Tuesday, January 31, 2006
TUESDAY:
awww, tmr school starting and i want longer holidayyyy!! :(
watched cartoon for almost 4 hrs tdy! i like! nice cartoons tdy! then shuk ask me out and i wanted to go out as well, so we were thinking where to go, we started by saying wad we wanted to eat , and this place sells nice food and that place sells nice chocolates ! but, after a long time we just settle on going queensway! i need to get a new water bottle while she juz wanted to do some shopping. bus was LATE! again i felt like asking the uncle why on earth was he late! we went ard the shops and most of them were cloze! stupid bro of shuk! he said, all the shops will be open! but i finally bought addidas water bottle! hAHA! nice nice bright orange thou! then i wanted to buy this 3/4 pants and shirt , one full set but auntie did not give gd service 1. she did not let me try the shirt 2. she claims dat evey shop doesn't allow trying of shirts 3. she simply bullshitting BUT i like it so much bUT again nvm.. so at last i did not buy hAH! then after walking for an hr, we went to a near by place and EAT! after food, i told shuk i feel like eating durian and she also wants it so lets go look for it. but she said something which tickle me. ' Faiz i dun think we can get durian cause now is the orange season not durian season! " hHA! well i find it funny the way she said it! then we went to ikea and something happen which make my head spinning till NOW! i was looking thru hair wax, while shuk was looking thru some shampoo when suddenly BIG-HEAVY-TUB came tumbbling down and knocked against my head. the tip of that BIG-HEAVY-TUB hit my head! (*^&(^ PAIN!!!! OUCH!!! and i had massive headache! dat shit really spoil the rest of my day. and soon we went home! still pain!!
each thing reminds me of u, sadly.
i dun noe wether is gd to remember all that
or to really put it behind me.
i dun noe if u deserve to have that remberance,
as i control the waters works,
each time i ask myself,
do u deserve my lil drops?
and now i really dun noe how to face u.
so bad, so deep.
Monday, January 30, 2006
MONDAY :
many souls have been hurt by MONSTERS
many tears have been wasted for someone who do not deserve it
i was there to help those souls.
i feel soory at the same time .
but i really do noe wad else i can do beside lending my ears and
use words which can comfort them.
i was'n there to wipe all those tears away or lending you
my shoulders to cry,
but whatever it is,
what are friends for?
i shuld start talking abt wad i have been doing. well all i did was eat atcually and i watch aueo flux . yeah i noe long time movie but i onli have the time to watch it tdy :) argh, not bad la but i expect more then all that. i try to fix myself wif some food but i leave the kitchen wif a mess! oil stain everwhere. mum came home wif a horrified look and started the trumpet! ayoo! oh well as long i did not die of hunger i dun mind all the trumpet. Basically was online the whole day and ystd! i got this feeling my com is going to explode in no time. we shall wait and see. i finished reading the novel abt ugly ducklings and swams. like finally. i took ages to finished that book. now linda can be happy girl :) i miss zj already cause she's at malaysia.
and ppl like shuk and suaty pants will never pick up their hp ! stupidd! how tmr!!! annoying! i dun like last min stuff cause later i dun noe wad time to wake up! both ur fault anw! and i thank ppl who make me laugh after wad had happen and espically goes to nesh. thanks! lil things will juz tickle u. :)))
i dun noe where is this going???
i have decided to delete the previous post. nothing can be reverse anymore. its said and prove. i choose not to believe it, NOW i certainly am. i have a lot more to say a lot more, but ur words , ur actions stop my words. I fell so numb right till now. you have no idea what is running thru my mind. You perfer to scarcice everything to something that you know u will never get. to you whatever have been happening is nothing but juz another drama being play? you turned cold within one night, and i was taken aback. wad really stab me realli hard is that you are lying straight to my ear again and again. are u daff or wad?! you jollywell know what you are saying? if this is all true, now i know why u dun have a real friends. i took u as a friend, a real friend, from the bottom of my heart , knowing that u are doing the same thing but boy i was bloody worong. you finally say the words every single word which i refuse to belief wif my own ears all these years. i thank you for saying it cause now i really know how u to treat me as a friend, after all this years . feeling sorry after what u have said is no use. crying later on is also no use. you have to earn everything right from the start again and i swear i will think twice before accepting anythng from you.
PS: ZJ WILL BE OUT TO MALAYSIA TILL TMR AFTERNOON, IF U HAVE ANY MESSAGE FOR HER, U CAN PASS IT ME :))) I HAVE HER PERMISSION THOU. ;)))
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Saturday :
Four-leaf Clover
Even if you're not from the green isles, you just might share in some of that luck o' the Irish. The four-leaf clover is your lucky charm. Druids used four leaf clovers to see evil spirits and friendly fairies. If you start seeing magical things however, we recommend laying off the clovers for a while. In fact, you don't even need to possess the actual clover. A necklace, pendant, key chain or tattoo promises the same good fortune of the ancients. Take note brides and grooms—the mere dream of a four-leaf clover foretells of a successful marriage. Actually finding one might mean quadruplets.
