Wednesday, November 30, 2005
mum took the day off juz so to spent time wif me... how sweet....i am madly deeply in love wif my mum....oh well but wad we did was juz talk la... i told her i want this i want that....this that and more this that...and she say i can onli have wad i want after O's??? erm...helo 1 more YR!!! waste my sliva.. oh well juz see how things goes.. well i onli got into bed at 6am..why cuase i was watching dvds as usal...thanks melly for that... "are we there yet" and "transporter" wee nice movie....dad was kinda angry because he heard shootings at 5 in the morning? oOps how i noe i turn on the volume dat loud? while the time ticking i was juz roaming ard the hse..finding things to amuse myself... i simply love the wether.... byebye...












why is everyone getting the good credits??? when is my turn?? :(

i flew away@ 10:46 PM

mum took the day off juz so to spent time wif me... how sweet....i am madly deeply in love wif my mum....oh well but wad we did was juz talk la... i told her i want this i want that....this that and more this that...and she say i can onli have wad i want after O's??? erm...helo 1 more YR!!! waste my sliva.. oh well juz see how things goes.. well i onli got into bed at 6am..why cuase i was watching dvds as usal...thanks melly for that... "are we there yet" and "transporter" wee nice movie....dad was kinda angry because he heard shootings at 5 in the morning? oOps how i noe i turn on the volume dat loud? while the time ticking i was juz roaming ard the hse..finding things to amuse myself... i simply love the wether.... byebye...












why is everyone getting the good credits??? when is my turn?? :(

i flew away@ 10:46 PM

Tuesday, November 29, 2005
TENNIS UNDER THE RAIN
as usual i had a hard time getting up in da morning...hazlyn msg meabt the timing for today but after i reply her, i went back to sleep? haah! until she call me but after put down her phone i went back to sleep..oOps.. but i woke up later on.. got ready to leave hse for mel's hse... there meet up wif sab,mel,shu and haz.... alL of us play tennis..when i reached there , it was drizzling BUT still got sun... than we ignore all that and started playing..and while playing suddenly the rain getting heavier but haz said juz continue..so yah we did.. but it was rather difficult cause the court was wet and the ball dun go bounceing properly..but we had fun la.. after which we went to mel's hse feeling VERY hungry.. so we decided to order pizza...yum yum!! so hungry!! than played UNO while sab and shu on the com.. shu wen argh u not my HONEY leh..haha!!! than me and shu went to take bus while sab and haz took the bus on the opposite side..home sweet home...
RIDDLE TIME!!
GRANNY SAID " SET A PLACE FOR MY SON"
MOTHER SAID " MY BROTHER IS COMING"
THE TWINS SAID " OUR UNCLE IS COMING, AND WE'LL BE THERE TOO."
HOW MANY PPL ARE COMING FOR THANKSGIVING???
ANSWERS?????????

i flew away@ 9:43 PM

let me do a proper blogging for today.... the 28 nov 05 ... woke up by my alarm clock..and was juz dazzing ard the hse..watch cartoon..waiting for lunch to be served...mum would juz take her own sweet time to cook for me when she noes i am going out? than after which got ready but mum asked to buy delifrance for dad and newspaper and sum other stuff..so being an angel i did wad i was told...soon when all that settled, i made my way to raffless city....there i was being attacked by 2 ppl namely : melia & zaneta! i tell u , they were daylight robbering me OK! was force to buy them browine when they r workin there? huh? chee being an angle of the day faiz went to buy 3 browine...trust me aLL taste the same...than went late lunch wif them and waited for them to finished their work. am i such a darlingg today? but as the time goes, i got to taste all kinds of browine for free...haha!!! bleck! there was this point of time when i was stitting alone, msging, i was being attcked by 2 nutrisnist...it was rather embarrassed but i din have anything to do so juz play along wif their crap... yada-yada... took my wt , took my body fats..took this and that..it was so fun to talk wif friendly ppl when u are so bored and juz play along wif them...also.. i got to noe cheeky' s DJ...haha! can get help already... he's such a nice person..and all the songs he played rox.. i dun mind going there agin la.. wee~ free songs. i din noe clubs dj can make money alot? tsktsk.... than beside their browine shop were pies shop...i tell u , the smell is so nice ok... i wanted to eat so much BUT cannot cause its not halal....go try some ok.. nice smell...and make friends wif them..friendly bunch of ppl.... sniff-sniff* so go buy brownine and pies.. OK... nice-nice.... than after which mel came after her work....yeppie!! now i got company...walk ard there while waiting for this 2 princess to finish wif their tiring work...pity them i tell u...i sit there and wait tired already let alone working and serving... after they cloze shop, bid our gdbyes and went to town..and before that we meet up wif esther loke.... she juz came back from aust....her holidays and along wif her is her friend...another friendly person. yah great day....6 of us headed to heereen 1st followed by cine....we went to bk juz to sit down? no one wanted to eat after we came in? ayoo...and guess whose there argh?? haha! if u read my blog u noe who u r...why argh each time when i meet u ppl , u ppl are so so so SHY? haah! please argh u both msg me like i noe u 10 yrs than see me so SHY? doesn connect...haah! i heard the ' OH MY GOD' so LOUD! haha! funny bunch of ppeps.. than i went back wif melia wif bus while the rest took trains... dats the day.... i will go meet u again ok zan&melia...cause i wanna eat that tom yam soup!!! smell delicious...i had fun today....thanks for cure-ing my boredom....








till i hear ur voice, ur actions, it spoilts my day : TOTALLY

i flew away@ 2:32 AM

Monday, November 28, 2005
I
SWEAR
I
FUCKING
HATE
YOU
NOW
!!!!!

