Saturday, June 24, 2006
i will make this entry real quick cause i'm expecting servants and maid to come later!
HA! my brother and his family ! basket! they not even here and mum call me to hurry go home. Kanchong for wad!
ANWs, I was REALLY late to go meet siti,zj,sheery SORRY~ i was abt to leave home, when my mp3 couldn turn oN! DIE! herat stop beating! like really! i barly have it for 1 week, dun come and tell me SPOIL! and i went to take the charger see whether it will work! no! basket! time ticking! so i took school badge and press reset! praying that the songs will still be in there. THANK GOD! yes! iTS A LIVE! then i went near my air con and my mp3 switch off! shit! why! HOI HOI! so i went ard the room ! then can on and went back beside the air con! tada~ OFF~ wah! my air con like bad fengshui leh! so after which i got out from the hse! shit ! the cam! urgh! went in back! so therefore LATE la....and yah PIG ! bleak!
MEet them there. Walk abit zj had to leave awhile then came back later. Saw aud and yq. hope yq finds her wallet. saw zan melia shu kay km ! melia and zan invaded my camera ! wah! bad decision! HAHA! sherry went off soon after. Left me and siti. " we spent our own quality time " :)) I saw ______ !!!! mugging? HAHAH! awwww!!! so hOT HOT!!! HA! am i being dao?? hurhur? if u noe SHUUUU!!!! A lOT OF PPL WORE ORANGE TDY! urgh! great! i want to change my fav. colour lioa! pink? HAHA! yellow? fine fine joke! urm, i think ocean blue! but wadever is zzit no RED! *stares at siti* :))))) *peace*
i also saw my brother's wife's sister! erk, awakward. wadever *
anws, then waited for zj at taka's mac. then we have nothing else to do so we decided to watch SCARY MOVIE 4 !!! HAHAH! digusting+funny! i give 2 words! and 3.5 farts out of 5 farts! :))) after movie went home BYEBYE!
goodness! still not here yet! i shuld have taken my own sweet time plz! urgh! assholic! brother is BEING REAL GOOD! expecting pizza! satay! rojak! beef steak etc etc! but i am full after today :(
those who want ur pixs, i will sent u thru msn. Ask me for it :)
From tmr onwards, i have make a decision!
will onli come online on fridays ( take a break ) need that and blog onli on firdays! so i will practice computer freee :)) i cannot bare to reduce my tvee time :'( so computer time yah! therefore after today, maybe, just maybe u will not see me, if u do! by all means scold ME! i need it now! i noe u r gd at there, so do ur job honey! So if there's anything u need, just msg me :) omg! i am like writing a death note her plz! all thanks to siti that i am thinking abt "dying".
STOP thinking anything if u r , dun second guess anything if u r trying to. thankew :)
PS: i want to start a new life from now on ! cause i think i juz woke up from death !
repent *
Giving piorty to myself . turing my heart into ice. Nothing is penetrable.
its onli me and my school bag babes.
i think being nurdy is GOOD! :))
i got inspiration **********
FREAK! still now here! darm it!
nvm i go first!
trust me, my night will not be as good!
still UNDONE!
AMATHS hw! darm it! WHY SO MANY!
SOCIAL STUDIES!
HISTORY!
ENG! (tution hw )
when is school reopening? darm it!
liek sookey ask? hw to stop time and my ans to her " well take down ur clock or watch, take off the battery and TADA~ time is stop BUT I NOE! its onli ur house time not the UNIVERSAL! goodness! i also want! shuld i call batman? superman? siderman? bleak! speaking of super heros!
keep the lil excitment within me :)
Friday, June 23, 2006
welcome back my YAPPY ZEE JING :))))
been up late for the past 3 days. I watch silent hill, just my luck , garfield and cars! garfield is so CUTE :)))) CARS too! sexy ! :))
Lazy to blog this few days cause of some certain reason ....
Been sick after seeing humptee! so u get well , its my turn? bet u curse me!
" ha, i dun blame u, blame the heart since it beats as one " wad rubbish ! :)
my flu disappeared but my lil coughs have change to big coughs :(
BRAZIL VS JAPAN YEPPIE!!! 4-1
OLD MONSTER!!! C'MON! SEE!!! they r WINNING! :))))
who is this fren of urs? hah, stalker?
anws, nichole tay is my NUTS buddies :)) hAH! :))
Siti where r u?? plans?
suaty where r u?? plans?
say waiting for me ystd! backside! instead i ended up waiting for U! i miss u !
tmr bro and his family coming :(((((
bleak , dun feel like seeing them but oh wells, face it and done wif it :)
I AM STARTING TO MISS THOUSANDS of PPL!
I am sick and tired of fried food ;(
i feel like there's ants crawling in my throat ......
TOODLES !
i look upon u
filled wif love,
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Would like to say thanks to YQ and AUD for giving me morning call. TRALA! Anws, took cab to city hall to meet aud and jol. Then went to meet yq at taxi stand and proceed to marina sq along with the cab she was in. And when we reach marina, jol, aud and yq left the cab leaving me to PAY the cab! BIG BULLIES! and wait! the driver was so FIERCE LA! he snatch my money when i wanna pay! madness! Anws, they still keep on bullying me to treat them sweensen! backsides. BUt anws, we settled on cavana for lunch :) My first time eating pasta wif mixed vege! beensprout! and oninion! SIAO! wad kind of pasta is that? anws, i want to eat chickbits once again! Took lots of pix! in cavana as well. YEPPIE! i tried my cam already! aud keep on saying that she dun like my cam and dun want to take using my cam BUT i can see her pix a lot in my cam eh! HAHA! JK! anws, orange rox! bloop! after lunch, walked ard and at 3.35 i left them and RUSH !