HAH! i am four leaf clover lover. did some quiz juz now so yeah! HAPPY CEENA NEW YR PPL! from my hse i can see pamela ng's hse fill will lights! bright red lights. twinkle every 3 sec i suppose. her hse seem so red! HAH! tdy was pretty slacking.. woke up onli when i feel like waking up which was abt 2+pm, watched charles angles 2 tdy. then mom came home wif FOOD! so from that min onwards, i couldn stop muching! yum yum.. in the evening, started on my homework. mly correction and emaths graph. luckily i only left one garph. phew! it takes a lot of time to draw that toot okie. after which back to me and music. i rest enuff. i need to do sumthing tdy! wad shuld i do? oh i'm going to watch deduce bigalow. heard that movie was funny! so yeah!
"Always go to other peoples' funerals, otherwise they won't go to yours."
lesson to be learnt eh.... :>
Friday, January 27, 2006
wednesday : i cannot remember much of the things that happened. All i noe, i was sleeepy during the 1st lesson. finished off the day wif emaths test.. kinda easy thou.. manage to ans most of the quetsions.. and of course everyone in band one! Then there was no pe YEAH! so glad! then i quickly went home thinking that i will be having tution but once i step into the hse, gt a msg saying ' sorry, i will not come cause i have crams' ahh!
thursday : well , from wad i remember, i was really fresh tdy. since the day before i had afternoon nap. i was really into history tdy. i get all the facts in and even read between the lines! haha! ( yanqi shuld be proud) this is my 1st time this yr paying attention la! haha! and the rest of the day went fine. all wide awake and i din fall asleep during english! hah! linda din have to beat me up la! the day end wif mother tongue test! yucks! not chim wad! i dun even noe most of the words and i thought i can ask ard, but there was someone there so couldn copy! wah! i dun even noe how to spell most of it! sharks! :( after which meet up wif sam to meet chua and discuss wif him certain stuff and went hm together. now sam in china! wah havin real great time la!
friday: the day that i have been waiting for, which means there will be a longgggg holiday. although its not so long but still longer kinda thing. yeah! yeppie! lessons was short tdy. onli had emaths,eng and amaths..and there was taff during pe but i suppose sec 2 3 4 5 was on strike and no one went for taff! ah! gd thing! haha! then after which saw karen and we talked.. it has been a longg time when i last saw her la..before that, in da morning, aud also came to school along wif jun,debra,mich, evon yah... performance was great and the best was abt the teahcers and their dogs and also our vp. i like MANGO! haha! so cute! and i think mr kho is scare of the dog! haha! rytee rytee! after that went back to class and was plannning abt where to go. certain things pop up so have to redo the planning! go out also muz plan okie. went to town after that and 1st stop was far east and i still dun noe why they always say this ' faiz go far east' wah! wif zj's voice, i can see why alot is saying it! anws, we were really hungry! so we actually run to go to this restaurant to eat! haha! ayoo! then walked abt and meet up wif siti,zj,sheery and murcus. we then went ard together and trying to find out abt certain stuff. went to taka after that. stop at famous amous. soon zj,siti,waty,wane,marcus,sherry went home leaving me wif shuk. well dats when we really do our shopping. went to cine to buy water then to heereen. suats pants bought shoes after i say ' u better go and but cause its really worthy and shuk being a parrot was juz saying was i said! haha! rubbish kid la! then we went to buy watch! i mean me and suat pants. now we have the same watch! yeah! thought of buying this wallet, but after hearing ' oh, this is the last piece and u better buy it, cause many of the ppl has it' HUH? u think u want to buy meh if u noe alot has it? of course i put back the wallet on the shelf? haha! so after along day of walking, we finally went to starbuck to sit! legs were killing and couldn move on. and was just sitting down planning for our next date when suddenly i saw this starbuck guy walking pass me wif a tray full of mini cups fill wif drinks and it look really cute. so i said to suat and shuk " eh, is that for testing ???" and i din noe i was dat loud to attract that guy's attention and he turned back and gave free drinks to us! hha! sharks! how i noe! shuk and suat keep repeting that they were so malu la! HAHA! hey, i got u both a free drink ok.. they were having this new drink. mocha orange. the orange part NICE! but the mocha part sux! but overall if u are a coffee lover, u shuld go try it! wee~then went home in time to catch abit of the ceena show! yeah!
wif all the good things that had happened, there were also some shits happened. again my name was being used! no shit meh! i din even talk to u nor willing to share secrects wif u? so why do u even think i say? its not once, its twice.. i cannot be bother anymore but if it really goes on, juz wait and see. as for the u, if u ever reading this, all i can say i din say such a thing why shuld i? infact i forgot abt it. so theres my piece.
ur words always touch my heart,
and i am glad that i found u.
i will do anything to make u feel happy
cause u r the one god sent
to make my life worthwhile
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
reached school and was almost late. din bother to line up for the thumb print thingy. had to do like squats! shit u la, my leg was juz healing and more squats?? annoying! then had some spelling thingy. 2 of sec 5 class got into the next level. clap clap* then during recess had to go for taff but i thoght by sending sookey home will allow me to escape from taff? shit la! i had to do my runs all alone while that yee watched me oK..! rubbish! 5 rounds! tired! sookey our plan was a failure! zj bring a new friend tdy. hamster la! poor thing. everyone was like touching it and squeezing it! hah! and the hamster din get sleep cause alot of noise. after school, i had tawee! ahh so tired! gosh! how i wish tmr is holiday! cause i really need my sleep to replenish my energy! its all being drain out from all the homework, tests and running and walking and waking up ealry! oKie find i shuld stop crapping..