i flew away@ 10:21 PM

Sunday, November 27, 2005
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If i'm always scared
I will lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere
I have got to choose
No matter if it is a win or lose
HOME STAY! yes..including today it wiLL be 3 days i'm staying at home? urgh!!! freakin bored OK at home.. i mean there's lots and lots of things to do but i'm juz lazy to do... i stiLL have my homeworks to do..its stiLL in coma btw... cause i have not lay a single finger on it. i stiLL have lots and lots of movies to watch and lots and lots of books to read ... speakin of readin...this morning...i slept at 5am...and guess wad i did after offline...went to grab aLL the news paper and started reading them for an hr...since 21 of NOv till 26 of Nov..now i like starits times newspaper..cause they cover almost wadever happen in da world...now i feel updated abt s'pore.. i juz find out abt sumthin...there's alot of cases abt maids and their employer... i teLL u...if not the maid which cause so much problems , than it wiLL be the exployer. one in which i came across is the maid push down this old lady down her 9th floor...scary! and another one is that the employeer change the maid to become a prosititue... tsk tsk shake heads* husband in the amry din noe wad is going home at home.... wad is happening to the world?? in da afternoon i went on reading today sunday times and being so bored i went on doing the crosswords!! slove it.. wonder wad i shuld do tmr...i need someone to push me to do my homework!! *sniff sniff* i smell sumthin nice in da kitchen... gonna go check it..byebye... * chicken wings*!!!

i flew away@ 10:10 PM

Saturday, November 26, 2005
well i shall not leave so much space in my entry ok...according to aud by doing so, i am wasting.. i wonder wad am i wasting here? i noe i'm not wasting paper or ink? hehe ;) anwhows... today another normal day while everyone is buzzing ard s'pore i'm glue to the bed watching tvee.... watch 'LAND OF THE DEAD' today..so boring until i stop watching halfway...than went on to watch 'CREEP' yeah some monster go ard killing.... and finally some humans kill that monster...always happen rytee...so yah juz a 2.5 star movie..move on to watch singapore VS laos....[1-0]..s'pore juz getting better la.... so keep on kicking.... everyone is out today..except poor faiz.... urgh!! everyone is going out tonite... aLl havin fun W/O me?? *sob-sob*


i have 2 questions here :

(1) if let say u have 2 ezlink, wiLL u be able to use both ezlink???
(2) if u are 18 , wiLL u be able to use ur ezlink??


anyone is welcum to ANSWER my questions...AND I NEED ANSWERS A.S.A.P!! so whoever out there noes all the ans to this ..please tag me!! WAITING!!

i flew away@ 10:52 PM

Friday, November 25, 2005
i din blog ysterday cause was tOO tired to do so..went out from hse at abt 7 to meet the rest to have dinner...than went chinablack....party was great ..but the dj was kinda lousy ....i was juz lookin ard...and guess wad...i felt someone pulling my hand like so hard and there i was in da middle of a dance floor...no one was dancing LA! 'baLL' had to pull me to start off the dance infront of i dun noe how many ppl...so it wiLL be weird if i din dance..haha! shall salute to ball...dance wif her aLL the way men...i miss ball now.!! my dancing queen... anws..before that there this mly guy keep looking at me.i was wondering why on earth ..i thought there was sumthin wrong in me ... than he came up to and ask " where's the toilet"? chee! i think he was really urgent tilL his face kinda cramp..weLL meet up wif couples of fimilar faces...party party..tiLL u drop....no alcohol how to drop? haha!! so everyone was high because of the music...speakin of which there's this guy behind me keep sayin FUCK~ bloody hell loud ok! he syas that each time new songs being played? than after awhile i turned to look at who is the person and he told me" i dun like this song!" *faint* dun like stiLL dance????rubbish... fun fun.... today aLL i did is watch GLADIATOR nice movie...i noe its long time movie but ITS NICE!! weee....home stay ...






































something happen ystd that erks me...i cannot go to sleep becuase the virsion keep poping up in my head... every single sec that happen.. why am i even bother? cuase i saw it?!

i flew away@ 9:46 PM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005
C-A-P-T-A s' REUNION !!!!!!!
i got morning caLL today.... firstly was joLene TOE! thanks honey... she caLL me let see 9++..am than she caLL again which is at 10++ but i couldn wake up cause the wether was jus so nice to give it a miss...and this included that i slept at 5 in the morning... on the phone tiLL 4am..than zj honey gave me morning calL ... and she started asking me questions abt the outing and yada yada tiLL i finally woke up... how nice... and i was given 1hr to reach town.. nice one.... so rush rush and was abt to flag a cab ( yanqi give that idea) cause i was late..that i recieve yq's call and ask me to topang she and aud and was caLL their chuffer? nice nice.. how gratefuL hor.. than we reach there and meet up wif zj and Jol and shuai-ge..haha! than we aLL follow aud to take her dress..than went bk to have lunch and soon we made our way to PS...and there we watch harry potter...i think watching second time is much better cause i realy understand ..soory zj to have disturb u wif 1001 questions..before that went to play arcade ..first was dytona...shuai-ge and me against each other and like duh he won..wah liao manual hor..i wonder if he drives his dad's car? if so? hor hor....*shake head* than we play drum this time wif joL..me and joL team vs him again he won..oh weLL rubbish la..its cina drums and i am not gd at it and i think his gd cause he always play that game..Hm hmm.... after harry potter we went to heereen and NEOS time... it have been a longg time since we took one... tada...machine was rather mad la.. shaLL save that details.. i bet the rest noe why... than soon aLL went home...why cause they each wanna watch that cina show..funky idiol? dun noe la... thats the day today...i LOVE IT.... love it love it... since toe brought her cam...i try my very best to invade her cam ...lalala NOW I CAN'T WAIT FOR OUR NEXT DATE YAH PPL!!! WED WED...SUN BATHING TIME.... WEEEE~
shuld i take the good news seriously or lightly? does it give me any opportunity?

