Sunday, December 31, 2006
cab down for presentation.
met many old frens today.
aron and i had a bit of talked.
farhan the ever so annoying was there too.
this time he is much more annoying.
and wow! lee kiat? however u spell his name just embarassed himself infront of me and great! ppl ard me thinks that i am assicoated with mad ppl.
cab back home.
wanted to go to meet A/X gf,zj,sheery but mum ask me to deal with the dusty-fan! and it took me 1 hr to get all done! urgh! toopid fan!
vivo-ing. ( i noe again?? shuddup!)
food was nice!
they tried on clothes from pull and bear, topshop and faiz just give comments :)) and all bought something today! haha!
and WOW! they wanted me to try a SKIRT! er...
i noe i look nice in it but its okie, i passed it :)
sherry went off to shop with her mum? ha!
zj,a/x gf and me went to get a nice spot and just tallked.
i hope my A/X GF is STRONG both physically ,emotional and mentally.
dun let that kind of nonsense bring u down ! i will be here if u need anything okie :)
soon we parted.
i carn wait for next friday! HAHAH! CRASHING TIME :) WEE~
maybe savana! :))) wuuuuu! a good place to relax ur bother mind! ahhh~
i simply hate plannning. amg! it always turn fuck upside down!
i think next time just do it w/o planning!
i dun even noe why i bother take such steps.
PS: if anyone did have a taste of my attiude just now, i am really sorry cause simply it was a wrong time to disturb me.
ON a lighter note ! MY TOMATO IS BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS TOMATO A LOT A LOT OKIE! YAY! NOW WE CAN PLAYYYYYY TOGETHER! WEE!:)
*the phone ring*
" helooo"
"HELOOO!"
" what u want?"
"why u sound so , so , sad??"
"huh sad? how u noe?"
" cause u dun speak loudly?"
"huh? what kind of nonsense is that?"
" haha! really really why r u sad?"
" er.. no what i am not sad"
"c'mon dun lie to ur 5yrs friend"
"i am not lying really!"
" see u r lying now"
HAHA! annoying please but that conversation still tickle me! haha!
" so how tmr?"
" er.. i dun noe?, why?"
" cause i want to noe"
" rytee so how tmr?"
and it goes on and on till we put down?
SO CONCLUSION : NO CONCLUSION.
i'm moodless now.
its bad!
cause this will effect my night which has already turn out pretty bad.
urgh!
2006 goona end soooonnnn! really really sooonnn! wah! what a year!
2007! another round of-- lets sit back and let nature take its course. from there you will know.
i shall talk more tmr! and i plan to do something here tmr! so i hope it will be done! :))
i dun see anything worth my energy;
and i am collecting it all back;
piece by piece
and look the other way.
Labels: the wind goes the wrong direction.
Friday, December 29, 2006
THIS COMLUMBUS GUY IS FUNNY!!! 
AWWW T-REX
walk the whole stretch of maxwell.
i learn a lot okie although the aim was dashed.
red dot traffic building, white house, manpower building , cpf building. wuuuuu NOW I NOE WHERE this buildings located :)
Cabbed down to town cause we r late for movie.
watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM and i giving it 4.5 farts out of 5 farts.
HAHA! The T-REX is CUTE and the STONE! hahah! " MY DUMB DUMB WANT TO SPEAK" HHAH! blarddy cuteeee :))
Then went to giraffe.
Then vivo-ing.
Hanmenden is blarddy funnnnyyy! and he keep singing out of tune rapping! ouh gooness.
playing " dun talk to him/her" was stuppidd but funny !
Finally had a dinner at home. :)))
:)))))))))))))))))
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want toI just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
[Chorus]
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Its been rainning and pouring ! ouh goodness!
is either u like it or not :))
i like the winnnndddd.
Running/walk for 1hr and 15mins was nice early ystd morning at smu.
I had to climb the main gate in order to get out from smu cause it was flooding.
Imagining jumping of a 2 storey building ! Swear my heart was thumping like mega hits!
But i dun mind doing it all over again cause it been a long time since i feel a rush in me :)
soccer guys was saying this " nvm! we can do it! train for National service! c'mon! can do it! HAHA! shut up luhh!
Headed to serene after that.
Met Santhi and we cab to Tanjung Pagar,
after which cab to ikea.
THANKS SANTHI FOR THE ALMOND CHOCOLATE CAKE! :))
U juz kill my craving for it!
cab down to town and meet zan and sheree.
After soooooo lonnnggg i saw shree in purple, from head to toe!
