blow the bubbles!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

how well
can u recieve at your end;
how well
can your end recieve?

Zara sale was a mega burrppp~
Shuk lost my wanted berms !
):
i'm friggin sad !

& seeing how each individual chase for every possible outfit
omg!
i wonder how if during recession!
like, those days where u have food rationing!
like dat, i sure lose yo!
shuld have really see how they zoom zoom!

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Next, meet up with Yanqi , Xiu Xiang , AUdrey and Jolene HO!
Had lunch at pizza Hut !
simple yet good way to catch up on things!

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Next, met up with LLF!
i made it happen!
even thou it was really really short time,
ayer, at the very least, we talked and meet up!

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Lastly, off to Baracuda BBQ~
i must say, a great awesome night t just chill out,
feel the night breeze,
Hearing laughters of the peeps , one after another
;)

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I hate how life can be this sulky where i have to be at home
instead of staying with the rest of them there at the bbq pit
and still enjoying the playing time!

All in the name of " Tissue Responses to Implant " report,
with word limit of 3000 i think!
i have to start on my 2nd assignment!
cause deadline is about 3days time!
)':

everything else just feel so fucking quiet now.

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

i flew away@ 1:41 AM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

every bubble disappear,
as fast as 4 seconds count.
wouldn't it be nice if
all mighty fucks r like dat?

WHERE'S PRISCILLA ! WHERE'S PRICILLA! WELL THAT'S HOW IT ALL STARTED BACK DEN AFTER NPSU CAMP DURING SEM 1.1 ! & NOW, WE R STILL FRIENDS EVEN AFTER CAMP!
BUT BABE! AS FOR NOW, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU! I HATEX YOU FOR SPOILING OUR WHERE'S GANG RITUAL ! BUT NONTHELESS, WE R GOING TO MEET UP SOON WHEN ALL 4 OF US ARE NOT BUZZINGGG! MISSS EUUU AS ALWAYS!
TAKE CAREEE PASAR MALAM! (;

Djambe Performance at some cafe, cool stuff as usual.

Best cartoon so farrr! (((;

& this is what my life size hamster = Tham had to do during his 19th Birthday!

NYHEHE!

Just one thing - they never fail to make me smile ! - The brotherhood since yr1

Except for don ah, who never fails to destory our lab expriments!

HARH!

Wave Wave to my blog!

Finally, found some time to click click and get to here to do some updating!

I know, it's been awhile!
By now, school is going to reopen sooooon!

like, pretty danggy soon!

dam it!

2 wks of holidays r just too short to even feel the holidays!

& i know 1 thing dat makes me feel dat way for sure

is that, i still have to complete tons and tons of assignment which are due during the school holidays!

AMG!

didnt they know that school holiday means just air ur legs in the air and not even

going to yahoo/wikipedia.com to research on medical shit

or in fact, go back to school !

& i also believe that holidays means = leave us alone!

urghh`

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On a lighter note, i have been rewarding myelf with movies after all the

tiring practices and assignments that revolves ard me as of now.

Also, at times, L4D ftw! & CS can still be the best bang bang game when you have the good friends around!

(;

So, as for now,

i have already watched

-Monster VS Alien ( Best deal ever! )

- Night at the Museum 2 ( Well, for laugh sake, this is good! )

- Ghost Of Girlfriends Past ( Another HA-HA movie!)

- Hannah Montana The Movie ( Don't need to burst out laughing yo! It's actually an awesome movie with a lot of morals to pick up! )

- Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen !
(Went for the Opening 24th June '09 and when i reached cathay, i saw all the Autobots esp bee walking in front of me! I got panic attack please! HARH! )

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My hamsters are getting adroable each day!

Like, just really so so cutee!

One night i was eating subway double choc chip

and i saw dopey's nose doing her sniffing thingy!

So, i fed her some & she loves it!

LIke, she was asking for more!

how cute!

& no, i didn give more !
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& i think whoever did my quiz on facebook are really funny !

LIke, u have never expected what they actually think of u arhhh!

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Brother took half day on monday to spend time with dad and i.

Well, he and i had some talk & it's funny how now he let me into the "adult" world!

but, i like times like this...

makes me remember that, at the end of the day, i knw i have another hse to depend on if

anything goes wrong in this house!

okie, there isn any wrong in my hse now , its just figure of speech la dei!

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& after today, i finally feel the energy of the strap~

in fact, a lot happier with the strap!

awesome punks!

(;

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I found new best place to shop shop!

Zara!

HEE HEE!

