Monday, September 29, 2008
how do you make yourself
think as one?




Well, today was out with the lovelies!
;)
i shall let pictures do the talking!




We were walking around far east when we bum into SHUKKK!
& how siti and shuk have bangs!

nyeheh!

PS: (JERALD AH! THE PICTURE ABOVE IS FROM MY CAM! )



So we went to BBQ CHicken to breakfast!
Well, seriously, this place is like my heaven!
its really good chicken!






We were so restless !
thats only because we were waiting really long to breakfast!
Zi jing was complaining , worst than a bimbo okie!

So once we could eat , YEAP
ATTACKED!


I dun even noe why this 2 kuku can still pose for the picture



We were soo harrpieeee after eating!
YUMYUM!

& i also want to say thank you for the G-star belt!
its really niceee!
;)
i lovvee it!

and i see u guys soon!

Now I’m speechless, over the edge
I’m just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit by this Lovebug again

i flew away@ 11:11 PM

Saturday, September 27, 2008
carrying them is part of the job,
to see it turn into fruit , is another thing.
and what seperates A from B
is how you r responsible for it.








Hari raya is like what?
4 more days.
And as usual, my mum is doing all the cookies and what not
BUT do you know that i really drag having hari raya!
i must help do this do that, wah lieu!

seriously!

and tdy, at the last minute ,
mum and i went t gelyang t get stuff!

what the fuck can!
she blames me for everything!
like how god dam it crowded the place is!
like how she cannot go t the other side since there is human jam!
like how the god damn place is warm!
like how she has t wait for everything!
AM I GOD FOR HER?

wth!

and at the end of the day,

i still did not get the stuff for myself.
all i get was yack yack yack!
urghhhh~


& now, the house is filled with NOISE
from the kitchen!

-__-"

enough said!
i feel a bit better ranting here!
i have been cursing under my breath i tell you!

So anws,
now that i have a proper holidays ever since poly forum ended,
i have been doing a lot of catching up with all the lovelies!
and my best of course!

Baracuda on Mon and Wed ;)
And now i am scracthing heads t plan for this year red camp!
i can do it! ;)

I also watch mamma mia!
the movie is fucking awesome!
the songs in there r damn it good!
so if u have not watch it, well go find time t watch!

& also i manage to catch Disaster Movie !
Okie la, i was being nice t watch!
hahah!
*WINK WINK*


On friday , it was such a bliss to be able,
like finally
to meet up with Melissa , Ruth , latha , shelin , rebekah , sheereen and zijing!
we went t Haji Lane to eat dinner.
the leader ( mel) was super late and didn have plans with her -_-"
The meet up was t celebrate Shelin's and Mine birthday!
so thank you for the dinner babes!
and also to Mel , ruth , latha, lin and rebekah, thanks for the Shirt and wristlet!
I LIKE!

Also on friday, Explora and bitch and i went t get a glimpse of the f1 race!
they were having their practice !
explora was jumping like a kid please!
;)
how cute !

;)


GOODNIGHT!



Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.



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i flew away@ 12:46 AM

Saturday, September 20, 2008
still pilling up,
trying hard t keep the
structure up.


I'm finally back from poly forum!
WOOHOO~
do u know how long i have been waiting for this moment!
and many others who are also waiting for it t be so over!
YAY!





The pass that have been allowing us t enter in and out from costa sand for free!

We had a dialogue session on our 2nd day !

I had to fit into a size 7 shoe when i am a size 8 1/2 during the actual perfromance day!
blarddy painful i tell you!
But i had no choice thou~


My base section! ;)
ALif , Uncle WOOO , charles



It was a great fun working with these people for the past 2 weeks!
;)
kinda miss the laughters already!



The best part of all rytee,
we had buffets everyday!
be it breakfast , lunch and dinner!
And the performance arts ( singers + dancers + musicians)
bonded !
There were so many nice people inside !
really really nice people!

My room mates were also nice people.
Just that i am always the one who have t break the silence.
Like it pretty weird for 4 people t come stay under the same roof that kind
but like i say, they are all nice people!

1st day - bonding season games , rehersals and bbq
2nd day- went over t hortpark for more rehersal as early as 7am! Then dialogue.
3rd day - Rehersal starts as early as 9am! followed by full dress rehersal followed by the actual thing starts then stay up t chit chat with all the Performing arts people after bathing!
4th day- Check out day!

I also met Pris on my 3rd day at 5.30am!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!
ahhh~
after sooo longgg!

