Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Tawee today.
Study in mac with ,
suaty,nichole,Km,zanny,melia was enjoyable.
Nichole's mum is CUTE! haha!!
Met Koh, and he showed us his baby.
HAHAH! nvm~ save the details.
Finish 1 chem ; 1 phy ; 1 emaths.
to all bio students, all the best !!!!
Last lap! and u will not touch bio ever !
toodles!
as i fight the battle;
where no blood r shed.
I am wasting it!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
I am waiting for Yeo Wei fen To come online! she suppose to be online like NOW! I need that audio of Anthony NOW! hahah! not bad what, we go for consulataion, record down and keep on playing! =)))
My heart go sha la la la ! hahah!!!
awwwww =)))))))))))
more of =)))))))))
and more of :)))))))))))
if u noe , shuuuuu okie! hahahah!
BUT it S-H-A-T-T-E-R-E-D
ayer! Shuld have done that, this and that! but
i dun care ! it is still =))))))
=)))
and more of =)))))))
dam it, its =))))))
BYE~ i shuld have said that back!
Day with zj was fufiling !
I keep on eating!
Spend my night with the clique ( half of them thou )
Laugh my butss out.
Sookey sliper , WAH SEI! Very ZOO like [",]
Marchy is scarced of long john silver 's toilet!
And kellyn still going " SWIMMING"
and LINDA IS SUPPOSE TO BE ONLINE NOW!!!!! HOOI!
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Is my shoe NICE??? I LOVE IT! dun u! muahahah!
I paint my house today, along with my brother and this guy. My relation to him is
--> My brother 's wife 's sister's boyfriend. HAH! To make things less complicated, he is my sis-in-law 's sister's bf. yupyup.
I hate cleaning up the mess! my hands and legs have paint stains. bleak!
I also helped my brother fix the Lights. He sux plz! what kind of stupidd pattern is that? One straight line? nonsense!
U r here, yet u r far. I still perfer the old u.
Ouh wells, better go off now,
is this an act to clear ur wrongs
or is this an act from ur heart?
TAMAN SERASI AT THE BOTANIC GARDENS.
COURSE 1. [ paper thosai] ITS DAM BIG!
COURSE 2. [ crab murtabak]
COURSE 3. [ 2 egg and cheese prata & egg prata ]
yesterday,when i got home from school, bath and was just starting to get comfortable with my seating,when i saw waty online. We talked and she was saying that she is going to breakfast like a loner. So being a good person how faiz is everytime, i offered her if she wants to breakfast anywhere. So we ended up at botanic gardens.
As u can see in the above pictures, we ordered almost all kinds of prata. Eyes were staring at our table and i admit that we were like hungry ghost "being release into the world" Waty's dad was there to breakfast with us. He was there only for a while cause he had to go do some trainings. So all the food were left in our care. After a while, we gobbled down our PRATAs.I especially recommand the CRAB MURTABAK. YUM YUM!
Later on, we took a walk in the garden. And the atmosphere was so pleasant and calm. It feels as thou it is a care free world. No one was there to tirade u to study or cajole u with load of craps. Life never know the meaing of sourness but just sweetness. The sound of the runing water in the fountains adds up to the nice embiance. With the haze that had engulfed the surrounding, the blur vision of the night and the smell of haze made the night more fulfiling. We went to experiance the nature toilet ( not bad). For most case, we were spenidng our time in the gardens.
As soon as all that is done, we walked to Tangling Mall because i have been wanting to go there since i have never been there. OMg! my shops r all there! hahah! G-A-M-E-S! wuuu!! Finally, we stopped at THE COCOA TREES . I can see waty is drooling. I din bother because until now i should be really immue to her nonsense =) We both ended up buying $7 worth of chocolates =)
Home sweet home!
PS: I know i have make ur thursday night a memorable one. HAH!
TODAY 20 OCT 2006,
HAd to wake up really really early today. The sec 5 r supposed to be at the space at 8 am but i decided to come late and reached at 8.45am? Khoo greeted me at the door, phew! he wasn angry. English lesson was boring. After eng, went for phy consultation with mel and ruth. Later on ruth left for art and sookey came. Went in to the class and saw shuk,haz,march,hash in there. Talked/joked with them and got a call from LLf =) She asked for help and me being a NICE offered her the help. So LLf meet me outside school bus-stop and off we went to holland. There we spend a couple of time alone ; together. =) I cure her lips! since i bought for her APPLE flavour lip bum. Ouh gosh~ haha! Then we headed to US party to meet shy boy! Shy boy! yes i meet him again! not bad, yet again "he automatcially became dumb" coded from LLf. But today he took less than 3 mins to start a conversation. So, there's an improvement. We spent about 3hrs together. HA! I had loads of fun , laughing away. Thanks LLF!
