I'm so deprived of having SO MUCH FUN!
Like i feel that , now is really really not the time to have fun!
Next week, i have a total of 5 papers!
From Mon-Fri , back to back.
Isnt this really bullshit!
omgness!
& on the 28th, one last CT paper.
that makes a total of 6 papers !
I cannot stop muching just so to stay awake.
And as soon as i finishes everything on my plate,
my eyes are closing on me.
Now, 4 more days left, omgness!
I am on the road to recover from my cough , flu and fever.
Really, this is not the time!
So many things took place and i really have no time to blog!
Ouh ouh, i hope yanqi is doing great in beijing!
Remember your promise ARHH!
Do not make me call mercy relief to bring u ur gastric med!
& i am really really addicted to Grey's Anatomy ,
so much so i can rememeber their dialogs.
Soon, i really will go dig people's eyeballs with my fingers!
k bye!
ME MISS MANY MANY PEOPLE!
:'(
I was reading Dovey's A+ essay and i come across a few lines that means a lot.
"For example, Red might not always mean anger or danger, for someone it might the colour of love. Hence, life is not always what it seems to be. "
"Penelope Fitzgerald once said, “It is interesting to note that everyone has a different take on the world, a different opinion, and given the same inputs have completely different outputs."
got you half flippin like fire
come with me let me take you higher
i'm the object of all your desire
and your attention is all i require
don't stop now
cause you on a roll
make me go anywhere that you go
i'm that dream in your head when you're sleepin
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i flew away@ 1:07 AM
A place where is so quiet,
a moment a pin falls, your ear could detact.
A place so calm ,
yet when u shout as loud as u can,
no one listens.
must everything one do, holds a reason?
sometimes , one believe you do something cause u feel like doing it,
so other times when you do not do the things u did, means you dun feel like it?
when usually one always take the first step,
do others always think that one will take the first step?
couldn there be more initiative from other sides?
as we always look back,
what about the things that we have t look forward?
sometimes what we get later part ,
nothing but no encouragment.
so look back is better?
or it is otherwise?
the magical that you gave me
is more than what it feels like home.
i flew away@ 8:22 PM
tighter if you have to.
make it a blast.
WAVE WAVE ;)
First up!
Pictures!
From Rectum's Birthday!
This was what we bring rachel to do for her 18th birthday!
so cute rytee!
She has never done it before, not till her 18th birthday!
nyeheh!
Then this is our end product! In sequence,
Junmei's & mine (top)
Pris's & Rachel's (bottom)
WHERE'S GANG PLUS RACHEL! ;)
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO WATERMELON HARIS THE MAT!
i know u will see this !
NYEHEH! IT WAS GOOD RYTEE!
" you shuld go to one corner of the band room to blow the candle because u r a mat, so it is a mat thing"
NYEHEH!
Hairs got half a watermelon for his birthday cake! NYEHE!
i will upload the video SOON!
you start to think, maybe your turn is next?
This week alone, so many deaths have happened.
Yes, i know many are talking abt the sichuan earthquake,
now i will take you to Singapore, more to my connections.
After school on tuesday, well i remember vividly that
it was so warm plus so so resteless day.
So when school ended at 5pm, faiz went home like a good girl.
Mum was preparing to go to the hospital, so i decided to join her.
Reached there, my sister-in law told me that her uncle got admitted into hospital on monday night. So her side of families were all there.
Then she also continued, her aunty's son also got admitted into the hospital on tuesday morning.
Her uncle went home on tuesday morning since his heart attck wasn there anymore?
The story of her aunty's son begin like this. He is only 19yrs of age and is in the police force.
He was doing pt in the morning when he collapsed.
He was brought to the hospital because he was running a fever.
By the time i went t visit him, & the only reason i wanted to see him was because
i want to see the environment of ICU wards and i also do not know him , so just go visit.
He couldn stop bleeding. I really felt for him. And he was running high fever by then. 42 degrees
Each time he breath out , blood started to come out both from his nose and mouth.
He was loosing a lot of blood.
:(
And by thursday , he passed away.
:/
i do not know him but my heart goes to the families.
Then if thats not enuff, my sister-in-law sister 's fiance's brother was driving his car
when he bang someone down. The person passed away. WAH! ALL in TUESDAY!
i went to room after room.