IN the bus i met wif belanda! ha, said hie! and then alighted at school bus stop to meet SABBY! THANKS SAB!!! U JUZ MAKE MY DAY! wee~ now i have garfield, cars, brak up and just my luck to watch! ha! in the midst of rushing, i ask sab to take pix wif me :)) Then i saw hash and howei! walked wif them to this provision shop and off i went out from the carpark and saw kellyn,sookey,gaya and sarah! PHEW! i am not late! then saw march stationing at the front gate. She was communicating with this noise dog! haha! darm funny plz. soo ALL of us are late for 15mins :)
AFter tution, walked with sam to coro. There meet up wif waty and zul. Accompany sam buy her sushi and then they all followed me to print papers and then i went to bought sushi too :)) After which, all of us parted. Oh , in the bus, i was the last to get down and i saw sumthing to exprimental on. U noe those double story bus, they will show u how many sits left. YAH! NOW I NOE HOW THEY COUNT! i use to think that the seats have micro chip or sumthing. And when ur butt tocuhs the micro chip, then the no. of seats will be reduced and after today! NO! WRONG THERORY! actually when u going down at the stairs, they have this laser to scan ur legs. its RADIATION ( radioactivity) HA! those in physics will noe what i am talking abt! so i was playing wif the scanning machine. trying to scan my hand and this and that. This small device at the sides. and GUESS WAD! suddenly there was SIRENT! ALARM! and i read at the "board" it says " DO NOT STAND ON THE STAIRS" FINE! so paisei plz! hahah! i got down! wah sei! i din noe got this kind of thing one! hAHA! i learnt sumthing tdy! :))))
it still lingers in me~
let me share ur joy and u share my pain!
:))
Monday, June 19, 2006
I AM SO TIRED!!!!
Went to FUNNAN IT MALL wif mum tdy! Search high and low for my printer ink but to no avail. Then enter this shop and TADA~
Spent $1100 today! why cause mum bought me mp4 - samsung and digi cam! for my advance birthday present! :)))))))) was contiplating whether to get ipod or creative but settle on samsun 20 MB :)))
Then bought my PLAYSTATION CONTROLLER :)))
and i hint hint to my mum for DS light and PSP -- well she gave me the stare! fine...
After that meet dad in town and had dinner together.
soon cabbed home :)
TOO TIRED + HAPPY TO BLOG!
TOODLES! :)))))))
who care abt u? sheesh :)
Sunday, June 18, 2006
HAPPY DADDY'S DAY !!!!!!
munch! munch! mum is preparing somthing NICE :)))
After today, my upcoming week is FULLY BOOKED!
awww men!
well updates for the coming week!
- monday : day out with mum! updates will be told later! i carn wait! please.
- tuesday : going to have ONLY THE CAPTA outing BUT w/o C since she's at malaysia for 6 days :((( After that, have to rush for tawee and maybe after that meeting sabby for my dvds :) and then going to drop by at waty's hse if thats possible to return back her dvd and see how's she is :) say i'm nice!
- wednesday : badminton wif sam and mel ( still i dun noe whther i can go)
- thursday : having tution
- friday : going to watch movie wif gammar
- saturday : going out wif sheereen,A/X gf and zj YEAH! SHE'S BACK! :))
- sunday: having tution and later on brother and his family coming ; family day eh? belated father's day celebration i think --___--"
BUT! BUT! there's going to be a change! IF mum is ABLE to get in touch with this touring company ! if that happens, i will be going GENTING , KL, MELAKA AND PETALING JAYA !!!!! wee~ from FRIDAY-SUNDAY ! so yah ( sorry if i really am going to malaysia ) ! plans had to be cancel. if not go on w/o me :)
Therefore, my week is FULLY BOOKED! din i say ! awww~ study study study!!!!! how! :(((((( maybe i shall cut down on sumthing above to make it up. Hmmmm.... sigh~ at this rate, i can collect F9! bleak!
are you having fun w/o me???
Saturday, June 17, 2006
YAWN! I have a series of callers this morning! ALthough i only ask shuk to give me morning call, it seem that there this women who was looking for AWANG! ( wad kind of name is that)? since it is a unknown no. i din bother to pick up! But the lady keep on calling and i could not take it any longer and tell her " wrong no. and i want to sleep" done. In total 10 miss call from her, 8 miss call from shuk! ROAR! WAKE UP ALREADY LA!
