Wednesday, December 31, 2008
It is a short word,
easy to spell,

difficult to define,
& impossible to live without.




By far the most exciting way to end my last morning of the year!
;))
We have our own way of doing things, and today we did exchanging gifts!
What i got set me floating in my room ; those beat mine hands down.
dang~
so when all ended, my morning continued with snoring
heh
;)


Today is the day that i took out dopey and put it in this small cage
while i left tiku in the big cage with all the toys.
They were fighting so bad that i had no choice to do that!
They were seriously out t kill one another.
And i let them stay that way for a day.
Like what snookie told me,
" punishment for them "
:'(


So, in the evening
cabbed down to heereen to have the last dinner with my best people! Namely:
Explora ; yanqi ; XiuXiang ; Aud ; jolene ; meilin

After which , chilling at coffee club and talked.

Soon, Explora and i left for Boat Quay!
Met the usuals in boat quay.


To sum things up;

best part of the countdown was during minutes away from the 2009 when
we had the best sit in s'pore!
No crowd , No pushing , No need t scold strangers & bla bla
everything was so peaceful around.
And once the clock strike 12;
we immersed ourselves with the beauty of the fireworks that was from the platform!
;))))
& the best part of all,
i was with who i want t start the new year !
Cause only then, it made it all worth while!
;)))










If you asked me how many times
you have crossed my mind
I would say once because
you never really left...


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i flew away@ 5:21 AM

Tuesday, December 30, 2008
when the back scenes
hit the jackpot;



28/12/08

Today marked the end of my 2nd week of holiday.
Dang, with just a week left, how fast can time fly, really...

So, i ended it with Kenduri ( Like a thanksgiving ceremony where all relations come and meet)
every aunties & uncles seem so amazed at my height.
and each individual die die must emphasize the word " BIG"
what do u expect if u last seen me when i was in pri 4 or 5?
dang eh~
I was trying my best t escape every possibilities that i have t helped out be it in the kitchen
or at the living room.
my brother saw what i was doing and asked me to wash cups and bla bla
so when i know that he found out abt my movements in the house
i stayed away from him as far as possible!
And the best part was that my parents planted me at the living room when the prayers started. I was supposed to represent the both of them. Seriously !
My camera came in so handy!
Everything ended by like 12 there.
Brother send me home with the best speed of 60km/h!
ouh myyyyyy!
i was this close to help him in pressing the dam accelerator!


29/12/08

I remembered having the best morning sleep in 2008!
With a great surprise just right where i want it to be! !
;)))))

Tham , Charles , Julian and i planned to be late for Baracuda's outing cause we wanted to sleep in! So , we the cool kid met at 5pm at PS. I was the most coolest cause i didn bring anything for the outing. But fazwan said that no need t bring and the most impt was for me to be there! So, i listened t him! ;)
HAHA!

So, when we reached east coast, the rest were already heading t Mac's t rest!
so when jiv came, we rented bikes and started 2 hours of cycling!
;)
I still must say, Chin ping have a damn positive thinking!
;)

We celebrated Jiv's advanced 22nd Birthday!
Happy Birthday my Indian friend!
Gonna miss you real soon!!

So, since parents having parents fits on that night, i wasn allow to stay out.
Home lorhhhh~


30/12/2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIV ;)))


Went to Heereen's basement
followed by shopping @ art friend
finding stuff for m.p
anddd finally dinner-ed at Taka's KFC!
:)))))











The sparkle in your eye put the stars to shame

i flew away@ 2:12 AM

Saturday, December 27, 2008
the wonders;
well its just like
rolling in the sand;



Before i proceed,
please be awe by this video!
MUST WATCH!




Baby Tiger - The best bloopers are a click away


OMGGG!!!!!!
ITS MY EVER WISH TO KEEP HIM/HER AS MY PET!!!! i REALLY REALLY WANT!
LIKE DAM FREAKING CUTEEE!
OUH MY
OUH MYY!!!!

:/

& i fall in love with this kitten at this pet shop!
& he cost $1469!
& he is orange in colour! the more i want him!
& me plays with its own tail
& OMGGG! i really really want him!
& i want to hug himmm!

:'((((((



anyways,
had the best lunch with parents today!
;))

After which cabbed down to ikea to look for
Tiku & Dopey sort of new house area!
i treat them good , i know!
HEE HEE!

Had Tea Break @ Ikea!
Found new best thing there!
Their CHicken soup!

