OUH, and to haz, have a safe journey too :)) 2 hours more for flight to take off :)

MY BODY is STILL ACHING! and blarddy hell WHOSE fault is THIS ! tupidd ahlili! tsk! Anws, meet shuk to go np for RED CAMP 3. I am telling u that the camp has its FUN times and its BORING times! No kidding. At first the jokes told on stage were kinda okie, as it moves along it gets really really boring and it came to the point where my ear cannot take it. But no doubt that their in promt two skills r good! How many of us can actually do that? hmmm. Besides there were 10 of us and we always occupied a whole rows of sear. Just nice :) and there were a bunch of other smss and each time i meet them i will go " hie SMSS' funneh!

PS : MOANING was mean to me THE WHOLE DAY! amgness! if u were in my team i am telling u, i wuld have like bully u. U make me go right up to yellow team just to take one picture? inisisted that i made my way there fast ( do u noe that i have to climb like 100 flight of stairs?) nvm, faiz nice. BUT when u see me again, u splash rain water to make my whole feet wet :'( i have got nothing to say but just call u EVIL MOANING! tmr u going to pay. HAH!

Anws, lunch and dinner were provided. Thankful but sorry, faiz is VERY picky when it comes to food! Suaty and me were so happy to see that there were Mc chicken burger BUT sookey was like THERE IS NO LETTCUE OR MAYO amgness! dam buget luhh! And dinner was such a delicious meal BUT there wasn any more food left for the 10 hungry ghost ( us ) :(

Meet aud later and they( march+kellyn+suaty+zj+sookey) were angry at her, late what. HA! Went back with her and stop over at islan creamery :))

home sweet home.

blarddy hell! i think my blogger is screwing !!!! i put space but why after publishing it , it will stick ! as u can see for all the others post! I AM FUCKING ANNOYED LA! i mean seriously , i have to go edit , edit and edit BUT all comes back to root one! urgh! Anyone can help??

After today, i think if i were to go poly, i guess i kinda know what courses to take already. But yet again, it all depends . Really.

SIgh~

Have u ever felt that u want something so badly, really badly, and u feel it is so near but YET so far away. You are scared to take that one little step cause u r afraid of the consequences? U r afraid that everything will end. It may seem so easy just by saying it but to carry out what ur hearts says, it takes a whole lot of ur courage. Perhaps, u say let nature take its course? But how long can one hold on to just wait for luck to be on ur side?

sigh~

will u ever see how it hurts inside?

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US AFTER THE WHOLE DAY TIRING DAY :)))

Zanny&ME Heading homey!

I swear i couldn woke up today but i still forced myself out of bed. Watch hana kimi and slept onli at 4 :( Regretted. But anws, made my way all the way to another end. A place called PASIR RIS! And Suaty was late! SEE! i am getting earlier each day :)) Met ahlili and daphne and ahlili made suaty and me walked to the park. Heaven even cycle, my leg went wobbly already! We eat lunch and after whcih rent 4 bikes. Cycle 2hrs plus BUT guess what? I din even cycle ard the park but actually went out of the park and cycle to another end of PAsir ris. A place where we call ANIMAL FARM ~ BLARDDY HELL TIRED! suaty and me started to pent when we still have 2.4km more to go! omg! so toutring. And whose bring ideas was this? hahah! Ahlili actually bully suaty and me and cycle dat far dist and first stop was cats section.

In order to get to the cats sections, had to pass this BIG BIG SMELLY DOGS so suat protected me :)) haha and then when reach the cat section, poor suat was scared of cats and i protected her :)) amg! funneh! we almost died out of the smell and the attack of all the cats since they love to sniff sniff us. ALl of them. Then we went to change place, another dog farm? HA! Then we went to see LOTS and LOTS of PUPPIES :)) cute BUT i am SCARED TO TOUCH and DUN INTEND to of course! hAHA!

BY this time my butt is HOT , i am sweating like running water and I AM TIRED! BUt HELL! still need to cycle back rytee? And ahlili's sense of directions is so bad! blarddy give wrong direction evrythime. After the anaimal farm, she bring us to HORSE FARM! DO U NOE THAT THERE'S HORSE STABLE IN PASIR RIS PARK ITSELF? IF U DO THEN GOOD LA BUT IF U DUN! AMG! its okie, dun need to go there la, so small! Anws, we sat down again to drink. REST ! LAetr on she bring us to swam farm. BUt i dun remember seeing any swams la. We finally reached the place and return back the bike.

Planned to go tamp mall to meet zanny and to see her sis working. HAHA! i said hie to her and i think she is shocked :)) we chill at starbuckss :) By this time MY CHEEKS R PAIN! RED HOT PAIN! help~ till now actually! :'( i like the red effect but i dun like the feelimg... bleak! Anws, before that, we went to ahlili's house since she wants to change. WALKED AGAIN! urgh! her cats are all so CUTE and tame! Infact one started to lick my finegrs another sniff my legs! amg! hAHHA! Talking to dapne was cool cause she is nice person :) She is talented in many ways huh? not bad. HAHA! suat hates her cause she look like someone! HAHAH! suaty, i still think she is far off her that bung la! hahah! We made a pact before she went home. I CARN WAIT :))) tralalala !