Follow shuk to her mum's hse to get money. then we made our way to ceena town. Done wif my hair, we made our way to EXPO since shuk wants to go shopping there. HIGHLIGHT! she SAYS THERE HAVE A LOT OF SHOPING TO DO! AND ITS ON SALE! so innocent faiz went to follow her feeling happy ! BUT BUT BUT! we did so much of shopping wad! beacuase (1) shuk DO NOT noe which hall that sales is? (2) shuk follow the crowd NOT knowing where they all are heading! (3) after a longggg walk, we found out that all of them r heading to this hall for REGISTERING SOME EXAMINATION! OMG! (4) i am bloordy hungry and she made me WALK so far! :'( Then i saw peihua but she look kinda in a rush so din call her. BUt i was so tempted to ask her wads was going on? everyone was running?! Fine, then we headed back to town! to have dinner! phew! gosh, remembling, trembling,drembling stomach was making all sorts of music. Then FINALLY we reached fareast. Went to RAMEN to eat! GOODNESS! we had table for 2 so it was kinda small. BUT! wow! we ordered tom yam noodle, ramen chicken noodle, spicy tuna maki, fried squid, some sushi, chocolate freak, mango tango i can say our table was a FULL house! haha! so everyone was staring at out table huh? lalalal! eat eat eat eat! indulge! I WANT TO GO THERE AGIAN! but GST 15% eh! so in total we spent $47! *broke * :(((((
So after early dinner, walk ard fareast and i saw a fimilar person. JOLENE HO! who wuld have though i will bump into her but before i could call her, she SCREAMED my NAME so loud ! THANKS argh HO! i dun need ppl to noe my name! ayyoo! and after that i said byebye. And we bump for the 2nd time. AYOO! JOLENE= PINK HA! she had pink beads all over her! :))) Then took bus to city hall to meet shuk's bro to get sumthing from him. OMG! THIS IS THE GREATEST MISTAKE EVER DONE!
We got onto 700A to get to city hall. Was on the phone wif suat to tell her that i couldn make it cause shuk dun allow me to go and meet her. And then i was greeted wif 15 punk rock ppl! goodness! i was so traumitised! SWEAR! shuk and i was seated righht at the back of the bus. GUESS wad! they fill the whole place at the back of the long bus! *faint* making noise! their sense was humour was nothing but ZERO! this guy was playing a game and i saw his wallpaper was a women in g-string and the rest was like " eh, u sicko siak" then there was echo! *faint* Then 2 seats beside me, a couple was kissing intensly! forceing their lips onto each other! *free show* and another one " whats the sound of ppl do sex?" " ahhhhhh~" DARM IT! DARM DISGUSTING! DARM LAME! please la, the malay society cannot be blame that they are being look down because it is their own actions that give the first impression so bad. so sordid! *fainting* So i was like shuk we r onli going down when they go down okie" because the whole gang block the passage way since one man was sitting down on the floor. It was a darm scary journey i must say!
Anyway back, after meeting wif shuk's bro, we went back to PS. I tell u argh, my whole day was nothing but walking! mrt-ing and bus-ing. So reach ps, shuk was in need of toilet. Then we sat down at mac for a while. Meet up wif wane. Then we walked from ps to heereen. stoping by a lot of shops. at heereen this place bring back a beautiful memory. The day where nadiah could finally go out. Had coffee, and talk! sigh~ shall not go on more. Then we went to cine and went to take a bus. Well shuk told me that she is having phobia of heights! really really scared of heights AND AFTER TODAY! i juz add on to her list of phobias. WELL! now she is having ROAD phobia! because she happily follow me cross the road and msging at the smae time and ALMOST got knock down by 2 taxi! SEE LA! next time LOOK RIGHT, LOOK LEFT and LOOK RIGHT agian! altthough the green man is flashing! HAHA! :)))
Oh before i forget, today i counted about 20 people wore ORANGE shirts leh! i din noe orange shirts are so COMMON! lucky i din wear it today ! and i have been repeating that line for 20 times for each time i see someone wears orange! HAHA! shuk's ear got annoyed ! :)
OH and one more thing i would like to say here!
ZANETA CHEER LEI TING IS THE MOST, BIGGEST BULLY OF ALL TIME IN THE WORLD, HELL AND HEAVEN! SHE IS THE BIGGEST MEANO AMONGEST THE MEANOS! hahah! YES THATS RIGHT! :))))
this is for u, and i noe u will read.
yes u, after finishing ur MATCH
After seeing u tdy, well i swear u change!
new hair? new look? new person?
so u want to be like that?
u throw old frinds and take charge of new friends?
where are all the old promises being made? wait, old?
i guess u dun like old ryte? u like new?
i watch ur match from far, knowing that u dun need me anymore for support.
saw u being piss from far, but thinking twice whether i shuld console u or not
i want to stay to cheer u on till it ended, again my efforts will juz be in the dustbin to u
i really want to noe, after much i have done, i derserve to be left?
u gave me this puckish smile which i dun like it.
dats not u, i feel that u r like a complete stranger.
like i said, u have changed! why?
does ur self interest is more important than ur frineds?
maybe u dun agree wif me wif all these but
if i could take the cam recorder, and i reply it to u,
u will get wad i mean.
but this is wad i want to say,
take good care of urself.
ur leg, i am worry for that too.
ur ankle yes i noe.
u noe i will be here when u need me,
dial those numbers and i will hep as much as i can.
-u made me tear deep inside,
ur actions just shows it all -
Friday, June 16, 2006
I shall make this entry quick .
Played PLAYSTATION from 12am-4am
AFter which went to bed.
BED was soaked me J-LO PERFUME because of U!
goodness~
Went to the bank wif mum at noon,
at the state of sleepy
Had my ATM card changed.
I was eyeing on ppl's money plz. haha!
