Pick it up,
try to fix it ;
one at a time, is fine...
~

YO! wadzzup people in the house!
k k , i am feeling really tired but still
i feel like in the blogging mood....!
And before i start, TGIF YO!

I reached home close to 12AM!
and feeling that i have lost all my ying and yang!
get me?

So today, i self declared to come late for school!
Lesson was supposed to start at 8AM but intan and i decided
t skip everything and come to school at 2pm instead
for Engineering Maths.
And i had to skip C programming because i need to report t the clubhouse!
See, tdy i go to school for an hr! wahhxx
SHIOOOKKK!

Had practice from 3ish-6ish
before going to LT26 for a run thorugh...
Then at 8pm performance started...
Had to stayed on till 11ish
ouh my~
and the weird thing is,
i was the only one wearing black pants
among the 13 guys because
i was the only girl! -__-"
jesslyn pangseh!


I have about 7 more forthcoming performances for next month
and i really need to improve arhhhh.....
:/
Speaking of which,
well the seniors want the year 1 to come up with our own song!
And haris put me incharge of everything....
omgness.....
i was so O_O...
because i am scared i am not up for it...
and after which , i fall into a great depression...
tsk tsk!

Cause , at the moment,
i have a lot of stuff pilling up...
things like

Red Camp Comitee Meeting
Npsu Meeting
The catching up to do with most of the modules...
Advanced Maths is already starting to be a killer
I need to get my own stuff at a very far far place!
since i have to travel to east and north side...
and basically,
i just need moree time for each day...
u noe, extra time!
and time for myselffff.....
:'(
24hrs is seriously not enuff!


so, faiz did a bit of meditating
along with all the advices from the love ones!
and she finally put her mind in a positive mode!
well, i should not be complaining rytee?
and well, i will do it...
cause c'mon things are not that bad...
yes, so thats why i am feeling a whole lot better !
wee weeit~
;)

=+=

Well, on monday
my Cats group came out with a product..
Group member not that bad huh?

Had my first lesson on soccer for S&W!
8 people are from BME!
and there are only 4 girls in it and all us are from BME!
HAHA!
And what was i thinking when i signed up for soccer?
dumbfuck!

So, we played a game...
well we r supposed to protect our own ball and kick other people's ball out of the perimeter.
BME ppl were being uberr friendly
and after a long time i decided to kick Kenny's ball out!
HHA! for fun! BUT ARH,
at the same time i kick my ball out --___--"
Kenny cannot stop laughing! wth!
And so, he told everyone is H1 !
thanks arhh!

=+=

After school, one of the days ....
Albert , Po how , Intan , Sat , Sakura , Panda and Me
we went to watch Resident Evil 3!
OMGNESS!
i give 9.7 FARTS out of 10 FARTS!
why on earth people say is not nice??
DAMN NICE LA!
I cannot stop shaking because the movie make ur heart jump!
in other word, shocked..
and is worst sitting beside albert alone
because he kept saying " eh, kill some more leh "
"wahh, a lot of blood, more leh"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Go watch it, u will know what i mean!
NICE NCIE! :))
And till now i cannot stop thinking of the scenes!
la la la!
i cannot wait for Resident Evil 4!!

Besides that,
Intan have been cursing and swearing and saying a lot of bad stuff abt
pretty boy
and guess what! all this time, she got the wrong person!
HAHAH! LOSER!
pretty pretty pretty!
now now!
:))))
scan scan scan scan scan scan scan scan scan scan scan!

=+=

K LA GOODNIGHT! KICK SOME WALLS IF U HAVE TOO!
heh!

I LOVE EUUU PEOPLE!
AND I MISS A WHOLE LOT OF SMSS PEOPLE!
:/









oh what a lovely day to have a slice of humble pie
recalling of the while we used to drive and drive here and there
going nowhere but for us, nowhere but for the two of us
and we knew it was time to take a chance here
and time to compromise our lives just a little while
and it was time for all the wrong reasons
but time is often on my side and I give it to you tonight
and we sleep all, sleep all day, sleep all, we sleep all day over again
<3!

Labels: is fine, one at a time

sometimes,

just sometimes,

i do need it....



Well , i am feeling kinda not here and not there...
Ahhh wells...

School been...
well i will not lie in saying that

school is actually fun and fill with joy
with all the friends that constantly perk me up
but
the stress is really taking charge...

