Sunday, November 16, 2008
take a bowl,
put every emotions inside,
stir it well,
nothing seem to be the product.





Well well,
its been exhausting ride this week.
As for now, i am home alone for 1mth!
Seriously, this is no joke!
i miss my parents sooooo much !
i just hope they hve a good time now and everything is like a breeze there!


I did not go to school on wednesday, reason being,
i sent off my parents t the airport.
For the first time, the airport filled with unknown uncles and aunties.
Unknown because is either i have never seen them , or i dun remember seeing them.
But what i get from each individual were:

" eh who is this" looking at me
" i am the youngest"
" WAH, U ALREADY BIG NOW "
and each individual never fails to emphasize on the word BIG

-_-"
At the airport itself, emotions was really unstable.
My mum was so storng, she din even shed any tear but my dad did!
damng! he just push my tear button!
my aunt as well.
So, atomosphere wise, didn help much.

But when i go t my mum t get kisses , my tears just stopped.
because she was just so strong .
my brother keep pestering me t take pictures,

seriously, sometimes i wonder does he have brains to think or something?


So after the airport, i stayed on for awhile.
Brother took me to T3 , T2 , T1 t cheer me up.
his children were being nice to me, harh.

Bought for me food since non of us took breakfast or lunch.

whatever it is, i miss them like really really miss them!
I went to this website that they give just so i could keep track on their movements.
i saw A photo of my parents!
serioulsy, take more luh!
and i really want to call there but eevry 1min = $8
:/
i dun care, will try to call soooon!



School been really really tiring
Perfromance after performance!
Studies wise, i really drag like hell!
urgh~
now i have Flash Project to complete by tonight , what the hell!
i heaven even touch the damn thing!


Anws, yesterday,
Baracuda performed for Parents seminar

After which slack in school till 3pm.
Then at 3pm headed to Toa payoh for another performance with vodoo.
Ystd's performance was for this PAP prize ceremony i think.
SO, every pap ppl were there!
i must say, they are hyper in thier own ways!
security check wise, was dam mafan.
but its in the name of protection rytee?

so after which, reached school at night then kap.
then homed!

=+=



i plan to just tired myself out,

till the very end each day
just so when i reach home
i can just go to bed
w/o hearing crack sounds, lizard sounds or even a nail drop or something
basically, home is quiet !

But every single day,
my brother and sister will call to ask the same qn
"what did u eat tdy?"
"so what are u doing?"
"what time r u sleeping tdy"
"what time is sch the next day?"
sigh~
i am scared of nice ppl , really.
My aunty called as well, t check and stuff.
seee, now this is getting weird.



Anws, today sunday!
i woke up early birdy!
Bath and get ready!
I opened all windows just so t let the sunlight shine in!
Then i went to Atm machine to transfer money for Online shopping stuff
Then i went t the market and look out for vegetable seller.
I want to buy LadyFInger cause i am really craving for it!

"Uncle do u have lady fingers"
"yah yah have, over there"
*so i stood in front of the ladyfingers*
"this one here is the lady fingers"
"yes uncle i know"
but the reason why on earth i stood there and did not move was because
how on earth i know which is fresh or not!?
" uncle can u help me pick the fresh ones?" -I sound so blarddy noob please-
*then the uncle was so nice t teach me how t choose fresh ones*

okie, and he gave me more than what i asked for!

so now i have another problem!

see, now that i have the ladyfingers at home, in the fridge t be exact.
How am i going to cook it? i dun noe how eh!
:(




I am so going to be busy next week because Red Camp 2008 is finally here!
So, with so many things going on at blk 73,
i hope we all can do it !
I shall see any SMSS ppl or nt !

nyehehe!




Well, when some things are worth t hang in there
but soon, when u noe you r struggling to hang in there,
u take the next step by letting go.
its hard , but i am sure i am going to miss it.
whatever happens, i hope we all are the same ,
we can still sit at the same table and still laugh joke smoke
i will miss it , thats for sure.








I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

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