:/
& on tuesday night ,
me : shuk , why are u sad?
shuk : nothing la.
me: no really why?
shuk : my friend is in the hospital and not doing that good.
me: aww man, what happen to him?
shuk : he fainted in camp and then got admitted into the hospital.
me: Shuk, does he happen to be in the police force? & in the ICU ward now?
shuk : YES!
& yes, shuk and i were talking abt the same guy. What a small world !
That guy was shuk's friend and all them , shuk and her friends wasn allow to vist him
cause onli family are allowed.
:/
shuk told me, he was a nice guy who cracks good jokes!
ah damn :/
=+=
my dearest brother, is under a hell lot of stress.
:/
=+=
So, faiz is also under stress.
common test is in 2 weeks and i have to start mugging soon!
I only went for 3 lessons of advanced maths out of 8 lessons.
So now, should i really really drop it?
:/
maybe i should hang out until i really really cannot?
Today, we were told abt getting on attchment.
I cannot fail anything till sem 2.2 & get a gpa of more than 3.5!
this is so far fetched!
:(
so, faiz is so doom.
Ouh, and i got choose for poly forum?
i really do not know what it is abt yaw!
-_-"
=+=
Went to watch What happen in Vegas on Thursday!
Damn nice show! 8 farts out of 10 farts!
;) GOOD GOOD!
GO WATCH IT!
u need to rest when u have too!
=+=
maybe, it is immune to you rytee now that i no longer play a role in ur life?
each time i take busses that passed by your house, i think to myself,
after all the years we go through.
After all the sticking for each other,
it ended just like that?
the constant laughing on the phone?
frankly speaking, i really dun feel anything except for disappoinmnet,
but as for you, it maybe otherwise?
ahh , fuck it la.
i backspace many things that i dun feel like continuing anything!
GOOD BYE!
I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it.
because i know it is!
Labels: deaths
i flew away@ 11:23 PM
Although you are not going t read this,
well, i would like to say, you have been the best mother as far as i know!
I love you above anything in this world!
MUKCXX!
& without you , i am not what i am today!
Since my sister in law is still in the hospital,
mum went over t bro house to help look after the 4 brats!
And also iron their clothes and cook for them since my brother need to
rush down for last minute work.
GREAT.
That leaves me with being HOME ALONE
:/
I was force out of bed at 9am to look after a pot of boiling crabs!
-_-"
Then i turn off the gas and went back to lala land!
when i woke up, i eat a bit of crab for breakfast!
cool or what!
SO the whole afternoon till now,
been watching
-Bring it on 3
-Bring it on 5
-Freedom Writers
Fine, i am abit slow for the Freedom Writers!
But , its a damn blarddy good movie i must say!
its between the black , whites and china , jew kids in a class yah!
how in the end they all ended up getting close to one another!
All with the help of their english teacher who went through a lot to bring the whole
class together!
she even got dumped by her husband who feels that he doesn play an important part
in her life since she was too involved with her school kids.
along this line la, but woah! its a good movie!
I am planning to watch somemore but i have telecommunication princples to study for
since tmr theres test!
BUT I DUN NOE WHAT TOPIC TO STUDY!
damn it!
boring ah!
till i come back again!
ADIOS!
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again...
my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green,
to see you once again
To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of
k la, mum and dad coming home soon!
me miss them already!
Labels: TP TEST can do at home
i flew away@ 9:30 PM
Yesh , i know!
its been a long time since i click click
into here!
;)
Life been buzy & tiring that,
to blog seem so so so lazy!
So, to kick off ,
i shall upload some pictures
that i just recieved for a long long time ago outings!
SAB'S & Amy's Birthday BBQ!
Junmei's 18th Birthday ! HAHA! THIS IS DAMN OLD SCHOOL PLEASE!
STUPID RECTUM SEND SO SLOW!
We just wanted the word Happa Villa! hahah!
Nice huh~
This is the place when we reached the middle of the pyramid!
Junmei reach the top!
Pris reached the top!
Yours truly reached the top!
Lastly, Rachel Ng reached the top!=+=
Actually there's more photos to upload but that rectum refuse to send me!
& before i start yaking, i shall say this!
HAPPY 20th TO ELAINE SOHHHHH!!!!! YOU LAO REN ALREADY! TWENTY EH!
HARH HARH! HANG OUT SOON! ;)
I KNOW YOU MISS ME! HAHAH!
So , a hell lots of fun & shits been happenig over the course of , say 2 weeks?
yarh yarh!