i got this feeling that sumthing is wrong.. so wrong... but i juz couldn figure it out... what itzzit heart??
do u feel what i feel?
happy 1 week ani :)
Monday, January 23, 2006
monday blue! well school was ok i guess... all i noe , everything was in a rush. had compo test tdy, and i wrote crap as usual. nothing in particular to talk abt. oh, it seems that alot of ppl cut their hair like chua, antinio, me , gaya, karmen i think and more but i cannot rememeber! wah toe also going to cut soon.. linda also..i din noe this mth was cutting mth! :)) anyhoots zj and i went to escort aud from the bus-stop! seesh! will still be at home when we end school! hot leh! oh well she thouht me trigo thingy! yeah! now i noe how to do! the U V formula!!! thanks aud! and she make me redo the questions which i have done.. juz to make sure i really do get it ! but zj had to leave early and we went off from school at abt 6++ lucky for me, i was still in time to attend to my stuff... at home.. phew! hungry hungry!! gosh! i have been eating alot!!! and i think i shuld stop it! but i carn! ahHHH!! i have an apptie as big as the universe! oh well, taf is calling me oKIE! bleak! ok la.. i want to write alot of things but i forgot eveything...
shuld i or shuldn i?????
i broke the silence ....
and it set myself beaming now...
u, get well soon okie... nitez!
Sunday, January 22, 2006
i rememeber when i said AH!its weekend and now sad to say its weekdays ! i dun like! which means the same old routine.. :(
woke up when i felt like waking up, then had breakfast cum lunch.. then had tution. i feel that time went pretty fast today... why!! its sunday and i want it to go as slow as possible.. then after tution went to bouna vista mrt to top up both mum's card and mine.. went there all by my ownself! gwd! dats so not me... i'm learning to be independent now.. shut up la faiz..fine fine.. then after that, i went to cut my hair..thought of going to the one dat i usually go, but the shop will cloze! and i want to cut my hair so badly! so i went ard the neighbourhood ( which i haven in a long time went ard my neighbourhood) and 1st shop i asked ' how much does it cost to cut?' ans : $22 ( i went out straight away!) din bring enuff cash.. then 2nd shop din dare to go in why cause alot of ppl plus i hate waiting so 3rd shop auntie says' $12' ah! dats better.. and onli 1 person was cutting so yeah i went in! and auntie loves my natural curl! i hate them!! erks! oh well i think i like my hair.. :)) she cuts it like how i ask for. in the middle of cutting, THUNDER!! LIGHTNING! ahhh!!! rain!! but auntie was so kind and lent me her unbrella so now i will have to go to the shop again and return it. i love their survice!! oh btw, i had to communicate in ceena like i say in broken ceena!~ haha! but i manage thou.. ehem ehem.. shuld thanks jol, for teaching me ceena here and there.. comes in handy in times of need! juz as i put down my things when i reach home, toe call me and we talk and i asked her to play flute! haha! it was _________ ? u go fill in urself.. 2more years arh toe... then u will be 2nd grade.. :)) oOPS! pratice makes perfect thou.. oh AND AND! do u all want to noe why itzzit raining?? cause jolene HO! was singing like sorpano! haha! *faint* i still rememeber okie toe! then after which i put down the phone and refreshed myself... and started to fiddle abt my hair.. wee~ dats how i spent my sunday... shit! homework not done yet , let alone touch yet.. still in coma in my beg can! shall buzz of now
should i break the silence??
saturday was a slacking day and towing... woke up ard 1 ++ and was asked to eat... then went on to watch wedding crashers! bloody funny movie + rather dirty scenes! than i watched youth cultural festival 2005! eh, ZI JING! i watched already!! and i saw u and ur both sis but more of ur sis la.. dun noe why the camera man dun focus on u? haha! than i saw helicia but the part where she had to do break dance, they din show u noe! not fair. PS: zj u are BLOODY bias can! u shuld noe why! u making me angry! bias bias!! anws, then i got ready to go town. was late again and everyone whom i was suppose to meet was angry..ooPS! sorry! reach town, meet up wif shuk and she accompained me to borders. TOMATO! i bought the sudoku book already!! who told me argh it was cheap???? but i din bought like urs, instead i bought the one wif 400 puzzles! oh well! i bought the BOOK ALREADY! going to play play! and i bought this colourful pencil which requires u to sharpen. i bought it for $2 juz for A pencil. wah.. then we made our way to cine and when were at taka, it started to rain so we decided to walk ard taka. After 15 it stops and we went to cine. saw ree and dawn! they too were stuck at taka! they din wanna walk in the rain ( actually it was drizzling already) because they were wearing rather expensive shoes! haha! reached cine, meet up wif zan,melia and gaya then waited for suat and eline so dat all of us can have dinner together but zan,melia and gaya had to go home. Hope we will have a proper outing soon oK... din noe that tdy turn out this way. we will meet next time OKIE! then shuk,suat and me went to long john and guess wad? suat and shuk din even finished their food.. ( btw they were complaing that they were hungry) not rubbish wad! shuk's bro join in.... after that we went to get movie tixs! watch late night movie tdy.. its call HEIRLOOM! ceena ghost movie! bloody! muz go and watch OKIE! its nice.. it ended at 11.40pm ( 2hrs long) and then we walked ard town... most of the shops close already so we went to sit somewhere near indo... got a call from mum and she dun sound happy! so took cab home! dats like 12 ++ already! and i have got tution tmr! reach home and she was in the bed already! shuld have gone home later! shall end here... i'm tired now.. byebye...
you have become a ghost ever since shit started to happen. muz u end things this way??