I have a lot of things on hand to complete...
Test, Quizes , Comitee stuff and Projects
which is starting to
form a mountain , called
Mountain of STRESS

i feel like running away...
for now...
:'(

=+=



i must be understanding,
i must?
must i?


one word.

Labels: L A B E L S

Move to the beats ;
to the beats of my farts~
;)



Is 12.36pm now,
meaning Sunday is over!
:'(

2nd week of school is already starting!
HEARD THAT!
omgness!
another round of waking up earlyy!
:'(

Yesterday was pure love ;)

Cabbed down to Woodlands to brother's house
Waited for the whole clan to get ready..
My sister-in-law's sister and her wanna be fiance tag along

Visited 8 houses altogether!
DAMN TIRING I TELL YOU!
And i was like falling asleep in the van!

And all my uncles and aunties
said the same thing,

" WAH, YOU HAVE GROWN"
" WAH, BIG ALREADY"

-_-"
I mean which human shrink rytee?

Anyways,
my sister-in-law's friends
still remember me!
huh~
remember me as the small kid that ____
i forget what it is...
but yah, so malu...

Brother showed me a lot of love yesterday!
:)))
Example 1 : Bought for me Super glue and repair for my dying flip flop~
awww!

I only reach home at 2Am,

ouh wells!

I promise i am going to bitch about someone ,
so yes,
and she wants it BIG BIG!

I HATE ADDNE FOR TONIGHT ONLY LA BECAUSE
SHE IS GOING TO BLACK EYED PEAS CONCERT!
DUMB SHIT!
HAHAH!
ADDNE ADDNE ADDNE! RAHHH
Can still hear my scream?
I think she almost died on the phone! HAHAH!

remember , help me tell Fergie
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
Bring her pineapples tarts if u have too!
HAHA!

Okie, i bitch enuff, i will be friends with you once
u r back from the concert!
nyeheh!
Thanks for the help too! the MMS
HAHA :))

Tomorrow SCHOOLLL!
And this coming wk, is so packed!

Viking's meeting!

and i hoped the 13 of us r going to watch resident evil after school!
:)

Baracuda is cancel tmr but i have viking -_-"

Performance on 25th if i am not wrong...

and more more...

k la,

GOODNIGHT!

I HAVE SOCCER TOMORROW !
HOW COOL???

Labels: Sunday is love

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO SHEEREEN YO! :))
The day i have been waiting!
Because 4 of us got to meet one another
and we were so excited to make something
for sheereen! ;))

Since this babe is 19th, thought we should go easy ,
and the theme is PINIC at Esplanade rooftop!
With fast food!
Since this babe love fries,
we bought Long john's, Mac 's and KFC's FRIES for her
With 4 mac chicken burger
Along with 20 pic nuggets
and not forgetting her Subway and Famous amos Cookies!
and not forgetting 2 large drinks
To complete it all, we bought A LOT OF CHEESE !
:)))

But the highlight of the day is,
we created a BIG HEART SHAPE with candles
But when we wanted to light it up,
the security stopped us,
DAMN~
SPOILER LA!
So, sheereen can only see a heart shape with no flame?
so sad can!
But she was touched! Touched enough to move her to tears huh?
:))

& the rest of the time was spend on Catching up
and not forgetting MASSIVE CHAMWHORE!
:)))
For now, picture will be out asap!
Stay TUNE to see the heart!

=+=

I have not been blogging for FIVE STRAIGHT DAYS!
Wanna know why?
Because school have been really really BUSY! :(
Because mostly lessons starts at 8am and end at 5pm!
Do you know how tiring it is?
And i swear , w/o friends,
life would totally be dead by now for me!
:))
I feel so bless with you people around!

Now, let me update you about my week spend,
in random sequence ,

Well i remember complaining on Sunday night,
about not knowing anyone in CATS and Sport&Wellness?
Well what do you know?

I have 'Jasmine' as my classmate for CATS!
WAH! i tell you! I felt better , knowing that i know someone in class!
If not, i will be so stressful not talking!

So there was this part when the teacher ask about ourselves!
and my cats teacher is damn open minded i tell you!
He uses words like
' Sex ' , ' Bastard ' ??? O_O!

Teacher: What is your name
Jasmine: Ji Hong
Teacher: do you have a christian name?
Jasmine: yah, kevin! ( I was so blarddy tempted to shout yes, JASMINE! )
HAHA! He will kill me there and then! i tell you! hahah!