i flew away@ 9:15 PM

HINDI MOVIE TODAY?!
well woke up at 10.30 am JUZ to give a morning caLL to SIOW SHUMEI AUDREY! but guess wad! she wiLL hang up my call saying it was too noisy??? wad the.... HAO XIN MEI HAO BAO! than went back to sleep since it was super nice to sleep...and not long after that got a caLL from waty... weLL she had to say she was on the way to my hse! dam! haven bath yet!! but she was too fast la.. tiLL she came than i bath... aya! so she chiLL out at my place while waiting for nash and badut to finsh their last paper...guess wad..i have to g alL the way to bedok to watch the movie..cause in s'pore onli one place which is there...and i teLL u the state of the cinema juz like india there.... u dun have a place to put ur drinks leave alone food! besides there were less than 30 ppl so i have my legs stretch out..really my hm men..make ur self at hm... the movie was juz plain funny...NOT DAT NICE AT ALL...but i cloze one eye since waty and nash paid my movie tix..how wonderfuL... anws.. the movie was 3 hrs longgg.... gosh! so longg la..hindi movies is always like that...learn sumthin today..from bedok stop by at bugis walk ard here and there..and aLL shops were cloze but nash manage to buy this carrot cake from coffee bean cause we said we wiLL pay the exact amt .. cashir was rather.... yah.. anws.. than from bugis we stop at town and i being plain dumb chnage bus there where i culd jzu go hm wif the same bus... like heLL i was a bloody looner... upon reaching hm at 11...sis was at hm...waiting for me to eat... weLL i did after being force by mum and sis was givin me this fuck up look and i cann really bother...anws..she bought me this dye... BUT mum dun alLOw and DAD had to add in and say a stern NO! nice sis... but she say oh weLL go physo them.. HOW? HOW? but i dun think i wiLL dye now..
weLL today somehow i'm juz getting a lil irritated by ppl... maybe not lil but more than lil... meet up wif this girl who i always talk too but why on earth is she givin me the ego look? i hate that look la.. not even a hie.. omg i swer if i see her in town or anywhere i wiLL show my butt to her face OK! beisides that.. i dun noe...at the fact the shithead's name is being mention...fuck me up...i so hate her ..i dun noe y...but juz simply hate u...because of u my friendship is half ruin fucker! shithead! i have been watching alot of vilence movies so pardon the language..anw not as thou u ppl dun use it before..urgh.... sumtime i dun why u jump into conclusion when u dun even noe where is the head and wheres the tail...and pe-point stuff which is wrong la as the matter of fact...now it seem because of the shithead u dun trust me.. ? i wonder who is ur longer friend? me or her.. if dat u noe ur ans..u shuld noe who to trust ..but again....humans stiLL humasn...URGH!! i can continue this like 1001 yrs...shaLL stop here... URGH!!URGH!!URGH!!

i flew away@ 12:07 AM

Monday, November 21, 2005
aLL i did today was watch tv..... watch dvds.... and i can say i glue on to the tv the whole day...and continue munching chicken wing .... dats life on a cold monday...i love today ...so cold....so nice nice...... how i wish everyday the weather is like this....


















well well well........ i am bloody board! bored to the MAX.... tmr another day out....wif waty and nash...dam it has been sooooo long since we 3 were out together..thinking back abt how we start our friendship... i am juz amaze as to how things have got its way tiLL now.. noe u aLL since sec 2....everyday we wuld go back together....talk things ....laugh...cry... those were the days... i hope wif the O's finish me and u can catch up wif stuff....since u are free now.....i am juz thakful to have sets of good frens..... i wonder how life for me wuld be w/o this cupcakes... there's CAPTA..... wed is reunion..... and there's u 2 ...and tmr is our reunion...( hindi movie)????? ayoooo... i'm think this week is reunion week ... hope it bring god memories and joy.... ---byebye---

i flew away@ 11:15 PM

Sunday, November 20, 2005
what is everyone doing???
shooting stars??
the night wind seem so perfect....
the co-orginser for 4/7bbq..where's linda??



another nice pix! i like this too...
















as promise thats the rest of the pix...theres more but weLL some other time... anws...today is my sis bdae and she went out W/O me??? urgh!! she told me she forgot to call me ?? wth...forgot??? thanks argh...anw... all i did today was woke up in the afternoon to watch my cartoon than watch dvds than feel asleep than woke up again to watch harry potter.....which i have watched like 5 times? and from than was online.... i hope s'pore wiLL win agianst vitnam... now the score is 2-1....c'mon lions.......i wanna watch ' a twist of fate!!! ' anyone wanna go wif meeee??? its nice muscal la.... why no one wanna watch.... sob sob!!

















everyone have sumthin in their mind rytee now....alot of which is rather disturbin... well someone call me B_ _ _ B_ _ _ B_ _ _ and i think is rather cute la...but wonder why?? haha! who cares...i find it funny....sometimes in life we have to understand their needs and its easy to say than done...alot at times i try to do juz dat...but humans still humans... besides that ....everyone is starting to settling down... while others still searching their way....a friend told me to give up on certain stuff...since all it brings is suffering...i use to not listen ..but now i think its true...moreover i dun feel a thing now...althought here and there... so i shall put all that to history....its difficlut... but who can help me if not myslef... i shall leave now to think out stuff.... I MISS U....









i flew away@ 11:27 PM

Saturday, November 19, 2005
JoL and me! i am trying to invade her cam !


melia+joL+me at the beach .....
zanny honey and me...PS: thanks to u my knee is pain...but ur butt no sand!!
i teLL u....i am invading ur cam?? * smile at MS HO!*
my scandeL,fad,waty and me...but can u see somone there too...(where's joL?)
the 'C' , 'T' , 'A' .....where's the 'P' & another 'A'??
MIGHTY MIGHTY 4/7!!
NICE POSE EVERYONE!!.. i love this best...










more pix.... coming right up......