OUh and one more thing,
since we had bbq on the 1st day
well, my tummy hurts for the rest of the days okie!
keep on shitting! damn it


I slept at 1.30am and tdy i woke up at 6pm !
and my mum's nose was already producing smoke okie!
she rush and dad and i t bath!
and soon we were on our way t my brother's hse t break fast!

THen later on, followed the 4 kids t vista point
cause they each wanted t buy present for their mum!
HAH!

tmr another family day!
;)


Actually, i miss a hell lot of people
and many dates r already coming up..
sooo hold on okiee~
:/


















And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide Face to the sun
forever , i am giving to you






i flew away@ 12:06 AM

Sunday, September 14, 2008
its flying , banging
on the walls of my stomach.
i really feel the history.






Today is the 14 Sept.
Yet again, from whereever you are,
if there's technology at where ever you are,
Happy 19th birthday na do dei!
You are never forgotten in our lives.
Sometimes, i asked myself, if u r still in this world,
will things be different?
i can bet certain stuff, will be different.
I still remembered the days when we planned t celebrate our birthdays together
:/
i will have one more person t break fast, is like our coustum t go gelyang t break fast together.
then again, i can keep all those in my memory box, and be sure it will never be erase.
Where ever you are, miss you tons!
really! i just want t have those conversations with you all over again.


Moving on t a happier note,
here are more pictures!



The play that i went to!
i really want to go for more playsss!
HINT HINT*
^^



This is the pot of tangyuan that yap zj send t my hse secrectly!
:)
Thank you!



This are the instrument we r going to use for Poly Forum !
Like a storm thing.


Us, during self practice!
And tmr is my last day of Practice before going for the real thing!
prays everything goes well
sigh~

i dun even like the uniform that we r going t wear!
i have t wear make up :(

dumbfuck!


Anyways, today!
Mum and i went shopping!
At first we went to Tangs t get her handbags!
she din like anything! so i brought her to Taka.
There, she doesn like LV , Chanel , Berburry etc designs
went into Fendi and she also quiet dun like
so, after so much walking, i bring her into coach!
TADA! she fall in love with this Coach bag !
she burnt over 500$ !
i also like this bag eh! why dun coach bags have bagpack?
hahah!
Then we went t Funan It mall for my stuff!



Well, as for me, i got my birthday present!
T300 sony cybershot camera!
its touch screen and HOT SEXY RED!
soooo, i like ah!
;)






Well, for my dad on the other hand,
mum bought for him a bonia wallet which cost like 100$
uh huh~

well, i am just waiting for something elseeee, shall see how la.
kinda disppointed that that thing that i wanted is not on sight today.
damn~



anws, the whole day i have been thinking of result tmr!
i feel sooo damn it scared.
i really cannot afford t fail, i really dun.
:(


shall leave now!

toodles!




































Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away











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i flew away@ 9:23 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008
words, it can be a knife,
and stab u right into your heart.
now, u feel the ache?




I really want to complain a whole lot!
I have been leaving in nyp band room for the past 5 days!
9am-5pm everyday!
Poly forum is taking so much of my time!

like really really so much of my time!
next wk is another round of it!
15 is my last day of practice before the real thing which is on 18th!
but i have t report t camp from 16-19!
camp is at downtown east chalet! cool or what
TELL MEEE! urghh! i rally dun wann t gooo okie!
and there are so many rules t follow! like no playing arcade! no this no that!
i also dun even noe who are my room mates :((((



But, i must also say that, through this pre-workshop
which is from the 8sept - 12 sept,
i learnt a lot of things!
Like , once in a life thing, i must say

1) I learn how t read the damn scores okie!
Read and play score is tough! so, i make a point t memorise !
NYEHEH! charles , alif and i know nuts abt reading scores so thanks to this sp band guy who helped us a lot! i really forgot his name cause his ceena name so tongue twisting!
and he noes kellyn linda jenna march ! HAHAH! soo if any of u are reading this, yeap! ur band close frind who plays the trumpet! YAH YAH! haha!
He keep saying, SMSS girls really like aunty but not me! awww! hahah!

2) on Tuesday, this lila drums came down t give us lessons on djambee!
Really awesone okie! so fortunate to have lessons with that djambee guy! :)

3) we had kopitiam talk. Unlike any other normal talks, this kopitam talk is really an eye opener!
Is really good. Since i am under perfroming arts, well we had a talked with this actress. Know how things in the arts industry works. really really good.

4) well, i must say, the perfroming arts, be it singers , dancers or musican, all so bonded amg their own grps! uh huh~

BUT HELL LA, taking so much of my time!



So, today !

