not at home AND she dun need to go to the market already for this week. HUH? now the 3 storey fridge is so crowded wif a lot of food. HA! *shake head* Then i watch OPERA today. they were showing abt Ethopia. Really touch my heart and i think whoever watches it agress wif me! gosh! i din noe there such a thing like that in this world. A girl as young as 9 yrs old are ask to marry and then got pregnet and when most of them have a hard time during labour cuase of their backwardness in medical sience. There is another girl age 10 or 11, had 2 children already! ahh and the worst part, her husband leave her after that! and many of them were being raped! ayyooo! there's more! and opera went to help wif a few others... I really wanna help but i dun noe how? even zj wants to.... sigh....

better go off now... TOODLES!




*let me be the sun in ur heart*

i flew away@ 7:25 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006
FINALLY weekend is here!!! i really need it. This week have been a horrible week, cause all the papers were bieng a big FATRT! hell, there wasn time to complete ALL MY papers! screw SHIT! anws, ystd we had chem and emath paper 1, chem was a serial killer! like hello, muz well juz say no need to do rytee cause most of my pages are blanks, easy wad? Did not even do my revision for mt cause i feel asleep after watching lost. I was LOST in my own world okie! and tdy! MALAY! HELL! for the 1st time i din have enuff time OKIE! cause i din write fast? hahah!~ someone said i have i retarded hands horh?? HAHAH! i screw up compo la wad else! mly is going to the longkang! urgh! aya! i think cause i din do any revision and end up panicky? My mly like dat already how abt o'level now! the worst have yet to come okie. Still have amaths. Phy and hist in ONE day. AHH! i dun mind amaths and phy in one day since last yr thats the deal, NOW we have HIST! faint* its onli mid yr and yet all of us are feeling like tis? i wonder wad will O'level feel like?! fine fine shall not think abt that now....

Today after mt, suaty was being a lovely darling and accompany me to LAU INTERNATIONAL hAAH! went to collect my mp3! YEPPIE! now now i have my mp3 back. But guess wad? they change the casing to WHITE! i still perfer my purplish pink okie! BUt sumthing strike me, i have to pay $18.80 for the frame which have crack and they change my casing cause it was badly destroy. But last time when my frame crack i was asked to pay $30 and WITHOUT a change for my casing! WAD CRAP? SO nonsense can? where is the rational behind it?? hur hur? nvm la, then went to take bus to bugis to eat KFC! today is KFC day! HOT WINGS DAY! cause i was craving for it. AND i dun think its dat spicy u noe! nonsense! full! then both el and suaty acompany me to buy pens! muz accompany me rytee cause i am their child? el adpot me last 2 yrs! haha! went to brass pasar to the biggest popular stall. 3 storey leh! i din noe until today. They have popular cafe also! haha! and before going there, we went to explore the national lib! haha! cool crap. Suaty said we shuld come to the national often cause can see ***** horh! hahah! "eyes doing scanning" then after bought pens we went to sit down at the resident conner, and suaty teach us how to make hearts from paper clips! I NOE how to do it liao! yeah! but have yet to perfect it. Then since both of them are exhausted, we went home. byebye. slept my way thru in bus. YAWN! i am havin dark circles already!

Oh btw suaty pants, i do have a mozzie bite on my eyes! i juz detact it when i was bathing! SEE i told u, this mossie is DUMB! now is ITCHYing!


its still you that can set me to a happy mood :)
a game for 2?

i flew away@ 7:34 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006
Cocker Spaniel
No bones about it, you're a perky, loving Cocker Spaniel. (Think Lady from Lady and the Tramp.) Playful and energetic, you're a real people person — er, dog. People can't help but fall hook, line, and sinker for your friendly, well-rounded personality and natural charm. It's a subtle thing, though — being outgoing and flirtatious, not showy, is the name of your game. Friends, co-workers, and potential dates can't help liking you. How could they not? Your winning-yet-humble ways make you popular, admired, and a joy to be around. Woof!


TOOk that test juz now, kinda shock to see the result. check this out tissue! anws, taking a break now, lalalal life is getting bored now.. why why tell me why.... i am waiting for the 2nd part of harry potter! lalala! i still have amaths and emaths to do and revise for the exam like i have not touch it, juz place it beside me and let it be in coma for the longest time. I luff luff today's weather! like so niceeeee to zzzzzzzz tee hee~ let me see wad else to complain or talk abt... mmmmmmm today mother cook A LOT of PRAWNS and CHICKEN! i am getting bored of prawns now.... but CHICKEN still MY staple food! BAked pizza today ! yumyum. more more to say.... i want PSP!!! i want DS and i want X-bOX! than i can PLAY all the day lonnnng. I use to rememeber when playstaion was the in thing and i got it. i was OVERJOY okie! i play ALL day lonnng. Din even bother to sleep and even save up money JUZ to buy new games AND NOW! i am bored over PS i wanna try NEW MACHINES like those mention above! anyone care to buy for me!!! boohoo! i saw suaty pants come online and she went back offline! shit la! i wanna talk to her now! if u see this! come and talk to me u dom dam! i want to talk to a looooot offfff pppppplllll in spore but alllll seeeeemmmmm sooooo sooooo bzzzzzzz! whyyyyyyyy! i carn wait for this yr to end cause i can play wif nesh all day long and continue like how we use to be like b4. we had the talk and each time we will express how much we miss each other... ahhhhh! this cannot be happening.... KILLING TIME HERE! I AM BORED! i think i noe wad i want to be when i grow up! GAMING ENGEENEERing! THAN i can PLAY all DAY lONG! mmmm not bad thou.... u noe wad i better bugg off cause harry potter starting shalalalalala!!!!






when i thought that everything
had settle down, i was proven
wrong, it had to be back?
movin closer to u is wad i want :)

i flew away@ 6:52 PM

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