*drool* ( this feeling of holding up a gun and realese the bullet)
HI JACK THE BANK! :)))
shut up faiz.
After that took a cab, ( LATE!! )
told the uncle " SIM bus-stop. SINGAPORE INSTITUTE OF MANAGEMENT "
HE STARE AT ME? HAH! i think he thinks i'm in UNI? hha! tortise told me that i shuld juz have answerd him " oh, i skip a few grades, thus i am in there" WTH! O'level not even taken ! wad skip grades!
Went to MEGA BITES! FOOD WAS YUMMY! YUMMY! Had PASTA , BROWINE and SANDWICH :) *BURRRP*
After that, we went to settle down and i started on my emaths. Stop and then did a bit of ss. Antinois's ws. Had more talks than doing work. dam dee dam dam dee dam dam
TIME passes by real fast like a bullet train when u r with precious ppl. darm it. Waited the bus for her and off she flies and i fly back to holland. till next time.
Why am i typing in caps? i too dun noe.
Well, really tell her dun bother abt my words if it bothers her. HA! do u get it? cause i dun too.
wadever to humptee cause i dun care less.
i and her are fixing the puzzle and it dawn on us that THERE'S a lot of things we found out. so liek i say, i cannot be bother any less.
WHY am i getting msg and email saying that the world is getting old and that judgement day is coming! OMG! why??? scary .....
Lately, i have been thinking abt nadiah. Sigh, i wonder how she is now. Happy? is she seeing us from where she is? i will want to meet her again. Seeing the photos wif her make me tear all over again. I can still hear fai zo zei. sigh~ it stays within. I miss u.
LAST BY NOT LEAST .
TOODLES!
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Did not do much yesterday, just romaing around the house waiting for tution teacher to arrive. Only got to bed at 8.30 am this morning BECAUSE i was playing dinner dash from 12am-5.30 am! hahah! time went by very fast. And i did not even realised it.
Today, i WAS really having my nice beauty sleep when all of the sudden i was jerked out from my bed. Tortise called and OMG! first thing that she said " WAKE UP! " goodness~ still can say " i call ur hse 1 MIN AGO and ur mama say u sleeping" ayooo~ She keep on talking and of course i was listening to her ( trying so hard) and soon give up ! so i wake up cause she is coming over to my hse. NEED TO BATH! :((( So after she collected her cert, i went to meet her at coffee bean and i had SOPHICATED CARROK CAKE because tortise is a SOPHISCATED MAMA! hahaha! wth! am i hawwt? yes yes u are... And FINALLY we meet up! ITA AND JUNAIDA! gosh~ its been like what? so long! HAHA! catch up time are fun plz. I miss the old days where we always sit together and have recess and lunch. Crack lames jokes and all. urgh~ Soon after 2 hrs or so, i brought tortise to my crib . There she rip all my songs into her mp3 until there wasn any space left in her mp3. As usual had great time and yah~ dam dee dam dam , time to bid goodbye. Sent her home . byebye. Meeting u again tomorrow~ FUN FUN FUN! better be.
I AM BLOODY PISS WIF THIS tagboard of MINE! urgh! how annoying and all i can see is the bottom part where they ask u to tag and stuff. Jolene is helping me~ help~
Looking back, it has been two yrs now.
broke all contact and dat din really matter to me.
u said i was being somboong, nevertheless,
u were being too..
I blame u, u blame me.
and how child like this could be.
But after recieving ur longest msg,
fine, i am sorry, my fault.
i din tell u that i changed my no.
the past haunted me for that moment
at first we were strangers.
saying hie, thats how it all started
U never fail to cheer me up,
in any state i was.
ur mouth was nothing but sweet talks
phones were the main source,
along with ur music that u composed for me
ur humour was nothing but zero.
to cover that up, u always made my day
u taught me a lot.
from a - z
how can i ever let what happend, happened.
i long for ur songs wif the guitar,
u could play the guitar all night long,
and i could juz listen and go to bed.
a lulubye perhaps.
i miss those times but yet,
really i take it as it is history.
But why do i have the same feeling of a once upon a time?
or was it u who make me feel this way? yet again.
refreshed , u mention that.
- mixed -
sigh~
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
sitting in my chair once again. Having cup noodle for dinner. Someone told me that ITS A HEALTHY AND BALANCE diet rytee? muhah! Well i got a series of morning callers today. I know i could not wake up so i have shuk , humptee and dad to give me MORNING CALL :) BUT! shuk will call me at 9am! when i told her 9.45! :'( there goes my dream. BUT! in any case THANKS babes :) So humptee called and she knows the good way to really wake me up. she keep taking , and talking and talking and ask so many questions. Well done. I gave up and went to bath. Cut short... Meet humptee AND she was blarddddyyy late. Sheesh. While waiting for her, i saw this american women and she was all red and she was chanting " so hawwt , so hawwtt ! haha! so cute! wait, she is an old lady argh~ HAH! singapore is hot so i bet she must be suffering la. Anws, humptee finally reach, bleak. So we made our way to harbourfront. Go there just to have lunch together. NEW YOURK PIZZA!!!! is nICE! dam BIG and YUMYUM and i love the chicken wings :) After which we went for a walk, around the mall and i got a call from suaty pants and less in 1 sec i saw elaine! hahah! wah sei! not bad what the timming! Then it was nearing to 4 o'clock and we decided to make a move.
