Thursday, June 30, 2005
Although is the fourth day in school, i still have the holiday mood.... my eyes cannot keep awake for every subject. I tell myself what shuld i do to keep me going... I think because of this, i am lagging behind... i cannot catch up... AHHH!!! i feel that my body is so old.... i felt pain everywhere... on my back, leg, mouth etc...
Anw... today i left school earlier cause i had dental appointment. i felt guilty thou for missing two subjects.. but i cannot help it...Once i reached at Otram mrt station, i was ROBBED!! oh boy.... this guy cam eup to me and introduce himself like he is from this organisation and is for old ppl."dun worry girl this is onli for the old ladies nt the man..." I DO NOT CARE!! than he went on and say that " donate any amount u want and watever u donated must purely comes from ur heart... than suddenly he took out this paper and tick the box which stated female and bla bla bla.... i have no other choic but to give in.... and he say do u want to donate $2 or $5 or $10 or $50?? wah! i thought u just say any amount??!?!?! hurgh!!!
Once i reached the dental, well there weren't alot of ppl.... i was glad... was waiting for my number to be called out? WAH! i waited for almost half an hour?? just to GO IN!!! never mind abt that... when i meet my dortor... he juz check my teeth. Give a knock on the teeth and he say " OKIE u can go now"
AHHH!!! i felt so stupidd today.... dats all??? dats all i came for??? i miss lesson juz to get knock on my teeth ???? hurgh!!! dam it la.... he told me that i will get my teeth crown onli after N-level? cause once i start doing that i cannot skip any appointment. He added that knowing my school so " Kia su" he dare not ask me to do now... knowing that schools end almost ard 4 everyday except fridays. bla bla bla... so as for now he ask me to juzt go for every month check up..
Than after that hulu bala happen i headed home... so tired.... Once i reached home i bath and went to sleep.... i still have many many many piles of homework.. all the books are in coma now on the table... just waiting to be cure....which means i have to start doing,
: just hope that you can go tomorrow
: i really want u to come
: i prayed that u can
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
well lets talk abt yesterday... Things has been goin bad lately... i dun noe why... but all the bad karma is facing me now??? i was suposse to hand in our english file , reading file and some assessment book. i have everything under control not when i found out that some screW ppl stole my reading file!!! OH man i have to redo all those crap things .... I must give that file by thurday.. DIE DIE!! than after school suaty , and eleyn and me when to BK to "study" haha well i did la... i did my amaths but suaty pants?? hmm... she was tired and tired.... tell me something new suaty pants...
Well today... karma still bad... therfore nothing is helping to bringhten up my day.... I felt sleepy for all the subject today... Only when i heard the word "RECESS" and " LUNCH" wah!!! i woke up straight away... But yah i did nt eat when i get to the canteen.... wanna know why? cause the crowd turn me off.... So wad did was goin ard talking.. hehe.... i was suppose to do study in school after school today... wif my adden and waty and shaza.. BUT shaza ended up talking non stop.. gosh~ ~ god noes how i suffer sitting beside her... phew... than shaza was suppose to go hm wif me? but time was running late for her . So she decided to go hm using her route... i was hungry like seriously hungry... THerefore i dragged waty to coro. and 7- eleven... juz to get chips and shu shi.. hehe...waty was giving me this look like " FAiz U ARE NT ALLOW TO BUY THAT SHU SHI" haha she threatened to tell my mum... BOO!!! haha i was juz ignoring the grandma la.... than she realize that she had left her file in school.... so after buy food, ONCE again we went back to school??? oH MAN! but once i reached there my darling still there studying... oh man... felt bad for leaving her alone... so yah i bet she was happy to see me??? hehe.... elynne was wif camera!!! haha good timming.... so we took pictures!! hahah!! was caught in action.... haha! she was takin my candits shots la.... haha i was shocked to see certain pictures. than i say go bye to all of them and went home wif my honey.... haha! so nice of her to take 165....
Went to sleep once i got home..... tomorrow anothor long day... haha! goin to leave school early tmr..
Monday, June 27, 2005
BACK TO SCHOOL......... *****YAWN****** well i slept late last night... can only fall asleep ard 3 than i had to woke up ard 6... MA GOSH!!! i only had 3 hrs of sleep?? Than went to take 106...someone will talk so loud about my hair and embrrassed me in the BUS!! helo!!! stupiddd shit.....
Reach school... kinda ealrly thou... than the first thing was devotion.... very hip to start the Term...
BAscially nothing really good happen in school....