The luminious digital numbers showed that it was already 4.30pm and i was suppose to meet shuk at 3.30 pm. GREAT! so extended time till 4.50pm but finally we meet up at 5.00pm. OOpsi. She was well prepared! haha! nonsense! answ, we went to Far east to check on bags. Actually shuk wanted to buy bag for Hari Raya, and i just accompanied her. Bump into waty and cousinS along the way. And again in far east. Waty argh, i still want to noe why ur cousin laugh when i wave back to her? dam it! i think i looked extra horried la! not my day today since i was rushing the WHOLE SECOND! ANWS We walked around and we came into this shoe shop. AHHHHHHHH!!!! SCREAM! All the shoes in the shop are all my FAVOURITES! and the price was also VERY NICE! 3 digits!!!!!! faint*
So i looked around and OH MY! The srvice there was SUPERB.He took the trouble to cater to my fickle minded. I tried about 7 shoes and fianlly only two shoes were suitable for me. I was still contiplating whether to buy because !. I KNOW I WILL GET HELL FROM MUM 2. HEART PAIN TO SEE MONEY FLY 3. I REALLY REALLY WANT THAT SHOE! After about 1 hr in the shop, i told the person " i will come back later, and on my way i will think okie" haha! his cute face never fail to smile! SEE WHAT I MEAN BY GOOD SERVICE! Then as soon as shuk got her bag, we went to breakfast . WANTON NOODLE there was a so-so. Sigh~ After breaking fast, i went back to the shoe shop, still contiplating. MUAHAH! He asked me to wear it again and this time i walk in and out of the shop to see if the shoe is really " affeable" haha! After wasting another hour to think, i FINALLY DECIDED OKIE! ahhaha! SHALL BUY! cause shuk being a good devil in my life for the past 3 yrs list down the pros and cons. 1. U will only get nag about 10-20 mins, so can endure. 2. After u overcome that stage, u can live with those shoes that u have been dying to get. 3. The outcome will be good. HAHA! So i paid $139.00 =) OH WELLS! Heart pain ; LEG not pain can already! wee!
After town, we headed to gelyang. OMG! The crowd was too overwheming for comfort. I barely could move 10 steps in 3mins? haha! okie , that one go figure it urself. Along the way, i found 2 eye candies!! =) okok, We went for more shoppings! I need to get dates for parents and sugar cane drink for mum and the REST FOOD! wakak! $100 was well spend huh? So mostly i spend on FOOD ! but oh wells. WHEN MY STOMACH IS HAPPY, FAIZ IS ALSO HAPPY!
The night was going smoothly with people shouting to promote their stall but on the other side of the coin, there were a lot of begggers on the streets. There was a knot in my heart when i see these beggers. And as i see more, the more tighter the knot is. Really poor thing. Initially i buy from this old grandmother A packet of tissue and she said it was $2. Seeing she so pityful, i dun mind. But when i see there's more, it just breaks my heart. Mum told me that these ppl are either from batam or they can atcually work? But my dad say, do not care whether they can work or not, still storng and fit or not cause if u want to donate, donate generously, from the bottom of your heart. Hmmmm, i think my dad make good sense huh? FOOD, and mORE FOOD!
Finally , after my leg feel aching,
i scream for home !
Tired and fun =)
I love my SHOE! =))) i want to post a pix of it but BLOGGER is being annoying!
i watch the kedi video already! OMG!
i am hearing stuff.seeing stuff. sigh. what is going on.
thinking about the past ; really make me want to take a GIANT eraser and erase certain portions.
all shall be put in a musical box, and lulu bye all of them to sleep.
TOODLES!!
GoodBYE.
I close my eyes, an image of u appeared.
I go to sleep , a figure of u haunts me down.
is this making how i feel worst?
or is this another fantasy world?
u share ur frowns and smiles,
u take me as an advisery,
is this an act ?
or am i just as impt?
No matter what,
life will still be a big biach,
handle it with emotions or cautions.
or simply ,
give way.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHEEREEN !!!!
hope u like those candies =)
its all ur favs =)
Well, i shall be right back.
out now to meet darling.
=)
i screwd the whole dam tthing today!
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
ALOHA!
Day was , i think good? better than yesterday dats for sure.
Was late to meet yap today! soorrryyyy~
We went to bk to get sheereen's present down.
Saw a lot of ppl! hahah!
bliss.
i think his name is hariz. hhah! not bad still can remember me.
Then there is daren. Long time no see~
getting hotter plz.
i think i saw darel!I miss playing with him, for some reason.
wow! so many childhood ppl ey!
hai hai hai ~
Half way when to meet my miss! Finally!!! i seeee u .... along was hady. HAH! he was all quite when he saw me. Not bad. Shy boy but soon he got comfortable and start to talk and joke.I think cause we both know more or less about one another so i mostly know what is really going on. Hmmmm... HA! Followed them to Us party then holland shopping mall. Choosing present is such a chore for them. i gave a few ideas, they accpeted it BUT lazy to put into actions. HAHA! lousy pokers!