I am tired, mrt ride back was fast i guess.

Mum cook nice food today. THANKGOODNESS! Just what i need after today :)

Suaty, my legs still ache sia! tmr camp. amg! this is my first and last going cycling with her! Finall ! haha!

I

din spend my money today on any cabs BUT why i am spending a LOT huh? AMG! DIE!

k lah i am going to bed now! NIGHTS !

TOODLES!

hope u r feeling alrytee now,

dun stress to muh ey?

take things a step at a time.

all the best for the coming

exams :)

waiting~

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Got to bed only at 5 in the morning. Was chatting with LLf and then indulged myself with this book that i borrowed from zj's sister. Zj tell her i might take awhile more okie :) Woke up onli at 1pm+ and continue on the book :) After which i got ready and cabbed down to mel's house. Agenda for today was to play tennis but it rained so ruth,jacq,waty, latha,mel and me stayed in her house. When i reached there, only ruth was there and i joined her watch mean girls. Later on, they watch john thucker must die and since i have the dvd, i din want to watch. So i stayed in mel's room with her and play Racing car with the joystick! OMG! DAM FUN! but difficult to control. Later on, i moved to play Conunter Stirke for like 1.5 hrs.I tell u! I love it but is so dam fustrating when i am being shot by the back. They use guilera tatctcis hahah! Mel was helping me too! hahah! Later on, we ordered canadian pizza for dinner. Thanks MEL. OUH! and also THANKS MEL's MUM for making the salad! so sweet :) After which they resume their john tucker while me with the game. Watch the ceena show with ruth while the rest prepare to play board game. After ceena show end, we played THE GAME OF LIFE. DARM FUNNY! hahah! Jacq keep buying the stock! omg! and swicthing the pay! HAHAH! After which i cabbed back home.

OMG! i have been wasting my money on CAB! SHARKS! :(

Gaya gave me this sales job, but i carn go tmr. Sorry gaya!

I have another job, which is to pick up balls for waty's dad during his lesson? I mean, if i look at the negative side of that, IT will be darm tiring and boring and i will age faster. And i also hate to pick up balls duirng my private trainings. BUT if i look it in a postive way, i can actually EXERCISE at the same time. WHich means, no more coach potato! haha! we shall see with that :)

And i am annoying waty to ask her cousin to send me all the season of prison break. URGH! i want to put all of them in my mp4. C'mon!

Ouh yah! speaking of which, YES YES! i am going to watch HANA KIMI after THIS! :))) can someone transalate to me? :(

I think i am having my rashes back already. OMG! i thought i have been eating all the FRESH SEAFOOD! darm! My legs are all itchy and my FACE! OMG! dun talk abt it! its itchy as well. And omg!

THIS WEEKS AGENDA :

Monday : Mel's house

Tueday : Galera with shaza,waty and badut ; vivo city ;

i still want my movie shaza!

wednesday : PAsir ris :)))))

( sorry capta, i carn make it on wed cause this have been plan since last 3 weeks. i swear.)

Thur : red camp ; maybe after that saw 3

friday : red camp

sat : red camp

sun : shopping :)

ANOTHER WEEK BOOKED

PS: to aud and my Gay String, lets watch happy feet next week okie? when u both free tell me? Wait, tell me when u both not free hha!

OKie, my next week is not booked yet, any takers?

Shall go out with capta next week :) I WANT TO!

SHall leave now

TOODLES ;

suaty pants,

hope u r feeling much better okie.

i heart u deep deep :)

remember , WUS horh!

Well, i have been doing a bit of thinking recently, and all i could do is heave a sigh of mixed feelings.

I am really clueless,

i am feeling all wrong today.

i swear all wrong.

YEs all wrong.

pause.

dun bother asking me why cause myself will not give u any answers,

cause i dun have the answers.

ANd i have this BAD feelings about my results.

urgh! i think they r marking my papers now!

hahah! okok, but seriously, it feels fuck like okie. URGH!

-grons-

An isolated area,

will make one have a paroxysm of emptyness.

thinking about another soul,

baby, it seems not all that worth anymore.

Now I can't sing a love song

Like the way it's meant to be

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And also

HAPPY 36TH BIRTHDAY TO BROTHER!

BUT I DUN HAVE ANY PIX OF HIM! hah!

I shall kick things off from yesterday. Woke up, got a msg from zj to say that she will end at 4.30pm. Then went online and talked till 4 and i was LIKE OMG! i am SO GOING TO BE LATE! But zj say meet at 5pm but i was still late cause there was a DAM JAM in TOWN! Took cab down to town. Bought things and then made way to meet audrey. Along the way bum into Mel and Mitch HAH! MEL was being so SNOB okie! and i regretted sending her the file earlier on! hahah! Anws, we were late in meeting aud and we r dead! she was standing like a loan shark when we reached! haha!