Had to reach tawee tdy at 4.15 and for the record, today was my 1st time i was on TIME. HAH! not bad faiz. .. Humptee insisted she sent me there so fine~ byebye. When i was on my way back from tawee, i could not take it no more and i walked into BK and bought TARO TURNOVER :))) was craving for it what. Then was waiting for mum to return and she TOO when to BK and bought 3 TARO TURNOVER :)) but i was kinda sick of it already so i think i do not want to eat any taro turnover anymore for a few weeks more or so. Oh~ mum came home in a good mood. And when she is in a gd mood, something must be happeing so the truth comes and she blurted all this to me !!!
(1) WE ARE going overseas next week [ 4 days 3 night ] but dad is reconsidering cause we will be back only on the 26 june at night! WHICH MEANS! i will miss first day of school! wth!
(2) mum is giving me CASH CARD next week!!!!
with 100US$ argh! SHOPPING! how much itzzit if convert to spore?
TRALALALAL ~
Your my music in my heart,
you have always been from the start
You are my sunshine on a cloudy day,
you are my map when I have lost my way
If ever my days seem dark and dreary,
you take my hand, stop me feeling teary.
you stand by me and make me feel strong,
your hug's and kisses I always long.
TOODLES!
Monday, June 12, 2006
i had the most scary dream EVER in my life. I woke up crying ( of course i did not notice that) i cried my lungs out ( of course in my dream) BUT i think i did screamed my lungs out at abt 8-9 in the morning! Up till now the dream had give me goosebums. I prayed to god that it will not come true. EVER. please... i am begging for mercy. i am on my knees. What did i dream u might be asking? :'( THAT I FAILED MY O'LEVEL MALAY WITH THE SCORE OF 19.5 ! F9!!!!!! OMG! LIKE A DEATH NOTE OKIE! :'( :'( :'(
You have no idea how that dream have affected me. god~ help`
NESH! o~ man.... come home.... faster babe... i need to tell u this! MORE! wah sei~
* Surprised *
* gasped*
:)))))
SHOW ME WHAT U CARN DO INSTEAD *
JOLENE IS EATING disgusting ice-cream! EWWW !!! :))
I AM REALLY BEING A GOOD GIRL! :)))
SMILE :)))))) where's my eyes?
WHITE TEETH ???!
FINE FINE I GIVE UP! WAS FORCE TO OPEN MY MOUTH! BIG BIG
THIS IS WAD U GET WHEN I AM BORED @ 1:09 am 12 june 2006 !
Sunday, June 11, 2006
YAWN! i have been sleeping like for the whole two days. Watched munich tdy after tution. Tution was broing, as always. I feel like killing humptee dumptee when i woke up from sleep! yes i want.
So yesterday while the match england was on, sookey-gaya-me-jolene-shelin-linda all were under one conversation and we all place bets on which team will win for the season. HAH! YES ! BRAZIL ALL THE WAY! $5 is at stake.HAHA! Let see, i am freezing cold now but mum say she is hot ! madnesss.
My phone have been too silence today and i cannot stand it. And suddenly it started to ring. Atiqah called. [ ONE WISH!!!] AYA! tell her no big deal la since i go there and read plus i din even spam so nothing to fear :) HAHAH! i talked to moaning. It's been a while since i have a good laugh wif her. Code from her " i make someone happy, someone make me happy" :)) HAH! yes wif the (*^&*$#&(*)(*)_&&%^##^&) i thought i onli think that way but YOU TOO! hzhah!
COM is PMS-ING! making me more pISS! i want to get apple laptop asap cause apple laptop look sexy plz.
A few hours more and u will be back... c'mon... i wanna talk to u and tell u sumthing... shalalalal! miss miss.
I want to repeat myself! i am darm peeved wif humtee dumtee ! wonder wad on earth is she doing? Squid toot!
Thinking of wad else to conplain about. Plans for tomorrow? PLAYSTATION DAY! :))))
going off la. byebye.
Friday, June 09, 2006
I had a good afternoon nap today :) another cooling day. Watched Da Vinci Code and fell asleep half way so will have to continue later on :) Well finally it is the SCHOOL HOLIDAY! YEPPIE! DO i have homework? dam it TONS OF IT! Do i have plans? well currently yes, kinda a lot and dad is not that happy wif that. School today was okie. Got a scolding from ms ho. But it all seem to be immue to us. After school zj and i went to raffles place to have our lunch. Upon going down from the bus, i saw this guy, so fimilar and mistook him for my brother. PHEW. It is not him. Then we walked to the banquet direction when suddenly i REALLY DO SAW MY BROTHER! just my luck. HAH! He din even realise me and i was playing by blocking his way and he look kinda peeved cause from his looks can see " dun noe how to walk argh" haha! So i was like HOI! and he was shocked. Then i stole his ms chang kee food :) and say bye. Wait, i turn my back and guess wad he called my mum! urgh! brothers ( not annoying meh?) But mum wasn home SO HAHA! shall put that aside. After food, went to city hall to take bus. I bring zj to esplanade library and yes , it is cosy and tdy was SO full! Along the way, saw this performance where they use this fimilar instrument. I dun noe what it is call. Those u have to swing them like the ones we say in school when the grp of storm ppl come to our school. nvm. Walk , walk and then went home. tired~
PS: disturbing yap tissue makes my life happy :) cause i can have laughing fits plz. sumthing random :)
4 more days for your return. c'mon babe make it quick. I want to eat my tom yam! :)
What should i do tomorrow?? TVEE? CArTOON? sigh~ how boring.