Then went to meet gaya , michelle and kim chua.
HAHA! kim chua loves to poke me even thou i told her its pain!
so now i shall go poke her toO!
Town was raining heavily that i had to go home drenched.
Lian jie, suaty and me play under the rain! HAH! i had fun :)
Got home and SLEEP! first time i slept so early cause i din have sleep close to 20hours!
and yet i went for a jog! not bad :)))
Anws, today i din give any droplets a miss cause i slept all the way till 3pm despite i am being late . Sorry :) it was tooooo gooddd.
Thanks for the vanila ice cream top with famous amos crumbs.
Althought your level of serving ur guest is like piece of shit i dun care any less cause i had a nice time looking ard and not to mention disturbing u dolling up! :)
wore eye liner today! HAH! it feels itchy!
I was being toture with all the bollywood stuff HAHA! hightlight totured!
Dine at sakura.
and did a bit of walking in town.
direction to ceena town was a failure.
i have lots and lots of movies to watch nowwwwwwww!!!!!!
THANKS LLF! :)))
AND THERE IS HANA KIMI! TO WATCH :)
PRISON BREAK TOO :)
OUH! and SABBY TABBY! IS A MUST TO GET THAT OKIE! MUST! HAHAH! i shall give u a kiss when u get that! :))) anws WELCOME BACK SABBY!!! :))) HAHAH! I MISS U TRUCKLOADS CAUSE THERE IS NO ONE TO TALK TO AT NIGHT! NOW U R BACK SO GOODIE! :)
THANKS Xiu Xiang for the XMas card! SO SWEET! :)))
The internet is so lagging that i think a lot couldn blog nor open their friendster acct. WAH! hahah! is all due to the earthquake in Taiwan and the Flooding that has cause the internet connection to be faulty. hmmmm, now i noe how impt internet is argh....
its been a lonnnngggg time since i had dinner at home :(
i think the last time was monday.
and been out eversince.
bloop bloop.
Labels: i will shake it off.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
OM ( OLD MONKEY) and HO
MEL IN RED :))
ER... peace? HAHA!
i was saying NO to zj but she took it anw,
zi jing and jolene
we can see a happy fatoo after seoul garden :))
zj was forcing us to take pix!
zj force us again!
I got pissed and asked her to take with me!
Since zj wants so badly for 4 ppl to take pix : HERE U HAVE IT :)
I LOVE THAT 2 PAOS!
FATOO CAUGHT IN THE ACT! SEEEEE!!! THE PROVE!
u have happy MEEE!
FULLL!!!!!!!!!!!!
As much as all u have guessed, yes we were all at seoul garden :)) My stomach almost exploaded after indulging all the food :)) from sushi to pao to all the food there :)) Ice cream and ice kacang for desert ! YUM YUM!
PS: SHAZA I EAT FOR U TOO! :)))
talked about their workplace. Their encounters of weridos and lin's encountered of small handsome boys. HAHA! funny her!
Met jolene ealier to buy present for mel. Swear i had to squeeze all my brain juices on what to get for mel for her present. Cause i was thinking of strawberry short cake but i dun see any or if not, it simply sux! so in the end zj and i settle on a long muffin :)) haha! and mel's said delicious and she will eat it very slowly to really enjoyed it! HAHA!
Jolene just scream at the top of her lungs in taka! cause she almost fell. BUt i think everyone was shocked by her AHHHHHHH! I froze for a minute or so there okie! HAHA!
Met melia :))) HAHAH! As i promise!
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XMAS picture is up! can ask me if u all want :)
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"where r u going to celebrate countdown?"
" i dun noe... any suggestions?"
" well go expo? haha! "
" but i will not make it in time to be there cause i can onli meet u at 10++"
"its okie what! last train at 1.30pm so u can make it"
" why wuld i care abt mrt when ppl countdown at 12am! and not at 1.30am"
" ouh yah argh! HAHA!"
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" dun go club to countdown cause it will be pack and boring"
" duh i noe but then where?"
" lets go east coast "
" HUH!!!!! east coast for WHAT?"
" celebrate there la! among ourselves??!"
