blow the bubbles!

Sunday, April 27, 2008

even when i stare,
its never enough.

HAPPY 19th BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SABBY ! ;)

HAPPY 19th BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SIRAJ! ;)

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO PANTIES! ;)

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO RACHEL NG!!!!! ;)))))

Everyone is growing olddddd! harh hahrh!

I HOPE U ALL HAD A BLAST ON UR BIRTHDAY!
AND AS FOR RACHEL, I KNOW YOU WILL
BECAUSE WHERE'S GANG WILL MAKE IT GOOD! HAHA!

HELLO PEOPLE!
miss me?!?!
;)

Well, a week is going to end pretty soon
& is back to stupid school!

School been pretty okie la, for the 2nd week.
i had a bit more time to rest compared to last week.
If you all do not know, i am alone in I&E class, so dumbfuck!
but I&E class been great , for now.
the people in there are funny!
& for 3 hrs, 2.5 hrs have been spent on playing games!
eh, is fun eh!

but ah, when we were playing this trading game called the Archipelago
my teacher needed t find ppl to become port owners.
& she was shortage of one person, and she was a bit hesititate to give me the post
because to her my face show her that my maths cannot make it!
She asked me if i was good in maths and i was -_-"
must i really prove to this kuku! wah lieu!
but in the end , she still ask me t become. I really hesitated t become okie!
narbuay!
but she is nice , in a way.

& i went for my first Advanced Maths lesson.
It started at 8 am, i was there at 8.30.
Listen, then he asked t take a 10 mins break from 8.50-9am
But guess what!
i took 1hr 10mins of break.
SO when i woke up, okie thats the end of lesson you'll can go.

HUH!?
:/
i am lost in aem now.

Had lunch at adam food court on Friday since we had 2 hr break!
HAHAH, penguin , we are going again this wk!
MUTTON CHOP!

=+=

I have been damn busy with the interviewing of year ones.
OMGNESS!!
some really need a mega punch on their head!
luckily , shawn & jaslyn entertain me hahah!
i have people remebering me performing at Plaza Sing,
& commented how nice my hair! hahah!
haah, trust me, guys really know how t sweet talk ahhh!
hahahah!

So on friday, we had performances.
& the best part was the food, DUH URH!
they cater from BREEKS.
&&&&&&&
Jerald , Hazmi & i were standing by the side of the buffet spread
hahah!
thats because Jerald and I were keeping our eyes on the browines
because you can actually put how many choclate sauce on top of it!
ahhhhhh~
yumyum!
the 3 of us were having orgasm with the browines! hahah!

k k , besides that we finalise our new memeber of baracuda!
so, i shall see all of them tmr for their 1st Practice.
=+=

On a happier note,
my weekend have been great by far!

Friday night was spent out in clark quay!
walk, drinks, walk, clubs,
with Dovey , MS.Soh & shuk!
;))))

Saturday was out chilling with
Dovey , Suaty , Zan , Waheda , Waheda's friend, nururl&bf.

So, SUnday is a dam sure beautiful day!
;)))
=+=

A lot of people are looking for my mum now!
SEE, another ring ring!
wahhhxxx!
actually is more of my sister-in-law & bro & father!
how come this people dun need me ah !
shuddup faiz!

i have been taking cabs with weird drivers you know!
one example ,

Me" uncle , ngee ann poly"
uncle " okie"
* after a while i realise something is wrong because he was at some express way
going through dam a lot of erp ! wtf! its 5 plus pm and the extra charges is already killling enough. Then all of a sudden i landed at WHOMPO ROAD.
WAHHHH! i was O_O"!!!!
me" uncle, ngee ann arh"
uncle" yes yes"
EH NGEE ANN IS AT CLEMENTI IT IS??
me" Yah??"
wow! he thought np is located at ang mo kio! that one is nanyang rytee!
then when i reach school, tada the price was $23.50

me" Uncle, i must pay all it is?"
uncle" okok, pay 20$"
me" *!!!!* uncle i must pay that it is?"
uncle" okok la, 18$" ( his face really not happy already)
me" uncle, i really must pay that it is?"
uncle" then how much you want"
me" uncle, i have only 15$ "
uncle " aiya, okok la"
i wanted t bargin somemore okie but ah! later he take out parang then i die ah!
the thing is, he blame me for having a good talk ?
wtf!