i flew away@ 10:30 PM

CLASS BBQ!!!! :)
I'M BACK...reach home today morining at 10am...mum was stiLL asleep when i got home...phew...cause if not she would have asked lots and lots of question... weLL ysterday was 4/7 class bbq for this yr... waited for waty at hm and than we both meet up wif shuk and 3 of us made our way to pasir ris station where later we meet up wif meL,latha,om and lastly my TOMATO! i was shocked to see wad have become my tomato...her hair got into an acident... poor tomato.. but oh weLL u r stiLl my walking tomato...so we aLL make our way to the pit...upon reaching there.. sookey and oml have started the fire.... and sookey was asked to help this punggoL sec ppl to light up their fire...haha! so many guys yet no one can do the job?? so our sookey come to the rescue...if not for her...i dun think they wiLL be able to EAT ok! and we even gave our starters to them cause they dun have enuff... so after that i went to fetch joL and than sent her to the pit..once there....i and mel , we went to downtown east to get ice...at first we said we wiLL cycle there and even went to the bike shop to rent a bike but after much thinking mel suggested why not take cab? backside now than u say...so we tooK cab to and fro... i was so glad that god anwer our prayers...although the sky doesn look promising, but it din rain? phew..i thank the mighty for that... after i was back wif the ice.. i saw some food...haha! eat eat eat chicken and crab meat.yumyum.. but as soon as i take them into my stomach , the food in the tray we also gone missing so fast..everyone was eating la.. than in the midst of eating kerri suggested who wanna go cycling...DUH i want!! i so want!! yeppie!! so kerri , dawn , shree and me went to rent the bikes and guess where we cycle! downtown east again! this time i have to buy 1 pac of ice, 3 bottles of water and 2 starters one of which , i help to buy for the punggoL sec ppl...why am i so so nice?? haha! cycling there took us like 30mins...but going back that time onli like 15 mins...althought it was tiring i had fun cycling!! yeppie...so kewL... than upon reaching at at the pit... wanted to eat but no food.. wait a min but i see EVERYONE there munching!! humph!! than after returning the bike i have to fetch suat and scandeL... follow by gaya zanny honey and melia...and zanny was so so sweet to buy for me 4 differebt types of browine... but being kind me...i share wif everyone... haha! YUM YUM thanks zanny.. than feeling really tired after doing aLL those suff..waty ask me to sit at the sand near the sea...so yeah onli 2 of us ...it was so peaceful...BUT nono here comes zj and gang WIF the TORCH LIGHT! and MAKING noise!! waty was saying this to zj " dun come here and disturb me spent my quality time wif her(me) " i teLL u , i almost choke on my water la.. haha! but nono zj and gang wiLL not wnat to leave the place... soon sookey and gang came followed by tomato and gang! haha! so aLL of us settel down in one straight line and take lots and lots of pix . oh btw thanks joL wif ur camera..haha! i have a good time taking pix! joke ard...and beside our pit was the fisherman village so they have good songs...the cina songs aLL my FAV...so nice nice... we even ask them to increase the voL..haha! than they say its the loudest but no sookey was saying lets put the speaker beside us..ayoo! than feeling bored...me,suat,mel went to play pool...nicenice...FINALLY i pay pool... later sanjay join in..dam la..so good..mel too not bad.. after 2 games we decided to end it there...went back to the pit and they have started clearing it up...i help abit here and there...and soon everyone went home...but i stay on wif suat and shuk... we din sleep..so at 1.30 am we ordered macdoanld delivery... and onli got our food at 4 am! so so hungry by than! seeing that i din eat much ..we oder alot but din manage to fiinish... the toliet there is so DIRTY!!! i coludn even go in la.. yucks! but no choice was really urgent... wonder who is suppose to clean that place...than all we do for 6 hrs or so is gossip...haha! so fun so fun...ahaha! no la we talk alot alot ...everything under one roof. i had to do this job to keep away cats from eating my mc dippers?? all suaty and shuk could do is sit and laugh at me! wth... i din noe there were alot of cats there and crows in da morning.... than went the sky turning brighter we quickyl went to the beach and walk on the sand... thinking we can see the sun rise but cannot... there was stiLL moon at 7 in the morning..but stiLL no sun... when we walk on the beach...we discover alot of things... 5 dead fish( big ones), 5 crabs ( diff sizes) , 1 dead prawn and lastly alots and lots of sheLLs...suaty suggested why not we try to start bbqing for breakfast?? yeah rytee... than before going home we stop by at the playground and play... play... to see us playing w/o sleeping the whole night? i was so tired by than but suaty and shuk is wide awake?? than we stop by at white sand to have breakfast hahaha!!! and went home sweet home.... wad a day dude...slept for 8 hrs... and now really so refresh...i wanna my pix now!!! hahaa!! oh thankz zj for the mashed potato.... i forget to ask where did u get it?? ps selles it??
i dun noe wether to blame u for ur dumbness or for ur blurness...u shuld have known this kind of stuff better than me... i dun blame the rest ....
another thing....if u think u can lie and push the blame to me....u better think again.... ur stories dun telly but ur lies do....
here and there happen.... but it was juz a FAN-TAS-TIC nite....

i flew away@ 9:37 PM

Thursday, November 17, 2005
meet up wif sab and hash....
than meet up wif zj
when to eat at this cafe wif zj
than when to ps to meet siti and the rest
watch harry potter ( 3 star out of 5 )
walk ard abit..
went hm


























feeling guilty here and there.....dun wanna blog much....all i want now is for things to go smoothly.... as the days goes....live up to life....

i flew away@ 11:40 PM

I LOVE MY BLOG NOW......SO CUTE........ HAHA!!! NICE NICE?? SHALALALAL!!! THE STRESS IS GONE WIF CARTOONS......[",] NITE NITE.....

i flew away@ 12:43 AM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005
out to meet linda today ...and meet up wif sookey at her hse... we went to this place to get our bbq stuff... i never been to this part of spore..so yah....kinda amaze at that place...uh huh.... after which they left for harry potter and i went home...