If u see this PS: i really want to have a chit chat season with u FOR HOURS OKIE! I really want. Yes, after 24nov! date me okie ;)
Meet yap back, did a bit of things at then send her home. She was in a rush to go home to watch princess hour. The bus took so long and she was whining so ME being a NICE person invited YAP to come to my crib and watch. HA! She got to watch today's espisode. Yay! why am i happy for her? i also dun noe. ANws, after that i send her home. I burnt my finger while decorating sheereen's letter!
BIG THUMB = SWOLLEN THUMB =(
Tmr have pratcial HOW?
Ouh yah, speaking of which, i have a bet with linda. I am suppose to come to school by 10 and the latest is 10.20 IF i am later than her, i will have to but lolipop! If she is late, ahem ahem! I got one packet drink ;) HHA!
" EVERYONE HAVE A DARK SIDE" yes, its true that everyone has a bad side but that does not give u any rights to talk about it to people or spread it. BUt i can understand girls are girls, we bitch a lot! BUT if u want to bitch, BITCH with the RIGHT FACTS! u &*%$*^ Or BITCH with INTELIGENCE. such a fu***** loser!
TOODLES
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
I AM OFFCIALLY .......!! nvm~
ANWS, today school was so so....
Haze is making me uncomfortable..
i think this yr's prom is GOING to be A BLAST!
YAY!
My 3106 and 3703 planning!
THEME: ROYAL PRINCESS! But its this chim word la ... <---- thats just the meaning!
Fought over the meaing of cute,
So what is the true meaning of cute?
*Wait i go check now*
Cute ( adj)
1. Very pretty or attractive
2. attractive in a sexual way
seeeeee, its not ugly but adroable!
Was in the staff room after tawee. March,sookey,zj,linda and me was talking about pets. About kachua? muhahaha!
headed to Ikea.
got things.
settled.
Am talking to nash...omg! joke joke!
i am laughing my heads off.
sugar powder ; custard powder
finding it high and low.
Open ur eyes!
Accompanying her doing shopping okie.
nvm~
ouh yah, i wanna say.
Dearest audrey siow , i am really sorry ='(
I will give u IOU ! Sorry.
2 scoop of ice cream?
*wink wink* =)
Monday, October 16, 2006
I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,
cause thats how i want it to last =)
Good hazy day ! muahah! nothing in particular today .
I am beiging to love gaya.b a lot a lot , deep deep! hahah!
My darl haz is touched by my words ! and she is my best GF ever! yay!
words spread fast huh? for this case its good!
wadever.
Days r going pretty good and bad, sweet and sour , calm and panic, pleasant and annoyed.
See , it is always the case of u gain one u lose 2 ... somehow its like that.
brother is coming t0nite, which is i dun noe.... been seeing his face kinda often this week. Its too good for comfort! lalalala!
Having tution tonite! and strings of it for this week!
I think today's PSI is HIGH! *look at the clouds*
But today's haze no smell!!! boo!
and my nose is bleeding! not now but ystd!
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
Sunday, October 15, 2006
TELLO!
Did i mentin that VIVO CITY is really NICE! I LOVE being at the ROOF TOP! OMG! That shall be the place that youngsters shuld hang out if esplanade is going to be full ! I swear its nice! The embiance is so WOW~ with the haze and night breeze is just amazing-ly nice.
Today, well i shall not say much. Fate have not been less cruel to me. Went to gelyang with mum yet again. YAWN~ Bought a lot of chips which i think still not enuff to satisfy this stomach. Anws, day is still pretty bad ~ oh wells.
ZJ! My tiger have been raped by my nieces !!!! URGHHH!
I just confessed myself how i apperciate shaza nasheha! and vice verse omg! yes u! i also cannot wait for u to date me! and i noe u are eager too! hahah! our dates at OUR restaurant! urgh, i cannot wait.
--shudder--
I find rahcel ng's hse phone rather weird ! hahah! i think we both shock ourselves! haha! nvm~
AUDREY SHU MEI I AM THINKING OF U RYTEE NOW!
SEE! i write this w/o u asking! in today's entry! hie aud! the mickey and his wife is still surviving! wee~
shit! i have been wastting my mesges by sending blank messages too ppl! now a total of 100 msg!!! i really really want to cry!!!
On the other hand, i watch a show about my prophets. WOW! i swear i learn a lot of things from there!
Today i help an old aunty to an empty seat . I feel acomplished !
nvm i shall bugg off now...
TOODLES!
should i make this my last???