Friday, January 20, 2006
yes! yes! weekend its here!! i have been waiting for weekend like hell yeah! i had a gd morning tdy... everything went like a breeze but not until english.. i really couldn open my eyes even though linda was hiting me, shaking me, beating me! haha! it didn work and mrs raj was like FAIZ why are u so sleepy?? go to the toilet and wash up! after that reka u too! wah! i tell u, that also didn work okie! came back to my seat and can omli open my eyes for 3mins then i felt like sleeping so to stop dat i look outside the window and mrs raj said ' FAIZ pay attention and look at me' huh? she was onli reading compo why muz see her face? but i was paying attention la.. she remind me of my mum! wah.. than onli had 10mins of amaths then ms ho has to leave for the ev interview so after which all of us went to sleep! HAH! had chem test tdy! an open bk test BUT not alot wad the questions?? GOD! no one finished the paper okie and the worst part was that all the difficult question was put infront and those easy ones at the back?? so u will tend to spent alot of time at those hards one cause u dun noe that the back part is easy ones? rubbish la! i am so going to fail my first test! than i had to rush to the ev brief....we were being pepared of the possible questions! and soon 15 of us ( sec 4E&5N ) was brought to comp lab 1 and had out interview done... was asked kinda alot of questions and some tricky ones like wad abt smss is negative? does smss have discipline problems? other questions like: wad do u like abt smss? wad are the culture in smss? wad does smss emphasis abt? more la but i couldn remember...but i think it went fine. after which went to chapel to meet mrs tay,ms shen,mrs kwok and more teachers to tell them wad was being asked.. hah! then tomato and me went to sent latha to the bus-stop and went to look for elizibeth. waited for her abt 30mins and tomato was getting peeved by every minute..poor tomato! u will get ur clothes sooner or later!so while waiting, haz and pam interview me abt eating a healthy diet and mind u i was eating wedges?? rubbish la! videocam somemore! haha! i think the interview was funny + crap! haz was asking me some stupid questions okie! but i step on her foot! elizibeth was done and home sweet home. wad a longggg day.... drop dead on my bed as soon as i finished bathing...
still no sign for forgiveness?? WTF!
Thursday, January 19, 2006
things are getting from bad to worst... i am feeling that i am loosing people... and that problems will not end although from my point of view, its a small matter.. i dun noe wads so BIG..but again i might be wrong... sigh... :'(
i was supposed to reach schhol at 7am but i was late so reach 3 mins before bell ring.. and had to do a speech when i am onli half perpared... i had no choice but to do it.. did the speech for abt 30mins ystd wif the help of tomato and company! thanks u guys! mrs tan said this " good job there and giggle/laugh" than give me a pad on my shoulders. than major came up to me and said ' girl, later pick up the litters okie' i nodded and went to mr chua and started to complain..oh well dats not my job la.. mrs tay gave me high five and charles low was also prasing me..getting ego here.. but i noe i din do a good job la.... oh well... it was a last min thing... not even perpare plzz... enuff abt that.. lessons when on fine if not sleepy.. today those in band 1 for emaths was feeling stress out cause of the questions.. this will be it till o's... had mly compo test tdy... combinine 4E and 5N.. i thought no one was copying but everyone was asking each other how to transalate english word to mly ... than went for el, dam.. haha u go there, sit and get scolding? dats wad everyone told me...proven tdy... going to be back stage crew for cny celebration! went home wif haz and shuk and they both stop by holland v. haz wanted butterfly keychain where u can put it on ur hp? yah and she got it... shuk got the flower one.. soon all went home...
thought of having peace ,
but another polutant came and polute by mind body and soul,
creating more troubles as it is,
to top it off, threating me
my sis is bloody hell a polutant OKIE!
one which always annoyes ppl!
and make ppl feel shitfied...
urgh!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
FUCK OF LA! why itzzit that i always understand u and not the other way around?? do i deserve that for wad i have done? if so... than i shuldn blame u, but the least u can do is not run away! its very fuck up whenever u do that cause i dun think i can clear the air if u keep running away... my day was fine.. but whenever u pop up in my mind, it gets all wrong. everything i do is all wrong... my day went wrong... i have said my piece and wad else? i have got nothing else to top up... urgh! all out! but i dun feel its enuff!!!
BYE LA!
Monday, January 16, 2006
i am so tired... onli got into lala world ard 3.30am and woke up 6.30am gwd! 3hrs of sleep!!! yawn! devotion was kinda fast so its ok.. than it was emaths! mrs L will gives us alot of work! but she let us take our own time so thumbs up! than 3 periods of antinio! well we did art for ss, linda draw while jol and me colour! haha! so primary school like!than recess but i had onli 5 mins of it cause i had to collect chem assign. than back to lessons and finally school ended of wif mother tongue common test! shit la! papper was REALLI PURE crap! din noe how to ans! the words are like so chim! forget it!than waiting outside was aud, coming to teach maths to toe onli wad! sound bias! humph! but i have to leave for the ev briefing! ahhh! boring! plus they trying to brainwash us! haha! but they say peparing us for the interview!fine la 1hr 30 mins not enuff argh.. sookey and i was exchanging comments non stop! haah! piak! oh tdy, ppl like aud,toe and zj was having a blast making fun of me! they keep askin me to get MARIGOL GREEN TEA! where got such thing?? so finally i juz bought for aud heaven and earth green tea! wad crap? marigol green tea argh aud? waited for waty to end her brifing and went wif march to find jane tan for coren may's tix than went to find kellyn and oml! march was taking me for a spin OK! soon saw waty and went home taking the long route along wif haz! home home!