i have been hearing things....some things which is a gd news to me....while others is juz bad news..like i say in life there is always plus and minus...shuld i teLL the person....or shuld i juz act as i dun noe..... i noe if i were to tell.... that person cannot take the blow.... at this point of time.... oh well ....besides that....i am havin bad feeling abt alot of stuff..... i dun noe why..but i am feeling rather scare that things will not go as plan....this always happen i noe... urgh.... hate it...shall go now and compose myself....sign...

i flew away@ 10:30 PM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

ITS ME AND WATY TODAY
meet up wif waty at heereen bustop....its our shopping date today....first stop was taka..we went to kino and i bought A BEND IN THE ROAD and THE RESCUE...hahaah!! jolene is gonna be so jelaous la...hehe. aww..... anws... we stay in kino for like 30 mins or so....cause i was choosing alot of books and don noe which one to buy...after which i drag waty to the toy section....and we play ard ....i was playing this plug in game when i heard an old lady say this " how cum big already stiLL play" chee! still young at heart ok.... so i ignore her and continue playing....than we decided on buying elmo and cookie monster cuup...sOOOOOO cUTE!!! i teLLL u.... so me and waty have the same cup to drink....and each time she drinks from that cup, that wiLL remind her of me... how sweeet... :) than we went to the clothes section.... and i bought 1 cloller shirt...while she bought converse slipers... rather nice...i wanted to buy this pants so badly... but i din carry much cash... sob sob! i hope it doesn sold out thou....after in town for abt 3 hrs... went over to marina square to meet up wif hazlyn , farhana and shuk....they were aLL going for work interview..haha1 anws...we play the car racing and i bang on haz's car twice which sent her car flying....hahah!!! was so funny la....than we went to esplande and sit and stare at the sea... i was trying very hard to clear my mind but haz and shuk was makin helL of a noise la..taking their pix wif my hp like over and over again..ayoo...changing my wallpaper...to their face? haha! nono noway.... than soon they three left , leaving behind waty and me....peace finally... and we sit for another 1 hr.... juz talking abt stuff... hmmm.... the wind....the sun set ...the fuLL moon....it was so nice.... shall do it more often..... than we went home taking seperate bus..... chios....
again i feel the warmth, ur hand, ur hug..... itzzit? *ponder*

i flew away@ 9:44 PM

Monday, November 14, 2005
i'm so tired..way to tired...i barely have enuff rest after last night outing...and here i am this morning playing badminton wif jolene, ivey , cheryLL...zj and her sis came wif along BUT onli play awhile than had to go of to schoOL.. but today i din play as much as i wanted cause my stomach was in PAIN...so pain..that i stopped playing . was having really bad stomachache... so bad that i juz want my toilet.... after badminton i went home..and get frenshen up and get changed into new clothes...and off to town to meet suaty pants.... went to cut hair today but had no idea where...so 1st we check out tony and guy...suat: "excuss me, how mcuh iszzit to cut?" oh " we have from $70 , 80, 90 to 110 $.." * suaty face suddenly change and off we wnet out* to much to much... than we went cine...and we cut our hair there... i can say ok la...service was good...BUT i think they cheated suaty money cuase she was done in less than 5mins and had to pay $30???? the package include wash and mesage and blow...i got aLL that treatment...the person who wash my hair was rather skinny ...so i thought she dun have that much force...boy oh boy i was so so wrong....she and her long nails was doing really tough job on my hair OK! i almost think my scalp were pilling off.... she mesage me so nice..kind of...than when wash that time... i got another round of mesage...i feeL so king like...but poor suaty din recieve aLL that but yet she paid the same amt as i do... hmmmm i wonder why.... anws... after which we went to eat ...than went ps to meet up wif "mama" and soon i went home... cause everyone wanna watch the cina show ..the show is nice..so nice that i wanna be attch to the screen and watch aLL the espisidoe aLL at one go....shaLL stop here...balst OFF!
























everything that u said, ur actions are aLL so fake.....stop acting so much bus 3rd!

