blow the bubbles!

Friday, October 31, 2008

just by outer surface,
they can give u the trust, the comfort;
but when u just turn ur back for a mere 1 sec,
they can be ur worst.

Hello bunnies!
I know i know , its time for the date to change!
and some updates!
Tee hee!

Well, its like 6-isham rytee now,
and i feel like blogging!
weird huh
woohoo~

Well school been really really draining.
i swear!
my body is so tired and aching all over!
I have been dealing with circuits and more circuits
that now i feel, why the hell are there 1001 circuits in the world!
Everyday, i have t fix resistors and get wave forms out of the circuits
getting boring ah~
i want maths! i want pure maths like a amths kind!
not this kind of mix maths (physic + maths)

its been 3 weeks, and i have not skip any lessons.
3 cheers !
hip hip hip!
but the number of cab i take to school per wk,
gosh, i am left with a dollar by the end of the wk
;(

penguin's parents know me as " ouh ur friend who always eat ur food that one?"
seriously!
:(
she makes my life so depressing!
HARH HARH!
but i still dun feel guilty taking her food ah~
heh

So on Wednesday, SInce i ended kinda early,
jiyong albert intan and i decied to go KAP t eat!
AND AND AND AND !
I MET AMELIA BAYYY!/
i bet i was her lucky charm before her phy O' level paper!
NYEHEH!
HIEEE BAYYY!!!
SHE WAS TEACHING PPL OKIE!
SURE A ALREADY!
was good t see her since we never free for one another!
HAHAH! ;)

As for Baracuda,
well, it's still practice and performance thou.
Tdy, we had performance np@45
at the stadium.
Sam was my source of entertainment!
along with her few friends!
THANK YOU SAM!
;)

Went for a taiwan snack with Sam & Haris!
for awhile & left after that

I was suppose to go club tdy!
Its haloween partyy
but i did something way better than that!
something worth giving up the idea!
i feel gooooddd ;)
there's always next time !
whatever it is, i pray that u peeps will all get better in time.
;)

LLF! if u happen t read this!
Serioulsy, call me okie!
i need t noe updates for the latest on goings!
i hope everything goes well over there!
&&&&&!
i really really damn it miss you!
ALL the best for your A's!
Ah, call me okie!!

Ouh, to the Amaths girls of 5n1 of my class,
MS HO asked me to say HIE to u peeps!
tee hee!
yeap!

=+=

I managed to catch House Bunny & HIgh school muscial 3
;)
Well, it was good in their ways luhh.
But house bunny was a good darm movie!
while high school , think they shuld just get married ;)
NYEHEHEH!

OMGNESS! SAW 5 IS COMING OUTTTT!!!
and TWLIGHT!
ZJ !!!! TWLIGHT MUST GO WATCH TOGETHER OKIEEE!
and SITI AND SHEEREEN ! HO HO HO! SAW 5 NEXT!
that siti better dun watch online first ah!
this time i will really smack her head if she does!
hahah!
darm , i miss these babes!
TSK!

CAPTA TOO!
WHere's GANG TOO!

i will find day, very very soon!
emotinally i am always there for you all okie!
:)

I want t go night cycling sooonn!
the temptation is back already!
OIE !
ANYONEE!?

i want to go chilling at night again!

have u ever feel that sometimes
the thing that u have always wanted
and work hard for it
and at the very last, before it ends
u think maybe , its not what u like/wanted?
u have this thought of just giving it up
but u know , it is not possible because
after what u have done , gone through
its just so hard t just see that ur actually letting it slipping away
from you.
but part of u still want t give up?
:/

ouh wellllls!

they are leaving in 2 weeks time.
i am feeling the heat already.
they are feeling the heat as well.
i really am happy they are given this bright chance
at the same time, so many things running thur my mind.
i love them both, fucking a lot.
:/

K LUHH, GOODNIGHT TO SLUTY DEVIL!
;)

we're flying through the night
we're flying through the night
way up high,
the view from here is getting better with
you by my side

i flew away@ 1:19 AM

Sunday, October 19, 2008

even if it does show,
no one knows,
cause they dun even bother what u like.
cause u r nothing t them.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY SHEEREEEEENNNN!!!!
HOPE U HAVE A BLAST TODAY ;)
MEETT UP SOOOON! ;)

HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY to Jiyong!
he make it so big deal to turn into 18!
annoying shit!

HAHA!

Is a rainny Sunday!
So it feels pretty cooling for today!

School is going t start soon!
tsk!
i feel, the weekends flew so fast!

even faster than the japan bullet train!

So, school for the first week is really really tiring!
i even had t cab t school! stuuupiiidd
Everyday start at 8am and ended at 5pm

And on friday, school ended at like 6pm cause of the stupid pratical.
And this sem, i really really need for my body clock t be very good,
because there's no way where i can skip school !
Everyday is a practical day.
& usually, i skip school because i cannot wake up!
so, now is a different story!
curse the timetable!
urgh~
I dun like school very much now!
i really dun!

