Tuesday, September 20, 2005
i am puting my blogger to sleep for 3 weeks.... till 11th of october.... :)
for the obvious reason...........
it matters to me not talking to u for a day........
for now i can onli ke eeee p waiting.....
gd bye........ i fucKin miss u
Monday, September 19, 2005
I LIKE U......YES I DO......
I AM SINCER TO PROVE IT TO U......YES I DO.....
I MISS U.....YES I DO.......
I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR MTHS......YES I DO.......
AND STILL WAITING.......
my heart is crushing into bits of puzzles....
still waiting for u to put it back as one....
cause nobody can ; excepts uu....
---when will it be----
Sunday, September 18, 2005
hmm.... sunday....
slept at 5am woke up at 3pm....
had tution 3hrs long
eat
sleep
watch tv
did emaths ws
did amaths ws ( left 1 more set)
did 2 compre and 1 cloze passage
dats all.....
sound hyper ryteee.....
sian!!!
bye bye......
if u think i spam ur blog, better think again...and check out the time ... i was still in school....
and i have got life.... do some anylsing la.....
Saturday, September 17, 2005
FINALLY I HAVE 12 HRS OF SLEEP..to make up for the week ... than i was woken up by yq's calledasked me to go to aud's place to entertained her... haha! and she is dying...why cause she was havin gastric...i am so sorry that i din go...but to make up for it i went down to BK when they were havin dinner... so yeah! aud was putting chili sauce on the road waiting for cars to drive over it... and that it will give off this "pop" sound and the chili sauce will splashout.. and she was havin fun on her own... yq keep askin her to stop it..haha! well as for gracina...she was jus reading the newspaper.... than went into sasa... i was playing wif this prada perfume..than the sales women wasn't happy so i quickly stop playing..haha! shit la... soon they left to aud's hse... overal my day was rather ok la... had fun wif u ppl....
to spammer: i think u ppl shuld go get a grip...and get a life... if u dare to say such comments, go put ur name down.. have guts.. btw wads ur problem??
Friday, September 16, 2005
smelling the weekend.... haha! finally weekend have come..at least can wake up abit later... although this weekend not supposed to play...oh well...shall see how i go abt my weekend...suprisingly today lesson went so fast.. i was could focus well during history... wad a big surprise..me and suaty was really answerin history question...and even bring upa "crucial" matter according esther tay... we felt so proud ok..gosh we r studying la.. tsk tsk...how i wished this can happen everytime.. i like... than after history was english period. since tay din come we got free period..all didn't want to do the compo given by koh so i decided to go tiolet and make a few important calls ..to who to the SBS headquarter ...tortiselost her wallet and asked me to help her call the headquarter cause she was havin prelims so yah i did it for her?? and i think its gone for good? she took bus 170 which finishes at johor!? goodness she will have to go all the way to johor IF her wallet was found...but the ppl there say no wallet was found today...so jus waiting for their called... let see.. she has lost like 3 times.. but she was lucky the 1st and 2nd time ..now...chances of it will be slim...than went back to class and i decieded to complete my amaths hw... well of course i din finished so difficult can! bukit panjang govern high!! smart pplthan after school went to the canteen and sit ard.... talk to sombong... haha! she was realy studing eh... even asked me to take my book and study infront of her? haha! sorry but i dun think i can study in the canteen when a bunch of monkey were making hell of a noise? they were having drinking competition..urgh!! bloody irratating than went to 5/2 to meetadden... studied awhile..like did emaths onli 6 questions out of 20? than fell asleep..slept abt 10 mins.. after which the ppl was talking...adden keep saying that i have little focus?? which means i have foucing problems?? walau! howidiotic is that!! than ard 4 we wnet out of school and went to ikea..she wanted to get frams and i bought myself a pillow and glass bottles.. than we wnet home... tired tired....tired...