i flew away@ 9:25 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005
TODAY'S THEME IS : CHICKEN!!!
today was HARI RAYA outing with : waty , hazlyn , shukriah , farhana , hazlyn sis , na do dei and lastly suat?? haha!! anws..meetin place was at waty's hse @ 11.30am...and again i was late...all of them were scolding me when i reached there... saying like " who argh ask for this time but yet come so late? duh all of them noe why i came late?? was watching my cartoon and lost track of time... its SUNDAY was do u expect?? my cartoon day... and they were waiting for me to eat la...well i came and all were getting ready when waty's mum say " why r u late?? dun teLL me u lost ur way??" aya! auntee..i juz smile and kept quiet ok! we ate chicken wings and fries than when u wanted to leave sumthin unexpected happen.... i was taken offguard la... i was saying goodbye to waty's mum and kiss her hand as a form of respect..u noe that mly handshake...yah when suddenly SHE GRABS MY FACE AND KISS ME ON MY CHEEK!!! YOHOOO.... helo!! i thought waty was schocked LA! wad more me..so i was like erm...ok... yah..oh bye auntee....than i left ....haha!! waty juz shake head.... than 2nd hse was cikgu nora... i simply love her ...she drove me from her hse to my hse juz to pass my mum my keys cause she forgets to bring them and was louck out....so mafan can...in her hse she coOK alot! chicken curry and fried chicken wings... alot more...but me and suat keep on muching on the wings...yam yam...after which everyone was eager to see me ask fro forgiveness from cikgu.... I DUN NOE WHY EVERYONE KEEP ASKING ME FOR FORGIVNESS. BUT! i am not gonna ask HAHA!! bleak! the more u ask the more i wiLL not do it dude... anws..again i was taken offguard cikgu suddenly GRAB MY FACE AND GIVE ME A KISS AT THE CHEEK.... after the handshake...aya! and she tell me this " faiz u better study hard for mly O's cause i noe u can do it..and i BELIEVE in u...haha! *head grow big already* than after cikgu hse was shukriah..can u imagine from kebangang station aLL the way to bukit batok station... sit untiLL backside pain...weLL sumthin happen in mrt... we grp of 8 ppl enter in into the mrt.. than saw anthother grp and din really bother...when they alighted at payar lebar , the whole grp of them like abt 10 ppl.... shouted " SELAT HARI RAYA" it was rather obvious csause there were onli us? so i reply them " ALRYTEE!!" and they again reply me back " alreytee !! arlytee" dam that was abit embarrassing cuase ppl in our cabin was lookin towards us hah! than we reach shuk hse... and eat again and her mum cook chicken rice... dam we were bloddy fuLL by that time... i could barly stuff any more things in my mouth... it have been so longgg since i feel wad human shuld feel after eating like hungry ghost..shuk bro keep smiling at me and waiting for me to comment on his musscle LA!~ but true enuff he lost a great deal of weight!! juz got back from reservice wad.. but no he kept saying he carries weight....and shuk ask him to shut op! and i heard my name being mention by her parents " which one of them is that girl caLL faiz" ayooo!! wonder why look for me?? so that shuk brro wiLL keep pointing to me... dat when i noe they talking abt me... finally the 4th hse to vist was hazlyn... it was an hr journey from shuks hse...me and farhana was the onli ones wering slippers..we are SMART! others were waring high heels...and their heels keep getting stuck in the drain and i can't help but laugh...haha! nad and suaty left us for home after shuk's hse so din join us.. me farhana waty shuk went to haz hse... again sumthin happen in the bus... me and haz was standing near the door and i was msging when suddenly this mly guy say this to us " EXCUSS ME!! " * for ur extra info it was REALLy loud! tiLL all eyes were on us!! thanks argh... than the guy continue saying this " I WANT TO PASS AWAY" DAM! that really make me and haz BURST out into laughter!! i think i can laugh and roLL..i tell u... he meant was i want to pass through...see la wanna show his macho side?? but to bad he juz bloody embrassed himself... me and haz say this at the same time " SURE SURE U CAN GO ON" hahah!!! pass away??? i really wanna repeat that incident over and over again!! its juz to funny for confort...than we reach haz hse...and her mum cook grill black pepper chicken !! dam nice!! i simply love that dish after aLL the chicken tour men! and noodle..nice nice...i wanted to eat more cause it was reallly nice...but i was juz too fuLL... we chiLL out at hazlyn bedroom and we plan for slumber party in her hse...haha! another dat coming ryte up! yeppie! i was suppose to stay in her she today...but i cannot cause i have plans tmr...BUT i want that slumber party!! shalL see how things goes...and haz keep saying this to me " faiz u are so playgirl" keep flirting wif girls?? huh? HELO!! wad was that suppose to mean?/ she repeated that word for countless time and also say " i very cheeky girl" OIK! too much!! juz becasaue i tap her arm and smack her butt i cheeky wad?? utter nonsense... so if she do the same thing i wiLL say she is also cheeky LA! yah u are btw...keep pincing my leg!! PAIN OK! i try pincing her leg too but to no avail cause i dun see any pain taking effect there... its not becasue of musscle...its beacuse ur skirt is dam tight...haha! wink wink* l... than after her hse me and waty went hm together... and guess wad?? we took the wrong direction and ended up in juring west interchange... and we wasted like 5 mims haha! weLL waty u own me BROWINE TOPPING WIF ICE CREAM OK!! u lost the deaL...haha! the bus stop rytee infront of UR hse and not the opp...we were quarlling in da bus ok! hah! than once we reach outside her hse, i toOk cab and went home sweet home... phew...long day huh? :)
i felt the warmth whenever u lean against me...... always do....but things wiLL just be there and end there...

i flew away@ 11:46 PM

Saturday, November 12, 2005
DRUMS & SKY HIGH!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!
went out wif sherry and marx today. sheery meet me at buna vista and we proceed to serangoon to meet up wif marx.... than he bring us to this jamming place...yeah!! he so kind to volunter to teach me...lala....we play for 1 hr and it was his treat today....thank boy! haha! he teach me the meaning of 2 BEAT and i created my own beat... haha!! nice...even he said so....haha inner talent wad.... than we went to town to have lunch ..pasta mania.... than again i had my happiness...when marx told us he wanted to watch SKY HIGH!! AHhhh! gooodddyyyy i want also....yeah....so we went to buy the tix....meantime to wait for the movie, we went to watch " its my life" concert some hip hop competition...NICE!! but it start to be boring when some superstar singer sing?? this women... everyone went off....see....thats the provee...movie was so nice....go WATCH it dude!!! is FAN-TAS-TIC!!! hhaa!! kewl....i wanna lead my life juz like that guy in the actor... superb.... after movie..we walk ard as usal and found that most shops were cloze so went hoomee.....waty accompanied throughout my journey back .... thankz
"IN LIFE THERE IS ALWAYS PLUS MINUS "

i flew away@ 11:16 AM

Friday, November 11, 2005
SCHOOL'S OUT HIP HIP HORRAY (X3)





but not to enjoy juz yet cuase there's mountain of homeworks LA...alot! and wiLL be havin phy chem amaths test when school reopen...how kewl.... well today school was ok .. onli had phy lesson...suppose to end at 9.45 but chua drag it to 10.30...we did some electricity experiment...i think its dam fun...i got a good graph...pass through 5 points.. not bad .... i think today chua was kinda bad mood... and yah we had to do 40 squats... aya! but he ask us to stop at 20...phew~! who on earth have the energy in da morning to do this nonsense... after school me and sookey have our own date..went to pasir ris to do some survey..for our class camp....we have alot of comments is either the place dun have nice view or the place cannot pitch tent or the pit is very low or its inconvinence...so on and so fore..but settle already so those who are coming 4/7 peeps and those who are invited.... ITS ON THE 18TH AND 19TH AT PASIR RIS PIT 12. PLEASE BE THERE at 4 !! we had lunch and we say that we dun feel secure cause its not our TE PAN..haha! weird ppl all ard us...sookey keep commenting on couples OK! chee..than on the way back i saw amaze by this conversation...between a europe man who doesn have the slang and an indian man from india..i cannot help but to listen to their converstation...i think its so cute la.. sookey too ok...both of us were clozing our eyes BUT at the same time listenig to their conversation..so fascinating... than we went seperate ways.... reach home slept...SO TIRED! drop dead i tell u on the bed...than went i woke up the hse was so quiet!!! mum and dad left me out for SHOPPING!! urgh!! chicken la... onli bring back food for me..i wanna games.... like i use to get when i was a child ...so fun!... now dun get anything ok...shall --zipzip now-- byebye....