PS: ZJ U ASK ME TO COME ONLINE BUT YET U DIN?! I WANT JUSTICE TO BE DONE HERE! WHERE R U!!!
i am going to date siti rain on 4th of feb argh!! siti rain!! cycling day!!! dun forget! wee~ better dun leave indo before that! if not..... ( i am watching u)* ahaha!
dats all folks....
Saturday, January 14, 2006
BIG BIG THANK YOU TO MS HO (althought she will not read this) BUT THANK U! MUCH LOVE!
reach town at 1.45pm, and thought i was late for 15mins but NO i was late for 45mins! i din noe have to meet at 1pm thou... anws, meet up wif zj,siti,sheery and marcus at cine bk. they eat and we chat abit...and soon went ard cine. before that meet up wif zan,shree,laksa,farhana and sanjay. speaking of which HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANJAY! :) anwhoots, went to the arcade and play! and after playing that wad-itzzit-call siti and i was sweating ! which means we had fun! than we made our way to wisma .. bought old chang kee on the way :)) went to see clothes at istan more like them! and i learn sumthng tdy... i now know that there such thing as shoes make of pig's skin. 3holes means from pig skin. who teach me? siti ! see i learn new things from this lady here! she is full of good shits! so next time, before i buy shoes like that kind i will take 2 glance before touching. later on helicia join us and me made our way to forever 21 and we stayed there for an hr or so.. all of time try sumthin and i took pixs of them! i have a pix of SEXY ZJ! and MATRIX SITI! haha! but i think the clothes there are so not nice... than feeling hungry, we went to far east to eat kfc. but i went to buy the arab ice cream! ha! he wanted to play trick but i noe so it wasn that fun like the 1st time :) than we went to far east and walk ard and soon siti and zj went home. me and helcia went to cine. sheery and marcus went to not sure. so when back to cine to meet mel,tomato and eun was there and someone came running to me! its ASSTHER!!! ahh long time no see!! gosh! she's still the old her! well she miss me hell alot dats wad she said! my buddy in sec 1 and 2 we r inseperatable! her register was 10 while mine was 11 so after all it explains! how i use to have straight hair while hers culry and i have curly and she have straight hair! see! we invented 'copy my leg' HAH! those were the days and i still miss her!! we all made our way to sweens to meet up wif linda and sookey. got out table pretty fast. but they will squeeze 12 ppl into 5 tables?! retards!soon sofia and kasturi arrived and ms ho was late and for a moment there we thought she will not come! hah!but she came! and we waited for princess germs but give up when we were really hungry! so after ALL of us finished our food, pricncess arrive! so we talk while princess eats her food and waited for amber to come so dat we can order our desert! soon she came and we started order. linda and me share desert! topless 5 and sizzling apple sumthing! nice! linda and i were being smarty to order all that! haha!my tomato went home rytee after desert! aww ..... we were in sweens for almost 3hrs!!! my first time this longg and i kinda know ms ho more here and there and i think the rest will agree.. rytee? ask for the bill and our eyes were almost going to drop.. erm... WOW! u ppl shuld guess.. i give u hint, its way over $200 than eun and sookey went home. while linda,helica,me,mel and ms ho went to paragon. than wanted to check out the dance competition outside taka but ITS OVER when we reach! than we decided to go home! yeah!
I THINK MS HO IS KEWL! :))))))) another A's for the next round??? ;)
i ask ____ wether ___ is in town tdy? and ___ say YES! ( in caps) and than __ ask me wether i ask see __ ? and i said yah i did..So ___ asked me WHY din i say helo?? i told ___ that i din wanna disturb ___& ___ ( not bad together) ____ says " next time u see me MUST say hie OKIE! dun bother abt ____, it will not be a problem. ( but problem to me!) awww men! shuld have done it! than ____ msg me and said, eh i saw ___in the bus!! and _____ statys at ____ and now ___ noes why _______ cause _____ CUTE! see!!! :))))))))!!!! u juz make my day! if u and U and U noe wad i am talking abt PLZ SHUT abt it!! if not dats the END! no MORE SECRECTS!
if u noe that will happen,
u shuldn have that plan for tdy,
so i will have to wait for how long now?