I shall end off here!
I PRAY THAT THE COMING WEEK WILL BE GOOD.
buai buai!

THE BEST PART,

CHELSEA 2 MAN U 1
AHHHH ;)
I really should have done some betting & gain money!

If the sky is dropping ur hearts ,
i will be at every place to gather all of them
& even if i do not have enough hands
to gather them all,
i will make sure no one can have it.
i will.
;)

<3!

Labels: listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me

i flew away@ 4:18 PM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

A WALK A DAY , KEEPS THE FAT AWAY.

DAMIT!
i was walking around my neighboorhood
and i saw this BIG BIG BIG poster saying that!
tsk!

Sunday was good.
;)

School starting soon.
I drag going to school...

dang~

On another note,
tmr is the auditions for Baracuda year 1
ALL the best to everyone!

& i never know there's a hell a lot of good things to watch on the net!
& i have no time for all!
wahhhxxx!

When everything feels like it is falling down,
one by one,
and no matter what you do,
u still feel the fall
and when life feels like a domino effect,
well, what i learnt is that
try looking on a happier expect of life.
& well, just be patience and wait ....
u just have too i guess.

& the feeling of contented ,
is there.....
;)

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

Labels: WAKE UP

i flew away@ 12:41 AM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY RUTH TAN! ME LUB LUB YOU MANY MANY!

Well, went for Sab's & Amy's BBq today!
& it was so good to see the old friends!
ahhh!

SInce the time i reached the pit which was at 9pm,
i stayed put beside the pit with mei lin & howei as my chefs.
And i was waiting for my plate to be filled with FOOD
& then i was a happy girl.
burp~

Well, one week of school have already gone byyy.

Conclusion of the week.

School SUx.
Really sux,
& i hate school cause i find myself so buzy!
I find a lot of people so busy.

I had performances from mon-fri.
Came back to school on a Sat t do admin stuff for baracuda.
& now i am soooo shagged.

Next Week, i predict it will be another shagged week
cause is the audition for the freshies.
We have close to 100 people to audition & interview.
Good luck to us!

I still do hate school.

& the only thing that i like about school is,
the jokes / mocks/ laughter.

the significants that took place.
;)

On friday, since i had 2 hrs of break,
Intan & i decided to go all the way to clementi
just t eat durians!
hah!

thats all for now.
till i have time to blog.

all i needed was a bit of understanding.
a bit of care from you.
I feel that people are only thinking about themselves,
this days.
You throw my shoes without even asking me!
URGH!
carn u understand when i say i am fucking tired?
you still insisted that i help with your problems?
then mine? i have t be quiet about it?
i am simply fucking tired, get my point?
and does my face spells out massager?
sometimes i just wish i could walk out the door,
and things will be setteled.
sometimes i feel i am living in fear.
I feel too much into a thing.
i am scared over things.
and i feel that it is going to happen.
or it is that everything starts from me?
i think too much about myself?

smilling is like a crime now.
somehow, i have to repay with double the sadness.
:/

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

<3!

Labels: a full moon

i flew away@ 12:37 AM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

all it is,
feels hollow.

where are all the people?

My hands are in fucking pain rytee now!
i have in total of 6 blisters on my hands, 5 on my right , 1 on my left.
:/

all i can do is, act tough.

So, today was really damn draining.
We had t be at the clubhouse by 9am.

Did 4 performances .
& we were so tired after the 2nd one.

On top of that, after the first performance,
2 of my blisters BURST!
ahhh,
it only feels good to have this pain when you need to feel pain t
release stress? get me.
not now!
i need my hands....!

When everything is done by 5pm,
we all headed t Rp for exchange programme.
They are cool people i tell you!
hahah!
really really!
30 strengths of malays!
power!
& we learnt something from them!
cool stuff!
so we all going t work closely with them!
way to go~

Farhana ! I know who is he ahhhh!
and i think not bad looking la after looking at him for a while!
& i finally get t see Amelia Noh!
ho ho ho!

what a small world after all!
& since tdy was one of their member's birthday.
He got a FLAGPOLE!
OUCHHH!
so , it was my FIRST ever time seeing a flagpole done right infront!
woahhh!

Baracuda eat dinner.

Then cabbed home with haris & rajiv!

with only 2 hrs of sleep this morning,
i really do not know how i can made t through today!
ahhh~

=+=

Tomorrow i have a lot of admin work to do for mum & dad
:?

after which i have baracuda practice.

