Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Another Day Comes Due
When I Look Back Into
All That I Didn't Do
2 days ago , i heard my message alert tone.
I checked and was so surprised
that Mr charles Low msged me.
& asked if waty & i are free on the 4th to come down to St Margarets
to give a talk to the whole school
about " how's life in poly"
since it will be a carrer fair on that day.
According t waty, charles low actually asked
all the teachers in sch and we both were the better candidates.
r they mad?
want to boot lick also dun until like dat arhhh!
now, i am all scardy cattt.
:/
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After a damn long time not performing,
today, the baracudas get our asses and had a performance to the wannabies year 1.
damn early i tell you!
who wakes up at 7.30AM now rytee!
what's more cool was that, today is the Year 1 taking charge.
So, after performance , we had reflection.
And it sums up, we had both bad & good points.
So, all in all it wasn that bad arh..
more to learn for each individual.
After that i went off to meet dovey!
;)
Then met waty for my Grace Anatomy Season 1 & 2!
Thanks Yusra!
So, waty & i had lunch togetehr.
Then went off for baracuda practice in the evening.
Reached.
Slacked.
PLay dai dee.
Slept for a full 10 minus since all were damn tired.
then start practice at 8.45pm.
home by 12.
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I serioulsy hate my time table for Year 2.
It's seriously damn packed.
After the choosing of IS module,
i hated it even more.
what the fuck la seriously.
And now i need to scratch my backside to see where
the hell i can fit in slots for my advanced maths!
if i have t go t sch at 8 am on evey mons weds& fris,
dun tell me i need to put my advanced maths at 8 am on tues & thurs?
i really will fail this time! cause i will not want t go!
lessons end at 5pm. Thats "comforting" arh....
fuck school now.
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all i want to do now,
simply grab someone and really really scratch the person's face.
then pierce my fingers into the person's face,
as deep as possible.
Then grab anything that is grab-able inside the face,
and with all my might pull out what everthing is in the person's face.
Then choose other spot, and repeat the steps above.
until i feel so satisfy!
i feel so fucking irritating , fuck up, annoyed, angry , dissapointed beyond measures.
to myself..
& everything feels like one lump mess!
like too messy that, all you want to do is ,
shut urself & even if u carn, call out those fake smiles of urs.
i want t find a place where all people talk about is
having fun crashing weddings. ( LIke the wedding crasher)
urgh!
seeing smiles,
hearing vociferous sounds,
where i use to be part of it,
really didn make my day.
& maybe i'm too petty.
then ignore me.
All I Want Is To Follow You
And Walk With You
In Love With You
Ill Go There With You Too
All I Want Is To Follow You
And Walk With You
In Love With You
Ill Go There With You Too
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