On friday,
I was late for school so really no choice but t flag cab.
Then someone came and " You going t school? want to share a cab"
AWWW~

okiee, goody! safe a lot of money for the both of us.
Okie, this guy is my camp mate! harh!

We didnt get the chance to bash jiyong on fri!
It was his bdae and well, and well it was wasted cause no one start the ball rolling!
HARH!
i could have had my chance then ah~ HAHA!

Didn went home on friday night.
i learnt stuff like pooling!
HAHA! Pool was real fun when it is at 3am-6am ~!
And only reached home on sat morning like 11.30am
I was awake for more than 25hrs okie!
slept a while only and then made my way to town t service my phone!
Met oscar <3!>Once i get home , i slept from 8.30pm
till 12.30 today!
FUUU~
it was reall gooooddd
even thou i still feel sleepy here and there!
i wanted to wake up to pee , once i am up
i fall back onto my bed!
AAHAhA! i just couldn wake up arh~
so i am trying t make use of sunday as much as possible!

I really really not looking forward for schooooollll

BOOHOO!

PS: SAM IS REALLY DISGUSTTTING! SHE SEND ME SONGS WHILE SHE IS SHITTING IN THE TOILET ! EEWWW! SHE EVEN type " WAIT ARH, I GO WASH MY ASS"
EWWW!

I AM OFF TO GET READY FOR MR & MRS SMITH!
2 hot stuff in the world!
DROOOLLL~!

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Labels: wind of change

i flew away@ 6:34 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

how far can one
spell out a b c loudly to you?

Today, school was suppose to start at 10am!
bUt noooooo~
we have t be in school at 8am to instal some software!
i thought after that can be dismiss, but noooo
had to do the whole damn worksheet!

I have 2 cool lecturers for this sem teaching Embedded system!
Laugh a lot in their class, and the best part,
although they are old ppl, somehow, they know how t lower thier frequency to our level!
and one of the lecturer is a damn cute big size man that somewhat reminded
me of Ms ho! REALLY REALLY similiar character !
i somewhat really miss ms ho :(
OUh wells!

anws, so after lunch was Biomedical signal processing and analysis. 2 hrs of lecturer then 2 hours of pract! NO kidding okie! but pract was just abt downloading another new software!
so , after awhile , i almost falling asleep
decided t go visit the toilet
well, somewhat when i cam back, she just finished scolding them!
junyu , qingyang , intan, albert and yiyong apprently got scolded for not paying attention and also not copying notes?
HAHAH!
but the best part, when i sitted down, all of a sudden i also got black listed along with the donkeys! wahhhxxx
first lesson already got blacklisted
i seriously hate this ah~
i really want t play cs during her lesson because she reminded me of the previous bio teacher we had in sem 1.1

We were bacically laughing hard when the teacher asked jiyong if he have christian name!
HAHAH! i quickly said YES YES!
he thought i was going t say " kevin"
nah~!
i said JASMINE!
HAHAH!
that really set the whole class laughing la! if not half!
hahaha!

Anws, headed to town after school ended!
Explora was already waiting for me with CHICKENNNNNN!
hahaha!
THANK YOU!
;)

we started on the things that we planned t buy already!
tanging mall for tango mango!
Explora got her pretty day to day planner!
then i got my stuff ard tangling mall.
we chill with chicken sandwich!

We then went t wheellock.
i was just browersing thorugh the bags at crupler.
then, tallk talk, try try , ask ask, try try, ask ask , try try,
finally decided to get a big sling bag! nYEHH!
also an extra small pouch and also a camera pouch for explora!
;)

then went t taka to get a lot of stuff at art friends!
dafy was working there!
phew~
i asked for staff % seeing that i bought a lot of stuff!
hahah!
thanks man!

then got somemore stuff ard taka

and finally , dinnered at kfc since i am also craving for kfc chicken!
i know i know !
even thou i ate chicken for lunch , then explora brought for me chicken and then at tangling mall chicken sandwich! i still have a lot more cravings for chickens!
i tell you! chicken is the best food ! always!

HOmed by 11pm!

So, after tdy, i surrender!
i blew off 350$ for tdy
and i am calling for a getaway for my wallet!
HAHAH!

I lOVE SHOPPING WITH EXPLORA !

TOODLES!

tomorrow another 8am lesson!
ah dang!

nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you.
ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in that i lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.oh,
with nothing but your t-shirt on.

Labels: swing with me

i flew away@ 1:06 AM

Monday, October 13, 2008

too much of everything,
too much of water in the pond.

FIrst day of school,
and everything look dam sucky!
right from the start till end of school!