ur reply make my day even thou i was tired... i thought u will ignored me.... but i was wrong : )
--my direction---
Thursday, September 15, 2005
MONDAY 14 sept 05 : lesson was boring...and dragy... can't wait for school to finish..in the morning waty pass me my badae presenta tigger bag inside were a frame ( our pix ), 1 tube of dove choclate , a paper ball and a palstic ping pong.. a card..and mostlyi like is the song that she composed for me..just for her honey... well so far now she wrote 2 songs for me and tortise. hmm.. nvm.. .after school stay back for awhile before going for tution... than in tution.. gaya was doing some crappy stuff to me.. haha she did that just to turn me on?? liek givin off those sound..like " when couples doing sex" gosh! english gaya!!english... stupodd la... i was so disgusted..but according to her i was turn on?? go away!! i am nt..someore by u? not a chacethan after tution went to ps to get my LINE!!! finally!!! yes i noe.. BUT BUT BUT!!! onli god noe wad did i go thru just to get a line ok.. this was wad happened. suppose to meet sis at 6.30..since i reached 1st decided to withdraw money..after which i went back to starbuck to continue waiting..than my phone will die on me at that point of time.. so feeling ratherstressed and no phone..cannot even find public phone.. it has been an hr wating for her..and later on i found outthat while i am outside, she was inside and when i am inside PS she was outside..so yah..than i went to the extend embarrassingmyself...went up to this mly women
me: excuss me, can i lent ur phone to make an emergency call?women: NO! ( give me teh look like for wad? are u goin to steal my phone??)me: give the pathetic face and feeling bloddy embarrassedwomen: why nt u use the oublic phone??? me: WHT NT U SHOW ME WHERE IS THE PUBLIC PHONE??women: "bang" she was still relutant me: i think u r scared that i will steal ur hp, why nt u hold my hp while i make a call??women: "2bang" she than lent me.. for a start i was in school U, why on earth i wanna steal ur hp? and if i were to do so, why would i do it alone?? stupidd!I felt lousy ok!! than meet up wif my sis and told her and she wanted to confronted that women and i told her that no needcause i dun wanna malu myslef furthur...than yah go a line...and a NEW phone.. NOKIA 6020.. hmm i starting to like the phone... better than that sumsung..reached home at 10pm!! dam tired la..
TODAY: lesson was slacking...falling asleep during chem..nt onli me..the whole class la.. than after chem was emaths..had mob test... din bring curve rule , compass, graph paper..so had to secrectly asked ppl ard me after which i saw ms kwoksleeping LA! wth..than after school...waited for aud ...and while waiting..she destroyed my paper ball which is my bdae presentand jolyn being one "smarty" wanted to blow the ball although she saw there's holes?? aud and me was laughing like hellla... than aud will tear the paper ball into picess... tsk tsk...than after all the van do dam we went home.. while the rest went tounited sq..
i wonder wad were u thinking when she sit at the same table... she and her.... i can see that u were not in the right mood..i bet alot was going thru ur mind... i noe on the surface u try to be all calm but inside... things are going haywire...oh well wadveer it's plz dun let it affect ur mind ok... dats all i wanna say.. had a great fun talking to u today...
----turn to me----
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
lessons today was dam boring la..1st 3 period was emaths.. and i was talking to mel when suddeny kwok was like one more time u 2 talk both sit beside me.. than from than we shut up..haha! mel was acting blur when her namewas called out while i just smile..haha! than after that was recess.. food was not nice..aud and xx was havin break..so yah thy look alrytee.. so i guess paper was doable... than proceed to 3 periods of english..gosh i was almost dyingingok...i think if old ppl can die out of their age..teens like us can die because of over dose of periods...than continued wif4 periods of chem..wah.. but i dun noe why suddenly i became enth.. i even encouraged jo and zj to do the practice paper that was given out... zj was sleeping la..and she told me to waked up after i plot the graph.. BUT guesswad, i think i was too engrossed and i 4get all abt her and yah ended up finishing all the rest of the questions...and onlilater than i rmemeber abt her... haha! after which had to rush to amaths..gosh .. tired tired..the work give up wasthere already..but than ms ho said that she can onli conduct 1 period cause she have to go to a meeting..haha! gd motivation thou... NONO!! she will give us ws to do and asked us to complete by today! aaaHHH dam it latherefore i draged waty to accompined me till i finish the ws..which i din la..just did 1 out of 7 and hand it up... i dun give 2 hoots ... than me and waty talked...as usual... talked abt her deepest worries...and yah me helpin her...well she was just sad dat i din tell her abt me? which she finds out? huh? wads there to tell when u get ur infowrong dude!! i din have any energy to explain things to her and just agree..and go wif nature...shit la..i noe i shuldn't have..but than wadever la... than she sent me to the bus stop opposite..hha! meet her bro along the way.. hha took pixwif him...how nice... so now here i am rotting away oh well byebye for now... my homework is pilling up everyday..goin to study tmr wif aud and yq...needa help in amaths .... lalala...
well i noe i make u lost for words....
but just to tell u the truth ..
to show that i am serius...
i dun noe why...
i saw the need to make things clear...
hope its just within the computers...
