Saturday, December 13, 2008
when the rolling stone
stop sticking out the tongue
for a while.
PS: this is going t be a long long entry;
[[[DAY 30 ! ]]]
Day 30 , 12 Dec 2008 .
i will remember this date because
i felt a different kind of happiness in my life.
The kind of happiness which u can only get
once in a life time.
i am glad this very day come and everything was just
happiness.
Day 30,
marks the end of having the freedom
to wear my tongue stud and walk with chin high up
like u r some kind of king , around the house.
HARH!
Mum thought i took it off already, butttt
i will do it one fine day , but not now.
tee hee ;D
Day 30,
marks the end of CT period!!
OMGNESSS!
its OVER LA !
it was a last minute study for all my 4 papers!
So , 1 wk before the exam period,
it was still " yah yah, next wk is the exam, okok, i go sleep first then we study later"
-_-"
So , 1 day before each paper, i panic!
I have wake up calls 2 hrs after resting my body.
Then from 1am to 5 or 6 am, will start t gear up for studying.
Then wake up by 11 or 12 noon
and continue panicking till the paper is over!
harh!
So, this pretty much went on from monday till thursday night
when i , at the end of the league, studied from 12am to 8am!
WAHHHHHH PIANGGZZZZ!
I had to munch munch so that i will not fall asleep!
BUT i know of a penguin who drink 6 cans of COKE
in the duration of 4 hrs and feel so hyper for that period of time
and after which, her stomach died i think! harh!
papers , well they are just nothing for now.
So, why think when u already
suffer so much! nyhhe!
Due to the constrain of time,
if i did not reply any of ur msges,
well , i am really sorry because i am really busy,
cause i will put aside and i will reply but then i forgot all abt it... so sorry
Or if i did reply but like heck care, i also really sorry cause, again
period of panicking ,
and wait, if i din reply can means i did not receive it at all okie!
dun anyhow ah~
And i feel bad cause, sometimes when those really need me,
i did not give full attention to them,
haizzzz
i really really did not mean that way...
just that, i carn be there at that point of time
t think about why he/she is so mean , treat u that way, be that way,
:/
Day 30,
marks the end of having no curfew life.
rightttt!
On Day 30,
My brother only reached my house at 12noon.
30 mins left before my parents flight landed.
So, he made me run a lot that morning!
We zoom there, waited and waited.
My aunties and uncles were already there.
Heart was dam heavy because the agent told us they should be landing at 12.30pm
but even after 1pm, they have not landed.
So, i stared at the tv screen, and i saw that SQ455 landed!
and when i saw both my parents came out, my heart just stood still
and i cannot help but really really give out a big big sign of relief.
I MISS THEM SOOOOO Blarddy MUCH!
And my aunty ( my mum's older sister) just had t ruin the moments when she told me she want t hug my mother first. WAH PIANGZZZ!
if it had not been her size and height, i swear i really would have push her down!
and t think that is my aunty! urghhhh!
my brother and i already got things planned.
He will hug mum and i will hug my dad.
My sister, who cares rytee?
wah , so angry i tell u!
anddddd well it feels good t have them back, i dun care the above freedom i have
cause nothing beats having them back with good health.
I really thank god.
So friday and saturday,
my house have been filled with uncles and aunties from both side of the family.
I finally met my grandpa and my grandama, but they are not my real ones.
After my real granpa passed away, my real grandma re-married. Then when i real grandma passed away, my 2nd granpa re-married.
TADA, thus they r not my real ones. HAHA! so funny ah~
my 2nd granpa is 90 yeas old and still strong!
I also learn that my aunty have a Kampong in Malaysia with big big fruit garden and that next yr, during durian sesson,
my family and some other uncle families will be going there
for holiday! taking CHOOT CHOOT TRAIN! eh, cool ah~
Now, u may asked
why on earth i am so worried sick about my parents going for pilgrimage?
Well, for a start let me give u the meaning of it.
In religion and spirituality, a pilgrimage is a long journey or search of great moral significance. Sometimes, it is a journey to a sacred place or shrine of importance to a person's beliefs and faith. Members of many major religions participate in pilgrimages. A person who makes such a journey is called a pilgrim.
Now, the worrying part comes when adults ,
tell me their knowledge.
The flight to there takes 12 hours, that i know.
But they have t add chili sauce by saying
that the plane will actually pass by the Bermuda Triangle.
You and i both know that just by hearing those 2 words,
its no where near comforting !
so my mind starts t ponder ponder....
Next, well since it so far away and u will never know what will happen,
they say, some pass away there....
well, this also is no where near comforting ....
my grandpa passed away when he was doing his pilgrimage.
So, in a way anything can REALLY happen.
Well, the list goes on and on....
But bottom line is, i am glad that my parents make went there and finish
what they really want to do and now, back home!
;D
Is no joke when u r home alone for 1mth. Where u have t cook for yourself. Boil water so that
u can drink clean waterr. Sometimes, when i am dam dam tired after sch, when i go home, even if i am hungry, i will just go t sleep. The next day , i skip breakfast,
Tada!
Say hello to gastric!
But i have a penguin friend who carries a bagpack full of food! and her mum is really sweet to make breakfast for me too! ;) Penguin's family are really nice ppl! Her sister drove me home almost everyday during ct period and once to jalan kayu and her mum paid for my food. I feel that i owe them a lot...
so sorry penguin....
really am...
the undying morning calls from penguin, and when she asked me to wake up,
she will go back t sleep , and sometimes i feel that she really think i stay in Changi.
Sometimes, on nights where i really could not take it, i will call them there, like a simple hello will do. A simple hello will make my night and thats when i will have a moment of peaceful mind to go to bed. And there were times when i see families , it struck me that, where are mine? when are they coming back? what are they exactly doing? how are they ?
and my train of thoughts just go on....
all i have is a website of pictures of them, like what is the whole grp doing, where they go,
and some clips which most of the time, my parents are nt inside.
really really depressing okie!
Oscar was always there to cheer me up , every single day w/o fail!
Thank you a lot!
He is such a darling , always trying t think of something for me t do
just so i am preoccupied!
i really really appreciate all the effort,
XOXO
Waty, well she gave me 2 hamsters t keep me accompany.
It helps a lot because i have something t talk to besides my 4 walls!
They are really really cute creature which i already grown attached to!
thank you waty.
LLf was also there, when ever i needed her!
so no matter what, i know she is always there!
;)
Shuk is another human being that crack my life
with nonsense jokes, or like the way she link her stories, rather
dun make sense, but well, she tickles me sometimes with her lame jokes.
And the list goes on and on ;)
Throughout this 30 Days,
my bond with my brother and family
have grown as well.
Which is good , harh!
now, he knows he can depend on me
and i am no longer just his small sister in his eyes,
it better be!
despite his busy schedule, he calls every night t ask about me, what i do and stuff.
His oldest, always tell me abt he and his gf, he and his friend, harh!
so much of trust he is giving me~
nontheless, our jokes been on the same frequency..
My sister, go to hell.
DAY 31
I heard the familiar morning roar - my mum's voice waking my dad and i .
OMGNESS,
i just had to smile
;)
I LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU .
i did warn about the long entry ;
That is why you keep on runnin
In and out of my mind.
As the years, they will roll by,
It's not hard to know why
I keep comin back to you.