Sunday, November 30, 2008
on the surface,
you can take your time,
deep down,
are u really sure?





HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHERRR! (29th Nov)

i just want to say, thank you for being so concern abt me!
yeap, dats all.
HAHAH!




Well, to tell you the truth,
i am sooooo lazy to blog ,
but sometimes,
when i really have the urge to blog ,
just that clicking on www.blogspot.com seem
so tiring for me BUT
is not tiring to make my way into the kitchen
and find myself something to munch,
how ironic rytee?
whatever faiz!


Now that red camp 08 is SOOO OVER!
(yah, kinda late to say that rytee? i dun care)
school been more of studying.
Okie , maybe i go for class just so my attendance is taken
and just that i dun get warning letters.
Getting warning letter is one thing,
but is a whole different story when the letter is send to my house!
i have to do a hell lot of explanation you know!

So last Wednesday was the last day for Baracuda,
till Exams are over.
So for now, i must devote my time to the books.
damn boringg mannn!
how i wish our books are like harry potter books where they talk t u and somewhat
by being like dat, it makes u interested to study...

=+=

My spartan(laptop) is really really sick!
Blue screen started t appear one fine day!
and every data , i can bid goodbye to them already!
:(
this is so depressing!
Fuji said that i have t wait for another 2 wks till the hardware that is require
t change t arrive from Japan!
Fuji also added that even after changing the part, its not confirm that the blue screen will not appear! :(
cause rytee now, they really dun noe whyyy
:(
now i am so doom!
i have a lot of school work to do and i need spartan okie!
:(




stuff that i have been doing lately,

1) On the 22nd of Nov, went to Boat Quay as early as 9am
to give my support to SAM! ;)
It was River Regatta day!

2) On 25th Nov, Zijing , Audrey , Yanqi and i broke into XiuXiang's house!
HAHAH! Since her bdae was on 26th, we wanted t give her a surprise!
We manage to break into her house and proceed into her room by 10.10pm
and we stayed to wait for her till 11pm. Just because she was happily eating opposite her house.
So much drama mama going on , but nontheless it was worth spending time with these ppl ;)

3) 28Nov, Intan , Albert , Jiyong , Junyu , Qinwang and i met at East Coast Park for a round of night cycling! Actually i realllyy really wanted to eat the bbq chicken wings there and seafood BUT junyu and Qinwang (HAHA, superbatman!!) only arrive 12++ nearing t 1am!
So by the time we reached the pavilion, the shops were getting ready to CLOSE!
So we cycled to changi and at 4 plus am we ate Changi's Nasi Lemak! Then played with more cats! We saw a lot of wild dogs! Ouh, poor Albert cause he Lost his wallet and all of us dun noe how to help! But overall, i conclude that it was a great exercise ! HHAA! we shall go one more time again ah! and maybe Don shuld come ah~
i hope the distance din give superBatman&albert phobia ah.... Qinwang wanted t sleeep and cycle! ai sei!

Ouh , we also saw ppl doing ouh-my-gosh stuff in public!
Like how one couple, the women was on top of the guy and was trying t i dun know what but somewhat her hands was touching the guys penis! wah, if they didn notice, we r just like 30 steps in front of them! aww man!

4) Yesterday, we ( Explora ; Elaine ; Suaty ; Zan) went for dinner at botak jones at youth park there. Nice catching up and stuff ;)

=+=


At this point of time, i have 2 new people in my house!
Waty gave it to me for my belated birthday!
Till now, i am half shocked , like i really never expected such birthday present!
Well basically, she came over to my house on Saturday
and handed me a cage complete with a slide , a mini house and a pikachu looking ceramic.
And there are 2 hamsters inside.
I name them TIKU & DOPEY!
(fine , i change their name)
They are still babies!
Tiku loves to play!
while Dopey loves to sleep!