Friday, January 13, 2006
FINALLY WEEKEND IS HERE... YEPPIE! YEPPIE! but next week will be test week ...
monday: malay common test
tuesday : history test on russia (RUBBISH)!
wednesday : physics test on waves
thursday : malay composition test
friday : chemistry test on organic chemistry
so 5/1 there we go again... :(((
school went alrytee i guess... just that had to move alot cause of banding.. and my homework is pilling up yet agian.. its never ending...assembly was craping cause we ppl shuld noe.. the dos and dons and i think they thought we were some primary school..anyhoots, after school help waty to decerote tennis thingy for cca fair.. than sheery,sam and me make our way to see chua and we felt really alienated.. and chua say dun care cause he have not do a proper introduction. so feeling VERY bored we went ard the school and watch the performance. sorry aud couldn escort u from the bus stop cause i was carrying a tub full or mash potato! i really want to go along wif zj, but i'm stuck. sorry once again. than went to meet mr koh and i cannot belief that i actually can communicate wif him since i do have conflicts wif him HAH! waty noes why! oh well he was being gentelman and accepted me and sheery! lalala! in the midst of eveything, nesh and ita came by from MI.. i meet ITA at last! haha! they went looking for me the hub.. sweet! than outside hub, was this long stairs which leads to the roof top of the school,and nesh saw it and started climbing it. follow by me and i saw werid stuff on the roof top so i went down and let ita went up but she was busted by the painter man " HOI " !!! haha! dats wad the painter man said and nesh tried to hid on the roof top but to no avail cuase she was spotted! haha!so all of us was laughing so hard and than chua come out from the lift phew! lucky for us! dam la.. so fun! dats the onli fun part of the day. than i went to the band booth and told sookey i want to join band than she say OVERAGE! rubbish wad! and i went to linda can i play the drum NO! than i went to pam can i play the drum will totally ignore me wad! mean ppl from band! humph! soon i went home wif sam and she drop me off. thanks sam!
seeing u again,
reminds me of how
u use to open my heart
into ur world
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
my com is bloody hell pmsing! gosh! the internet connection is such pain in the ass.. why like this... anws, today is another normal day wif ALOT of food... mum cook satay, chicken rice, salad and many many more.. yum yum shit tmr hight and weight.. than in the afternoon, went for tawee.. despite holiday.. everything is going fine at the momnet and i think, bad stuff is coming right up.. tmr school start! wad a drag.. :(
i want to play catching in school?! anyone wanna join in the fun?? I AM dying to play catching!! dun noe why.. ANYONE? :))))
Sunday, January 08, 2006
I CHANGE MY BLOG SKIN MYSELF!! hip hip HORRAY! hahah!
i juz like that bear down there and i think i shuld get a white background for a change :) anyway, had tution in the afternoon and i have waty to give me a morning call but she couldn wake me up! lousy la! than nesh call and sounded urgen and oh well i noe from the start and i will do the same thing like wad she did.. u wait and see and wif her call which always work wonders and i wake up and after which tution i was really hungry and started to eat eat eat and now i am stuck wif alot of homework amaths and 100 experssion?? helo!! in 1 day? and i am not suppose to use the com but wth! i am dam bored! RAINING THE WHOLE DAY! c'mon be like this for the whole of next week!! so niceeee!! oh well going now to help mum wif her chocolate jelly :) want some?? bleak~!
- keep ur actions to ur urself cause i cannot be bother
- liar!
- i found out by my own self sucker!
- go away LA!
- ur face reminds me of one crook and cunning person
**GO AWAY!!
Saturday, January 07, 2006
rain rain ...i simply love rain... cold cold i simply love cold... wee~ couldn wake up today so i decided to postpone tution to tomorrow.slept again and than i woke up and started to plan wif mel abt today's meeting.. so while waiting for the rain to stop, was talking to nesh for quite some time..and after which i got ready and meet mel at holland village and went to buy germs present! haah! i like..aim of the presant : LEARN TO SAVE MONEY! haha! oopS its for ur own good... than we went to clementi big book shop to buy my english tbks..now mrs raj cannot scold me not that she has but in case :) than took cab to west cove condo... i think the condo nice! but difficult to find cause the driver take us for a spin oK.. reach and gaya,kerri and ree was there. there were onli tempuras to eat but wad the hell its good enuff , better than nothing and its nice.. start to bbq and i was like a pig!! eat eat eat... so full .... this is the onli bbq that i feel bloated!i help wif the fire thou! hah! than jacq and germs came and later on amber and adel soon dawn and amanda came... eat eat... and soon later me,mel and amber left...poor amber she drop her hp in the cab and the driver said its not in the cab. i still think he took it! but weird girl, she dun feel sad cause now she's thinkin of new hp! ayoo than mel was juz peeve.. haha! another ayoo ! and i want to overnight there but have tution like tmr so sad! oh well will try to join u all on tue ( have to wait for germs to wake up huh?) and march another club day! yeah!
this is a plan that i make for myself... and i SHULD FOLLOW it ! and i think ITS a MUST to do SO! well i will onli going to blog , chat on msn and do watever in the computer ONLY ( see all the words in caps) on fridays and saturdays. whille the rest of the days i shuld juz stick to pen and pencil HAH! god give me the strength to do this! serius cause i dun think i have all that strength to follow this. knowing me.. :((( thats all for now and nesh said i shuld do this even thou she noes along the way it will die off. how encouraging!