" very fun? u go and die! "
" fun what! i bet there will be a lot of other ppl and we shall go shake hands with everyone there"
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AMG!!!! why is these ppl have weird plans for countdown.... and i am stuck with no ideas.... been asking ard and all either mention vivo which i heard u must be 18 and above, or expo and town will be a BIG NO! And others just not much of a help. Great. AYer! i guess worst come to worst, wells goes noes luhh... will see. -_-
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currently waiting for LOST SEASON 3 , ep 1 to FINISH LOADING so i can WATCH IT! and mel is ALREADY going to finish watching it! urgh! :'(
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i read certain blogs yesterday. and was amaze at how long distance relationship do work out. And how ppl only revolves with their other half. hmmmmm....
infact i also found out that you r back. darker huh? ouh wells. dun matter anws. but ouh wells.
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And i never know that ppl love the feeling of ignorance!
frook that up!
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Its 3.45 am now! and i better head to lala land right after i watch LOST!!!! HAHAHA! :))) buei buei!
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When you are alone, you tend to think about things that you shuld not be thinking.
Soon you are just lost in your own train of thoughts.
Dissolving yourslef with emo songs does not do any cure.
you are simply trap in the world of unfairness.
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you pounder, you recalled of some moments.
Whether is good or bad.
it just come by chance.
All replaying like a tape recorder.
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you let it wonder off just with a simple touch.
regret after that does not make sense,
somehow you have to start from level 1
to show that you have learnt some lessons.
-all over again.
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the art of letting go of things is the hardest thing
that even smartypants have yet to master it.
but why it is so uncontrolable?
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Monday, December 25, 2006
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THANKS JOLENE FOR THE 1 HOUR! :)) although u being a fatoo by eating 3/4 of the food at your uncle's party ( i still chose to think so) HAHAH! i appreaciate your time out from the food and come talk to meee! :)))
TO me Christmas eve was gooooooodddd hahah! dun ask me why but i just felt it like that. Of course minius all those unentertain parts but bottomline my heart said it has its fair share :)
SO morning of 24th i waited for someone for 1hr! can u belived that! poor faiz has to wait for audrey for one whole hour. I accompanined her shop for last minute xmas presents for her cousins. She even sing xmas songs and camp songs! wah~ hahah! Then i met up with lian jie and melia :)) THANKS ZANNY FOR THE PICTURE AND UR SWEET NOTE :)) I WAS SMILING SO WIDE WHEN I READ IT! :)) ONCE AGAIN THANKS! I din noe that i can do/buy so many things at the cine flee market :)) hahah! Air brush tatoo sux please :( HAHA!
Anws, later at night went to mount faber with gh as our driver. So kewl :)) I also want to drive! :))))) i dun noe who said that there will be fire works but i dun see any colours high up the sky at 12 midnight! Must be jeana rytee! tsk tsk. Since many din want to sit the cable car we decided to go to vivo city. Nothing much happening there either. A lot were just celebrating among their own friends.
I reached home only at 2am. Sat at a spot where wind comfort my soul. nice~ din feel like going home and just feel like pasting my butt there.... I STILL THINK SUATY SUX BIG TIME! HUMPH! U STOOD ME UP!
A cat greeted me at my front door. I feed the cat with some leftover fish and sat down near it for awhile.
While looking at the cat, i learn somthing from it. .
The first time i saw it was near my stairs. The creature was sleeping so soundly that i couldn help but want to go near and play with it. But of course the cat jumped up and made a run when it saw me approaching. The 2nd time i see it, i try to feed it with cat food. ( i bought cat food just for it cause i have got this feeling it will come back?) But it still din allow me to touch it. Now and then it comes and well it takes time for it to turst me. And not until ystd that it actually finally allow me to be close and atually came in contact with me. Although this is like a normal thing for most, but this cat is not tame for humans. I feel so accomplished. For about 7 months or more i build the trust in that cat. :) ouh wells....
Reach home i saw 7 ferror rocchers boxes on my table. Those big ones mind u! For a moment i thought all that is for me but then mum said it was for my neighbour! amg! ALL THAT! :'( not one spare for meee :(( Okie that is not the point i am highlighting here. The point is, THAT FREAKING BOXES JUST ATTRACTED ANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! URGH! i had a ouh-so-fun killing time with the ants in the morning when all were sound asleep! and up till now, there r a few survivours BUT not for long! MUAHAH! i feel so annoyed with the ants!!! urgh! but dun worry i checked all the boxes not one ants r anywhere near it ! frook it! must they march all the way to my room!! MY ROOM! mum said obi-queck cause i dun clean my room! wth! her fault rytee! why she put those boxes IN MY ROOM! hahah!
okie all out~
I am looking forward for tmr's gatheirng :)) hope it turn out welllll.
Another gathering will be on new yr eve! I hope history will not repeat itself again.