During luch...well we thought we had to stay back for self study. It turned out we do not need.. BUT I BOUGHT I FOOD!!!! so than juz eat.... but adden will come and ask me to hurry eat wad?? she wants we to accompany her go Thomson to eat roti prata?? helo?? i threw half of my food ok juz for her?? TUrned out jun also come along... than later suaty pants, XX and elynn came too... well jun finished up like 2 plates of prata well addne... ordered 2 plates but did nt manage to finish... haha !!! next time dun be greedy can??? u kuku head.... dun even let me play tennis....humph!! than after that suaty pants , elynn and jun went to XX hse to watch eye 10?? well adden accompany me to school cause i have tution.... BUt than i ended up accompany her to the bus-stop haha! i think i was crazy la... anw than i meet up the rest and we headed to tution
Thanks to jolyn now i am known to be her translater ?? Thanks so much.... than i headed home sweet home...
" You could juz tell me earlier?!?!?!
" Why din't u???
" WHY!!!!!
" sorry does nt mean anythin....
"things will nt settle like dat....
" ^%^%(&^&^*&)(^*&%*%&$U$%$(&*%)(*&(
"HURGH!!!!
Sunday, June 26, 2005
SchOOL Is GOIN TO REOPEN TMR!!! NIghtmare!!! same old routine..... Morning routine.. God help!!!
Today.... well had tution in the morning... she say she can onli teach me for one and a half hour... haha!! I was so gald to hear that .. i mean who can stand 3 hrs of maths??? Than had lunch... after which i lay in bed like for 5 hours cause i dun noe wad else to do?? Than suddenly i fell asleep....
Ard 6 + my nephews and nieces came to my house... haha !!! Fianlly i have some1 to play ps wif... But it was kinda boring cause i always win them? why nt.. they onli primary 4 and primary 1 and k1 hahah!!! bully them la... But guess wad???/ the best part was that THEY DESTROY MY CONTROLLER!!!! i mean i onli bought it less than a year??? STUPID!!!!!! &*%(*^^&* hurgh!!! well i will ask their grandma which is my mum to repay back! humph!! when are they goin to leave???
" was waiting and waiting for ur msg...
"well yah u did...
" still askin myself WHY??
"again my brain is fill wif the word WHY
Saturday, June 25, 2005
Another boring day... Woke up ard 3+ in the afternoon...had planned to do some revision. But than again i was not on the mood to do all that crap la.. So wad i did was eat , lie down and msging ppl... Oh my seriosly i did nothin therefore nothing to write... HMM... wait.... MY TEETH IS PAIN!!! hurgh..... stupidd doctor..
Oh man...her phone got confiscated.... so she cannot msg me?? haiz.... shall wait for her msg as said in her last msg... waiting....
"well i juz hope things will go fine...
"feared that is a one sided thing..
"please do sumthin to erase that doubt in me..
"please... i hate to feel this way...
Friday, June 24, 2005
Woke up and was rushing to go for my dental today. Why was i rushing? Again i overslept. Why? because i slept late. was talkin on the phone till 3am. Plus the person who supposed to give me morning call did not do so. So the result i was late. Got on the train. Guess what? i get down the wrong station. Suppose to get down at Otram BUT i got down at Tiaong Baharu?? Ppl see me like i am some kind of moroon la. When up the esclator than go down back? I was so so embrrassed. Than yah waited for another train and get there. I thought there are little ppl there when i reached. Cause it was quiet. Boy oh boy i was so wrong. Once i swing opened the door, i heard scremming of small children?? Where the hell are their parents? than took my number. My number was 1118. Than when i look up to see wads the number. I was taken aback. The number was 1089. WAD!!! so longgggg!!! hugh!! nvm i waited and waited...... and waited... than when i got another number hahah i was given the allowence to go 1st since i have appointment wif my own doctor. Yah today... same thing. he was inserting the fire.. another baby dragon day.. I complain to him that i cannot eat properly for 2 whole days?!?!?! He was schocked because u are nt supposed to fill pain at this point of time. Than he did his very best to loosen the pain... I think its ok now but he say did u eat crab? i say no? are u sure? i was like yah. But i say i eat chicken? OH MY! chicken is hard and u are not suppose to eat hard food? STUPID him la. how am i goin to live when i cannot eat chicken? I depend on chicken for survival not vegetables nor fishes. Than he say that the pain will soon go away. I juz hope so. But now i still can feel pain here and there.
After dental i went to meet zanny honey, mel mel, farahana, amelia and gaya at marina sq. Again i was stuck! in the middle of nowhere. BUt i did manage to find my way. thanz.to my reading skills. I was finding for sign boards haha! than meet them after their movie. They got inspire to be car racers when they grow up? and zan wanna have a bf who is a car racer? Continue dreaming arh u all.. After we meet we went to play arcade.. All of us play the car racing.. Since they watch initial D and yah they wanna drive. BUT!!! hahaha I was the FIRST among them... WEEE!!! haha i had fun la.. bearting this future car racers. Than later Farhana and i went to play shooting games... Than all of us decided to go town so we did... Than went to cine to have drink at TCC... HAHA!!! we caught someone in action!! Sorry chio bu BRO!! haha nt ur day arh to find us there at tcc... than after we finished our drink we went our seperate ways.