So Sport&Wellness,
I have Sateesh , Jasmine & Nicole along with Don and Jie Ming!
So , we , the BME people are conquering Soccer for S&W!
HAHA! :))

For advanced maths,
i have the guys from h2!
Kent was there! So i have someone to crap la, basically!
phew~
Now, i have to commit at least 4 hours a week for that extra module!
Which means, i have to be early birdy on Mondays and Tuesdays...
Teacher seem fierce?
wahhxx,
i cannot be late! if not she will lock the door! =__="!!
and the best part!
The very first topic they go through was sets!
Every Amaths classmates of mine know
how Blarddy hell i hate SETS?!!
and i can still remember,
scolding ms ho for setting sets!?
Now!?
Karma , i tell you!

Since i am in H1 now,
well Intan and i have t get use to the people in the class..
But i am just glad,
at the very least,
intan is in the same class la, if not,
wahhxxx i am so going to hate school and will ask for a transfer okie!
The thing is,
the group of us in H2 are the only people that got seperated
like maddd!
Intan and i in H1
Sat , Albert , jasmine , Qi Wang , Sean have to take Eg1
even after taking EG2 for last Sem.. and so,
they are mix in between H2 and G class?
Then Sakura Nicole, Kent , and Po how is in H2!
See! the rest of them, still has their clique with them!
damn it!
totally screwed!

But on a brighter side,
at least we get to meet on certain modules!
Just like last Wednesday,
we were reunited, sit at the back of the class ,
like how it used to be !
:))

After this week, i have seen all my lecturers!
3/4 of which are all WOMEN!
damn la! boring!
They r so strict like there's no tmr!
Cannot sms? cannot talk ? cannot eat?
They just told us, we r not in secondary school?
then why have this old school rules?
dumb fuck rytee?
Ouh wells!

I think ending school at 5pm for most days
are really really draining my energy!
Like, on top of that,
i have baracuda , which will end at 11pm-ish
and on most nights,
after washing up! BUM to bed!
aiya!
Ouh, did i tell you that i need to bring my Spartan (lappy)
for most days?
This sux la! cause is damn mafan!
tsk! :/


Enough of complaining,

Well, i get to meet Pris and Junmei on Wednesday!
Thanks Junmei for accompanying me before baracuda!
Ouh, and thanks for the INK and Thumbdrive!
:))
We 3 had so much funn !
HAHA! and junmei say, the longer she stay with me,
the more she become mad :/
stupidd ah lian!
And , on that day!
Pris dropped her lap top!
:O
After which i dropped her still brand new phone
:O
So she got mega heart attack day!
HAHAH!

The group of us, went to Canteen 3 to eat !
My first time trying out their roti prata!
The waiting part was a killer!
But the prata is BIG but the taste so so only laaa!
ouh wells!
Finally eat at canteen 3!
But some shorty pang sei me today !
horh horh! body aching all!

speaking of which,
reminds be of rubgy!
pretty boy , pretty boy, pretty boy!
:))))
Intan remind me to tell you what happen in the bus!
PRETTY! PRETTY!
not eye monster!
pretty pretty pretty!
pretty!
i think i can keep on chanting pretty now!


I have this module call, Biophysics!
Which doesn mark attendance at all?!
WEEWEEIT!
The moment she said that,
the next lesson , only 2 people turn up for lesson out of 20+
-_-"
HAHHA!
k k , so not cool i know!
but i am damn lazy to wake up for the lesson at 8am today!
I took cab down to school tdy since i am already damn late for the next lesson!

I really need t kick the habit of coming to school late!
really! really!
I really dun wan to get debar from any modules at this point of time!
Wah lieu!

After 5 days, i already have a lot of homework!
wahhhxxx! back to homework life once again!
tsk tsk!

PS: Do not ever eat A LOT OF fries when u having cough!
Is twice as painful than before! :/
urghh~

Tomorrow,

Well , there is a lot of things going on!

Initially , supposed to be at somewhere in the afternoon for a celebration!
But i cannot make it!
I want t go t siraj's place with the rest!! but i have something on!
I want to go to Martin's place with the rest!! but i have something on!
I want to go Zouk with the usuals! but i have something on!