---hope tmr wiLL be a better day.......

i flew away@ 11:22 PM

Thursday, November 10, 2005
school was tiring today....although not much was done... my mind is always occupy with stuff... thinmking abt things aLOT...i dun noe 4 wad reason...well first stop was phy..was in the lab for 3 period... did light experimint.. rather boring thou...i want sumthin fun on hands... that is so boring la..and chua was disturbin me thruoghout the lesson...i think he has problem wif me... even want to take the 99cm ruler to hit my head juz because i din plot my graph from the sides...haha i noe we wouldn dare so i dun bother... oh well i was havin fun diturbin him too...and jolene will not side me wad?!! call her my friend hor?? all she does is laugh AT me.. chee! than eng...was slacking real solid slack...teacher din come so we had our own fun...but i wasn having any fun cause i my mind was heavy thinking abt things...and to jolene i am not trouble wif anything at that time...i was havin STOMACHACHE LA and u can even sing so loud..u noe if u on ur song rather LOUD and u tend to sing...and u thought is not loud?? its LOUD ok...u TOE! after that have amaths... something happen...sookey din come to school and ms ho was wondering why i guess..so in the midst of lesson she ask eunice to call sookey using her hp WOW! and we put sookey on loud speaker!!! the rest cannot stop laughing OK!! it was juz dam funny
eun` can i speak to sook fung?
sf`` yah ..
eun` eh why u din come to school (the rest was waiting for her ans even ms ho)
sf`` SELF DECLARE LA ( ms ho eye almost drop and the rest started laughing )
eun` u wait argh
MS HO` guess who am i???
sf` huh? zj argh?? ( ms ho trying to control her laughter)
MS HO` no! try again...wad period do u suppose to have now??
sf` (blur) u shu wen argh???
MS HO` (pass back the phone to eun) aya! how can she think my voice like her fren one
LAUGHTER ENGULF IN AMATHS CLASS
eun` oik u noe who is dat or not??? mrs HO la...we havin lesson now
sk` WAD! hha! than soon we put down...haha!!!!
it was utter funny la... and linda also got trick ...haha! she din came to school ystd...ONLI her...so ms HO wif her cheeky plan ask sook fung to call her and say we gonna have test on chap 14 ...linda has no freakin idea how to do that topic cause she wasn there when ms ho taught us...haha! so we all today acting like hell keep saying eh faster faster go amaths class have test...linda was telling us " eh dun tell ms ho got test ok" her aim was to trick ms ho?? guess wad she was being trick LA... than when in amaths class we told her that actually we ALL were lying to her !!! she got so tension...haha!!! so fun ...than after school stay back in school to help tomato and OM to clean the class...throughout my sec life i bever help clean the class OK...i did it today?? so nice ryteee... wait...i was given kinda dirty job.. cleaning EVERY table ... the tables and chair and now the class look rather naked w/o deco and clean cause i was the one and tomato and OM... than soon i went home wif my derest tomato... OH wait tomato BULLY me today..lots of time...humph! tomato trying to be naughty!! bad one! tsk tsk.. reach home...and got like..1 and a half hr sleep....than was forced to bath and change to go to gelyang to buy hari raya clothes again... for this sunday...$150 for a suit.... bought alot of things to munch munch...as usual.... and the uncle was so nice to give me free fishbals and curry puff hahaHA! more things to munch on the way back.... on the phone now wif sis....ask me to update abbt mum and dad and yada-ing abt everthing and anything.... shall go off.....













life is full of adventure along with sweet and sour memories...... :) :(

i flew away@ 11:55 PM

Wednesday, November 09, 2005
i feel bluey today...lalala.....well today schoOl was rather OK... had 3 periods of amaths... ahhhH dat one ... is so "hyper" i was always caught juz as when i in a daze... disturbences la...we are finishing 2 chaps in less than 3 weeks OK! thats like break the record .... weLL today my tomato sit beside me cause melly was late... i had a fun time disturbing her... yeppie! AND WHERE IS MY CHOCLATE!!!! tomato own me my choclate!!! i noe i have tell u this and i wanna tell u again : i am choosing option C haha! i love tomato oh my tomato... where r u?? why arent u online now?? shall stop thinking abt her for now.. haha! [",] after amaths we had recess followed by 3 periods of chemistry..gosh! we got shelling today..cause (1) the whole class was late (2) our socks (3) our name tags (4) our hair cause of that we wasted 1 period.... yada yada...and aLL i was thinking of at that time was that I NEED AIR CON! we were all sweating .... my whole body was juz sticky la.. and ask us to reflect and take responsibility... ok..so after which finally we went in and did experimenet... i finished my experimnet in less than 15 mins i can say... kinda easy task.. 2 days of lab is juz so FUN.. excludding all the yada-ing... get to play wif all the chemicals after such a longggg time ....after school was too tired to go home and decided to stay in school for awhile wif waty ..she has her training today.. pity her..either home or books or racket?? shall bring her out soon or else i will have a very depressing gd fren.... i think she needs me to give sparks in her life..she say it herself... and haha she miss me....in the phone... awww so sweet... but i tell u wad waty i think i saw u less than 5 hrs ago... hmmm... hha! after she left me for tennis... i chatted wif haz.we were planning for sunday's outing and tmr...havin a match wif her eh... haaaha!thankz to me she is so excited abt tmr....and looking 4ward to come to school...haha! again i add spark in someone's life.. and she wanted to go hm so badly so thereafter... we went home together..i was perturb by that smile....really weird smile eh... hmmmm i wonder ... but wad ever u think, i think u better think again.. HA!

















for today had been the day shall i say waiting for... things some how have brighten up a bit but not fully bright..like in a dark room and u are wif onli say 3 candles..i shall onli consider that bright for now... i dun noe wether i shuld be happy jus yet cause i dun wanna have my hopes up high.. all i wanted is for everything to be back as it use to be... and i am content... well i need someone to sent some sparks in my life now...it has been rather down..... uh huh.. wonder who....