Monday, September 12, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.....
I AM 1 YEAR OLDER AND WISER EH!!!! TOTALLY BECOMING MATURE AND WISER!!!
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well today is my bdae...but trust me...no spark??? haiz... turn down my sis offer to go to haytt hotel for dinner.. whyplzz refer to the previous entry... i noe i am being dumb but oh well is just food... urgh! mum planning to get me a linewhile dad just gave me money .. hmmm... than today upon reaching to class... they were wishing me .... than while at the perade ground..louisa came to me and pass me this cookie container? er.. inside no cookie but a bum equimenet polor T... wif the tag still attach... but wad hit me is that... i am nt dat cloze to her and she give me sumthin aceptable..but why did she give her cloze firend...something like soap?? just wonderin thou... than after amaths lesson, recieve anotherpresssie..from zj and sheereen...zj dun worry ok...i like it.... thanx! but i think u could buy the whole collection??? hahaha!jkjk....but once again i like it... oh yah... do the file thingy ok...i think its kewl...and think again wad will i do wif all the pixif u give me??? hur huhr? than waty being her always give me a hug? a tight one and say she is bloody feeling guiltyfor not giving me my prsent..so i told her i dun expect anything from u.. haha! than tortise called me after her papers saidthat she din meet the bdae girl...haha! she din give me any kiss for this yr since she have been giving me for the past 2 yrs??haha!! than durin history...my sweet PUFFER came all the way to my class and wish me!!!! SO SO SO SO SWEET!!! hah!!.. than during recess.... well as usal me and waty sit at one table...than suddenly latha , mel came to our table and started talking SO SO loud..so i ignore..din suspect anything..than they called shelin to sit beside me.again i ignore...and she too... than when suddenly... the whole canteen was singing HAPPY BDAE song... haha!! and they brought in the cake... apprently half of the canteen were being conquer by oth 4/7 and 4/8..so yahthey were all singing and cheering i dun noe why... than me and shelin was kinda embrrassed..haha! but oh well THANZ AMY FOR THE CAKE!!!! LOVE IT!! than all the fun had to end when we have to rush back forchem... haiz.... after school went for eng tution..NOW MY H/W IS PILLING... one more compo to do by thiswed?? wah piang!!...than after tution went hm... see how pathetic... no spark.. well i think partly cause everyone isbz wif their prelims... so yah...
i am still wondering why u check my messages?? i hope it does give an impact after reading... oh well...gamar claims that she bought me a ice crem cake choclate flavour...but she din find me and it melted and her mum ask her to threw it away... shit la...felt dam bad now... told her not to get anything else for me... dam it la...thinking abt it... i wanna eat the cake now...
MY SKIN IS AS SMOOTH AS APPLE.... AS CLEAN AS GLASS... AND TOTALLY NOT HOPLESS LA!! HAHA! oh well like i said... i will be waiting like how long u take to watch my hse of wax??hah!the cd turn wax instead... hmmm...dat long arhxx.... oh well just concentrate on ur prelims ok...and the rest too... dun worry i will reply ur msg when i top up...oh well u too will NEVER reply my msg...LALALA!!!