Friday, January 06, 2006
another day of school, things are getting worst like i said but i starting to like english cause mrs raj reminds me of my mum..HA! she's funny! antinio for ss and as usual he rox! low for emaths rather fast leh.. etc... the worst part was in da morning!bus left me and took cab. drop name tag in da cab and had to buy those big big name tag! disguting okie! and i dun wish to pay that amount cause for a start they earning like 1.60$ profit! sheesh! so i burn $6 in the morning! yucks! well had a BIG missunderstanding wif my cca, and i have yet to settle it... i juz think its fucking not fair cause after all it wasn our fault cause we had n-level and stuff and we did not get inform on anything! basically its bloody stupidd!! and i am so peeve!!! anw hoots after all that bullshits, someone pay me a visit today in school.. haha! badut and nesh!! happy to see them once again! and they say miss seeing me in school uniform! ha! wad a joke we talk for awhile and they had to go off for job interview. but am juz glad to see u both once again.. date wif her will be cancel again :( i will be waiting thou :)))) than stay for awhile wif sab,OM and mel than saw the npcc ppl and started playing wif them wif this long stick for fighting! ha! soon went to clementi wif haz and shuk to eat ! fun fun! soon all of us headed home.. dats all for now..
Thursday, January 05, 2006
somehow school is fine today...
lessons was rather draggy and most of the time i will fall asleep :)
malay is going to be really doom cause new teacher and she's really speaks pure mly and the mly those chim kind... we all couldn help but laugh cause it sounded really weird! but juz had to endure for the rest of the yr... :(
after school, stay back in school cause i mis staying back. did onli 1 question of math cause for the rest of the time i was talking and talking! hah! waited for waty to finish her tennis meeting while haz and sab accompany me :)
we went to coro get her pixs , delifrance and SUSHI! i miss sushi! yum yum!
waty sent me home but we were caught in the rain... so all we did was sit in the bus-stop for an hr and basically talk. very fun wad..help this lady to see for her bus and we were compliment " girls u are really nice ppl" haha! go tell the principal la!
soon i reach home and got into bed and now online... i have got homework!! eeee!!
PS: SOOKEY THANKS FOR THE TIGGER SWEET!!! I LIKE!! NICE AND CUTE! but it breaks my heart to eat it :)
--roar--
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
i dun like school...
its getting worst and worst
and its onli 2 days since school starts
gosh...
i think i need that stress management course the most
this com is going to grave soon..very very soon...
tell me whose com have to switch on like 5 times before u can use?
urgh! annoying!
and watever itzzit i miss a whole bunch of ppl...
so werid w/o seeing u ppl in school...
sigh....
for all i want right now is ur warmth `
I DUN LIKE SEC 5'S LIFE?! YUCKS!
first day of school and things din even go my way..couldn sleep ystd and couldn wake up too. uniform seem like shit and water bottle spoil! and my toe bang onto the door and PAIN! the bus took hell long! urgh! not annoying meh in the morning like this! than i thought it wuld be so great in school and i was wrong! sit in the hall at the gallery until backside so pain can! and the onli thing that entertain us was went the whole school sitted in the hall turn thier head at one go and at one direction.. we couldn stop laughing and mrs tay make it worst by playing mrs tay says' ( simion says) HAH! so dats how we look when we use to be sitted in the hall.. than the talk started from 7+ and ended 12.40pm !! wah thats like so longg and basically first day of 2006 juz turn me off! i dun like!!! i dun want to go to school already!! :'(
than after school, suat,fad,shuk,farhana,putri,sherin and me went to do some visiting.. i shuldn mention who cause that person doesn want ppl to noe plus if u noe who juz keep it to urself thank u.. went to ceenatown kfc and their service was REALLY BAD! dun go there!! ayoo! anws, she was all fine when we came and we talk and laugh and everything went good until she had her medicine.. and she started to feel the pain... at first she trying to control but soon she give way.. chua and lee came later and all of us juz stand there watching while she groans in pain..i want to do sumthing , anything that will make all the pain go away but i dun noe wad to do.. haiz basically everyone started to tear and i think chua did cause he was clearing hie eyes. so after all her aunties and uncles came, we left cause its getting crampy and her mum told everyone not to cry cause it will make her feel even more ... i juz hope u will get well soon cause i want u back in school , beside me in malay class , during recess and play wif me in school! and sit for our o's together and go for proms and i hope god will watch over u and reduce the pain that u are having now.. i really hope
manage to reach home juz in time for ceena show.. so i watch and during csi, i fall asleep and i dun noe wad happen suddenly i heard waty's voice on my ear and she was talking to me? and dats when i realize i haven had dinner and no one waited for me! and i was fuck up and felt guilty for being angry at innocent ppl..namely my mum and waty...i think she was abt to tell me sumthin but i was peeve and throw everything to her but again i din quite noe till now how i ended up talking to her on the phone..sorry...i promise i will make it up to u... i massage mum to make it up and kiss a gd nite sleep, really sorry mum...
and i hope my muffin is alrytee and promise to keep the promise...
and i am worry for her too.. i dun like tdy cause its a ' down' day... cause all i see was sadness.... why?
when i see ur smile,
u take all the pains away
and wonder,
why ur smile have grown powerful
to make me feel this way.
sitting here thingking of u, and onli u
and needing u by my side
wanting that smile of urs again
to wipe out all the sads away
for u`
Monday, January 02, 2006
BOOHOO!!! school is going to open tmr!!!! how fast.... i am SOOOO not looking forward for it... why?
1. i will miss my night life
2. no more sleeping so late
3. have to wake up REALLY early
4. alot alot of homework
5. have to study for exams
6. no more parties
well the list goes on and on....
SEE!!! yucksssss!!! wad a drag!!
today was dead boring.... everything is against me...hell la.. and parents leave me all alone in da hse while they both went out! sob! and sis is planning on sumthing dirty... urgh! i dun wanna be part of it... mess messs mess... shall stop craping for now... byebye*
I could search my whole life through and through an never find another you!