"Still finding for that someone"
" Who will it be"
" There"s monster among us"
" who tries to snatch away what i want"
" trying very hard to kill that *&*& ing monster"
" each time i tried, new things pop up"
"again my day is left wif the word WHY"
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Well well.... I back at last.... From town... went there wif waty today... so darling of her to accompany me. She stayed on for 3hrs juz to wait for me cut my hair?? weee than i brought her to heereen toilet? than we went to cine.. Juz look ard to buy anything that caught my attention. But nothing did. As we were walking we meet a few smss girls? hmm... ok... i dun noe wads the reaction for but juz safe the idea. Than we went to taka. Waty wanted ice-cream from this uncle who sells at along the road? the one wif this motor.. so yah we went there. Trust me she ate that ice-cream like less than 10mins? i suggest she can join the ice-cream competition if they held in spore? maybe they noe dat this kind of humans live here therefore dun wanna suffer bankrupt than no such ice-cream competiton. Poor thing. anw than we went take headed to Kino.. i bought my call 1800 book. HAHA at last i complete my whole book collection of that book. So happy... than we headed to Auntie Anne. Than we went to my hse.. she helped me wif my tumbler ( is a ballon where u punch and it goes back to you) yah we had a hard time.. u see we need to fill the tumbler wif water at the brim. So after we had pum the tumbler we noticed that the water was not enough. Therefore wif the air and stuff its difficult to add in more water. But we manage and yah waty had fun playing i guess? Than we watch mtv crib on my computer.. she was so shocked to watch this rich ppl bulit thier hse and have theis own private land??? I mean if u are a superstar in spore and if u have the money u still cannot by any land ryte? Why becasue spore do nt have enuff land?? Moving back than after watching all the cribs that i have, she went home... i sent her down.. Juz hope she will reach hm by 9pm cause her dad wants her to home by dat time. Dats all for today...
Well tomorrow i am goin to die again cause i am havin dental tmr... May god bless my teeth....
" At times, when u want things to go your way, it will nt worked that way.'
' When that happens, u try to take in all the suffering "
"On the surface u look kewl and calm"
"But on the inside things are crashing down.; u do not what to do"
" All u feel like doing is cutting urself up into pieces"
" Feeling all useless and stupid"
"you try to look back why this is happening"
"But u juz could not find the answer"
" Thats when the word WHY is always in ur mind"
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
"Ouch" !!! was all i could say for today.. My teeth is so so so in pain. Wait i don think i am in pain infact i am in great pain. I am suffering in silence... I feel that there's this fat ghost jummping on my teeth... OUCH!!! I am so going to complain to that doctor.
Anw, today was juz a so-so day. Woke up at 2.30pm because of waty's call. ThanX pal. After which had lunch wif mum. soon i settle down on my bed all the way to 8pm and read book? weee.. i feel i am in heaven. But my teeth just spoil the whole mood.. Suppose to do a bit of social studie? Guess what? nah.. nt planning too. Once i open the book, all i could think is my bed? pillow? Why must war had to happened? WHY? U see if theres no war no history no history no book on history no book on history no need to study abt history?? So all the students can be happy? RIGHT?????
I shall fly off now... and continue suffering... P-A-I-N!!
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Finally i am free to blog... well today was really tiring.... Early in the morning i was heading to my dental place. Feeling rather scared cause i know i bound to take the injection. As usual i was late for my appointment. While he was working on my teeth, there's crying all around me ok! My doctor was like " Don't u find it irrathing wif all the cries from the other children" i was like duhh... there i was in great pain, BUT i cannot cry? cause i am big enough ryte? Anw, guess was he did to my teeth? We took out like a bunsen burner and heat up on of the needle and STUFF it INTO my teeth?? i was flabbergasted!!! OH MY! for a momment i thought i teeth goin to burn la. I feel so like a baby dragon. Cause after he stuff that hot thing into my teeth, i could see smoke coming out from my mouth! small smokes... gosh! Oh yah he said this " I think u do not need injection today cause things will nt be pain" OH BOY! was he wrong! I felt pain ok! stupiddd.... But i fight through the process wif the pain and smoke. Than he added before i went home " U still have another 5 MORE appointment to get everything done!!! 5 MORE!! May god bless my teeth... Enuff say abt my teeth.... After that i went to meet up wif suaty pants, jun, elynn and karto? hmm... we went to play pool.. after so long... finally i get to play again... after that all of us was complaining that our stomach was makin noises. Therefore we made our way to KFC! Eat 2 piece meal and did not manage to finish. Actually left like 1/4 la. No big diff. ThanX suaty for fininshing my mashed potato. After stomach full, we went arcade... BOY! it was fun la... Pay $2 for 1 hr and u can play anything there. NO need to get the coin?!? First time i went to that kind of place. Than we went home after 1 and a half hours later.