Aud's dad drive us to Xiu Xiang's house for the party. Upon reaching there, i was thinking how come got no ppl but there was kinda handful inside. FOOD WAS GREAT! ALL i did WAS EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT and CAMWHORE CAMWHORE CAMWHORE but for the camwhore nothing beats aud la! hahah! Zj was being a VERY bad photographer! i am starting to doubt her talent now! :) OKOK hope she have a safe journey back from malaysia :) Anws, suaty and jun came. Eat more! Jun and i actually run for the cheese dog! cause onli left 3 so we bbq all that! satay! hahah! ANd lots and lots of stingray and sotong! LAter on the birthday girl cut her butterfly cake :) Soon after feeling very full, we went to the karoka room. OMG! check out how funny that can be! The mtv so fake ! hhaha! Soon i had to go home cause mum called saying dad is very very angry!???

Reached home, first thing i open the door was to see dad and he SMILE to me and ASK abt the party. SO where is this angry dad coming from? Well i BECOME angry and started to NAG at my mum! hahah! Cause i was dam peeve please. I mean seriouly my exams have ended and is onli fair if i have my fair share of freedom. Urgh. She noes i am really angry thou.

Went to bed onli at 4 this morning :) And i think before my mum left, she said something like she will be going out for awhile and that she prepare french toast for me and that tonight we will go out. And left me with a big kiss. SEE! awww, i simply love her la but sometimes u noe mums! TSk, haah!nvm. I am full now so good. But there's more to what she said but i was really sleepy and the onli thing that i noe is that i got a kiss. What argh? i think i must do something... but what... hmmmmm

LAter tonite, will be going to brother's hse to have a BIG FEAST. WHY? cause is his birthday what! basket! HE was so nice by giving me morning msg reminding me to bring THE CHOCOLATES that i owe him and HIS PRESENT? wha! i asked him on MY birthday and so much he is giving me? I am so not going to give! except for the chocolate! haha!

Jun and i miss the cheese dog now :( and jun is a hungry bear now! not funny what!

Mel = melly = mellyacious is ENTERTAING me NOW. HAH! and she is a bad one!

I wonder where is everybody? what they r doing?

siti Sarah teach me somethng ystd. Sending files thur this webby even faster than sending thru msn. WOOHOO! so she ended up sending me 6 songs and i send her 8 songs :0 not bad huh! I learn sumthing ystd lalalala!

TOODLES! :)

I'll be there till the stars don't shine

Till the heavens burst and

The words don't rhyme

and onli for u

was it a dream come true?

or a taste of how good it is?

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THE BABY POOL

THE SLEEPLESS AMENG

THE BABIES R PLAYING IN THE POOL!

MY SWEETS

SUppose to meet the rest at 9.30 am but i woke up at 9am since i was really really sleepy. Then have to meet lian je on my way to harbour front. How fast will she walk to hand me the suntanning oil??? *faint* Then she till told me nicole have not wake up? but in actually fact she is there already. Make me so happy onli since i thought i will not be the latest. Anw, upon reaching harbourfront, i saw shu was rushing too! haha! so we waited for them. Talked abt some ppl and then meet the rest at the interchange. There we waited for Gaya!

When we reach there, we grab some food. Food wasn that nice huh there!

After which we headed to baby pool except shu and melia.

i told gaya that once she is in to the baby pool, all the small kids will go out and is TRUE

cause after a while i was like GAYA where r all the kids? hahah!

Then we headed to the big pool where we started to sun bath. So much i am tan now! blarddy hell. Mr Sun wasn that powerful today!

At about 1.30 we went to clean ourselves.

Headed to town with suaty and then met zj. OMG! Another chios situation. Just one word one word and it shuld some how work things out. COMPROMISE.

But i refuse to blame parties cause i noe it will not be fair for most. All i can do was just to find solutions. After one and other. And now, i hope it really goes well.

I really do hope!

After which zj and me go meet aud at ikea. We were lost and had to take merc cab. HA! Reach there, aud and i had the meatbal and wingsl while zj had the fish burger which look so dry thou. Later on, we walked ard and went on to achor point. Zj soon had to leave in a hurry for her friend's chalet. Aud and me stay on and OMG! THIS is my first time standing infront of the picture printing machine for hours! blarddy hell! print so many pix for what argh! the person before us. faint* we keep giving all the funny faces juz to show dat WHEN IS OUT TURN! haah!

Took 93 and then 48 and HOME BABEH!

i am tired.

really.

really do hope everything work out fine.

I miss talking to LLF!

so if u see this, CALL ME :)

Voice candy is irritating me!

Where got ppl force to send our pics one suat!

wah liao!

tuppide suat! where r u!

my darling suat,

i really hope u r feeling fne now.

its ouch, its hurt

but u have to be strong.

u noe i am always here okie.

dun care already.

i am sad too when u r sad

serious.

<3

ur presence really change ;

the way how stress life can be

ur actions makes me forget

my initial rage.

With just being u,

it soften my insides.

how often can i have that

when u r always out of sight?

TOODLES!

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