Also, i have my own personal assisstant!

what more can u ask for!

(((;

Hello shuk! i love love only one outlet of ZARA cause there is euuuuu!

I like the service there because there's you!

harh harh!

she literally make Zara feels like i own the shop or something!

But, when my personal assisstant bring me ard , she can even tell me,

eh, i like this top , i like dat top!

now, i wonder who is the customer and who is the sales person! HAH!

so funny please!

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At this point of time, there are too many things that i wanna learn

with so lil time in hand every day to be able to do this and that!

i wanttt like 72 hours per days instead 24hrs!

serious serious!

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Now that Prison Break and Grey's Anatomy have come to an end,

while ghost whiprer are not being uploaded !

there isn anymore Tv shows to watch online!

bluek!

but as for now on the net, L word season 6 is like the boom boom chak chak !

but i still want Prison Break and Grey's Anatomy to continue seasons!

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I am really happy that i finally get to eat cocoa crunch !

My all time fav !

& it feels really good when eat with the right milk!

Makes me feel soooo sooosh gooood!

(;

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So, before i take my leave,

i will want you to watch this!

Best vid clip of the day!

so so so friggging sweet lolies!

i really want to be able to be friends with tigers as well!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2jrS27USQE

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain

i flew away@ 2:00 AM

Friday, June 12, 2009

open your eyes
undo the seem
It's not like before
i'm sad to say,
It's not just a dream......

Hello World ~

As all of us can already smile to something non relating to books
and
stick your middle finger in the air and say " fuck exam !" to the world

Altogether , 3 papers to sit for and for every each paper,
i studied 1 day before and till now i blame the fucking review week for taking up so much time!
Fyp really really takes up 1/2 of ur life !

So, on thursday, was the last paper.
Usually, we all would rejoice , we would scream " ITS OVER!!"
we will be dam excited to get out of the exam hall.
but on that day, we were the last to get out of the exam hall,
and best part, we all didn even feel good dat we just ended our last paper.

Reason being: ALl the papers were beyond tough. And whatever was expected for the last paper since we all followed the guideline, it turns out to be a disaster paper afterall. All of us felt really cheated .
And this time, my prayers were not even answered. Those i pray to not come out, came out as 10marks qns and those i pray to come out , came out in mcq questions (2marks)! Eh, too much to handle man!

:'(

conclusion : I am not happy with the exams . urghhh! so screwed. screw you !

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besides making KAP my second home for the weekdays, Sakura had his eye brow pierced!
nyheheh! now, i have someone who have what most people consider extreme piercing just because it is not located anywhere around the ear!
anyhoots, dats not the main point, main point here is! I wonder what Dr K will say to him!
hahh! since i have had my share , i wonder if he is going to get the fair share as welllll~

bump into amelia Bay who was studying in KAP as well!
YAY!
after sooooo god dam longggg!
i also got to bump into prissss!

ouh, and during the course of studying, angmoh + ash joined us as well !
the " gegus" harh!

Have u ever heard abt a gegus not being able to use a pen?
& till now, the part abt vishnu coming down still cracks me up!
so lame ahh~

i didn even sleep well for 2nd paper and 3rd paper.
my first time trying out new way of studying.
Slept from 11pm to 4am.
Studied from 5am all the way to 12noon.
Get ready for school to meet the rest.
paper starts at 4pm.
tell me if i am asking for death ~

so from thursday i slept till friday eveinggg!
wuuhooo!

shaza, i will call u asap okie!

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Tomorrow, ndp pratcice resume....
it's been a longgg time since i last touch my surdo !
sooo shall have some ballz time with it tmrr!

till now, there soo many things lingering ....
it's not making any sound but yet,
each soul could smell the scent .....
totally totally flipflop...

l4d yesterday felt so cheated as well!
we were all dc so many times that i feel like pulling the main plug of the lan shop
& not let anyone play it okie!

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Things to look forward to:

1) coco crunch!
2) Transformer event!
3) Class outings
4) Personal T-shirt
5) Catch all the movies ! SO many good movies! Blarddy hell!

I need to bath my hamsterz ahhh~
so freaking melly man!

and i had a comfy thur night
with a quiet friday night

quiet times alone make u think think,
bad for the brain cells , really!

goodnight to bedok !
thats because i think many people in bedok have wayy to much
good food !

Dinner at bedok was okie luhh ~

& the most saddest part about life ryte now,
even when ur exam just finished,

i already have 3 projects waiting to get started!

2wks of holiday = 3projects!
);
WHYYYY!