I hope kellyn is feeling much much better thou. KELLYN SMILE! :)
Talked to LLf yesterday night and again she made me realised some points. yes either " you want it" or " you don't want it" that has been repeating in my head till now. " whether "u treasure it" or " whether u don't treaure it" . If one can go all out for it i dun see why carn one do something small. something easy to be done. something which onli takes 0.1 effort. Blasted! The more i think the more things i can come out with. I am just not satisfied . I swear on this. I just want to lay everything down and fuck ur face upside down! and see what u have got to say. i have got my weapons ready and i hope u have enought for your own too.
promises r easy to say but it is hard to keep it? and i am not refering those miniors ones like i promise to give u chocolate if u do this for me. I will buy u ice cream that kind of thing. I meant something which holds a signficant meaning. frook that !
On a lighter note, pictures will be uploaded soon :)) man man deng :))
all i want for christams is you
Labels: and i look away
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Don't walk infront of me , i may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, i may not lead.
Walk beside me cause there is where
i want you to be.
GOODBYE SABBY TABBY ! HAVE A BALST THERE. I WILL BE WAITING :)))
current mood : like a mix fruit .
i need/want almond chocolate cake :(
i am thinking that life is full of melancholy.
top with uninteresting programmes.
decorated with bull shits.
and serve with constant doubts.
urgh~!
ouh well...... and goodness.....
i dun get it.. how could he even say that to you. i mean i thought he was nice and all... but looking at it now, its good that u end it off soon cause the later it is, the more hurt u will get. Dam him! tsk!
plans for next weekkkkkk ,
mix and match.
hmmmmm....
bye la.
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
Labels: almond chocolate cake
Friday, December 22, 2006
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MISS HO! haha! LIKE FINALLY U R 17TH LUHH! ANOTHER 365DAYS TO LEGAL AGE :))) MAN MAN DENG -_-
SWEDISH Meat balling WAS NICE! Almond chocolate cake was fantastical! OUH GOSH! i want chocolate almond cake like NOW NOW NOW! :( ! Did catching up with miss mojo :)
Towning was GOOD. A lot of walking . Visited melia . And the most significant thing that was done today was the heart to heart talk with my a/x gf and sheery :))) Good to have catching up okie :) I bet more to commeeeee ~ weee
accoding to yappy, ystd was the festival of "tangyen" however u spell that! and i am blarddyyyy craving for that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and yappy family promise to make for me for my xmas present and i am sooooo going to waittttt :))) it better be that way horh!
FUCK! I AM CRAVING FOR ALMOND CHOCOLATE CAKE! :(((((((( VERY BADLY! NOW!
AND TANGYEN!
I hope.
i pray.
i wish.
i leave it to gods hand.
and wish that he help me through.
TOODLES.!!
Labels: Alomand chcolate cake:(
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
I am tirreddddd and i refuse to get out from this chair cause i simply dun want luh!
And up till now, i am close to 15hrs w/o sleep? although i slept a while but u noe what i mean.
AND like FUCK! tmr going off and i am still not packed yet and my bro is *(^&%*%$ ANNOYING ! ouh gosh! does it matter how many bags am i bringing? is charger for every electronice device that blarddy hell important. ouh gosh! shut the hell up luhh! i am tired enuff and to hear his voice is another mega turn off. urgh~
before i start, i want to say :
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MELAINE :)
Anws, ystd went to ngee an poly meet ting and siow.
then went to town to disturb ppl working.
Saw hash , said hie.
saw pam tan , said hie.
then meet my Gay-string and accompanied her for her break :) bye g-string.
then send off siow while ting and me go bugis.
bought a t shirt. HAPPY :)
then said byebye to ting
and hie to suaty!
ate dinner at kfc. HAH! we were complaning on how small is the ULTIMATE CHICKEN! WAH LIAO!
went to toa payoh ; we bought a t-shirt.
went to Mac person to meet melia and gaya.
GREAT! it was raining cats and dogs please.
Suaty and me saw this aunty wore plastic over her shoes and we started laughing uncontrol-able-ly. Suaty even took pix of her! amg! haha!
Gaya and melia finally came and we took cab to waheda's house.
Nurul was there! haha! finally i am seeing her :)
After we got ready, suaty and i made a move.
Cabbed down to dxo. ALL the BUS and MRT r gone to sleep! dam it! some more suaty and i were in really low in cash.