& soon, i want to go missing for a while before school starts!
sounds great? so only look for me at my cell phone okie.
not at home!

so yeah, i decided that i shall go missing.
& if u happen to find me within these few days,
well done!
:0

i need a break from a lot of things.

& i need t be in school as early as 8.45 AM!
to meet steven for Advanced Maths 2 enrolment!
ouh gosh~
somehow, i am scared they reject me from diploma plus ah
since they say our timetable cannot make it!
:'(

i have baracuda practice thur fri sun
i have performance from next monday all the way to saturday.

i predict, i will get debarment on my first wk of school!

we shall walk side by side,
with handcuffs
for the remianing days ahead.
As we listen to the birds chirpping
for the first worm in the morning,
& seeing the sky filled with shinning stars
with our hands still handcuffed.

Labels: bye

i flew away@ 11:37 PM

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

life has a bastard meaning,
eventually.

Let see,
went t work with Jerald ystd!
We are one of the 13 ushers who help out in the
MOE of Promotion shit thing!
So, i saw Mr Ng ( HOD of Science) & Mrs ____ ( HOD OF MATHS) i dun noe her name!
hahah!
great !
And all we did was " this way please"
& we said it like 1000000000000 TIMES!
& then jerald and i got so bored that we ended up playing !
okie not a smart choice but , we were asked t stand for more than 3 hrs okie!
backside!
I got $50 for the day !
MUAHAH!

After that went t Vivo t have dinner
and home!

Then for today, i ruined the morning plan simply because
faiz cannot wake up!
sorry shuk!
i feel bad !
And so i woke up onli at 1.45pm!
HO HO HO!
IT was raining! ahhhh~ the heaven is calling me to shut my eyes!
Then i got ready and out with
DOVEY!
;)
We go
Boarders to get Books & Pencil BoxS! YAY!
then
Marks & Spencers for CHOCOLATES! ;))))
MANY MANY FOOD!
then

i wanted to eat Lj at far east , so happen to walk pass royal sporting outlet
the word sales caught my attention!
& i din plan on buying anything!

But sha-la-la
bought a tote bag!
I LIKE!
;)
so the pay ystd was spend on a BAG!
not FOOD!
hahah!
good rytee!

so today, we burnt out 150$!!!!

all worth it yaw!

so back to , make money time!
ah , damn!
i hate this part so much.

said HELLO to SITI & YAP!
;)

after far east, rushed down t school for baracuda!
& we went t Mac to eat! since school food sux!
tried out heniken, ew!
followed by grp meeting there.

Did some rehersal thingy with the Baoc ppl!
then i saw SAM ! & my game-lending-friend!
;)
&&&&&
I MAKE SAM SO ENUTHU T GO SHOP DAT SHE
SKIP BAOC AND GO SHOPPING!
HORH HORH!
HAHAH!

go back, do a qucik run through.
then OT!

HO HO HO!
today siraj & rajiv teach me some stuff on drumming!
ayer, basic.
but you know what?
there always a start t something.
me like drum !
;)
ahhhh~
drums is sexy!
& disco drum sounds cool.

;)

k la, i have a lot t think for rytee now!
like, what to do for cca fiesta!
since i am incharged for baracuda booth
& decorating it!
all by Sunday!??!?!!?

4 performances tmr & exchange programme with Rp!
i wonder how it will be!

any i have other stuff that is weighing in my mind....
ahhhh.

sometimes,
when you just have to really
move away from the old,
run away if u have to.
& really start focusing on something
which has a new meaning.
& maybe its not only sometimes,
is something which i think
i need to do now?
fuck life.

So here we stand
Anchored in hope
Letting the rain wash away every fear
Stars in the sky
Twinkle and shine
I pray they won't disappear

Cause I don't know
where your journey goes
or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I will be watching over every beat of your heart

& when i said is true.

<3!

Labels: u give me high fly

i flew away@ 12:20 AM

Sunday, April 06, 2008

crawl back,
be quiet.

I slept till 3pm today !
It was raining!
what do u expect?

RECHARGED!

Then got ready for the Amaths Gathering yaw!

SO, there were Sookey , Ms Ho, Chua , Linda, Eun , Germs & Helicia
we had dinner at Thai Express!
followed by dessert at Gelare
;)

The whole time from 6-10pm.
we all did a lot of talking & catching up!
;)

More to come!
next time with the rest !