FUN FUN FUN!!!!
today its a new yr day and i had fun... lots of fun.. get up onli at 1.15pm than i heard mum and dad getting ready to go out?? HELO!! wait for mee! so i hurry up and all of us took cab down to ulu pandan community centre for the edusave scholoarship awards. than the chairman say " please return to ur sit after u got ur cert" and he repeated that 5 times? well after i recieved mine, hell dad was signiling me to go already..so i try to walk as fast as possible.. ooPS..
than from there took cab to farrer park.. go there for cousin's wedding and alot of drama happen. 1st thing, i went there wif my uniform and i am making history out of history! no one does that! blame to my parents who refuse to let me change! than meet up my uncles and aunties and each said " oh my u have grown so MUCH'" urgh!! i noe! dun tell me ppl got younger?? than theres another uncle of mine saying that i din noe u existed? HELO!!! u dun need to say... and another uncle said " i think u have been adopted" fish la! doesn mean i dun follow my parents skin colour i am adopted! and hightlight i dun noe ANY of them! and all trying to claim that they are my uncles and aunties..( father's side) all they reconginise are my brother and sister! and they call me ( zaiton's sister) I HAVE A NAME! basically i feel WEIRD and really weird to see all my cousins, aunt and uncle..after 16yrs i noe they existed too! mUHAHA!
than took cab down to aud's hse... STEAMBOAT time!! i had fun there! i thought i was late cause dat linda sounded one when she call me but when i reached there aud refuse to open the gate! and than there was this auntiee wanted to go in and i thought i was save but juz b4 i want to go in, aud lock back the door! not mean wad?after which she did let me in and when i enter, zj was going back? aww men! anws, linda,toe and jeena was there already and we were waiting for jolyn,kellyn,march,yq and gracina! aya!see still got alot who came late so while waiting we took pix and talk..soon all arrived and started the steamboat. i was siting in between jolyns' haha! and i had fun peeling prawns wif CHOPSTICKS! i am pro okie! so i peel for kellyn,march,linda,jolene see i am nice! haha! after steamboat help to clean up and went on to play balckjack! dam i din lose or win..the same! the bankers are aud's parents haha! how fun! we play and play than all started to end it off and we did toss sparkling juice and after which all started to juz slack in aud's room. she make us this x'mas present. NICE! and the chocolate is nicer! mum had to eat some of it when i went to the toilet! sheesh! and overall i really enjoy my night!.
THANKS aud for the steamboat, for the books and notes and i will make full use of it, for the x'mas present and the choclates! haha! yeah!
I'm typing this big cause from the request of yq and toe who complains that the words are cramp and small? when i usually use normal size? now i am resorting to large okie.. haha!
PS: its not wad u think it is.
there's no secrect in all that u see
cause its u the one :)
Sunday, January 01, 2006
HAPPY 2006 !!!! ANOTHER ROUND OF 365!!
i recevied a call from zj and i was still in lala land when i answered it. " FAIZ ARGH! WHY U ASK SITI TO WEAR BLACK?!? " shit u la! screaming into the phone!! hell yah.. i was really shock! i mean i very recieve this kind of weird call...so qucikly finsih that convo and put down and went back to lala land...but after 1hr later i had to wake up to get ready...to my horror, 10 msges recieved and 3 miss calls?? MAD ARGH!! see wad i mean when ppl really do have a problem wif me sleeping! sheesh! so had to call back this dat...ayoo.. after all that settle..got ready....took the bus to marina sq to meet zj,siti,sheery and marx... i tell u, i was on the verge to ask the uncle why was he so LATE! but after seeing that fierce look,better not. tee hee* anws, after meeting them went to kfc and i bought bedito! i LOVE IT! and if there's competition on dat, please do sign me up! than we make our way to the sea side....and saw this thing where u can write ur wishes for 2006 and hand them up so all of us did BUT zj will be so greedy and take 2 paper..and i told her that god will not grand her all her wishes cause she was being GREEDY! hahah! jk la.. than took pixs and soon we went to chop our place..aim of the day to see the fireworks! we were being entertain by cindy koh...erm, singapore talent and i onli noe she existed today! hah! singing was rather ok at the later part than we played truth or dare! for 1hr plus and thats like the longest i have ever play.. than sheery and marx left for hm and also shuk and nina came by...suat and nad din come and continue waiting for the foreworks to start and finally at 11.50pm we stand by to watch and WAH!!! NICE!!! i want MORE!! i want to have fireworks on my birthday too!! so nice...after the fireworks stop, ppl started to spray the foam! shit! i hate that stupid thing! zj,siti&me started to protect ourselves from that and qucikly go off from that place! and dam! human traffic! so i took bus 131 and stop at zj's hse and than took cab home sweet home..suppose to go club but someone had to just spoil the mood! now its 4.47am and i am still not in bed, why? cause i just completed amaths and chem hw on a new yr i noe.. but helo school is going to open soon! tsktsk another round of 365 days! tmr another lonnnngggg day shall end here....
we quarrel on a new yr eve?
why?
cause i'm juz annoyed and if i do it to u,
u will feel it to...
but i hope we will meet up for that pierce
cause i still want it..
happy new yr my E>