---extracted from straits times pg 12 : stated.... singpore is very honour to recieve a baby by the name FAIZNUR on 12sept 1989 whom had done alot of honour to singapore till today. its consider that she is a gift from god. and we r very thankful for having her ---->> go check it...its in the papers...
well chio now!!! choose the time to blog cause this is the time when i let OUT MY FIRST CRY.... HAHA!!CHECK OUT THE TIME PPL!~~~
Sunday, September 11, 2005
YAWN!!! mum left me to BATAM!!!!! stupid sis she will asked mum to go and destroy my planns wif mum!!!! I FUCKING HATE HER!!!!! was suppose to get line today..BUT NONO she had to drag my mum... urgh!!! she still have the chick to call me and said, eh why u angry? than i say u la take mum.. and go GET LOST! i had tution today... let see from 1:30pm to 3:35pm did alot of maths as usual... BUT BUT there are still alot of work undone..and i am taking a break from it.. shit la...i am so hungry... mum din even cook...the least she could do is COOK!!!! now i am rotting... rotting....rotting.... and its raning raining.. raining... and no one wanna talked to me!!! feel so toot ok.... mum where r u?? wonder wad time she will be back.... i swear if anything happens to my mum , dat toot women will hold fully responsibility!! i wil even charge her in COURT! i dun care... well let's see... i still have 2 sets of emaths, 3 sets of amaths , 1 set of physics , 2 compre and lastly 2 cloze passage??????? k lah shall end here ...byebye....
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY OM!!!! HAHA! u find ur joyness today while i will find my joyness tomorrow.. tee hee* have a wonderful day ~
wonder wad r u thinking now????
Saturday, September 10, 2005
yeppie!!! today i'm feeling rather high thou... just got back from town.... reach hm at 10.30pm..yeppie...well supposed to meet suaty pants who kindly to acompined me cut hair...at 1 o'clock..but adden will be late wad.. and suat was hurring mewhile i hurring adden..haha! so was waiting waiting for adden... than finally she came and we headed to meet suaty pants... i am so touch by them for accomping me...haha!! love them lots..1st stop was orchard plaza..to cut my hair..along the way there, there were ppl givin out phamplets and all of them din pass any to me and suat onli to addne???than addne was like " eh u both not girl arh??? " walau!!! they din wanna give us cause the phamplets was abt girly stuff??stupidd! haha!!yeppie!! i'm i love wif my hair now..haha! both of them said my back look dam nice.. but my front..abit messy?? i was likeYAH! than i style it back my own..hah! after which me went taka... casue adden wants to drink bubble tea... than we went out from there and watch the live percussion concert...I LOVE THEM LA!! i wanna join their team and drum along wif them la... than while watching suddenly a grp of abt 15 ppl started dancing ... like make thier own clubbing...so nice!! haha!! than we 3 spotted this women who is dam chio!! gosh i love her body.. her skin tan was super nice!!and she have musscle..ahhhHH i just love ererything abt her...she was dancing all the way..gosh so happening infrontof taka...after the performances, suaty and me sent adden to her bus stop..cause she needs to study and do her tution hw andshe was goin to have tution...felt so bad that she had to accompany me..but i told her not to... lots of time..but sheinsisted...hiaz... u shuldn't have u noe?? but i am so tankful la... than suaty and me went to cine.. it was raining while wewent there and both of us were wet.haha! suat was like "" aHHH my favourite shirt wet!!" haha! than we went to arcade..but there was alot of ppl so we decided not to play..than we went to calfornia starbucks.. at first we were sitting outside..than wanted to fab...so we went outside... we talked.. finally we are taling cause it has been along time since we do thatshe told me stuff and vice verse. suld do this often men!remeber, always think abt ur own happeniess.. dun care abt others she told me things that i myself din notice..haha! ... anw suat thankz for the advice..now i felt rather happy.hope things go as plan yah... than we sit there for abt 2 hrs i guess.. we were waiting for na do dei..haha!! she just landed .. she was at indo for 4 days..haha! her cuzz and bro came along..and this was my first time realli communicating wif them..haha! usually we see each other and ignored? haha! than my "mama" came.. hhaha! well i dun hate u okmama... trust me... and i approve u already..haha! i love u!! hahah.. than lots of smoke started to come from our table..there was this old women who walked pass our table said " ayo! small2 already smoking..haha! apprently i was the onlione heard it..our business auntie? than we were waiting for na do dei 's cuzz 's fren. while waiting took pix since na do deibrought her camera! haha! the fren was so long and we were so hungry so we decided to go dinner instead..and we went to cine to have dinner. Along the way i recieve a surprise called..finally u called?? i thought u were ignoring meas usual?? so happy u called..just make my day..she said soory cause din reply my msg cause she have nt top up and hermum dun allowed her go out?? poor thing... and she was telling me that she having headache..and stuff..although we talked for a short while.. i felt so happy she called..hope she is fine.. how on earth she noes i have sumthin to tell her???? chee! 1st time she talk to me wif sexy voice?? haha!! after which we went to heereen..cause i wanna go shop for my top. .and we went to flash imp and this color T attracted me green colour..all said i shuld try..so yah i didand when i asked the person there where is the changing room..she look at me like excuss me?? why cause i was likeehem ehem... instead of saying exucss me..which i noe i shuld have... but oh well i did bought the T ok... than my papa&mama went back... while i stayed on wif na do dei and her bro and her cuzz and their friend. after which we went to borders cause her friend want to buy mag?? er.. kino dun sell meh? aya..than sit ard there 4 awhile and i din wanna move why cause there was wind..just wad i need..and ppl ard me had to just pollute the surrounding by smoking??chee keep puffing at my face... walau!! going to have skin caner LA! than we went hm... that was abt 9.50pm..reached home parents was nt hm yet...shuld have stay longer LA...haha!! meet sec 2 and 3 smss ppl... well so obvious LA!! haha!