Had performance at HortPark!
for some lantern festival.
The place is freaking awesome!
really really awesome!

AFter that, we had golden gold for a while!

then dinnered at KAP.















picture perfect when we imagine,
imgination can bring you to wonders
but one fine day, i will make all the imaginations

of us come true.
Then , i will be taking u to a bretahless trip
around our world.
;)

i flew away@ 2:53 AM

Friday, September 12, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS PRETTY
;)))






Despite having stomach flu ,
dovey make it all worthwhile!

From chicken feast to wacthing shakespears play!
dam cool i tell you!
even thou most of the words i dun get it, but hell,
i started t get the jokes on the 2nd half! nyeheh!
to my unique bdae cake ever !
then movie wacthing with mee siam and fries!
and then it continues t sushi buffet
followed by cool place found
;))

Being 19 dun stop me from having the best in life !
THANK YOU dovey for making it happen!


Besides that, yap tissue came over t my hse w/o me knowing with a pot of
tangyuan ! awwww~
her balls r really big i tell you!
thank you yap!
:)

And to the rest who send me birthday wishes!
really really thank you!
even from the unexpected ones!
;)





maybe tdy proves me something,
some things r over and done with .
i did give chances. each time , it fails.



Once i am done with Poly forum,
i promise t all that i will make myself free for dates okie!
as for now, i dun wan anyone t get soo pissed with me.
sigh, is tiring on me as well.
please understand.
















You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman








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i flew away@ 3:13 AM

Sunday, September 07, 2008







Pictures above are from this perfromance we had at YMCA, High Point!
Backside okie!
all of us had t be at aljunied Mrt station as early as 8am!
i drag myself out from the bed so unwillingly!
:/

Well, on wednesday, 4th Sept,
Mum and i went t courts t get ready for hari raya!
I was sooo restless because everything that was bought on that day wasn for me AT ALL.
So, i walked the whole 4 level building with a black face!
shuddup! i am not a spoil brat!

anws, she got
- 1 set of SOFA, damn it comfy
-1 dinning table, rounded.
-1 new bed for her room
-new cordless phone
see! nothing for me!

So after courts, left mum to meet dovey , shuk , suat and gayboy for breakfast at gelyang!
haha! gayboy is in camp rytee now crying his ass off!
and being damn it botak!
NYEHEH!





































Your voice was
the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever
love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

i flew away@ 2:41 AM

Wednesday, September 03, 2008


HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY YAP ZI JING!


You have been the good friend since sec 3 !
and i still remember those times when we sit side by side,
laughing at jokes created!
BUt u know what? each time i think of you,
i always get the image that u and i collided at the corridor!
damn it!
i skidded! ai sei!
BUt nontheless, you have been there as a good friend!/

I am happy that i shared 5 yrs of ur life!
TAKE GOOD CARE!


;)












Met up with this babes just now!
After sooo longg!
We met for zi'jing bdae dinner!
AT lau pa sat!
BURPPP!
catching up and everything as always!
love this babes tons!!
;)


I was in the bus, on my way t meet them.
Then i was looking for the lau pa sat when all of a sudden,
in the middle of mashwell road,
i saw a crowd!
OMGNESS!
one ang moh women was knocked down!
and she was lying down motionless!
really scary okie!







never get bored ,
never will.

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i flew away@ 2:27 AM

Monday, September 01, 2008
so when the deal starts,
do you know where t stand?




KNOCK KNOCK!
i am waiting for time to be 7pm so that it will be just minutes away
that i can break fast.
But rytee now, the time is going sooo slowww!
urghhh!


Let me have some pictures to give spice in life! heh!
Thats only because all the kukunehnehs have finish sending me all the pictures!





YANQI's BIRTHDAY






Bake cake for Yanqi.

I hope no one did get stomach ache ah! haha







With all her concentrations




My job was simple. Just hold on to the ballons so that they will not fly away!
The rest of them, hang this la, hang that la! HHAHA!



So, this is when i keep putting starters into the bbq pot! HAHAHA!

And more! after which, i created a fire hut i tell u! cannot even bbq cause the fire too strong!


We were getting ready with pins t burst the ballons that are filled with water! NYEHEH!



I started t cook before the bdae girl come!









Enjoy the FOOD and Friends!



Bring out the cake!
After awhile, we become like this! HAHAH!
Xiu Xiang and my idea! HAHA

Last by not least, we have aunty Xiu washing all the dirty floor! NYEHEH!




STAY TUNE!









I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out theres no such thing as the real world
But, the real world is when you r by my side.


i flew away@ 5:59 PM

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