Then Cabbed down to waterloo
and i learn a lot about the 2 temples!
how they are related & function

Walked over to Haji Lane
& Tada!
Shopped a bit ~
and
watch siraj's gig!
as always, they were good!
more new covers!

Saw Mat ; Jaslyn and Desmond and not to forget Ridwan!

Soon, made my way to brother's house!
parents were already there.
i had an interesting convo with my sister in law & bro regarding orange kitten!

me: " do u want to invest something with me"
sislaw: " huh, noo"
me: just taking yes as an answer " well i need 1469$"
sislaw: ignoring me
me: I WANT T BUY AN ORANGE KITTEN
sislaw" NO WAY"

me: " brother, do u want t invest something with me"
bro" giving faces"
me" i dun care, we r blood, so u have t say yes for an answer"
bro" giving faces"
me" i want to buy a kitten and he cost 1469$"
bro" noo~ dun want, its so ex for a kitten"
me: but its orange !
bro" OMG! WHAT ORANGE! I ALSO WANT"
me: great, so we both just look at each other and then to our mum and then

mum: " if both of u dare to get that kitten i will throw it from the 8th level"
sis" i second that"

bro and i :(


Currently,
mum is there , busy cooking for tmr's function!
dad and i decided to be at our own house! hahah!
as for me, i told them i want to look after my dad
but the actual fact, i want to escape from all the task! OMG!
I am so not looking forward for tmr's kenduri.

1) I have to wear baju kurung! urghhh~
2) my bro is fetching me like at 9am! ARE U KIDDING ME!
3) My sister in law made a deal with me to help them tmr morning! ah dam~ no escape!
4) i dun know what else is/are plan for me.
5) i am just dragging this whole idea~
6)i dun wish to see my sister!
7) i should bring my camera to keep me really busy !
NYEHEHEH! FAIZ DAM SMART PLEASE!


I want this sexy mini inst cam which cost me 149$
I want THE SO UBER CUTE ORANGE KITTEN which cost me 1469$
I want this freaking TOTE BAG from COACH which is 800$
THIS IS SOOOO FREAKING UNFAIR!
why are they so ex!


& now, how i wish my parents were at Arab
and i can buy all this!!!
OMGGGGGGGG!!!!!

wahhh piangx!




I SHALL SAY GOODNIGHT TO THOSE THINGS!
BYEBYE!






























I'll be the air that you breathe

I'll give the strength that you need
I'll be the light in your eyes
When hope becomes hard to see
I'll be your shining star
To guide you wherever you are
And I promise that I�ll be by your side
Always you and I






i flew away@ 2:52 AM

Friday, December 26, 2008
chuck chuck chuck,
what about the chunky part?



this morning, i had a belated surprise from Santa!
A good surprise ; nothing beats it at all!
my morning was really really an awesome one!
Thank you!
;))))))



Had Sakae Sushi buffet in the afternoon !
really taking my own sweet time,
and really making full use of 3pm-6pm!
danhgx!

Then followed by our usual chilled out location!
;)

i love long long chitty chatty !
;)



Before i forgot;

THANK YOU SNOOKIE FOR COMING TO MY LAST PERFORMANCE!
INDEED, YOU R TRULY THE BESTEST CAUSE YOU CAME DOWN ON BOTH DAYS!
:)))))
& ALSO FOR GETTING ME ICE MOUNTAINS WHEN I REALLY NEED IT! REALLY REALLY THANK YOU!
<3!


i flew away@ 3:20 AM

Thursday, December 25, 2008
MERRYYYY TURKEY DAY TO ALLL!!!



UPDATES!




Tuesday: Went for Melene's BBq at Sentosa Kampung!
Got t meet more SMSS peeps! ;)
Spend the rest of the night learning new dance moves for next clubbing date with

the peeps! HARH HARH!
We r so going to be cool people , i tell you!


Wednesday: Eve of TURKEY DAY!
Met SUATY ; ELAINE & SHUK for breakfast! @ HOLLAND MARKET
I was the 2nd t wake up okie! Both elaine and shuk were late!
Since ah ling was early, she came up to my hse and started to stare
at dopey & Tiku.
She is very very scared of them!
At the very fact that she refuse to put back the wheel when the wheel came off! -_-"

& THANK YOU ELAINE FOR THE TAMTAM from AUST!
I WANTTT MOREEE!
:((((

So, after breakfast, we went to far east cause the two donkeys wanted to do express manicure!
Suat and i almost fall asleep while waiting okie!
like it was uberrr long! since there was only one lady who was doing the manicure.
After which elaine left t meet her friends while the 3 of us went over to PS.
We stayed there like the whole day! Because we r smart kids since we all know
that the other side of town was packed shit!
We did shopping in PS!
and i got something that was worth buying since it was at a very % price!
Had ljs ; Talked a lot about life during in smss!
we told suat that we used to hate suat's face!
NYHEHEH!
and then zan came to join us!