I still have Foop cum Cprogramme hunting me!
I still have my dip plus teacher teaching me one of my core module!
I have practical every day! Really fucking annoying!
I have t wear shoes damn eveyrday!
my laptop going t be soo sad cause she has t d/l a hell lot of new software!
i have a lot more things t complain in the future.
i starting t hate school , URGh
I can forsee myself struggling real badly.
sigh
:(

Intan gave me very very fun birthday present!
my very own Stethoscope! cool shit
reason being, she remembered that i always snatch it away
during out practical ! HAHAH!
THANK YOU PENGUIN!
i really really really like it a lot a lot!
i have started playing with it! hah
:)

I feel my inner self releasing acidicstress.
I hear a lot about a lot that i really dun noe how t give a helping hand
or how to deal with it.
i have so a lot of a lot that i dun noe how t discard them just like dat.
i just want t compile them in one conner of the body.
but it is not even that simple.
i have a gem that helps me t stay afloat,
but i still need t do more that that
so alot of things t plan now

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

Labels: I FUCKING HATE T STUDY

i flew away@ 12:43 AM

Monday, October 06, 2008

it was left buried,
not t even speak of it.
pay for ur own mistakes,
thats how it comforts..
it only works once in awhile,
but once retrive for more,
pure guilty play in the system.
so, really
whats next?

maybe, maybe just for tonight
things speak about its darkness.
maybe tonight , was all the happy faces that were masked.
tonight , where the truth unfold,

never once expected , that with a tiny huff,
it pulled it down , till the ground.
only then , one notice how amazing
the mask works.

words and actions ,
they nibble ur heart till nothing is left.
all u can do, sit at the same position,
and just be numbed.

maybe , just for tonight,
let the waiting do its magic.
even thou, there isn hope in waiting.

I will just leave, for the time being,
t a getaway, before the hell gate is open once again.

A getaway, i am sure this is what i need right now!

Labels: fuck that ideas

i flew away@ 2:30 AM

Sunday, October 05, 2008

even when the engine
switches off,
the whole thing still lingers on.

1st OCt

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !
yes, the day come and go!
i was god dam it tired on that day
because there were kinda a lot of ppl who came.
My parents are the oldest , so they have t come t my hse.

Well, my sister came with her son.
Then my brother and his scoccer team!
Then my uncle and aunt from my mum side.
So everything ended at 12!

That man, with the twist sign, is
my brother.
sigh~

I dun noe what else to do t entertain them,
so i let them play with my bubble!

Look how happy she is!?
-_-"

When the food is serve!
my mum said she was lazy to cook more!
wahhxxx

My sister-in-law still cannot walk cause she just replaced the metal
thingy in her leg since she bent her previous one!
and thats my brother! see what i mean!

2nd Oct

I went t service my phone !
Then had lunch at sunar restaurant at taka!
Then paid for online shopping stuff!
then home early!
(;

3rd Oct

Went t meet haris and charles for our mission!

In the afternoon went t meet CAPTA with XIUXIANG at vivo!
YAY!
after hell of a long time! FINALLY!
many things were shared !
bitching and catching up !
ahhh` it feels goood!
really!
;)
See u peeps sooon okie!
and next time , yap zi jing! be there!

This 2 kuku neh neh was holding my cam for sooo long
only to see what they do t their picture!
and they think my cam is a neo print machine!
HAHA!

Xiu-Aud-Me-Jo

While jolene was playing my psp,
these 2 came and stood by her side for quiet some time
till all of us reliase it!
HAHAH!
she was so stress out by them!
HAH!

So, as for dinner, we bought food and went t sky park t eat!
I tell u, buying dinner took so long that my stomach wanted t cry okie!
HAHA!

We cam whore for awhile after dinner!
while we talk and talk and talk!

;)

i like this pix eh~ HAHA!

4th Oct

Collected my phone!
All my msges still in there!
so now i am wondering, wth did they change?

Had a good lunch with explora!
and simply nice out with explora!
<3!>
hmmmm,
saw some of bb there!
:)

Was home early cause both of us were tiredd!

5th Oct

I slept at 2am last night and only woke up at 5pm this afternoon!
NYEHEH!
i only woke up becuase my mum told me my aunts r cominng okie!
i had no choice but t bath!
so today was my dad side!
uh huh!

i really dun noe how t entertain guest okie!
so i sat in my room, once in a while appering at the living room
them off i go back t my room t play somemore psp!
tsk~
i noe its bad, but really when they see me
they always asked
" abt my sch , abt my future plans abt this abt that"
i dun have such ans now u noe!

=+=

And for the past few days,
i have been watching movies everynight!
laughing my ass off on my chair!
movies like

-Babylon A.D.
-Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
-Harold & Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay
-Hellboy II: The Golden Army
-My Best Friend’s Girl
-sweeney tood

UH huh! there u have it!
and currently i am waiting for Hard candy to load!
HO HO HO!

So its 3:35am now~
and i still carn get to sleep!
and hotmail is so screw!
stupidd! i carn even send any mails!

& in 4hrs time,
its breakfast time !
only this time,
its going to beee soo eggicitinggggg!

<33!

GOOOODDBYYYEEE!

The little things, you do to me ar e
Taking me over, I wanna show ya
Everything inside of me
Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here, against the pavement

Labels: punch

i flew away@ 1:35 AM