Saturday, October 14, 2006
I love Mrs low! My L1 teahcer! the vociferous voice! HAH! GAYA's muffin!
My 3106 and 3703! i love u both!
The amaths class! I will miss Miss ho deepdeep!
Us! the SEC 5 of 2006!!
http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/sexy89_tigress/my_photos
I have uploaded all the pictures in the mention address. YES! Finally i found another way of a faster uplodaing! yay! took less than 15mins for 143 pictures to be upload. Not bad huh?
Tears was shed yesterday. Happy moments was turn into memorable moments. Every one was not in the mood to study. Each wanted to spend every last minutes memorable. When i stepped into the class of 5/1 , i was schocked to see chocolates on my table. So which means giving out gifts have started. I waited for more to arrived and started to give out my share =) Soon my table was filled with chocolateS! and notes! and gaya's muffin was NICE! not bad argh! although it look rather not right but who cares its nice! ( see the picture at the top) but latha was complaining that she had to stay awake with gaya. ha! I recieve 2 muffins! not bad! THANKS GAYA! Soon chua came into the class. HE went through experiments but all of us were not listening to him. Then he gave out the report books accompined by a few encouraging words. Lessons was not lesson for friday =)
During the graduation commendation service, we sung the school song and hymn for the last time. Then there was vidow my vision. I like the song! ha! During the powerpoint slight, i never thought that they will be so mean by showing our sec 2 pictures! While the rest of them told me that my face will be choosen as a sample, i was praying real hard for that not to happen. I look extra horried on that year. Hold and Behold! my face POPS out and that just sets the whole world laughing and even turn to see me! --cries-- They sec 4na pppl were laughing at me real hard and even chant my name. hah! they say that because of my face it makes the powerpoint better! rubbish plz! NOt maluating what! And i noe whose fault is that!!! Chua LA! sheesh! All the teaches which i met later on will give me the look and then LAUGH! *faint*
After the commendation, all of us started to take pictures. As u can see at the top. Later we moved down to the canteen. Food was ready for us to eat! But i was running about taking pictures. And i saw my 3106 and 3703 waiting for me! awww man!!! sweet and lovable junior i have. They gave me a note and chocolate! they were suppose to have marking holiday but came back especially for ME! thank U! i will miss them a whole lot! No more seeing them at the greenwall! )= Took more pictures! With teahcers ! after a long while we went back to class. There we stared to write on autographs books.
Stayed in school till 6.30 and i went back with my stalker! Now we have another stalker! haha! Dawnbay is my stalker and yinyin is our stalker! get the drift? I will miss playing with them!
sigh~ missing people is a part of life but how come constant luck is not part of life????
my day turn out all lovingly fine and melodic not until shuk told me something about someone. I am glad that she told me about her. If not i will still be blinded by her words. U gave me ur promised in the morning and what is this FUCKING nonsense that i am hearing. I took all the chance to tell u how ppl feel about u. yes, u take in, i can see that but i bet u farted the whole dam thing out back cause ur fucking actions says so! U noe i will not use this language but u just peeved me like hell ! Is this how u want to end it after 2 yrs? u found new ppl and abondon the old ones? guess what they say? revenge is sweet? I will make u feel what u OUGHT to feel! u just wait and see! I am not satisfy! I regret helping u when u need someone. I regreted that i have wasted my slivia when i can waste it on someone who knows how to apperciate. U have change to someone who does not see things they way u use to see. U feel that lifes now is sweet and i will make sure i change things to be sour. I will want to see u feel the same way how shuk feels. maybe u shud be the first person i shuld erase from my memoy book? not bad for an idea.
god bless,
Well, waty i have something to tell u .... Hope i can see u online real soon. I need u here now.... sigh~
shall continue with the on-goings. When i reached home, bath and got ready to go to brother's house. had laksa and i played ps2 with my nephews. HAH! Not actioing what! OMG! i think primary 5 maths r EASY! i use to think that it was beyond difficulty! like it something that no one in this world could solve except for my maths teacher! dang~
Reached home only at 2 this morning.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY GAYA! HOPE U HAVE A BLAST TODAY IN TOWN! HAHAH! sorry that i couldn make it=)
Well bro just called and we r going to meet once again.He booked the restaurnt already and yes another family gathering. Might be going to vivo city. We will see how...
K lah i shall stop now and play some games!
A note: I AM MISSING AUDREY SIOW SHUMEI!
see i mention your name in today's entry! BE HONURED! HIE AUD~
TOODLES !
PS: I AM SEARCHING FOR WATY SAFWATY! WHERE R U?
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Well, i know i am not suppose to come here and blog but i need this place to lay down all my thoughts. Thoughts that perturb me and while some are starting to irritate the hell out of me and most of all things that i NEVER WANT TO END!