I also remember that at 12 o'clock
instead of feeling so merry ,
i was already on my bed,
rolling around.
i was just so plain lazy and feel that i ought t do something better
like rolling around my bed ; staring at things .
nyheheh!




Our wonderful breakfast cum lunch = branch




Thursday : well, i just spend my day with family.
Followed mum to Tekka market where i learn a lot of stuff.
I also got a phobia for eating red meat now!
omgness, i could have died from the smell of the wet market ah~
like the way they cut these meat, kinda scary.

So to end off the day on a right track,
mum bought 3kg of crab for dinner for that day!
since bro came, he took some for his family.
;)

so after today,
currently my fridge contains massive loads!

20 packet of chickens
5 kg of beef
2 kg of cow's heart
2kg of cow's i dun noe which part
5kg of lam's i dun noe which part
8kg of sotong
lots and lots of more stuff that there is no space for my poor nuggets ; instant prata and more nuggets! :(

All this are t be used for a family function this Sunday.
And i am already dragging this whole idea!
:/


















i flew away@ 2:32 AM

Monday, December 22, 2008

HAPPY 19BIRTHDAY JOLENE HOHO!
;)



Had Baracuda Practice ;
like from 3pm to 6+
Last practice before the year end.
So the few of us went out after pract.
Marina for dinner followed by foundue for dessert!
It was Julian's treat !
Thanks Julian!
;)







Jiv-Julian-Me-Tham-Charles



i flew away@ 1:46 AM

Sunday, December 21, 2008
just when u
want t give it a start;
u just stop.




Today marks the end my first week of school holiday!
Damn it, Agree with me that the whole week end so fast!
:/
I have so many things to do , to think , to venture


Well, today also marks the last gig for Baracuda!
We had another round of performance at Taka.
It was better than Friday, i must say
because our busking time were longer
and the crowd were a big mass!
Say thank you to Sunday!
;))))
& not to forget,
all the booze were on Shawn!
how sweet~
no wonder all the kids were high!


TO SAM THAM;
thank you for coming down to see MEEE!
i know u r sweeet!
;)
Remember to tell ur friends that i said HIE AH~
HAHA!
if u have not, please do NOW!
TOOTY!
SMILE SAM!

ANDDDD!
I saw REENA & Sarah sam!
its been a longgg time !
the funny part was that i thought the 2 of them were on their xmas shopping spree
since they were carrying a lot of plastic bags
and when i really look at the content of the plastic bags,
it was bottles and bottles of soft drinks!
hahah!
darm cutee ah~
HAHAH!


there's so many things in my train of thoughts right now.
i dun even know why am i having these thoughts at this junction.
Like, somehow, walking on a long stretch of road,
with the night breeze,
push the button.
i think i should start seeking for outlets to get
as many solutions as possible...
but right now, one outlet is good enough..






















in the crowd;

i heard you cheering;
& in there,
i spotted you with
the trails of your voice.







i flew away@ 2:31 AM

Saturday, December 20, 2008
when;
a b c
1 2 3
no longer matters.





I was woken up by tiku and dopey
and soon i received a morning call from shuk!
and she just had t drop a bomb in the morning!
That women~

Another catching up date !
i really really love thisss!
;)

Had lunch with mama today!
;)
really really good lunch,
along with talks
;))

After which i got ready to meet the babes in town!
:))))))
its been a whillleeee since i last saw Zi jing ; Siti & Sheereen!!!!