Dopey is so scared of me.
And Tiku always protect dopey by hiding dopey underneath his body.
In fact, tiku also takes food for dopey and give it to him and then go back to the food bowl and get one for himself.
SO CUTE RYTEE!
Then just today, i went to put hamster blanket in their mini house and
WOAH,
i can see that they are so comfortable that even when i carry the cage they can still sleep!
i want t play with them but these two are not even interested t play with me! dang~

But somewhat, they like to lick my fingers ah~
Nvm, i shall update about Tiku & Dopey sooon~
TEE HEE~



Right now, upon anything in the world,
i really really miss my parents!
i called Saudi Arabia yesterday,
and manage to talk to my mum!
Both my parents have sore throat!
i pray that they recover really really soon!
just 11 more days till their return.
i miss them a lottttt~















See I'm all about them words

Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words than I had ever heard and I feel so alive

i flew away@ 9:32 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008
take a bowl,
put every emotions inside,
stir it well,
nothing seem to be the product.





Well well,
its been exhausting ride this week.
As for now, i am home alone for 1mth!
Seriously, this is no joke!
i miss my parents sooooo much !
i just hope they hve a good time now and everything is like a breeze there!


I did not go to school on wednesday, reason being,
i sent off my parents t the airport.
For the first time, the airport filled with unknown uncles and aunties.
Unknown because is either i have never seen them , or i dun remember seeing them.
But what i get from each individual were:

" eh who is this" looking at me
" i am the youngest"
" WAH, U ALREADY BIG NOW "
and each individual never fails to emphasize on the word BIG

-_-"
At the airport itself, emotions was really unstable.
My mum was so storng, she din even shed any tear but my dad did!
damng! he just push my tear button!
my aunt as well.
So, atomosphere wise, didn help much.

But when i go t my mum t get kisses , my tears just stopped.
because she was just so strong .
my brother keep pestering me t take pictures,

seriously, sometimes i wonder does he have brains to think or something?


So after the airport, i stayed on for awhile.
Brother took me to T3 , T2 , T1 t cheer me up.
his children were being nice to me, harh.

Bought for me food since non of us took breakfast or lunch.

whatever it is, i miss them like really really miss them!
I went to this website that they give just so i could keep track on their movements.
i saw A photo of my parents!
serioulsy, take more luh!
and i really want to call there but eevry 1min = $8
:/
i dun care, will try to call soooon!



School been really really tiring
Perfromance after performance!
Studies wise, i really drag like hell!
urgh~
now i have Flash Project to complete by tonight , what the hell!
i heaven even touch the damn thing!


Anws, yesterday,
Baracuda performed for Parents seminar

After which slack in school till 3pm.
Then at 3pm headed to Toa payoh for another performance with vodoo.
Ystd's performance was for this PAP prize ceremony i think.
SO, every pap ppl were there!
i must say, they are hyper in thier own ways!
security check wise, was dam mafan.
but its in the name of protection rytee?

so after which, reached school at night then kap.
then homed!

=+=



i plan to just tired myself out,

till the very end each day
just so when i reach home
i can just go to bed
w/o hearing crack sounds, lizard sounds or even a nail drop or something
basically, home is quiet !

But every single day,
my brother and sister will call to ask the same qn
"what did u eat tdy?"
"so what are u doing?"
"what time r u sleeping tdy"
"what time is sch the next day?"
sigh~
i am scared of nice ppl , really.
My aunty called as well, t check and stuff.
seee, now this is getting weird.



Anws, today sunday!
i woke up early birdy!
Bath and get ready!
I opened all windows just so t let the sunlight shine in!
Then i went to Atm machine to transfer money for Online shopping stuff
Then i went t the market and look out for vegetable seller.
I want to buy LadyFInger cause i am really craving for it!

"Uncle do u have lady fingers"
"yah yah have, over there"
*so i stood in front of the ladyfingers*
"this one here is the lady fingers"
"yes uncle i know"
but the reason why on earth i stood there and did not move was because
how on earth i know which is fresh or not!?
" uncle can u help me pick the fresh ones?" -I sound so blarddy noob please-
*then the uncle was so nice t teach me how t choose fresh ones*

okie, and he gave me more than what i asked for!

so now i have another problem!

see, now that i have the ladyfingers at home, in the fridge t be exact.
How am i going to cook it? i dun noe how eh!
:(




I am so going to be busy next week because Red Camp 2008 is finally here!
So, with so many things going on at blk 73,
i hope we all can do it !
I shall see any SMSS ppl or nt !

nyehehe!