IT feels strong for now,
but at times we say is valunerable.
IT force itself to push away the thoughts,
but each time its unsuccessful
IT thinks that it is fine to be this way,
but when go deeper down,
IT knows something is wrong
Then complication occur
When question, IT does not know the answer
Has it gone all numb? or
has it been to preoccupied?
Again IT is left cluless.
IT does not want to talk about it
but couldn't help it.
So now IT is finding the correct door
which leads to you.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
After today i have killed a lot of my brain cells :( Rainy day today and i like. It cools my body down. Was late for ss but din get intergated by anthnoy. Phew. After ss was Physics lab and we did this experiment on density. GREAT! All my measurements were wrong so i decided to stayed back and RE-DO! After which did not go for break since phy lab had eaten into break time. Had emaths and then History. I think now history not that bore anymore but guess it is going to be sooonnn HAHAH! SO before going to lab to REDO my experment waty and i went to canteen to grab something to eat since we are so HUNGRY! I blame shuk cause she was supposed to bring food for us and she did not come to school! but since she having direheo and vomitting, i let it pass HAH! WEll there NO STALL ARE OPEN EXCEPT DRINK :((((((( SO we say ms jane tan wif lots and lots of mac food and beg for some but duh she says NO! so we cried while walking back to class. Then i decided to pop in to 5/2 and ask for food. TADA~ They have got CHOCOLATE biscuit and CERALs. GREAT! We felt like heaven sent okie. SO after which we made our way to the lab. And chua asked me to start on my density experment followed by pendulum experiment. SO because of him ( wadever itzzit i blame him) I REDO that density exp for 3 times and finally i cut thru 5 points. WEll basically i minius off wrong figures. And he was rushing me for god noes wad reason. AND he was in a EXTRA+VERY GOOD MOOD today! AFter i am done wif wif the same experiment over and over and over again, went on to the pendulum. PHEW! did once and not bad. AYOO! i was really darm tired after that plz! :(((( WEll made my way home, EAT ! still hungry! and then SLEEP! haha! wether nice to sleep what so am not going to give it a miss. Had tution for 2 hrs and now here i am. wah, tiring men!
Am suppose to go for religious camp tmr. 3 days 2 night but i cannot go cause i have tution on sunday. Cannot change the timing :( sorry haz.
Recieve ur msg at 3.57am this morning. I planned to stay awake and reply BUT i fall asleep. Am going to miss u for 5 days. I pray for ur safe return and wait for ur msg :) now i got no one to laugh with..
well another note, hope shuk is going be fine plus be strong girl... oh shit, speaking of which i have to print for her the pix! wah~
I am in a crowd , trying to scan for fimilar face
and i see urs stands out among them.
was i happy to see u? or
was i trying to run away from u?
In those corners, i stand
looking at u, secrectly
was i really doing the right thing? or
was i doing the wrong thing?
Be friends was the first step we took,
get to noe one another we should,
from there we move on till wad we are now.
so is this wad i call fate ?or
is this wad i think is just plain old game?
but wadever it is, i am gald
what we are today.
yes i do.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Lesson was okie tdy. But what was not alright was that I WAS REALLY hungry okie! only the snack stall was open yet they did not sell my favourite snack and noodle was not halal so i become HUNGRY GHOST today! So when i am HUNGRY , i am ANGRY and when i am ANGRY i will start to BLABBER and then god will save your ears :) HA! SO after school went to BK since shuk wants to go bk, fine i follow. EAT EAT! YES finally there was FOOD. I LOVE YAM PIE! now now i am craving for it! :(((( and you promise me carrot cake? where itzzit? i noe u are going to read this secrectly so i repeat I WANT MY CARROT CAKE :)))) i miss u, yes i do :) there's about it ;)
TOODLES!!
i try to go on
but each time ur image
will come by.
I hate to say and pretend that
u r not the one for me because
u are the one for me, i simply need time
deep down i had carve ur name,
knowing that u alwyas be mine :)
Lesson was okie tdy. But what was not alright was that I WAS REALLY hungry okie! only the snack stall was open yet they did not sell my favourite snack and noodle was not halal so i become HUNGRY GHOST today! So when i am HUNGRY , i am ANGRY and when i am ANGRY i will start to BLABBER and then god will save your ears :) HA! SO after school went to BK since shuk wants to go bk, fine i follow. EAT EAT! YES finally there was FOOD. I LOVE YAM PIE! now now i am craving for it! :(((( and you promise me carrot cake? where itzzit? i noe u are going to read this secrectly so i repeat I WANT MY CARROT CAKE :)))) i miss u, yes i do :) there's about it ;)
TOODLES!!
i try to go on
but each time ur image
will come by.