So the agenda for today was
to watch
TWILIGHT!
Plaza Sing and Cine were selling out really fast !
So we tried our luck at Cathay
and WUUUUUU~
WE GOT GOOD SEATS!
so perfect~

Movie was dam awesome!
I mean is just the first book
so i think they are trying t emphasize on the
introductions thus explains the lack of actions in it.
But ,
its a good movie my friend!
TEE HEE ;D


After movie, zi jing had to leave t become the emcee for the day.
So the 3 of us walked from cathay all the way to taka.
Good catching up babes!
;)))



i felt petty guilty that i actually
not on purpose snapped
Tiku's nose when i wanted to close the door cage
:/
and after the 2nd snapped,
he just went into his mini house and went t sleep
:/
i tried to rub his nose and say many many sorrys
but he just simply ignored me
:/
so when i came back,
i flooded this part of the cage with bathing sand
anddd i think he is fine seeing
how he was happily swimming in the sandd..
but my heart actually sank when he just ignored me ah~
:(















I'm gonna be, gonna be late
But, all my girls gonna have to wait
Cause, I don't know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet

i flew away@ 12:34 AM

Friday, December 19, 2008
like a leave;
sway along with the breeze



Had breakfast with dada since he took off today
;)


Got ready and headed down to school!
So, Baracuda had performance at Taka today!
something about Xmas !
it was good shit ;)
3 sets. 8pm to 10pm!
and lastly, we did busking!
WOOHOO!
crowds were good , in a way.
One were too good thou!
HAHA!

On our way t wait for the bus
we got into a fight with this cab uncle,
like seriously!
that uncle was being twinkle twinkle little stars man!
like, so childish !


Overall, performance was good!
Next, this sunday !
Last gig for this year!
We are going to so DROP-IT-LIKE-ITS-HOT
TEE HEE ;D



Snookie and Sister came down !
THANK YOU ALL
;))))))))))))



cabbed homeee!


i want t upload pictures but no pictures are with mee!
:(

SOOON SOON!
i go askkk around!
and i finally decided to close down my Facebook!
YEPPIE!
;)
i damn it lazy to maintain the whole dam account
and each time i log in,
w/o fail
i always see fucking ugly pictures of mee!
sooo!
HAHAH!
delete ah ~


GOODNIGHT TO ALL THE FAT HAMSTERS ONLY!
TEE HEE ;D








Or the sound you make
With every breath you take
It's unlike anything
I'm so addicted to you
Addicted to you


i flew away@ 3:39 AM

Thursday, December 18, 2008
filled the jug,
with what u have
and where there's nothing left,
u give up.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELLISA! ;)))

HAPPY ADVANCED 19th BIRTHDAY JOLENE Ho!
;)))
May u enjoy the things we did !



Waking up part after the whole fun night
was really really difficult.
Because my body still said not satisfy with the short rest, basically.
So dragged myself after like 100000 missed calls from Audrey and Zi jing!
tee hee~
Sorry ahh!

By 3pm , i was at Bukit Panjang Plaza.
Time checked : I was 2 hrs late.
Yanqi , Audrey and Zi Jing were already there doing shopping for the steamboat!
So excitinggg!
like another catch up time for mee!
;)
Once we reached Audrey's house
i went on sight seeing her new house!
Wuuuu, nice ahh~
So after which , we started our baking session.
We baked chocolate cake and chocolate cookies!

All i did throughout the whole baking session,
was that i put on this cute apron which i found somewhere behind the fridge
and after which i know it belongs to Aunty !
And i walked around the kitchen , not allowed to touch anything that were used in
the process of baking because the pros - Yanqi and Audrey said that
" I do not know how to do"
BOOHOO!
and as for Zi jing, HAHA! her job was to wash all the things that needed t be wash ah.
So, i walked around with the apron and taking pictures !

At about 6.30pm,
Xiu Xiang finally reached!
HAHAH!
that one scold me for speaking ceena language!
i dun like you ah!
;)

After we lay out the stuff for steamboat, hide the cakes and cookies,
Jolene HO still have not reached!
and since the gas for the steamboat already finishing,
all of us went t followed Aud to buy.
my first time sitting in a car and she was driving!
and she was speaking so highly for the Triangle Plate
like how other drivers will give her privilleges
and WOW,
2 car just wanted to kill her on the road i tell you!
hahah!
And we sort of almost got into an accident ah~
and it wasn my fault , i seriously must say this!
HAHA!

At 8pm, we started on our steamboat,
since we fetched mojo on our way to buy gas.
people like audrey + Zijing + Xiu Xiang love to burn my hands each time i asked to
scoop some soup for me -_-"
and steamboat was really good and thank you aunty for preparing it ;)
There were too many left overs , oopsi!
so, we did a lot of talks and catch up !
and harh harh, everything is just between the round table !
uh huh~
Next aim, CHINESE NEW YEAR!
I am looking forward to that !
;)))
after steamboat,
we surprise mojo with her birthday cake and cookies !
i will upload the pictures soon!



by the time i reached home,
i really really really feel sooo tiredd!