I waited for suaty outside dxo. Saw a lot of different kind of ppl. I dun noe? i felt like is an eye openner. From ah bengs to mats to minah to whatevere u want to see all there. HAHA! so my eye was going from left to right , right to left.
A man approached me and made friends with him.
Funny how he trying to physo my brain into buying his tix! haha!
but thanks for the companion.
Cabbed down to attica. Din i say we were in low in cash? but do we have a choice?!
Anws, nurul and waheda came and we went liang court.
Then went to attcia.
OMG! ATTCIA was GOOD! Party was fantablous but it ended way earlier than expected! and that part SUXS!
last song was all my life by shane ward.
WAH! many ppl started crying??
okie luhh, i also see feel like cryying tooo......
After club went to chill at mac.
Nurul suaty waheda and i went to for a stroll at clark quay.
the night breeze was nice :)
the rain finally stop and let the morning breeze take control.
We 4 sat at the " fucking table" since suaty call that a fucking table since it is shaky.
We talked for abt 1.5hrs there and laugh to out hearts content.
Walked nicole to her bus stop and then all of us cabbed back to waheda's house.
I think we reach her house abt 6am+ . Eat carrot cake and pizza.
gaya knock out first followed by melia then nurul then waheda.
AND GUESS WHAT! suaty and i couldn sleep and we ended up watching Cartoon Network, NiC, Diney channel and MTV. AT what time? 7 in the mornin! haha! soon suaty went to sleep. And i fell asleep on my lilo and stich. HAHA! melia went to off the tvee cause she was being shcoked by lilo and stich cartoon! :))
woke up here and there.
Soon at 1pm all of us were up.
nurul left for some open house.
all of us enjoy our instant mee goreng.
THANKS TO MELIA :) she was cooking for us :)
Soon suaty and i had to go! byebye waheda.
PS: THANKS WAHEDA FOR EVERYTHING :) really apperciate.
From hougang we fly to tampiness.
i went to follow suaty back to her crib cause she has to take her Uniform.
ORH! hahah!
i played around her house !
Thanks suaty.
but she was blarddy late for work!
After that i was suppose to meet haz at bugis but i am sure she is so going to be late so suaty said why not i send her to douby gaut and then take bus to bugis. In a way is to kill time? err. okie faiz followed BUT what! No. 7 bus was dam crowded that i had to go back to take mrt? dam it! in and out ; out and in from the mrt! very fun what!
Met haz and her cousin and her sis.
Took back my phone, and went home with them.
faiz is really dehydrating by then okie! :(
: no other place like home :) home sweet home.
Just when i thought that life for once can never be any downs, well yet again, i believed in life there is FULL of downs when u just feel a bit of satisfaction of ur ups.
-------------> Frineds eat friends up.
dun bother poundering abt it if u dun get me and for those who gets it, well aint i stating the truth??
wth~
--------------------> when u see ur friends change, what do u do?
the feeling of anoyed has always been there. but no matter what it really come to this point when u r still my friend and yet i miss those time we had. i mean we both noe that we both can be pain in the ass at every junction. BUT why must it reduce to this state? I can really dun be bother abt it, i can also close my 2 eyes and totally switch off my world from you. I can also ignored everything about ur life , the on goings? like who the hell give two hoots about it. Close my ears when it come to u BUT BUT u know what? i carn? i fucking carn! why? cause if thats the case, i would not even take u as my friend? isnt that just like my enemy? why must u be my enemy? dun be a bitch when u carn. It really suck my blood up just to see u in this -ouh-i-am-so-..... whatever u want to think abt ur highly profilted life of urs. frook that up luhh~
----------> what do u do when sometimes u give things/someone too much attention that u forget ur own happiness???
the ans can actually be very simple : so dun give attention already luhh...
can ur actions be as simple as that????
frook it again!
WTH ! ALL TRAINS R BEING CANCEL TMR DUE TO THE RAIN! SO NoW MY TRIP IS CANCEEEEL ??????????????????????????????????????????? WHAT THE HECK! SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHAT I MEAN WHEN MY DOWNS R TAKING CHARGEEEE!
i gave 2 yrs of simplcity. have u ever notice?
Sunday, December 17, 2006
HELLO!
WELCOME BACK NURUL BABY! :)))) MISS U DEEP DEEP!
Welcome back my panties :))) 5 days w/o u ! i miss u ocean wide! :)
Goodbye to you wane ! Have fun at Bali ! 7 days will pass by like a wind. Although u told me later but ouh wells , hope u have a safe return.
I left my computer on for more than 10 hours to send sabby 1 movie and GUESS WHAT! at last! she could not open the file! bleak!