well.... thankz to suaty advice... she had woken me up from my world...and back to this earth... i think i shuld not sayanything..and infact show something...do something to be accurate.. like they say action speak louder than words..so yah...
miss uuuuuu......
Friday, September 09, 2005
sad sad sad ..i am so sad sad sad ..... suppose to cut hair but no mood..i wanna go tmr...make appointment already for tmr....but sad case no one wanna accompany me?? dang!! everyone is mugging like hell yah now...wad am i doin?? slacking like hell ... shit la... why like this... well today i was woken up by my stupid screw downstairs neighbour... this mad man just could not stop drilling , hammering...god! wth was he doing?? he woked me up after i onli gt 6 hrs of sleep!!! stupid!! last time when i watched my cartoon, he said that my tv was very loud?? gosh! dun crap here!! now when he is making hell of a noise...mum just asked me to be tolerance... huh??!! i can i be...when he started drilling god noes wad at 2am!!! helo 2 am ..dats like when ppl are asleep.. wad was he doin...today morning he started his hammering... so loud till for a moment i thought my flat was going to collapse..that hard ok... when i was sitting at the toilet bowl , i felt the earthquake.. well that mad man's fault .. urgh!! than mum told me that while she went out to do marketing, she saw the mad man and she give him the look .... [ thought she asked me to be tolerance??] anw..than
mad giuy: wad see see? why u see me argh??
mum: who want to see u?? i have better things to see
mad guy :* look down* (according to mum)
mum: ONE MORE TIME U MAKE A DIN I AM GOING TO CALLED THE POLICE!!!
mad guy: *walk away as quickly as possible*...
haha!! he deserve it!! stupid man!! shuld i call the hougang chalet ??? to bring him there?/
i thnk i shuld....wads the number btw??
been doin some thinking....and i came to the point where i asked myself " why"?
i think things are starting to come to life and the more live it get, the more i feel dumb
but i am clueless as to wad shuld be my next step? haiz....
going off to find a nice soul to accompany me tmr.... chio!
Time now is --->>> 1:06am
well i just finish doining the " memories in tigress's heart" album...haha!! i am so proud of myself.. well i bet aud and jo are proud since i din asked them to help me to..hehe... well again i am so proud haha!! well more pix will be post dude!!! byebye..going to bed now....zzzzz
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Love is more than a feeling;
it's a state of mind.