So live your life,
ay ay ay ay ay ay
Instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life





i flew away@ 3:10 AM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008
1 or 2 points,
u are talking t
urself.



HAPPY ADVANCED 19th BIRTHDAY TO MELLISA SHALINI. T
May u had the best partyy everr!
;)
lovelove

My Party time continues
when i stayed out yet again!
;)
heh!
Exams are over, so this is just pure fun time rytee!
haha!


Went to VCH
for SP Band concert.

After which,
cabbed down to Butterfactory.
Met the rest and omgness!
It was a good catch up time with all
the smss pals! Like more than 10 of them!
and knowing all the new pals!
;))))
In the club itself,
i bump into more people!
Like PAM TANNNN and YING!
;)))
and of all people!
PRISSSSS!!!!!
OMGNESS! how exciting ! ;)
I also bump into Bob and Fobes!
HAHA! What a small world !
I felt like on that night,
only butterfactory was open for clubbing!
harhharh!
So, more Whisky Drive & Vodka Lime for the night there!

We left a few hours after we cut cake.
And we proceed to silver at boat quay.
There the clubbing continues from 3am to 6am~
Again, more Whisky Drive and Vodka Lime!

We all end off by having supper at BK coffee shop.
Mee rebus for me!

Home sweet home by 8am again!
;)

We should have parties like this sooon again!
I just miss hanging out with all this bunch of people!










we play hide and seek,
not knowing where t hide
where t seek.





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i flew away@ 2:50 AM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008
when saying;
becomes a needle



Early morning on a Monday,
i was at ChinaTown
looking for this particular cafe that sells a dam good egg
and after getting down from the cab
we went t the wrong direction
and somehow
we stumble upon a Nasi Padang Shop!
Uh HUH!
Nasi Padang in Ceenatown!
so, we give it a try and
wuuuuu~
ITS DAMN AWESOME!

BUT
really really costly!
;/
Like a cost of 1 chicken = $3
mind u, the chicken is soosh smalll!

So, after that we went on t search for the cafe.
We found And
we climb up to the 3 or 4th level
and when we reached there,
the cafe was not open!
well done!

so, we slack at central.

Baracuda practice in the evening!
Was soo excited seeing the people all over again!
haha!
Had really good time.

=+=

The whole of Tuesday,
was just pure relaxation!
Stay out day ;)

So, started off by having Subway for breakfast.
Went to 3 pet shops.
Then in the afternoon,
watched Bolt followed by Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist!
Both of the movie , worth watching my friends!
Like i give both 9 farts out of 10 farts!
SUPER UBER AWESOME !

Like how i wish my hamsters are like rhino!
SOOOOO CUTEE!

After the movie ended,
like 1 am or so,
we went supper at Lau Pa Sat.
Satay + Stingray + Tofu + Rice + Chicken Wings + Kankong = BURPPP~

from there walk till esplanade
followed by cab to tcc @ lido
then Mac after that
anddd soon home sweet home
by 8Am








we party like we never do before/





i flew away@ 2:23 AM

Sunday, December 14, 2008
when the puzzle fits,
please stay that way,


Yesterday was TOWN DAY!
I feel like i have not been t town for 1 yr !
But i really have not been t town for 1 mth!
i was being a gd girl i tell you!
SO, ystd was so fun ;)

& i bump into KANG! wahhhxx!

Today, i woke up only at 5.30pm!
a full 12 hrs of sleep !
tralala~
Now, my eye bags r better,
which means, need more sleep!
HAHA!
Help mum bake stuff~
and i swear, the kitchen is back to normal,
the house condition is the same old thing
and lastly, i smell the familiar smell in the kitchen ;)
mum's cooking is the best rytee?



Things I do during home alone!
I HAVE A HELPER WHO DOES NOT LIKE WASHING PLATES!
harh ;)
I FEEL LIKE BAKING AGAIN! AND I WANT T EATTT
THE CUPCAKES AGAINNN!