Well, when some things are worth t hang in there
but soon, when u noe you r struggling to hang in there,
u take the next step by letting go.
its hard , but i am sure i am going to miss it.
whatever happens, i hope we all are the same ,
we can still sit at the same table and still laugh joke smoke
i will miss it , thats for sure.








I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

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i flew away@ 4:20 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008
i have to feel a lot for one day / one night.
it gets even worst as it reaches the peak.



I thank god that i have a brother
even if we have t scream and shout first
i still am glad i have my brother as my brother.






i flew away@ 12:38 AM

Saturday, November 08, 2008
push pull push pull push pull
dun let it go.
out the league







i am sooooooooo tiredddd
this wk been really really tiring.
actually i really do not want this wk t end so fast at all..
i am reallly really shagged.
give me more time clock.





Basically, school sux and i need drugs i guess!
i have not found any good drugs yet,
to motivate anything there is regarding

my education.
:(



Fri night was somewhat good.

Party , food , good songs
Reached home only at like 2.30am

and tdy morning, i accompanied my dad to the polyclinic.
Then Mum meet us and join us for breakfast cum lunch.
Had a good morning today!

Soon, in the afternoon,
town to meet Explora!
;)
Then i went t do some admin stuff.
When Suat jumped on me!
;))
Met zan and rachel and i forget her name! HA!


Soon, bump into gayboy as well! HOHOHO!


Pasir ris

Homed.

i am early home tdy and i just odered mac donald.
HEH!



Anyways,
On friday,
we were thinking as one !
Intan , Albert , Satheesh, Qingwang and i wore white!
we were all walking as one big gang like dat!
HAHA!
but sadly, we had a bumblee bee among us.

hmmmm


k la, i shall stop here!
ME
FEEL
SIANZ
BYE


tomorrow my house is going to be filled with people!
Shall wait and see for more updates!







The little things you do to me are taking me over.
I wanna show you everything inside of me,
Like a nervous heart that is crazy beating
.My feet are stuck here against the pavement.
I wanna break free
.I wanna make it closer to your eyes.
Get your attention before you pass me by.






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i flew away@ 10:54 PM

Saturday, November 01, 2008
push it aside
give it a rest,
left and right isn working.





I was supposed t wake up early so that i could be in time t
be at singapore post t collect the online shopping stuff
BUT!
i overslept!
-_-"



Mum came back at like 3pm,
dats when i got ready and zoom zoom
i promise her a shopping date!
so we went t mustafa center
and my mum was in a gd mood
so today was
i-need-this-and-that
day,
and she will give the green light!
;)

after 2 hrs of non stop shopping,
mum wanted to go home
while i went town !

Far east to eat dinner
CIne to chill and dessert!
royal choclate cake was good !


track after sooo lonnngggg
;)


Home sweet home!



i feel simple-happy
harh!



Anyways,
on my way home,
there was this Noisy kid who really cannot stop fucking crying!
she is like some K1 or k2 kid
she was so irritating i tell you!
she was screaming t her family members so loud that even an old grandma
stuff her fingers into her ears! dats how disturbing she was!
and the thing is, she was screaming " I WANT SWEETS, I WANT SWEETS"
throughout my whole bus ride!
and the best part, SHE IS HOLDING AND SUCKING HER DAMN LOLIPOP!
wah LIAO!
annoying can!
-_-"




I want t go watch show!


my arm is swollen,
my arm is really really swollen!
i wonder whyyyy







But when I see you your bodice and your pride
It's nice to greet you with an interrupted stride, besides
you say 'Good Evening' you don't say 'Goodnight'

i flew away@ 11:31 PM

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