tired tired tired..... had tution...at 12....i gave her the teachers' day gift that i bought for her... well i noe its very late now...but who asked her to cancel our tution day?? than finished tution..was just settling down wif my com and talkingto shuk...when tortise called me...and asked me to accompanied her..at first i was like huh? than seeing that she is goin to haveher prelims...next week...so yah followed her..we went to coro to get mariam chong geo boook? dun noe la...than we wentto farah's hse to get bio and history book... tortise will loose every books of her and notes rytee b4 prelims?? wah... i noe she din do it on purpose thats why i follow her... than we went ard causeway pt for awhile..than soon we headed home..wah today was my first time goin for an outing...w/o spending more than 10 $$$ haha! so proud..than once i reached homefeeling very very tired..mum told me that stupid sis told her to think thru abt getting me a line? give me a break LA! wadsur fucking problem.. lke wth la..i am tooo angry to even have the energy to scold her... hiaz...enuff swering for the day..i am suppose to cut hair tmr..but adden cannot accompany me...and suaty being a gd friend willing to go along...but after wad she told me... hhaha! no mood to cut my hair alrday..moreover i dun wanna disturb her plans for tmr..and i am rytee abt suat.... OMG!?! haha! well... good for her thou.... tmr they all will have fun in sentosa..andi they asked me but i don think i waanna go sun bathing cause i am too dark already..and i told zanny honey thati will be a roasted pig after tmr if i were to go...than she said." haha than nice wad" wth... wad nice? chee..
there's this thing that is missing in me,
something that wad all humans need,
i try to find one,
show one,
but all were being ignore.
tigress crying in pain.....
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
went for tution today....supposed to reach there by 1pm but i din manage to get there in time..why cause i was rushingto do the tution homework...wanted to do ystd..but i was to tired to even hold up a pen..so was doin it before i left the house.. than once i reached the bus stop..both 48 and 106 will leave me... WTH!! chees... and i am so broke to even flag a cab... so yah decided to just wait... than after tution meet adden and we went to bk to eat than we went to coffee bean to study... well i manage to finish ONLI 1 maths paper..haiz..die die..14 sets more to go!! nothing much happenedin there cause she was just concentrating wif her chem and refuse to entertain me... and she confiscated my calculator cause she said that i am doin paper 1 so no calculator are allow...chee! but when i asked her to help me in some questions,she will use calculator wad?!?! big time loser la... than we stayed there till 7 and again i miss my dragon show.!!!! i wanna cry now....i miss the show for 2 whole days???? and all my cina friends they dun watch this shows??? i wonderwad kind of shows they watch?? aya! lousy pork la... told mum that i wanted to use line... and she is consedering it...she say " ok we were discuss abt this tmr. i need to think of the cons" excuss me mum, where are the pros?? chee! another lousy la....
well gamar msg me and asked me a very weird question " wad flavour u like?" and will choclate do?? i told her that if u noe me well u shuld noe wad i like... and than she went on telling me that she will get me a choclate bdae cake...like i say and i will say it agian... i will not hold my hopes up high... well yes..for the obvious reasons... so there u goo...told her that " i will onli accept that cake if u eat them along wif me" wait wait...does that sounded worng??? ppl do u think it sounded wrong??? huh? have asked 2 ppl and they say its wrong and funny..so i wonder wad so wrong?
byebye
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
lets start on MONDAY! well was havin mother tongue N level..both paper one and two... paper 1 was ok la..doable...than went for a break before starting of paper two... well aud was nice to get me sausage mcmuffin.. so i happily paid her the amount and when she pass me the burger, well i thought the burger look kinda wierd thou..but feeling rather hungry i juz go and u noe took a bite... LITTLE DID I NOE!!! they were playing prank on me... well instead of the original mc muffin... they actually BOTHER to make me another kind of burger..well the leftover bread in the big breakfast, they actually spread jam and yah fold just like mc muffin.. well being as dumb as a tiger can be, i fall into XX and her trap LA! sheesh...actually it was funny la... and release abit of my stress before paper 2... and paper two was do able BUT!! tricky LA...as usual... than straight away went home....
thanks for the jacket......