Meet Tiku and Dopey after 2 weeks in my house!
My parents said its okie t have them at home, duh they have to right!
my mum secretly like this mini creatures while my dad thought i have 2 small rats in the cage
-_-"

The one above is TIKU who really really love to lick my fingers and sooo uber
cuteee!
The one below is DOPEY who is so so dope! Well, dopey bites ppl!
My finger to him is another chew block i tell u!
BUt dopey is also cute shit cause when he sleeps, he will pull his blanket !
ahhh~ annnddd kiss tiku on the forehead before sleep!
TELL ME, IS THERE ANYTHING AS CUTEE NOWWW~

currently, i think dopey is overweight!
because when dopey eat, he will go on top of the eating bowl and well,
his whole body fits nicely , and when tiku want t take some food,
he doesn have space t even take anything!
think i need t fix back the wheel cause i took it off and put playing pipe!
HARH!
SHit ah~

My aunt own 5 hamsters and when she see mine, she was like
" still so small"
now i wonder, is there any difference between malaysia ham and spore ham?
hmmmmm~



& those thing son the table are just half of the things that i have for them!
i want t buy more toys for them!
tee hee
;D
u shuld have seen when i place the playing pipe,
they were having so much fun, like omg,
cuteeee!









HELLO THAM!
BE A GOOD BOY AND DUN LOOK LIKE A AH BENGSTER AH~
HAHAH!
U OWE ME PIZZA and nt t forget CHOCOLATE FEAST DATE!
TRALALA!
SEE U TMR!




My coming week is already pack !
Wuuuu~
GOODNIGHT ;D







Give me the Greenlight
Give me just one night
I'm ready to go right now
I'm ready to go right now


I want your green redlight
I wanna see what you dance like
But if I can be your buddy
Help you study and get your head right

i flew away@ 1:33 AM

Saturday, December 13, 2008
when the rolling stone
stop sticking out the tongue
for a while.

PS: this is going t be a long long entry;


[[[DAY 30 ! ]]]



Day 30 , 12 Dec 2008 .
i will remember this date because
i felt a different kind of happiness in my life.
The kind of happiness which u can only get
once in a life time.
i am glad this very day come and everything was just
happiness.



Day 30,
marks the end of having the freedom
to wear my tongue stud and walk with chin high up
like u r some kind of king , around the house.
HARH!
Mum thought i took it off already, butttt
i will do it one fine day , but not now.
tee hee ;D

Day 30,
marks the end of CT period!!
OMGNESSS!
its OVER LA !
it was a last minute study for all my 4 papers!
So , 1 wk before the exam period,
it was still "
yah yah, next wk is the exam, okok, i go sleep first then we study later"
-_-"
So , 1 day before each paper, i panic!
I have wake up calls 2 hrs after resting my body.
Then from 1am to 5 or 6 am, will start t gear up for studying.
Then wake up by 11 or 12 noon
and continue panicking till the paper is over!
harh!
So, this pretty much went on from monday till thursday night
when i , at the end of the league, studied from 12am to 8am!
WAHHHHHH PIANGGZZZZ!
I had to munch munch so that i will not fall asleep!
BUT i know of a penguin who drink 6 cans of COKE
in the duration of 4 hrs and feel so hyper for that period of time
and after which, her stomach died i think! harh!

papers , well they are just nothing for now.
So, why think when u already
suffer so much! nyhhe!

Due to the constrain of time,
if i did not reply any of ur msges,
well , i am really sorry because i am really busy,
cause i will put aside and i will reply but then i forgot all abt it... so sorry
Or if i did reply but like heck care, i also really sorry cause, again
period of panicking ,
and wait, if i din reply can means i did not receive it at all okie!
dun anyhow ah~

And i feel bad cause, sometimes when those really need me,
i did not give full attention to them,
haizzzz
i really really did not mean that way...
just that, i carn be there at that point of time
t think about why he/she is so mean , treat u that way, be that way,
:/

Day 30,
marks the end of having no curfew life.
rightttt!

On Day 30,
My brother only reached my house at 12noon.
30 mins left before my parents flight landed.
So, he made me run a lot that morning!
We zoom there, waited and waited.
My aunties and uncles were already there.
Heart was dam heavy because the agent told us they should be landing at 12.30pm
but even after 1pm, they have not landed.
So, i stared at the tv screen, and i saw that SQ455 landed!
and when i saw both my parents came out, my heart just stood still
and i cannot help but really really give out a big big sign of relief.


I MISS THEM SOOOOO Blarddy MUCH!

And my aunty ( my mum's older sister) just had t ruin the moments when she told me she want t hug my mother first. WAH PIANGZZZ!
if it had not been her size and height, i swear i really would have push her down!
and t think that is my aunty! urghhhh!
my brother and i already got things planned.
He will hug mum and i will hug my dad.
My sister, who cares rytee?
wah , so angry i tell u!
anddddd well it feels good t have them back, i dun care the above freedom i have
cause nothing beats having them back with good health.
I really thank god.