School been , okie in terms of the atmosphere.
Studies wise , is beyond bullshit!
so in another words, wtf la!
Just this week itself, i skipped all my first lessons!
Because i really couldn wake up!
even if the lesson is at 10am? i still cannot make this fat ass to wake up !
In another words, not waking up in time has make me become a poor girl !
I cabbed to school for the whole damn week!
:'(
Is like one whole day in school , home then SLEEP.
My I&E class have decided to come together and set up stalls for the module!
So, from now till the week before the common test , we are going to plan and perfect
the whole idea!
So that by the end of Common Test, and when school resumes,
we are going to open our stalls!
My class will be selling mini hotdogs, (waffles , big big cookies , pancakes ) top with ice creams with how many scoop you all want!
Not only that , we are also selling Ice balls and Ice balls coffee! thats for now la, all in planning!
i bet there will be changes!
But whatever it is, please come and support ME!
hahah! BUY A LOT A LOT AH! then me will LIKE you even more!
;)
SO I PRAY THAT THE WETHER WILL BE SOLID HARDCORE WARM BEYOND WARM
AFTER COMMON TEST! MUAHAHHA!
-cheeersss-
;)
Speaking of school, its been 2 weeks since the guppies ( baracuda year 1 ) joined us.
Well, so so la.
Ouh , and the year 2 & 3 got our post in there.
And well, i am the Vice president of Baracuda!
this just added a lot of work in life !
cause haris said " you are going t be handful "
True enuff, i am always damn tired after baracuda !
home always only at 12!
Today, we only had 7 strength to go perform at Mount Emilly Road.
In this Condo where they just opened for the owners to view?
Well, i think it went good!
Just that, the crowds were pussy!
because they were too busy asking abt thier damn house!
haha!
We finally get to watch the heartbeat percussion performed!
Serioulsy, they are DAMN GOOD!
we only stayed for like 10 mins to watch cause the bus uncle was already waiting for us.
i want to go watch their any other peformance!
i chatted with one of them, ( making contacts yo!)
and asked when was their next performance,
guess they have too many that she couldn even remember!
haha!
k k , enuff said!
I shall move on to leisure!
nyeheh!
Went for jaslyn's chalet!
Stayed over for a day!
Food was good cause there were a lot!
But there wasn enuff fire starters!
A bit -_-" haha!
That poor bdae girl had to drink a mixture of 9 drinks yaw! in one shot!
& there were hell a lot of drinks to go around!
in all, it was okie!
The next day, i reach home at abt 8 am,
Slept for a mere 3 hrs,
helped mum do a bit of admin stuff despite the damn hangover, not that bad la just that i needed
more sleep!
Then rushed to meet Pris Junmei & Rachel!
It was to celebrate Ng's birthday!!!
;)
we actually asked rachel to play amazing race on her own at vivo city while
the rest of us go find cake! HAHAH! she acually belife when we told her that
someone is holding onto ur cake, so u must go find that person!
AHAH!
EVen thou the day was simple, sure hell we had fun!
We went for this kids shop to do painting!
& dine at Fig and Olive!
i will upload the pictures!
hahah!
Since that Bff of mine had pass his drivings!
Well, i got a ride from him already!
& i am the 2nd girl to sit in his 2 seater hot red car!
HAHA! thanks tangyuan! ;)
Best part of all, out with dovey been really a blast !
duh urh !
;))))
Went for crez awards yesterday!
Not too bad for a school concert !
one cute performance was,
this girl she was singing umbrella, and then the audience took out
umbrella and started swinging to the beats! haha!
Ouh yah! Watched THE IRONMAN last Tuesday with
Eugene , Rajiv , Haris & Julian!
movie was just okie la!
i wanted more fights!
so i give 6 farts out of 10farts!
I want to watch a lot of movies!!!
:/
=+=
If everything seem so sunshine above,
well my sister in law got admited into the hospital on Monday morning!
Because she slip and fall in the bathroom!
So the whole of her thigh broke!
:(
i pity her!
So, just now after performance, i rush back home and
accompanied mum to visit her!
:(
hope she really get well soon!
she spend mothers' day in the hospital bed and cannot even walk :(
damn,
i really pray she recover fast fast!
i shall end here already!
ME WAVE WAVE GOODBYE!
I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling
Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine
<3!
Labels: I've got the remedy with me
i flew away@ 12:13 AM