Did my very own pizza today and i eat everything by my own self. YUM YUM! okie la, no big deal cause mum ready the toppings for me already so all i had to do was to put everything on top of the dough? HAHA! shuddup!
Watched John Tucker must die and Lion King 3 along with the pizza. And woke up only at 4pm ! :)
Watched Prison break ystd night! HAHA! THANKS MEL! Mel and i watch thru you tube! and converse thru msn! :)) not bad uh! i hate the suspend! urgh~
AND ALL I DID WAS GAMING! :)))) SUATY! MY EMPIRE DAM BIG ALREADY! CAN I KNOW WHERE R THE ENEMIES???
anws, i wonder what most ppl r doing now? I MISS GOING OUT WITH TONS OF PPL! :((((
And i miss tons and tons of ppl! :((((
why everyone workinnnnggg? bleak!
ouh wells ; gaming time!
Labels: i carn be bother less
Saturday, December 16, 2006
I just feel like being here now~
and talk to MYSELF.
moveBICTH
I was late in meeting them today. Yet again. Shuddup. Met them at tampiness mall and i said met at control station and i din lay a word sayin to meet at pizza hut. met waty at control station. Then met cikgu nora , haz and shuk at pizza hut. We r supposed to go cikgu house but later i found out that the reason why cikgu nora din want us to go there was because her house was in a mess and her house is full of things for her food shop mainly ONINOS so because of me she cange the venue. Faiz cannot smell oninons cause she will cry! as in i swear my tears will juz roll down, dun need to touch. Dat bad huh? and i felt guilty luhh.... We odered like a lot of food. Pizza! spegatee how ever u spell it , soup of the day, the drumsticks, and ala cart consisting calamari,prawn etc. BRUPP~ BUT servie was dam blarddy BAD! swear!
We talked about the future. O's. Results like how u think u fair/fare. like what each of us wanna take?persue in? those things where i am scared to say/dream about. i dun noe maybe is just me who doesn want to make my hopes up high. and i have really bad feelings as the days coming nearer. and thinking abt i could not make it to yah, it really crash 3/4 of my dreams/determination/encouragement already. I swear on this. :'(
Cikgu left. Hazlyn went to religious class and will meet us back later. Walked ard tampiness and i was being "boo" by suaty! :)))) She made me happy today cause LIKE FINALLY! SHE BRING GAMES FOR MEEEEE :)))) THANKS SUATY!
So after walking about, left suaty and proceed to cikgu noraidee's house :)) Big and simple house. A 3 storey house. So her 3rd child was outside and i kind off gave that kid the stare and stick out my tongue thrice after she din response to my countless hies! and SHE HATED ME FROM THEN! HAHAHH! urgh! kids! kids like thses=annoyance okie! Mingle ard. went ard her house. Watch cartoons and mostly NOT my favourable. BUT there's pokemon so it sums everything up. Then i went to fetch haz since i promised her along with cikgu's 1st and 2nd kid whom i mostly communicate with. HAH! And her 2nd kid loves to wispher nonsense things into my ear and even tell me about his sister (1st kid) life? errr...anws, Bring haz to cikgu's house and yes tea break cum dinner is served. Black pepper macroni and rojak. AND lots and lots of puffs! so okie i SIMPLY LOVE HER BLACK PEPPER MACRONI :)))) 4th kid is always smilling at us and more friendly. haha!
cikgu's neighbour is a russian and has 4 dogs. Those saussage kind? YES! and what is amazing is that this 4 dogs only listen to commands in RUSSIANS. So no wonder our SHUT UP din work! hahah! dam noisy please! and really dam annoying dogs! time to make a move. Cikgu drove us Eunos mrt station.