I have Calbee Prawn Cracker with me,
so now is Grey's Anatomy time!
BYEXXX!

Tomorrow me have work at Suntec !
Is for this event on MOE dun noe what shit!
& i ..........
we will see how tmr!

Its onli Jerald & me tmr!
I thought shawn will be joining us but his is on Thur & Fri!

In any case, Breakfast with Mr tham tmr!
HO HO HO!
He owe me 7 DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER!
since someone getting more pay than me!

HUR!

I can feel your heart beating
I can hear you breathing
Look into your eyes
Trying to see into your mind
See into your soul
See, no limits to the levels
Me and you can go
When it's me, I take control
But it's something about you
That makes me wanna change

Labels: your voice

i flew away@ 1:09 AM

Saturday, April 05, 2008

the best part of life is

when you feel

you got the whole world in your hands.

Like yesterday was the worst nigmare that i really wanted

to get done and over with.

Presentation was .....................

i wanted to crack joke

so it got a bit dumb.

wah lieu.

but i had feedback like, it was funny!

--___--

& i wanna thank ppl like Suaty , shuk , Zan , SIti , Sheereen , Zj, Linda & kellyn who came

and giving me their style of moral support!

i was god damn nervous when Zj showed me PEACE sign.
great that made me wanna laugh.
Then sheereen constantly waving!

Siti was coping me ! like i was touching my nose and rubbing it!

Suat was waving and doing funny faces.

seee! their way of supporting!

HAHHA!

THANKS GUYS ! even thou that made me want to really laugh out loud

& shout STOP IT AH!

hahah!

I also saw LIz!!!!!! ;)
she bought the tie w/o ME!
Also shuwen , KM , SABBY, and err... i forgot already!

So after that, we were given St Margaret Bear as a token of apperciation!

FINALLY!

SO CUTE!

HAHAH!

eh, i remembered when i was in sec 1, i wanted to buy!

But i did not cause it was expensive for that small thing!

so , now that i have it!

ahhh~

So after speech,
suaty , shuky , waty & me went to Bishan as plan.
We went to visit Nadiah's family.
I MISS THEM SO MUCH!
& it was Uncle's bdae!
haha!
so we eat + joke + tell stories + eat + LAUGH!
ahhh, i miss them already!
and yet again, the late sister never fail to bully me
:/
they look so alike :(
reminds me like how i use to joke with the late?
but ah, all for the fun!
i miss them !
shall meet them soon!
Ouh, and auntee gave me 3 shirts!
cooool!
because they had so many from some overseas country that
they want to share and care!
;)
I wannna go out with kak hajah soon ah!
horh suat?
;)

Later, at 9pm, we went t eat & chill again!
in town!
This time, woah~
a lot of peeps in town yo!

& the funny part starts when Waheda and Revathi
came!
HAHAHHA! so funny!
they stayed for awhile and talked!
go home 11 plus!

=+=

As for today!

Banquet-ed with dovey!
Ikea for 2nd round of meal.
;)
Town-ed.
i went t look for toys in forum!
then we meet the rest ( Mel T !!!! , Waheda , Nurul!, shuk, waheda's friend, suat & zan)

We slacked at the usual place.
This time , dai dee & bluff!
hahah!
Then cine.
homed.

i want time like this to come even more!
;)

maybe , another, again soon!
nyeheh!

& tmr is AMATHS outing yaw!
Chua and HO will be there!
i miss ho!hahahah!
& also the rest of the amaths girls!

I want t go watch Hells Kitchen + Maimi Ink + Grey's Anatomy
with food in my hands!
HAHAH!

We got older but we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we won't
Feeling that we can't
We're not ready to give up
We got older but we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we won't give up

Labels: filled up

i flew away@ 11:30 PM

Thursday, April 03, 2008

i am way out of my elements today.
fuck this shit.
fuck shit.
urgh.

why is everything seem to bang me real hard,
and all i can feel is fucking *insert all the vulgarities that u know*
tamade!

why is everything so fucking annoying!
& i mean, really everything.
urgh,
i haven let my blood boil for the longest time.
& today, is just a good day t take it to the highest level.

one after another,
all i keep getting is another bullshits.