I hate to say and pretend that
u r not the one for me because
u are the one for me, i simply need time
deep down i had carve ur name,
knowing that u alwyas be mine :)
Monday, June 05, 2006
MONDAY BLUES :
Well first period was english and some ass told me that english oral will be on the 9th so it will be this friday. But guess what? English oral starts today! I am not prepare for it and wth la, juz get done and over with. Lesson was alrytee i guess today. I did not pay attention to today's maths lesson cause was rushing to finish the english ws ( lazy to bring hm and do) SO now, i am stuck with no idea how to do proberlity? however u spell that :( any KIND SOUL want to teach ME? -__- Had physics pratical today and it was kinda okie. I wish that pratical will come out for O's rather then pendulum and i also do not want anything that got to do with energy.. After school, went to Mac to eat lunch. Then went to creamy island or island creamy watever itzzit. Went there to study? whose idea? audrey! How much of work did i do? 3 questions of emaths? What did i do half of the time? Take lots and lots of photos! why? cause zj want to paste on the walls? Then feeling hungry went to cold storage to get pokey while aud wants to get hello panda ( she insisted on starberry, mafan de) but end up buying green pea chips and Grapes. We thought that the grapes cost $0.85 but when i went to the counter to pay, the screen shows pokey+grapes= $7.10. I gasp* for a moment i thought my pokey cost a BOMB! but it was the grapes! $6++ wah! heart attack! who was being smart? ahaha! audrey! At about 5 or so we went seperate ways.
Current state :
- calm yet PISS!
- settle down yet SAD!
- alright yet ANNOYED!
- cool yet FUCK UP!
- cold yet BURNING ON THE INSIDE!
- smiling yet TROUBLE!
why is this so? guess i am reaching to my peak now.... This may sound some depressed shit entry but i am not depressed. Juz ANNOYED/ IRRATTED by things around me. Should i react? take things into my hand? clueless.
On a good note, I am happy to see u peeps are back as one happy group. Hope the quarrel make the fiendship even stornger :)) Thats how it shuld be .
Nesh and me once had a talked about L. Each agrees that love comes and goes. If being in love or fallling in love is so painful, i am scared to fall in love. Seeing how blissful ppl is when they are together doesn mean that i shuld also be attch to feel blisful. To me friends and a happy family is enough to make my life bliss. Friends who are there to help me move on or simply to be there just to share the common fun that each individual is looking forward too. Each companion means a lot to me and i try to savure each moments or each individu as far as possible. I want to be cold-heart person who doesn give a dam abt L . Not that i am giving up on L cause seriously i got nothing to give up. I am juz scared that i might fall deep, too deep to even get out. Inflict pain on myself and at this stage i try my best to keep rubbish things like this out of my way. Somewhat it has been rather successful that i can say but no matter wad, my LOVE is only given to my parents and friends. Thats all.
-i am off : feeling goes noes wad!
Sunday, June 04, 2006
I kill a lot of brain cells today .....
brain says she is tired dats abt it...
byebye....
Saturday, June 03, 2006
SInce today is an ORANGE day, i shall post all in orange! :)) Well i was rushing to meet sheery,marcus and zj at harbourfront. LATE yes i noe, sorry! watch pokemon wad! haha :) Then we had lucnh at harbourfront mac before setting off to sentosa. Upon reaching there, WOW! so many people. Goodness! And the wetherwas so mighty hot! and all of us were feeling sticky even before reaching the beach itself. When he have reach to siloso beach, we went to collect our goodies. Marcus din want to follow cause he wants to eat ice cream to cool himself down. So while i was happily playing this card game and one of the booth, afterwhich i got myself some goodie baf agian, when i want to turn to walk to other booth, i saw some big nose SNIFFING ME! i can almost faint okie, This big CUTE dog was abt to sniff me luckily i stand aside b4 the nose touches me. Big i was tempetd to touch okie. urgh, i still dun noe the true reasons why malays cannot touch dogs?? :( anws, after that we left the place and went to play rides. FINALLY! we tried the LUGE and SKY RIDE! URGH! bloody hell fun!!! After buying our tix, we went to get the right size helmet then couldn wait much longer. Was dam fun plz. I want to do it all over again!!!! i cannot believe that i actually did something like this in Singapore. Although the track is small, i must say it give ppl a great exprience too :)))
AFter a whole lot of tiring day, we decided to make a move to town. YEPPIE dOOL! juz on the right time. By 4.30pm we reach Plaza Singapore and was waiting for A/X GF! MISS HER TONS plz! but to kill time zj follow me to check out sumthing which i found out i ALWAYS look for this each time i'm at PS. why am i being nice? i wonder? anws, then went to gather information abt mp3. Still searching which mp3 to buy. Initially wanted to get creative the M version but then tdy i saw this bigger screen also from creative. NOW i have 2nd thought. Wad abt ipod? too common. So the salesgirl bring out SAMSUNG! the function is the combination of creative the M version and ipod PLUS it much much lighter! Hmmmm,see now i have to think again.. any suggestions?? Anyways, after that siti reach and was waiting for Alex HAHA! I think he's a nice chap wif a nice