ON tueesday..... well had MT listening compre ... was asked to report at 7.30am why cuase it starts at 8.00am... but.. no... the radio will say it will start at 8.30am..my god... we rot in the class for half an hour... well the mly station were playing some punk rock song, hip hop and R&B..wad shawn paul , nina sky...aya! how to feel calm when u feel like grooving.... i caught na do dei dancing as thou she in club? i was like PIST!!" u in school and nt club!! so stop that"than she just smile..haha than me and mel was disccusing abt ss... like going through some of the tpoic..and we manage to coverlike 4 topics in that free time...hehe... so proud.. than well soon it got started and all went serious.. than we ended at 9.00amso this left us like 4.30hrs to study before siting for N-level SS.... zj and sheereen they all went to mc and help me get burger..me one the other hand decided to just stay in school..and " study" was talking wif waty la most of the time..or if we din talk i will be in my own land la... haha!! than they came back wif my food..and yah discussed here and there... than ard 12 noon, shereen me and zj could not take it so decided to go to coro..and help others bought choclate and sushi..wah linda was explaining me that she wants this suchsi that sushi ..and making my life rather difficult... but in the end wif the help of therest i finally noes wad she wnats... than we went there and got for every one wad they wanted... and zj and sheereen to..but i din feel like buying anything... dun noe why.. probally jus wanna walk-walk i guess.. than we reached school like 12.30... decidedto take another route to get back to school... we were comparing abt the sizes of primary schools and secondary... do u think it'sunfair?? than i just felt like sleeping and resting...sook fung was like sleeping real sleeping..all was taking a nap la...justto realease streess.... than yah the big thing came and all of us have to do wad... do we have a choice? AFTER which PARTY!!hhaha!! went to seoul garden wif shereen, zj and jojo... well had a great time la... keep taking food but in the end will not finisnh it... than there's this part where jo asked zj to lower the flame after which she shut it down instead..so had to calledthe guy to help us on it back... HAHA! so smart wad? than we eat and eat and eat and i din noe that jo was scared of theoil splatter.. like helo...not pain la.... she was being pain in the ass by asking zj to lower the flame where i told zj dun causetill tmr our food will not be cooked.. hehe... than try frying egg? zj failed! haha!! end up throwing... than i took sushi...wellit looks nice..BUT when u taste it , it was YUCKY! and jo being smart asked me to eat it together wif garlic?? YUCK!!YUCKS!! thrown it out... puke puke... than went for dessert.made my own tropical ice cream..had couples of spoon and i dun feel like eating but shreen will be full and went for a second ard of dessert?? haha!! zj wassaying la...if let say everytime we finshed any papers, we were called out for celebrations? than let say we finshed 10 papers,10 times we go for celebrations... haha! i think dats funny.. wonder wad kind of party i will go if i finished my N-level. and Olevelnot forgetting we took pictures..but zj will always bring her camera when it's weak??? toot leh...
than we went inside kino and zj got her mag...while me and sheereem was looking for books..than heard jo voice dam loud so i was being cheecky and went " SHHHHSHSHHSHHSHHH" dam dam loud...and saw jo covering her mouth...me and sheereen burst OUT laughing...and we laugh so hard ok... than we told jo that the old lady at the counter was the onewho asked her to shhhhh and she took our words for real...and haha!! we laugh even more... after which i told her it's me andshe was like WTH....hahaha!! so funny...caught her in action...and also she was tripping on herself for 4 times in one day..1st was at taka goin to the toilet, 2nd was i forget 3rd was heading to the mrt station...and lastly almost falling into the drain?? haha but yq came to the resue... ahaha!! i think she is the blur queen for today... replacing me thou...HAHA!ok back after we went kino, we went to ps to followed this jo pay her bill than we are HEADING to the candy empire..milenia walk? yah thats the place...wonka choclate?? wonka candy? all there... well if onli i have more money... wouldhave bought more.... just got some womka candy.. hehe... goin there was so draggy..had to pass thru here and therethan went back decided to take shuttle bus..but jo was running late so yah we walked back to the mrt and yah so so tiredla...everyone was so tired.... and all of us went our seperate ways... overall it was fun fun tired tired tired....
two papers DOWN !!! leaving it in god's hand......
speaking of which ...i am quite perturb by wad u said " U just upset Ur god" ??? i take it as personal.
well.....
if u are suffering wif someone.......
and feeling rather shitified....
but in the midst ....
u noe that someone cared abt u......
and serius abt u......
turn to that direction instead?
why continiuing toturing urself?