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

i flew away@ 1:26 AM

Friday, June 05, 2009

The littlest things
that take me there,
i know it sounds lame,
but it's so true.

My weekend ended with a bunch of tweety birds !

(;

Thanks to those who gave me laughters todayy!

After more than 7weeks, we r gathering

for a simple dinner

but the day worth more than just that!

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It was Tham + Junewei + Julian + Ahmad + Tarwei yesterday after school !

2 For 1 Pizza + side dishes + KFC + Extra KFC meal = STOMACH HAPPY!

(;

studying felt better after that ~

Dr.R talked to me about my tongue stud~

i am not going t bitch abt it cause whatever he said were true

but nontheless, he said " if u respect me u will not wear it"

okieee... this is too a bit extreme huh~

but he ask me not t be angry that he bring up this matter

and t treat him like my own brother

and that he was just concerned about mee

nyheheh, okieee...~

i am getting disgusted by the way i speak / communicate

&only today i realised that it's getting worst

there's more than just a tinged of malay accent/slang that is uberrrr ewwww-kingg!

damn~

really have to do something about this very important matter!

urghhh!

Since next week is the hell week, yet again ,

i am going on a hiatus !

with overnight studying with 3monkeys + 1 penguin + 1 black bird + 1 wrestler on Saturday.

So many things that i want t do this minute , but all have to put on hold.

Anything just contact my cell. Dun be lazy to sms.

&&&&&

i really really miss night cyclingg & L4d

but then again, night cycling tops everything!

urgh~

Sunday will be family day , parents warned me

" don't you dare to have any plans on that day"

goodnight world.

may everyone find comfort in sleeping.

It's finally quiet in my head

As I lay the pieces at your feet

It's finally starting to make sense

whatever you digest for,

turns out the opposite.

i flew away@ 1:48 AM

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

every air that comes in,
feels so chocking,
every words seems to mean
the opposite....
is this the deal.......?

It's has been wayyy to longg since i last blogged rytee?
I really have to say this!
Year 3 is massive massive tiring plus stressful
and it's only the 7th week of school~
i am already surrendering myself .....
:/
i just need to make time for myself,
i just need to make time t rest myself....

Today marks the end of the very first Review week.
With all the planning , the slides show , the breaking down of assignments,
going up and down from school to NUH and back to school.
Carrying the damn blarddy heavy black suitcase with the imaging camera
and the worst is the log book ! OUH MY GOSH~
Log book seem to never end !

On top of all these, coping with 3 other modules isn cool at all~
Every module seem to be soooo friggn worddy ,
wahhh, and waking up is tripple-ly difficult !
Pengz have sort off give up after 2 calls!
See, that shows how i cannot even open my eyes!
i dun purposely , i really cannot hear anything!
nt even footsteps in my room~

This week itself, i slept less than 4hrs per day and i always woke up
feelling my heart jump out of my body! I swear!
I always woke up being so shocked !

:/

My weekends have been burnt with all the gigs
and by far, every sat have always been sleepless...

& just last sat , after ndp trainig, followed by adidas sundown marathoon gig and then
made my way to Xiu's hse for capta gathering for sundown BBQ ! Started bbq onli at like 3AM and that too they were helping me bbq! i am sorry for making u peeps wait but it was sweet for everyone to bbq for meee (;
I am glad that even in the midst of all this crap goings, i am still able to squeeze some of my time
for the close ones...

Zj and her braceyyy

have yet t meet up with my where's gang babes and also siti & sheereen!
Waty and shaza~ & of course the usuals ( nurul , wahe , suat , mel etcc...)
ouh gosh, miss them so muchhh!
AFter next wk, just 1 more wk !

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I have concluded that,
between physical and mental ,
being mentally tired makes you feel even exhausted , it pulls you down even deeper;
it makes you think a lot and once u think a hell a lot, a lot of emotions are produce...
so much emotions that you cannot even sort them out but just to feel something so heavy on the inside.
& to talk about it use up more energy and when u get some fuck up reaction, again
unwanted emotions will be produced and adds on to the emotions.
Thus, mentally makes u feel pain everywhere w/o even touching you.
bravo~

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& each time a new day comes,
a new set of disappointment occurs...
how long should the list goes on before all the tissue runs out?
every individual these days seems to be thinking abt thier own desire.
Their planning have never include those who cared for them....
somehow, their fun first....

Nah ah, i will still continue watching the match ,
even thou it's getting restless , i am really enjoying the match......

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
B-reak every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

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i flew away@ 1:26 AM