escent and i like the way he speaks. In terms of look, Not bad since he have spiky hair and ceena somemore so siti i am giving u the GREEN LIGHT! hahaha! :))) tada! so after all 6 of us gather already, we all made our way to cineplax and went to watch X-MEN 3 !!! AH! Freaking NICE!! i dun mind watching it ALL OVER again! urgh!!! so NICE X-MEN 3 is like a MUST MUST watch movie. give it 5 fart out of 5 ! but is a sad case 3 mutants die BUT i think there will be Xmen 4! I CARN WAIT!!! ahhh! i want to watch again! anws, after movie went to eat dinner at secrect recipe and some ppl will juz ask me to try noodle in tom yam when its not even HOT or spicy! backside! waste my cents onli. Well had a good laugh over dinner. The fews which i can remember rytee now will be there is this cute guy ( according to siti and zj ) who took down our orders. At first we told him we want 2 mineral watter then change it to 3 then change it to 4 then change it to 5 then change back to 4 so by this time his cheeks got redder and zj thought he is angry.Then guess wad she did after we paid our meal! YAP ZJ JING went UP TO HIM AND SAID SORRY!!!!! OMG!!! i couldn believe wad she did OKIE! CONCLUSION: SHE WAS TAKING OPPORTUNITY! ayoo! THAT WOMEN IS MAD! Then zj and siti and sherreen try to read his name from the badge and was a success. Got to noe more abt alex. HA! i still want to noe where he got that acent from okie! siti i want to talk to him again! hahaah! Oh i forgot to mention, zj recieve this msg from her sis which up till now i can still laugh " MUM ASK U TO GO EAT YOURSELF TODAY" That sents all of us roars of laughters okie. Then siti and i say wah, why ur mama ask u to eat urself one? so faster zj EAT urself now! there's a lot of flesh there, here there here too. HAHA! then suddenly her mama call her!!! and she dun noe talk wad. When we ask who call? my mum OMG! " UR MUM IS CHECKING UP WHETHER U EAT URSELF ALREADY OR NOT?" MUAHAHAH! dam it was so funny can! Of course as we know her mum ment that she go buy her own dinner herself. HAHA! After food, they want to accompany me to popular but by then popular CLOSE already! HOW NOW!? how to get 11amaths fys? die! shit! oh wells, will explain to tomato then.AFter which we made our way back home. AH!~ home... haha!
I WANT TO GO do SKY RIDE and LUGE AGAIN!!! :((((((
I am not piss wif u juz yet. Din want to meet u cause i dun wanna see that old person. Nor i want to take all ur attention to me infront of ur frens. I understand.
Still waiting for ur call
sicne u promise.
updates yes do it plz.
and to shuk and suaty pants and to el, SORRy for not meeting u ppes. I noe u all waited gosh i am really sorry.
deep in thoughts......
Friday, June 02, 2006
Ystd was a sad day for my family. Well my uncle pass away due to bone cancer. Dad was tearing after all that was his brother. Tmr on the other hand is Nadiah's 40 days prayer. It has been 1mth plus now. SO fast time have pass. sigh... But i doubt i can make it tmr. After school ystd, went to esplanade lib to study. We sat at the cafe and was surprise shuk and me completed our time line for hist :) thought that tdy will have quiz wad! but din have! wah sei. WE ate udon, browine, sandwitch, kfc HAAH! yumyum. Anws, after that we went to the rooftop WOW! i love the night view. ah~ was dead tired when i reach home!
Had to be in school dam EARLY today. had HISTORY for 2 hrs and i want to say, today is my MOST EDUCATIONAL HISTORY DAY EVER THIS YR. Why? cause for the FIRST time i understand wad was she blabbering abt HAH! serius la. I thought i would have died after 5 mins of her lesson but no! my eyes fight on for 2 more hrs. During a short break, we ask mrs tay to go to youtube.com and watch the 2006 wlaking team video and haha! had a gd laugh! After recess, was suppose to have hist written work but tay was teaching 5/2 ss so all 5/1 hist girls gather ard and talk [ wad else will we do?] jokes-stories-laugh! :))) Then it was time for Mrs tan to come so all of us in a flash got into our seats. She draw us this time charts and was yadaing. Shuk was on my left and i can see that her hand is constantly moving so i was like " man, wad is she talking down? " then i go look and guess wad? she was drawing BUTTERFLY , write slogans " I CAN DO IT WIF CONFIDENT YEAH! " HAHAH! i burst out laughing ! aha then mrs tan mention abt mashmellow ! haha! can see all the smiles and small coughs hha! all turn to nurul! haha! so funny can! yah dats was it. the talk. So we all got it. Its going to come to us soon, very very soon. :((((( anws, after school, follow mel and tomato to coro. Aim : suppose to get 11 amaths 5ys BUT no more stock so i will try to help tomato to get it tmr at popular instead. :) then soon HOME SWEET HOME.
Watch LIKE MIKE 2 and OVER THE HEDGE when i reach home. ah~ over the hedge is so CUTE HA! but i perfer like mike 1 . tralala, 4 more movies to go. which means my WEEKEND is occupy wif tvee! tralala. Speaking of which zj is not happy and angry wif me juz because i am not watching this ceena show on channel U? crazy! HAHA! she said since i am not watching she will burn the eps 1 and i muz watch and make me swear! and said " DUN cross ur fingers! Dun cross ur toes" ZJ i crossing my bodies ? HAHAHA! mad argh! who on earth forces ppl to watch tvee until like dat one? tsk tsk my darling like dat argh?? haha! i read already zj. wad honeypie all? hahah!
Sentosa tomorrow ! more updates. WEE~
TOODLES :)
u tempt me with ur smile,
every second spent
so beautiful,
yet so meaningful
i do too... :)