& if they say, things goes like this for a reason,
and i swear, the reason is simply
BULLSHIT.

i fucking drag tomorrow.
really fucking drag tomorrow!
& maybe i should not even agreed into this.

i have ppl asking me " so , are u prepared for tmr?"
well done.
is all your fucking fault if anything screw up.
u fucking liar.

my luck is really running way low.
do i even have them in the first place?
fuck today , fuck tomorrow , fuck next week.
prefect fucking.

& with everything that happened,
this song keeps repeating in my head.

Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight

I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand
the way we feel
They just don't trust
what they can't explain
I know we're different but,
deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them

'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in timeI know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always

<3!

Labels: blardy hell

i flew away@ 11:39 PM

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

When at times,
the skin just need to be thicker
to get what you want.

Right now, i am thinking should i ordered Mac at 4 am for breakfast!
;)
SHould i? should i?

I was thought the some basics of drumming.
ahhh, it feels awesome!
;)
Thanks rajiv!

Ruth came by!
awww, did a bit of catching up!

Had baracuda!
Shawn pierced is damn tongue!
damn it!

Homed by 11pm!
Early birdy!

I am going off to watch HELLS KITCHEN SEASON 3!
THEN MIAMI INK YAW!

& i serioulsy think waty died of something!
SO if u see this, then u r still alive!
so call me back u doinky!

& friday is coming!
I am looking forward cause i get t see amelia BAY! shuk & suat!
& suat , shuk and i have some plans for the day!
but me aint looking forward cause i dun even noe what t talk abt!

me aint
me aint

i dlsbcjdbcdbclcjl
and then idhoidhiwbdcewocec
so dogdodbeejbdcledjcb

Jerald & i were in Cheers to get some food.
so we decided on cup noodles !

Jerald ' wanna get cuttlefish?"
me " can also!"
jerald " wanna get some chips"
me *stare awhile & " nah , i dun wan"
jerald " what about magazines?"
me " nah, i have you to look at ! what for buy magazines?"
jerald * so touch! *
me" no ah, cause looking at you is free what, buying magazines need money eh"
jerald * what!!?!?!?!*
me " ooopsi "

& at 3.42 am he is telling me that he look better than ami!!!
wah lieu!
--__---"!!

BACK!
SLEEP!
S-N-O-R-E!

BACK!
SLEEP!
S-N-O-R-E!

BACK!
SLEEP!
S-N-O-R-E!

BACK!
SLEEP!
S-N-O-R-E!

BACK!
SLEEP!
S-N-O-R-E!

BACK!
SLEEP!
S-N-O-R-E!

BACK!
SLEEP!
S-N-O-R-E!

Labels: snoring

i flew away@ 12:49 AM

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

smoke some weeds,
&
go to sleep.

APRIL FOOL TO ALL

nyehehhe!

i had 1 victim tdy !
INTAN LIANAH!
nyeheh!

I am really happy today cause cause cause
today was a good lepaking day!
my heart spells out AWESOME!

Shuk tried to wake me up , er.... i dun noe how many times!
you see, i asked her t wake me up at 1.30pm
and when the clock shows, 1.15pm
and since shuk have not called me yet, i went back t sleep!
hahah!

So, in the end i met her at 4pm!
SIm lim.
Bugis street. I found a cool dool shop! ;)
BUgis junction.
Bump into Sabby! HELLO ;)
Dinnered.
Suaty came. HELLO!

and we 3 Chill out at starbucks.
;)
finally got a heart t heart talk!
I LOVE THEM! MANY MANY!
;)

soon zan came ! and she was a hungry ghost!

Initially, we did not plan to buy any drinks.
& suat sit just right beside a dustbin!
so , at one point of time,
one of the worker wanted t throw the cups into the dustbin
but missed at instead all landed on suat!
HARH HARH!
i bet she think that suat was the dustbin!
So, to show how really sorry she was!
she gave us a coupon which allows us t get any Tall drink for free!
harh harh!
SO moral of the story,
the workers should thorw more empty cups on suat!
hahahh!
;)

Homed at 11ish!
;)

Mum is in a damn awesome mood!
harh harh!
that made me feel an awesome kid!
cause i din get a nagged for being home latteee yaw!

We r going to meet again for another round of lepaking on Friday!
i hoped!

wednesday is coming yo!
w-e-d-n-e-s-d-a-y!

been gone for really far toooo long!
:/

Labels: uyssimi

i flew away@ 1:12 AM