Met suaty at Eunos mrt station and all of us r heading to Bishan. We actually missed our stop and had to go back? when we are all late? HAH! i feel so dam pai sei cause haz was just shouting luhh. urgh~ hahah! We reach nadiah's house. Fadhilah who was supposed to come never did come and OMG! DON U HAVE A COURTSEY TO CALL OR SOMETHING! $%*^%#$&%$& Call luhh! and say that u cannot make it or whatsoever. DUn keep us waiting and calling! I am doing my part by inviting u , and dun be irritating luhh! urgh~
Finally we reached her house. And when her sis come to greet us i somewhat said " shit" and suaty heard me. sigh~ I soliloquised . They look alike! my heart crash okie. serious. But anyway, went in. make ourselves feels comfortable and untill today i just realised it has been awhile since i last saw them! They look more merrier and i am elated to see them in that state. Arina also. she can laugh, which is good. And not forgetting! i miss disturbing kak hajah and i got disturbed twice as much. I really miss nadiah's sister! her joke! The one that NEVER fail to make me laugh! :)) So her mum cook chicken rice for us and lots of others. This time is supper :)) After food, haz and shuk left. Leaving waty, suaty and me. This time, we all were engaging in a talk. And kak hajah going to date me for club! haha! Nadiah's mum and aunty was there too. We talked , joked and laugh! i felt happy . really! really really elated. so until at the last minute, when her mum said,
" here r some soft toys used to own by nadiah and if u all want, u can take it. We r giving this to u. I am only giving to her close friends but if u dun wish to take it cause u will feel scared or have superstitious, its okie, i will not feel bad or anything."
I swear at this moment, my heart just froze and i really wanted to cry. BUt of course, i control. Our eyes were watery. But i know all of us fight on. I got a soft toy that could make cute squeezy sound. That shuld remind me of u na do dei. :'(
At 11 pm we all ask permission to leave. Waty went home while suaty and i went to town. In the bus , suaty and me started to talk about the on goings in nadiah's house just now. And made a pack that next month we shuld go visit them again. realli. i never want to lost this bridge of relationship with them. This r some things that i will try to keep it going and treasure it.
And something about the convo in the bus that really touch my heart.
suat " no one call me except uncle except nadiah"
me " yes i know, and no one call me fai zo zei except nadiah"
:'(
bottomline : i really do miss her wholeheartly .
-shudder-
Anws, we reach town. AND at 11.30pm town was jam pack! wth! hahah! and we played piching game! haha! talked abt commitment. wow~ a broad defination huh?
Went to giraffe. AND WOW! that guy what is his name suat? hervandan? remembers me HAHA! he is funny! but i want to see kristen cause i want to see his tag once again! haha! left giraffe for home.
What a day huh? BUt oevrall , the last house just sums it all ! really. i am delighted to be there. to be able to joke with them~ If onli it was still in the day time, we wuld have a lot more ..
currently sending 1 movie to sabby tabby who happen to LEAVE ME HERE :((((
WOW~ sabBY! i think i will have to take another 5 more hrs to be done and i am expecting a call from yappy BUT she is so sleeping on me! not bad!
i'm feeling all bleak. Another emo-ish night huh?
i sort my thoughts out and .....................................
i dun noe what words to fit in.
but what ever it is,
it sucks.
PAUSE.
dun bother guessing cause non of u can get it right cause i dun noe what i am blabbering about. I am talking to myself. shuddup!
i feel like restarting my life BUT still keep those things and selected people around.
ouh wells, i shall go play some game!
---------------------BYE LA
Labels: urs lovingly in my memory
Friday, December 15, 2006
THIS MOVIE ERAGON IS A MUST MUST MUST WATCH MOVIE ! I SWEAR! I GIVE IT 10 farts out of 10! REALLI! is like a mixture of lord of the ring and harry potter! I think the dragon make it EVEN better and the dragon IS CUTE! now now i feel like owning a LIFE DRAGON :)))
SO i was late in meeting alicia today. I overslept cause i took my medicine at 5 am before going to sleep and i thought that i can wake up at 10am? . AND many now ask who in the world wuld take their medicine at 5 am rytee? hahah! FAIZ lor!
Watched i not stupid 2 and ZOOM yesterday! wee~ OOOOO and HANA KIMI! hahah! abit slow ey! shuddup!
So finally meet her and we went to cathy to watch ERAGON. Daphne fall sick so she could not make it. SO she made hell of a noise before the movie. With the pop corn. I swear wrong person to watch movie with.. anws, in the middle of the movie, infront of us were this couple kissing non stop and alicia and i had to throw popcorns to stop! hahah! not once not twice but thrice. hAH! then we started throwing pop corn to each other and wow! she will throw to the guy next to me! wah liao!
After movie, she bring me to giraffe. And i was being introduced to about 10 ppl! not weird what! Her brother and the gf was there. OKie luh suat they r friendly ppl. and the leg tag? not big what! HAH!
Left giraffe, walked to cine and after which taka. I really think alicia has somthing with walking cause she ALWAYS make me walk far distance! and she jay walk all the way! wah liao! i still need to collect my results can!
send her to mrt and met suaty. Then went to paragoon and join melia,zan,gaya and shuwen. They were eatinng good smelling food. haha! Then later on km and nicole came while shu went work. From tangs walked to cine. Eat at kfc.