So friday and saturday,
my house have been filled with uncles and aunties from both side of the family.
I finally met my grandpa and my grandama, but they are not my real ones.
After my real granpa passed away, my real grandma re-married. Then when i real grandma passed away, my 2nd granpa re-married.
TADA, thus they r not my real ones. HAHA! so funny ah~
my 2nd granpa is 90 yeas old and still strong!
I also learn that my aunty have a Kampong in Malaysia with big big fruit garden and that next yr, during durian sesson,
my family and some other uncle families will be going there
for holiday! taking CHOOT CHOOT TRAIN! eh, cool ah~



Now, u may asked
why on earth i am so worried sick about my parents going for pilgrimage?

Well, for a start let me give u the meaning of it.

In religion and spirituality, a pilgrimage is a long journey or search of great moral significance. Sometimes, it is a journey to a sacred place or shrine of importance to a person's beliefs and faith. Members of many major religions participate in pilgrimages. A person who makes such a journey is called a pilgrim.

Now, the worrying part comes when adults ,
tell me their knowledge.
The flight to there takes 12 hours, that i know.
But they have t add chili sauce by saying
that the plane will actually pass by the Bermuda Triangle.
You and i both know that just by hearing those 2 words,
its no where near comforting !
so my mind starts t ponder ponder....
Next, well since it so far away and u will never know what will happen,
they say, some pass away there....
well, this also is no where near comforting ....
my grandpa passed away when he was doing his pilgrimage.
So, in a way anything can
REALLY happen.
Well, the list goes on and on....
But bottom line is, i am glad that my parents make went there and finish
what they really want to do and now, back home!
;D


Is no joke when u r home alone for 1mth. Where u have t cook for yourself. Boil water so that
u can drink clean waterr. Sometimes, when i am dam dam tired after sch, when i go home, even if i am hungry, i will just go t sleep. The next day , i skip breakfast,
Tada!
Say hello to gastric!
But i have a penguin friend who carries a bagpack full of food! and her mum is really sweet to make breakfast for me too! ;) Penguin's family are really nice ppl! Her sister drove me home almost everyday during ct period and once to jalan kayu and her mum paid for my food. I feel that i owe them a lot...
so sorry penguin....
really am...
the undying morning calls from penguin, and when she asked me to wake up,
she will go back t sleep , and sometimes i feel that she really think i stay in Changi.

Sometimes, on nights where i really could not take it, i will call them there, like a simple hello will do. A simple hello will make my night and thats when i will have a moment of peaceful mind to go to bed. And there were times when i see families , it struck me that, where are mine? when are they coming back? what are they exactly doing? how are they ?
and my train of thoughts just go on....
all i have is a website of pictures of them, like what is the whole grp doing, where they go,
and some clips which most of the time, my parents are nt inside.
really really depressing okie!

Oscar was always there to cheer me up , every single day w/o fail!
Thank you a lot!
He is such a darling , always trying t think of something for me t do
just so i am preoccupied!
i really really appreciate all the effort,
XOXO

Waty, well she gave me 2 hamsters t keep me accompany.
It helps a lot because i have something t talk to besides my 4 walls!
They are really really cute creature which i already grown attached to!
thank you waty.

LLf was also there, when ever i needed her!
so no matter what, i know she is always there!
;)

Shuk is another human being that crack my life
with nonsense jokes, or like the way she link her stories, rather
dun make sense, but well, she tickles me sometimes with her lame jokes.

And the list goes on and on ;)


Throughout this 30 Days,
my bond with my brother and family
have grown as well.
Which is good , harh!
now, he knows he can depend on me
and i am no longer just his small sister in his eyes,
it better be!
despite his busy schedule, he calls every night t ask about me, what i do and stuff.
His oldest, always tell me abt he and his gf, he and his friend, harh!
so much of trust he is giving me~
nontheless, our jokes been on the same frequency..

My sister, go to hell.



DAY 31

I heard the familiar morning roar - my mum's voice waking my dad and i .
OMGNESS,
i just had to smile
;)




I LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU .




i did warn about the long entry ;








That is why you keep on runnin
In and out of my mind.
As the years, they will roll by,
It's not hard to know why
I keep comin back to you.












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