Well, i know most of the ppl are expressing the same feeling like me. We dun wish to part with the school but most of all our friends. While some cannot wait to leave school.
Well as for me, i really want to have smss after this 5 yrs of education. Really, St' Margs have thaught me a lot of valuable lessons. Allowing me to experience a lot of things in life. Teach me the real meaning of HARDWORK, FUN , FRIENDS, mostly LIFE. All should agree that in this school that we know how to treasure certain things or maybe MANY things! Meet with sweet people. Or meet with people whom at first u hated the most. Here is the place where we consider it as our second home. A place where we share our problems and doubts with. A place where we built friendship and relationship . The list goes on and on and on.
Well, with this last week of school , many take the opportunity to settle friendship problems. Problmes that has yet to be resolved. One inccident just makes me wonder why some ppl can come to a stage where he/she does not have anything to talk about to his/her close frineds. After all that they talked abt, shared or even cried about, it just bring down to a level where there isn't any words left to say? Have u ever wonder how just a simple " how r u today? or Hey, so whats ur agenda tomorrow" can make one feel that he/she is being concern or being cared.
Some should also learn to be flexibile to cater to different sets of friends. I detest ppl who heck care about frinends or maybe just use friends as a spare tyre. have u ever look back ? Maybe u were too in ur own world that u din even realise how fucking annoying it can be sometimes. My patience level can be control. Yes, everyone can control but if i were to ask u once twice thrice forth fifth , who wuldn go ballistic? Why is it so hard to be urself when certain ppl are around u? somehow u r juz becoming one of them? the fake one? the filrt ? if u think thats kewl and fun please think again? u shuld noe where u stand cause i dun see any efforts in u. People do talk abt it. People do observe abt it. So thats why sometimes u shuld reflect on ur own actions and not blaming the rest. But afterall, u apologise, what more can i say. But today really, u were sucking my blood !
HA! at abt 8+ gaya told me that she will not be sleeping today! And at 9+ she told me that she will start doing the cookies as soon she is done with the school survey. And at 11+ She showed me her bake cookies. HAHA! I AM THE FIRST to SEE! thru her webcam! its better be me argh gaya! and I am EXPECTING the BIGGEST PIECE TMR! =)
Well now, i want to talk about certain individual , i am so GOING TO MISS YOU'LL
Waty: Well thanks for being always there. How we become this far onli god noes. I hated u to the max when we were sec 1 and simply because well u noe why! because i thought u laugh at me when the actual fact u want to make friends with me?! HAAH!but afterall, i am glad we manage to settle our differences and confessing to me how proud u r to have me as ur best friend! haha! the feeling is mutual. What i will miss is seeing u 5 times a week. how like dat? I hope we still update about each other if we r going to diff path? i am feeling the dirft already, so u better do something abt it. Start the ball rolling cause my ball have rolled. =) in anycase, remember those plans after O's and when we reach 21 yrs old! hahaha!
Zijing : U have been always the loud one and sometimes can get to my nerve with ur actions. But afterall i believe u meant well. Always cared for ppl ard u even thoug that is not ur problem. Well i am going to miss spending long hours with you. Promise me we will still be in contact and update of each other =)
Shuk : Always with the malay slang. Ouh gosh, those stupid repeats that u always do and the deaf side of u. I bet i will miss laughing away with u!
Suatypants: Yes U! always tell me to follow my heart. We remind ourselves to watch our footsteeps. Yes. Well i hope u still be u in the running yrs and constant updates okie! I will miss our eye canding and the talks we have. Hope things will not change that much. Remember, i am the onli one for u ! haha! i will lend u my ears okie =)
Shelin: My senior ! yes cause we r just one day apart! I will miss disturbing u ! serious.
Sookey : The cock eye classmate of mine! The nonsense that u have and ur irratitingness, all that i will miss! Hope we still have our gatherings okie! =)
Gaya: i will miss ur nonsense and u still r going to share ur eye candy with me! haha! but afterall! remember the chatline on the paper? haha! more outing and clubs yes! i noe u cannot wait but for now endure! haha!
Linda: A voice of a microphone and hands of a budha haha! well i am going to miss sitting beside u althought sometimes i need to constantly remind u to SHUTZ HAH! but afterall i have fun sitting beside u duirng amaths , history and Social studies. I noe u feel the same way too! =) Must have more gathering okie!!!! and yes! we will carry out the CRASH!
Latha: The one who is full of jokes and sometimes so serius that will make me burst into laughters! yes u! i will miss all the jokes and talks we had. YES! i , faiz will MISS u!