I FINALLY MEET ESTHER SURTANTO! AMG! been YEARS! and yes, she changed a lot but sttill retain her crapness! HAHAH!
Met cui shan in my bus ride to go home. Had a mini talk with her. :)
I think JUN TEO is a GOOD BITCHING parthner! HAHAH! horh jun! haha! shall continue next time i see u online :)))
reach home and mum is annoying me! disturbing me! urgh! what laaaaa......... --___--
GOODBYE TO U , I SWEAR I AM GOING TO MISS U FOR NOW :((( HOPE U HAVE A SAFE JOURNEY AND COME BACK SOON OKIE. IF NOT I WILL BE IN A STATE OF DEPRESSION.. THANKS FOR THE SWEET LEAVING NOTE :))
the hardest thing was to say no
cause really i dun want to miss a thing with u.
causeeachoppurnityfeelslikeifoundagoldbar.
ouhwells.
mei yi ci he ni fen kai, shen shen de bei ni da bai
mei yi ci fang qi ni de wen rou, tong ku nan yi shi huai
mei yi ci he ni fen kai, mei yi ci kiss you Goodbye
ai qing de zi wei ci ke wo zhong yu zui ming bai
i am feeling rather emo-ish tonight. :/
i dun noe why but is just one of those days where u need someone by ur side? but it is really a sad thing if the one dat u want to talk to the most is not here by ur side or not even knowing that u need them by ur side?
Sometimes i wonder what a heart to heart talk really means? and what is the differance betweem bitching and pouring out ur sorrows ??? Do they really mean the same? or if not? what most of us r doing is catogerise under what?
anyone wanna help me out??? hur hur? i am gladly to hear response :)
i shall stop here.
tmr another day.....
i dun feel good abt tmr.....
wth!
THE CEENA SONG UP THERE IS REALLY MAKING ME FEEL EVEN MORE EMO! AND I LISTEN TO IT LIKE 10 TIMES! :/
THANKS ZJ FOR THE TRANSILATION.
GO WATCH ERAGON OKIE! :))))
TOODLES!
Thursday, December 14, 2006
it sits quietly, at one corner of the room.scared to make any move.as the days past by, it slowly turn to grey,can it ever revive w/o the sunshine of its life?
how i wish that there was a magic door,which i can easily open and enterinto a world of my own,where fate is more to my side,where luck seem so mercywhere love engulfe meand where melancholy is made illegal.on top of all that, it must be a placewhere i can call it my own playground.I decided to just stay home today cause i feeling rather lazy to go out and i simply wanted to rest :)) And all i did since i woke up was on the computer. AMG! and if my memory serve me right, i have been using my computer for about 12hrs straight! thats BAD!
Sabby send me about 30 songs today! THANKS SAB! My afternoon was filled with her songs! HAHA! and i played lots and lots of games :)) and she ask me to play NEOPETS! hahaha! if i play again, this will be my 3rd time doing up an account cause each time my pet just gone missing cause i always forget my username and password. OOpsi.
Mum made pizza :))) LOVELY.
Its raining ; its pouring the whole day today. :))
HAH! well March and i r now planning to go for archery course BUT we dun noe of any place or any one else.. ANYONE?? wanna join?. hmmmmm, she is doing research... but it comes back to her dragon baoting! hahah!anyone wanna join dragon boat??? haha!
My cough have yet to be recover......... i dun noe why is it getting worst!
maybe the potato chips.... --__--
I somewhat feeling rather bleak for tomorrow...... hmmmm ,
suaty!!..... urgh....
-groans-
i helped someone with the bloggggg today horh~ :))) New beta blogger template is so not user friendly... somehow.... but there r a few things which i find it kewl... BUT the old template where most of us r using r much much better! so dun go upgrading ur template babeh... HAHAH!
the talk was good. but now, after i muse over it for quite some time, i realise, something must be done.... well, i am not sure of how .......... but over lunch? hmmm, this is just a suggestion :)
ayerr, I NEED GAMES . And i hope SUATY! u BIRNGING IT TMR OKIE! and SUATY i am still doubting doubt doubt doubt doubt doubt doubt doubt... HAHAHAH! ouh wells~
And i still feel like playing COUNTER STRIKE :(( melly~
i talked to myself enough, and shall crawl to my tvee !
TOODLES :))
we climb up the steps
to reach for the stars
high up above the sky
together.forever.