Again! the bus left me??? Wait this time i think was not my fault? There's this women who was standing ryte infront so i thought she would be flagging the bus?? I WAS SO WRONG! When i saw my bus coming nearer i stood up and yah that women did not even flag the bus!?! i was so angry la... my face was like ok! bus left me? i think who ever in the bus saw my reaction would have laugh out lot la!! Luckily i did not have to wait for another bus that long.
Reach home straight away i changed and went to take a nap.. Great what... when i sleep, everyone will call? msg me? when i am nt sleeping, NOBODy call nor msg me? wth! with that i woke up feeling grogey... Than called back whoever dat disturb my sleep...
To addne: How i wish u can follow me on Thur!! but i dun think so ryte? bloody!! u promise me, u kuku head! jkjk but i think i got some1 to replace u and juz be thankful that i am goin to help u for tomorrow ok! cikgu say i am respoinsible person? wee weeit .. Know what my butt grew 2cm... HAHA!
Feeling pain all over my body manz... I think the air in the body is not flowing ryte? Pain! mum apply some oilment. But it seem not working. haiz....
Monday, June 20, 2005
OH MY!!! today was like hectic day for me? luck AGAIN was not on my side? I could not wake up for my tution in the morning..This was because i slept late yesterday night... Anyway... i get everything ready and while waiting for her.. i actually fell asleep? DAT sleepy... than i had like 3 and a half hours of emaths and a maths? how kewl was that? Than i had lunch.. After that i felt sleepy so decided to just lie down... and rest on bed woif the air-con on..i felt extra relax that AGAIN i felt asleep... With that i was late for my another tution? Starts at 5:30pm and i woke up at 5:30 pm? haha! so i was rushing and rushing and decided to take cab. Reach Farrer Road, guess what? There was traffic jam? fantastic.. my life is so "perfect" but manage to get there within half an hour... cause i told the uncle to drive faster... BUT he gave me the look like i was nuts? Can't u see there is traffic jam? FINE! than after tution, went home took bus.. 165 will leave me? bloody... so i have to wait for another 15mins? dats long ok. Than reach home, was searching for food cause my stomach was making noises.. BUT there's nothing to feast on? humph! was so angry wif mum cause she too refuse to cook somthing nice for dinner? The rest of the day was a complete relaxing day....
To waty: i feel sorry for your lost. Hope u are nt greatly affected.. I have yet to call her and see wether she needs me? hmm....
Tmr i have dental appointment? hurgh!! 2 injection? long syringe? i am havin a nightmare... why i need 2 injection? cause accoding to DR.Martin.Tan my gums have high resistence? hmm... what crap? i juz hope he doesn't read this? If nt he will venge his anger on my teeth tmr? than i shall juz go fly kite...
Sunday, June 19, 2005
well... today was juz another boring day..stayed at home and rot? i wanted to play playstation, but.. nobody to play wif? dun tell me i am goin to play wif my mum? she dun even noe how to use the controller. HAHA! Besides rotting, i use the computer..and wad a surprise! Auddy have helped me install the song in? weee... THANKS AUDDY!!. Had dinner... and mum was nagging... As usual.. the nagger is nagging... asked me to clean my room?
the room is clean la. Juz a few clothes on the bed plus the books on the floor? dats all... AYA!
LIfe is so boring today... How i wish i was in some island.. scuba diving wif all the fishes under the deep blue sea? After that go fishing and than go have lobster for dinner? weee than bbq... food....where theres food, thers faiz.... hehe...
People do u realize that school is goin to open soon? like in 1 weeks time? Do u feel the holiday? OH MY !! I still have like 2 physics worksheet, 1 chem worrksheet and 10 questions of amaths still undone?? Anyone wanna help do? ----time please stop----
YEPPIE!!! i now have my own blog... ALL THANKS TO JOLENE.AND ALSO AUDDY.. although auddy is against me havin a blog because she say i will be too lazy to update. Therefore i will prove her wrong. i think she wanna noe abt my life dats why she wants me to update EVERYDAY.
Anywayz...i shall talk abt today... well woke up and meet addne to study together. Actually i wasn't keen on doin juz dat. But since she follow me to many places therefore for her sake i went along. But first we went to cine to have lunch BUT it was so fuLL . Thats why we decided to go to PS instead. There we eat and along the way we meet smss girls... i dun noe them but,,haha be friendly? and sMILE! After we studied, than we headed to holland coffee bean. Addne got free drink. Since she know the manager there. sit there for awhile and she tell me which food is good which is bad? so yah i learnt some things. Than i sent her to the bus-stop and we went seprate ways
Reach home, wah... alot called me? juz to ask me "wad am i doin" hmm... i dun mind thou... anywayz.... i am juz happy to have my very own blog...