WHERE'S GANG PLUS RACHEL! ;)

you start to think, maybe your turn is next?

This week alone, so many deaths have happened.
Yes, i know many are talking abt the sichuan earthquake,
now i will take you to Singapore, more to my connections.

After school on tuesday, well i remember vividly that
it was so warm plus so so resteless day.
So when school ended at 5pm, faiz went home like a good girl.

Mum was preparing to go to the hospital, so i decided to join her.
Reached there, my sister-in law told me that her uncle got admitted into hospital on monday night. So her side of families were all there.
Then she also continued, her aunty's son also got admitted into the hospital on tuesday morning.
Her uncle went home on tuesday morning since his heart attck wasn there anymore?

The story of her aunty's son begin like this. He is only 19yrs of age and is in the police force.
He was doing pt in the morning when he collapsed.
He was brought to the hospital because he was running a fever.
By the time i went t visit him, & the only reason i wanted to see him was because
i want to see the environment of ICU wards and i also do not know him , so just go visit.

He couldn stop bleeding. I really felt for him. And he was running high fever by then. 42 degrees
Each time he breath out , blood started to come out both from his nose and mouth.
He was loosing a lot of blood.
:(

And by thursday , he passed away.
:/
i do not know him but my heart goes to the families.

Then if thats not enuff, my sister-in-law sister 's fiance's brother was driving his car
when he bang someone down. The person passed away. WAH! ALL in TUESDAY!
i went to room after room.
:/

& on tuesday night ,

me : shuk , why are u sad?
shuk : nothing la.
me: no really why?
shuk : my friend is in the hospital and not doing that good.
me: aww man, what happen to him?
shuk : he fainted in camp and then got admitted into the hospital.
me: Shuk, does he happen to be in the police force? & in the ICU ward now?
shuk : YES!

& yes, shuk and i were talking abt the same guy. What a small world !
That guy was shuk's friend and all them , shuk and her friends wasn allow to vist him
cause onli family are allowed.
:/
shuk told me, he was a nice guy who cracks good jokes!
ah damn :/

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my dearest brother, is under a hell lot of stress.
:/

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So, faiz is also under stress.
common test is in 2 weeks and i have to start mugging soon!
I only went for 3 lessons of advanced maths out of 8 lessons.
So now, should i really really drop it?
:/
maybe i should hang out until i really really cannot?

Today, we were told abt getting on attchment.
I cannot fail anything till sem 2.2 & get a gpa of more than 3.5!
this is so far fetched!
:(

so, faiz is so doom.

Ouh, and i got choose for poly forum?
i really do not know what it is abt yaw!
-_-"

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Went to watch What happen in Vegas on Thursday!
Damn nice show! 8 farts out of 10 farts!
;) GOOD GOOD!
GO WATCH IT!

u need to rest when u have too!

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maybe, it is immune to you rytee now that i no longer play a role in ur life?
each time i take busses that passed by your house, i think to myself,
after all the years we go through.
After all the sticking for each other,
it ended just like that?
the constant laughing on the phone?
frankly speaking, i really dun feel anything except for disappoinmnet,
but as for you, it maybe otherwise?
ahh , fuck it la.
i backspace many things that i dun feel like continuing anything!


GOOD BYE!

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it.

because i know it is!

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