Nurul : haha! yes u bugger! who bullied me when i was in sec 1 and i had my sweet revenge when i am in sec 4&5 muahah! but bottomline is, i am glad that we become bonded this yr. Yes, ur jokes and ur mickey mouse face, Constantly tickles me! i will miss u! really! Must hang out more okie! U my nurul baby!
melisa.T: My amaths pathener! We always got into trouble talking during amaths. I am so going to miss u! The tennis seasion that we have. We going personal tranning! thats how enthu we were last time! But as promise, things will not change that much. We did the pinky! I hope we can see one another duirng the first 3 mths! I noe u carn wait so am i! i will miss u mel!
Ruth: My one and onli walking tomato! u have helped me a lot in school work! yes, u the brainy! and sometimes advicing me. The tennis seasions that we have . After O's i promise we will play a lot a lot of times before u fly to England ! But of course, i will miss u RUTH!
reka: haha! yes another woman who never fails to make me laugh. With her blurness and her many many questions during english! I will miss u reka!
Jolene: Although u have ur short-commings but to me it overruled u being nice to me. I am glad that what i say does matter to u. But in any case, i will miss disturbing u and talking to u during assembly! u standing behind me for the past 3 yrs and duirng exams too! Again, i will miss u! =)
sheereen : Although u r there but yet u are still far. We have drifted quite a bit but with this last week of school, i have talk to u more. I hope that after O's we will be back like we were! The JBP was the time that both of us had our fun together ! The movies ! Omg! i miss doing all those things with u! yes, after O's there will be no more excusses okie! i will miss u !!! =)
rebekah : The irrtant who loves to follow me ard the classroom, well i must say that i will miss some like u who love to copy what i am doing and even love to sit on my place! haha! yes you! ;)
March&Kellyn : I will miss those lil chit chat every tuesday when we are on our way to tawee!
Sarah: Ur constant crap without fail will make me have laughing fits! swear i will miss that! and the car game that we always play!
zan: I will miss u but not because u r cute arh! haha! yes! i will miss those time where we sit and talk or study together! i will miss scribbling lil notes around ur paper and make a mess out of it! U teach me how to draw stupidd faces/smiles. Will miss those F&N food! haha! More outings after O's babeh!
Melia: My chatline paper buddy! haha! i will miss u dats for sure. The stories, between D and M ! omg! dat really crack me up! They study we have and my parner for emaths! yes! all that!
Melene: My emaths pathner too! thanks for teaching me maths and dun be stress okie! i will miss ur nonsense mel !
Hazlyn : yes my darling and now i upgrade u to be my girlfriend. i will definitely miss the time we spend and the talks! The green wall gang! all of us ! we promise to still keep in contact and hope that it still is after O's! i cannot wait to go spend more evenings with u! haha! my gf what!
sabby: i will not have anymore dvds supplier! how lA! haha! but i noe i still can! miss u sab!
My cheeky (amelianoh) :i have never imagine that we will be how we r tdy! really, i will miss playing with u and going over to ur class and seeing u coming to my class! yes! i noe after O's!
My Gay-string (joanne) :i will miss my gay! i will miss being hug by u ! and playing with u! i hope we will still be in touch after O's!
Lenus: ha! i tango parthner! i will miss playing blind mice with u!
Elaine&Joyce : I will miss u both! Miss those time where we had fun playing and u coming over to my class and vice verse! well MISS U BOTH!
Jiyan&Felicia : i will miss u both! my doink! hahah! doink doink argh felicia! haha!
Will also miss gamar,ameliaBay,Faiqa and those juniors!
CANTEEN food (this one its a maybe)
See what i mean when i said i dun want to leave smss!!!!! this is why!!! i will miss those ppl! and MORE! some teachers! yes! omg! the smss homey feeling.
Shelin was scared to death when i told her that after this, maybe its hard to make new frineds in poly or jc or mi. HAHA! ayoo! i din noe my words have impact until like dat!
DInner with families tmr! At brother's hse. I am looking forward for the big feast!? Well on sat, it will be the mum and daughter day! we will see how it goes! -pray-
Been going throught strings of consulatation. This week alone 3 days out of 5 days. I benefit from it ! and i hope it does stay in here and not farted out.
ouh yah before i forget, i need to make an announcement ; ahem ahem
I MISS CHEN YANQI !
haha! as promise! see i wrote that! i noe u feel the same way too :)
omg! it is getting late, shall leave my paws now!
TOODLES!
Saturday, October 07, 2006
SAY BYE BYE TO TIGRESS,
CAUSE ITS TIME TO MAKE A PAUSE.
Made up my mind and pause shall be it.
ALOHA!
Anything! just drop msg to my tagbaord or else Msg me =)
Stay funky peeps!
PS: Keep my tagboard accompany for as long as i am gone till i am back,
Thankew.
PPS: Not forgetting my JR, help me feed and scratch him as well for as long i am gone ~
Thankew.