Saturday, September 03, 2005
well today went school for SS and mly...ycuky eh.... well i asked ard and all say i shuld go..so there i am la... and reached home.... abt 1..... and sk was telling me that i ought to die cause i have not started on my ss... wah liao wad a thing to say to encourage me... jolene was liek yah la ...ur mum never scold meh....i feeling rather dumb thou... well just taking a break and blog....
shit la ....... time i need u now.... i want to day to be thursday morning.... so i can have moere time to study....
was it a blow kiss for me?? i felt it thou..........
i wonder why.......
i mean it............ u r e 1
Friday, September 02, 2005
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ZJ!!! MAY UR WISHES COME TRUE IN THE FOLLOWING YEARS....
hope u like those frogs thou...
again weekend have arrived... this time my weekend will not be all that fun... WHY CAUSE N-LEVEL IS COMIN!! IN 2 DAYS!!! ARHHHHHHH!!!! mly and ss shit shit shit..i just pray god will be there to guide me thru... still have not start studying... die die die.. i will onli blog again after tuesday.... shall go for computer strike... anw... SOMEONE PLZ REMIND ME TO BRING MY ENTRY PROOF AND NIRC CAUSE I HAVE THIS FEELING that i will forget and than i cannot take my exams... had dreams abt it too... so yah.... anw...today lesson was a drag one.. after school waty asked me to wait for her and asked me to followed her to go corro and choose her new spec... i was delighted! haha! and she really buy the one i like most...HAHA!! well i still prefer the frameless orange which is over her budjet so she din get that one...but oh well... but before that totise was waiting for me in the canteen...and we sat down and chatted... i wanted to go home but i don have the strength to do so.... so decided to sit down and we chatted.. 3 of us... well tortise was liying on me... and was feeling all comfortable where she suddenly say " u noe wad...if i want to get a bf, i will want him to be just like faiz" waty also contuined by saying that " i agree and i also want" HHAHAH!!! OH! i was so flatter... hahaha!!! ---grins--- than after slacking so much ... i ask gamar to lent me her racket..haha of course she agreed...and hei tung lent me hers... and tortise and me played... and in a way entertain all the juniors tennis player.... so malu can..they laughed liek hell... and sudenly this girl who have been standing near to me... say " i noe wad is ur name. FIFI rytee?? " i ans " excuss me" and she repeated herself and i told her my name not fif than all of a sudden another 5 juniors came dashing towards me and say that they noe wads is my name" and they were over reacting and was so so so happy to noe my name...i am not being ego here but that wad really happen...and this gerl say that she noe my name w/o even seeing my name tag and say that she has 6 sense... oh shut up... so yah they introduced themselves.. " oh i am germaine form 1e2" oh i am charity same class " er ok... so thats u la who added me in friendster wad my herat says... so now i noe who she is...and they each was being so good to lent me their racket ... HAHA! stayed on and play in the canteen... boy oh boy balls will fly hit the lights , hit the fans, hit someone butt , hit the table and chairs, hit the walls and the worst part hit someone's face... ahhhHHHH!! soory there... than after sweating so mcuh... than i decided to go to corro...waty was getting inpatient... HAHA!! blup... than headed home....
wad a day .......
all left to mist........
for now shall be apart from u.....wait till i come back and use u ... [ oh my computer]
wish me luck....
fcku fkcu i need MOTIVATION from u..............
Thursday, September 01, 2005
STILL THINKING ABOUT UUUUUUUUUUU
IRRECONCILABLE DIFFERENCES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TODAY I GOT A NEW PHONE!! X640C ( samsung)... but than i dun liek it..cuase it has onli limted functions.. but i am just glad now that i have my very own camera phone... hehe... today was just slacking ard... fiddling with my my new phone... and try to finish up amaths hw.... I DO NOT NOT KNOW HOW TO DO ALOT OF IT!! AND I NEED TO PASS UP TMR....!!! HOW HOW HOW... i am just plain dumb.... and aslo i am trying to finish up reading " where rainbows end" i recomande this bk to all out there... still have another 4 chapetrs... gosh... took 1 week thou.. break my own record...
every day when i woke up.... first thing that come into my mind is ulp.... is like when u wake up from death and u cannot think of anything but dat special someone.... its growing.... i noe this will not go anywhere ...but i cannot control nature.... sometimes i felt cushed seeing u wif 'wadshername' i coax myself saying that nvm..dun bother...but how can i? how can i feel better?
stilll f e llll in ggggggg
e emp te nnnnnes sssssss
i want u by my side..........