U GAIN ONE ; U LOOSE ONE

i flew away@ 6:32 PM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005
BIG MOUTH BITCH IS ON STIRKE!


BYE!










screw u ! urgh! u again AND AGAIN!!

i flew away@ 10:28 PM

Monday, November 07, 2005
another day has past...again it wasn a good day....i mean besides all the laughter and everything ... there's something i am thinking .. like i say it will not rest tiLL i noe why... how can i... but wif the laughters it helps me to calm down put aLL my sadness and worries one side... but trust me it was onli for short while.. again my mind wiLL be thinking and asking ...- i have 'WHY' fill up my mind... and it wouldn stop.. i seriously dun noe wad to do .. schoOl was rather bored and sleepy today..thou esther tay din came to class...BUT antonio took over...wif him... he gave us work as usual..and was rushing to finish it BUT din manage.. than it was maths test.. kinda diff la.. cause i couldn slove it..everyone couldn...so there u go... than it was amaths,.. like sookey say ' u catch no ball argh today' duh... i think its kinda confusing u noe.. i need my tution teacher!! i think if she read this.. she wiLL be smiling so widely...anws...after school went to town to have dinner wif sutay pants, my scandeL and fad... we went to delifrance and the biLL came to $50.87..my eye balls almost drop OK! never in my life i spent that much in delifrance?? cheesh! than we went ard taka...and we maluate oursleves lots lots of time... and than we went home.... kind aearly but i was too tired to even continue walking... reach home and watch spongebox square pants the movie...kinda old i noe...but its UTTER BORING!! mum help me switch of the tv casue the tv was watching me instead ( feLL asleep la) and now i am checking up more abt zoo...going there for work attachement.... and this is wad i found out...PS: ZJ PLZ GO THERE TOO I THINK ALL OUR PLACES OF ATTACHMENT IS BORING!! I WANT JBP AGAIN!! ITS SO NOT EXCITING !! I WANT SOME KICK DUDE!! ALL I FIND that was VERY interesting is this :








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after reading that i have make plans for the future..which is to work extra hard, study extra hard so that i can find high pay job and i WANT TO ADOPT A TIGER!!! HOW KEWL IS THAT!! i have my very own tiger... but i cannot bing it home...but i can play wif my dear there.. and i wiLL buy good quality meat ..OH I AM SO EXCITED!! i want to do it now... will ask for the price if i start my attahcment... its liek a wish come true.... hai hai hai...
















well shall chunk chunk now.... [",]......

i flew away@ 9:51 PM

Sunday, November 06, 2005

its a beautifuL sunday... the weather is juz so righttt... HIE TOMATO!!! MY ONE AND ONLY WALKING TOMATO...i wiLL make a point to mention my darling tomato in my every entry... I SIMPLY FALLING IN LOVE WIF MY TOMATO .....each time when i eat burger or sandwiches, i wiLL take out the tomato and put it one side cause i dun wish to eat my tomato!! seeing tomato reminds me of U...yes u tomato.... oh tomato... who is my tomato?? not going to teLL any one U..find out for urself...dun wish to share her wif anyone either... rytee tomato...HUGS!! will continue abt tomato other some time....

weLL i am stiLL tired.. juz had lunch and later off to do maths... am sick now... havin flu.... AH-CHU !! AH-CHU!! shuld i come to school tmr?? there wiLL be humans intensive tmr... dam La...i dun like hist... yucks! thats is one of the reasons why i dun wanna go schooL ... but mrs khoo wiLL call my hse if i dun come.. aya! hmmm...... after long thoughts...i decided not to....its waste of money.... but money its not the problem here ,,,the problem is how if i got caught... yeah....than i shaLL die.... so in conclusion....shaLL wait juz wait... maybe i wiLL juz play dumb and go wif the flow..lalala......

i try very hard to ignore ur ignorance...but i couldn....why is that so cause i wanna noe why.... i noe there's sumthin wrong somewhere... cause u noe longer tag on my board nor reply to my hie like u use tooo..i noe ppl say hie to u at the same time i say hie to u but u chose to ignore me... i really wanna noe why the sudden change in u... if i have offended u in anyways PLZ tell me... i juz noe sumthin its not right somewhere... say i am overly sensitive ....i dun care cause this is juz unlike u to ignore me.. well i dun even noe wether u will read this cause if u do plz englighten me...there's no peace tiLL i noe the reasons... i cannot wait till 22 nov to noe... but i dun have a choice dun i.... ur ignorance was even clearer when u write for everyone testi and tags on every one boards... i am not being jealous or anything of that sort and i noe i sound like one but humans stiLL humans ..they feel wad they feel.... and i am feeling this...and i juz want to noe the reson.... it has been a week or so...and like i say i cannot stand not knowing wad is happening when i noe sumthin is not right....and i noe u noe how it feels like... i couldn caLL u as much as i want to settle all this cause u r bz wif ya O's and i understand it...and i shuldn be bloggin abt this but its too much to juz keep inside..cause i have been keeping in here and nail it for sometime... and i could no longer hold it there....a simple thing I JUZ WANT TO NOE WHY......its that so hard to explain??

i flew away@ 3:27 PM

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