Yours sincerely,
faiz [",]
TOODLES! =)
Friday, October 06, 2006
-Uncontrolled fraud- i think this word is funny =)
Before i start things off, i want to announce that i am having raches all over my body. OMG! i have been scratching all over , worst than a monkey. itch itch itch :'(
School have never been so exhausting. Manage to stay awake most of the lessons. All the sec 5 got a big lecture from Raj and Koh durin English period. Tsk~ Stayed in the staff room from 3.05-6.15. Endless consultation with Lee and Ho . Linda and i were reading the N-level maths paper2 for 2006, omg! i think 2005 was much easier... but i hope they all manage to secure A1! =) We spread the love of chocolate but sad thing i cannot jon in the fun. Next week is another string of consultation. U la la!
I think i am the one in this world who loves the smell of the haze.. Really la, i think the haze have this fragrant smell ... really nice...
And yes i will drink plenty of water.... wee~
is my rashes due to the haze? hmmmm~
Talking to humptee now....
And she is perching yet again...
MUahahah! jkjk!
I have fast for 12days already.... C'mon! We can do it! yes we can!
Talking to Nesh make me think twice about the next route of education.
she make it sound so scary... omg, how if that happens to me...
realli...
Well, i think i shall not be bother about that , not for now...
Why am i still having my cable?
haha! good point.....
i dun noe..
shuld i hide it myself?
or shuld u do it?
haha!
Voice candy is still angry ... how argh drake? haha! i still want to noe who!!! urgh! i feel that we r being spy on... so annoying....
*muse*
missing u , missing me, missing u a whole lot, missing u deep deep.
=)
k lah i shall leave.... TOODLES!
HAVE A GREAT WEEK AHEAD!
when the door have been half opened,
dam it shuts right infront of my face.
help me , will you?
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Fly to the moon and play with the stars.
YAWN~ I am still contiplating whether i should sleep or not!
School was okie today. I was thissssssssssssssssssssssssssssss close to break fast! cause i was dizzy and havin slight fever , but i fight on! wah~ Shuk vomit in the afternoon thus she couldn fast. Anwyways, during mt, we play card games of course something got to do with malay language. HA!
Stayed back in school to do maths! phy! drain~
I want to say that i feel greatful for mel and ruth! i just hope it goes well.
Tomorrow is another round of consultation !!! I dun noe what but i noe i have. hmmm~
Thanks to darling haz and shuk that i FINALLY tasted the DURIAN PUFF! It was okie i suppose!
I am all urs at 11am !!! i think i will call u later.... tram tram!
While everyone end their exams, OMG! the O's girls r fighting on!
ALL THE BEST 3106! gaga!
I am craving for wanton noodle! anyone??
There was something that i want to blog about, but i dun noe what itzzit!? Hmmm,
OUH YAH! i am suppose to say that Rebekah wears dipers as she leaks 24hrs! MUAHAH!
k lah i better go off now! TOODLES!
They say never give up!
Go for it...
but at times u just have to give up,
u just have to.
but its hard huh?
scared to noe the truth.
i really hope
afraid to count.
sigh`
shuld i?
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love
I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes'Cause
I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to lastIf tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking ofIf tomorrow never comes
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
TELLO!!!
Just got back from school not long ago. Left school at 9.15pm! SOkkey miss her bus and she was imploding inside! Shhould have seen her reaction. Ouh! Sookey and i have been given a mission after O's! WAHHH!!! I like!
Stay back in school to do amaths , emaths and phy. Had phy and amaths consultation. Linda was bloody noisy plz! haha!
I think Chua and Ho have done a lot to help us ! Thanks.
OUH! yah! i was in school bookshop and was just browsing the things there. Hoping something can catch my attention. And guess what! That aunty bk shop had this picture of her with TIGERS!!! SHE WAS PLAYING WITH MY HANDSOMES!!!! (THE TIGERS) OMG!!!! I AM SAD!! I WANT TO GO TO THAILAND NOW NOW NOW NOW!!!! AND STAY THERE!!!! I SWEAR!!! I WANT TO HUG HUG HUG THEM!!!
BUT BUT BUT!
u will have to sign an agreement before seeing them. In that agreement stated that IF U R EATEN UP OR INJURE DURING THE PERIOD U ARE WITH THE TIGERS, THEY WILL NOT BE RESPONSIBLE! WTH! HAHA! BUT WHO CARES!!! IF THEY AUNTY IS SAFE , WHY NOT!!!!
ANYONE WANNA GO THAILAND WITH FAIZ???? *WINKWINK*
My friends namely nurul,zanny,amelia,gaya,suaty and shuk are very SWEET PEOPLE! I SWEAR! They call for kfc delivery for me to breakfast! I was doing consultation! omg! sweet ppl. I am touch! U peeps.... really la.. thanks! =)
I shall go now....
