it gets full as the long hand
goes tick tick tick.
even the surroundings
were not helping at all.
Had perfromance @ Kovan yesterday!
I supported the Jerald Fund Society - child for the retard
( if u notice there are no 's' so which means he is the only one in that society)
He thinks saussages+mountains of pineapples goes well together
and along with garlic chilil!
eeeewwwww~
I also bought sweets from aud's stall!
so we all headed back to school by 4+
Rest for awhile.
At the school bus stop, i saw a cute insect!
A carterpillar!
sssooooo cuteeee you knoww!
Bernette+Ahmad+Alywin thinks that i am nut case
but after i stop playing with it,
they went t play with it!/
haah!
So anyways,
Fazwan and i went to town to accompany Alywin to get his shoe
but we stopped by Taka to watch rp playing!
So after which , faz and i had to go off!
Soooorryy alywin!
Bused down to ceenatown!
to meet yanqi+dw+Jo+Aud !
Jolene killed me by giving me wrong directions!
that one, need a punch i tell you!
So after they had their dinner,
we went t durian stall to have a round of durian!
Since i brave through porks , well yq brave thorugh durians yo!
nyeheh!
Walked throught the streets , bought mango+chocolate muachi!
As usual!
Its like my rountine once a year !
Ha!
And the crowd were dammmm bad please! at certain points only luhh.
We actually witnessed 2 women screaming at each other cause one blame the other one for pushing blablabla!
And in the midst of the crowrd , omgnesss
my pdpr lect nudge me and said hiee!
of all ppl ; of all places
cool stuff ahh~
reached home like by 12 there
so yeappppp.
Well today , i slept for 14 hours!
i would give up on i dun know what just t get another 14hours !
:/
After which i cabbed down t tangling mall
and cabbed back home soon after.
;))
I figured out about something ,
i dun know how true , not till friday.
buddy gave me a closure to it.
so now, i dun even noe how t act upon it.
i want reasons , i want explanations.
this add t my bullshit list, now how long is my list going t go on.
you mark your fullstop like this, how fucking coward can you be, really
such a fucking loser, so born loser.
if 6yrs meant anything, you should come clean or deal with it.
the best part of the period,
i am the bad guy , well u r just the good guy i supposed.
u r such a fucking coward that i really so disgusted by you.
so very much disgusted by you.
i haven mark my fullstop,
not now, cause now its not the time yet.
just wait.
everything i have ever believe,
everything that i have ever keep close to me
cherished to the point that nothing would ever take it away,
are telling me that there's no such thing in life, in this world.
that what you have, is just a reflection ;
segments of picture are tearing itself , slowly and it comes t the point
where i know, where i can feel , it would be gone.
just prove me wrong, its getting mentally painful.
Now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life.