TOODLES!
tears still form when i think abt it.
i bring my hopes up high,
too high that i cannot accept it.
i still am tying.
really....
i need doors to open to me rytee now~
help me, will u.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
I LOVE SUNFLOWERS BABEH! hHAHA! 
RAH!
HIE WATY!Chill la babe!
IN action! Swing it!
Yesterday's tennis was okie. I was kinda thristy to play for long. But it went alrytee.
Today school , well i have no comments about it. Oh wells, its time i guess.
AUDREY is coming BACK TODAY! SO PPL! PLEASE WAIT FOR HONKONG TO ARRIVE! MUHHHAAA!
WELCOME HOME!
Voice candy not funny what! My msg is exploding!!!!
Standing infront of school, early in the morning really felt weird. Gaya was suppose to be standing beside me BUT kang will ask her to stand on the other side! Trying to control my laughter/smile cause i noe it seems as if i am mad from the ppl in the parade ground.
I DETECT AMELIABAY in the midst! say THANK U! haha! she was smilling smilling at mE! and still want me to wave at her! dats a bit too much! haha! But i carn see faiqa LA! haha! oh wells~
my days r just getting GREAT!
MATHS intensive tmr! with nurul baby, suaty,waty,shuk,gaya etc.
Breaking fast in school. Delivery!
We will see.
Should i wish eye candy???? hmmmm -shy-
i have no mood to blog ... so i shall take my leave.
TOODLES!
i hate being advice as of today.
A part of me feels accepting but
a whole of me still feel pukcuf
unfair, maybe it the word i shuld use
How true can it be if one door closes on u,
there are many more door waiting for u?
If thats true, where r the other doors?
Saying is easy than done.
I hate ppl just do the talking and
make things sound so pleasant and easy.
like there's a light at the far end
when u know u have lost it.
Maybe today, i shall be petty.
Its me, yes me!
Asking me to be cool about it,
well i swear it takes a bit of time
But then again, u carn waste time!
OMG! i feel so &%&*$&%($##(*!!!!
Where were u when i ask for help?
Why are u leaving me to suffer?
What did i do to deserve this?
When will u open the door that i choose for me?
Sunday, October 01, 2006
TELLO!
I reach home just awhile ago. Well , i of course had a lot of fun. In the morning, haz will call me and disturb me. She was happy to see me pick up her call ! haha! but i told her " byebye! i want to sleep" HAHAH! So i woke up only at 11am just to watch MY POKEMON and at 11.30 went back to lala land. COuldn wake up even thou there's a lot of calls and msges! i din hear it of course. And the weaher was very GOOD! haha! awww~ FInally i woke up at 4 and make a few calls before bathing. Meet haz and shuk at 5.30pm and off we go to meet the rest. Suaty,amirul,farhana and waty was there already. Then later waty accompany me to my mum's friend shop. Food was FANTABLOUS! Kak hajah and her bf came to join juz before breakfast.
After Breaking fast, all of us went to arab street. Well, thought that the atmosphere will be the same as gelyang, OH BOY~ the place was so down, not hyper. Forget it, we went to this stall and all of us decided to get a friendship doll! haha! i think i like mine BEST! =) i will take a pix and post it here or sumthing! Anyways, after that, all of us went to this cafe which only opens at night. Had wedges and finally tried SISHA ( the one that u smoke using those long pipe) HAHA! We ordered 2 flavours ( chocolate and apple) BUT! that waiter just serve us the apple! sheesh!! Well we talk and joke around. Hajah treat us ! OMG! i feel so guilty, cause she treat us after we ordered a lot a lot of things! ouh goodness! Amirul was funny today! haha! he teach me how to blow thru the nose! wth! haha!
Later, we all went back home. Took the same bus at waty. HOME SWEET HOME! There's 2 policeman under my blk and was checking ID, OMG! i thought they will stop me to check my id, phew~ haha! i think cause that grp of teens were making hell of a noise playing CATCHING! omg! its midnight already! HA!nvm BUT i think playing at night is fun!! haha!
Well, seeing how hajah talk really really really resemble nadiah! We all were really tearing inside. Each of us just hold back our tears as we enjoy the day. It has been about 4-5 months now. I swear i really miss u. Missing u is a whole different thing. There's no communication device which i can like call or send sms saying/asking " what r u doing? how r u feeling? have u eaten?" See, these things which all of us normally do, taking things for granted. Or sometimes u finds it a chore to do it for ur girlfriend or boyfriend.Have u ever thought, maybe one day, u can never do that to ur friend/pathner as she/he leaves u forever?
Well, this is one of the reason why i love talking to hajah and disturbing her. It was just the same thing that i use to do to nadiah. And all she does is smile back at me. Omg! i shall juz stop here. i cannot take this.
i wonder, how r u there? high up above?