Wanna know what is the something on?
---> Family decided to do visiting tomorrow!
WAHHXX !!! If i cancel, my brother will not be happy,
since i have been canceling it for the past years?
Maybe, for a change, i should make family my first choice arh?
:/

=+=

Somewhat,
i always bum into those whom i said i dun like?
sux arh!
why karma so bad??
everyday okie!
Like i said before, i should stop saying, i dun like so&so!

But arh, i have been seeing a lot of pretty boy!
:)))
That one, my eyes got a good washed!
la la la!


k la, i miss blogging!
i will update when i feel like doing it again!
:))
GOODNIGHT!




And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
and will always be.
<3!

Labels: S C H O O L

I seriously not looking forward for school tmr!
What's more?
I do not know anyone in Cats and Sport&wellness?
DUMBFUCK!

And to know that i no longer in H2 really sucks arh!
:'(
Why they change my class now??

I just read my mail and just great!
I have extra lessons every Tuesday morning at 8am!
for Advanced Engineering Maths!

Hello, if going to school at 9am is difficult,
what more 8am?
now i am totally dead?
And to think i really dun noe anyone that
is taking this Diploma Plus Programme...
really sucks balls!

Now , faiz has to be really really independent
i am scared......
i'm aloneee
all alonee
:/

3 classes all aloneeee
wahhhXXXXXX

3 days in a wk at 8 AM!
die arhhh!

:/

i really do not have any form of motivation to go school
this term!

Labels: sobxxx

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL!

HAHA!
i think i have many many cute Chinese friends!
because they are all wishing me!
HAHA! THANKS lovelies !

And to my malays peeps,

YO HO HO!

EAT EAT EAT AS MANY AS YOU CAN!
RANSACK IF YOU NEED TO!
;)

ps: Is so not cool to have cough + sore throat + flu
during the best time !
I WANT TO TASTE MY FOOD EH!

And this is my first time being sick during hari raya!
wah lieu!

k k , mum cook satay !
HAHAH! I WANT GO EAT! I DUN CARE!

Labels: EAT DIGEST EAT DIGEST EAT SLEEP HEH

Well on Thursday , i went for the Student leader Camp,
boy ouh boy there were a lot of familiar faces!

Once i met Intan , Aisyah and Mei Y at the bus stop,
Intan could not stop bullying me!
Curse me till there is no tmr, you know!
"BIG" bully!

Intan: " 1 month never see your face , i really need to release all the ___ to you"
I dun noe what word to fit in .... but basically she is MEAN LA! idiot!

I decided not to stay over because !

1. That INTAN pang sei me for Johor,
2. I find it damn boring , i mean they going to play dirty game, lazy la!
3. Not feeling that well, with all the coughs! wah lieu!
4. Well, i was so glad that i went home!

So intan , Aisyah and me went home!

I feel a tiny binny bit of guilt , but when i saw many ppl left,
HAHA! no problem!

Even Sookey's brother went home! HAHA! We talked all the way home!
I think arhhh, he has a lot of cool connections, tsk tsk!

Anws, i think this year Red camp is going to be DAMN IT COOL!
HAHAH! :)))
Because is so different from last year!
I cannot waittt! heh ;)

And and and and and the one thing which make me
damn high in the camp was that!
Hair Candy was there!
HO HO HO!
DAMN IT CUTE PLEASE!
;)
Intan even like okie!
ahhhh! nono, no steeling! hAHAH!


=+=

Today, well it is basically bliss
heh!
;)

Well, went to Lavender to get my nirc!
HAH!
YAY! like finally rytee!

Then went to PS to get a line!
WOOHOO~
So new line = new number = i will send the new number to those who deserve it later!
HAHA!

Went to watch Mr Woodcock !
I rate 2.7 farts out of 10 farts!
IS STUPIDD LAA!
DUN WATCH!
This is my first time telling people do not watch a certain movie!
damn~

After which, went to watch I Now Pronounce you Chuck and Larry
this one , 7.7 farts out of 10 farts !
IS DAMN FUNNY LAA!
HAHAH!
go watch it!

I saw Alicia after 7777777777777777 DONKEY YEARS!
That one, she cried upon seeing me!
OMGNESS! So SWEET!
i want to meet her again!
;)
Ahhhh! i miss all the fun we use to havee!
hope one soon!
:)))

BYE BYE!
:)




I see it all baby in your eyes
When you look at me, you know I feel it too (Yes I do)
So let's sail away and meet forever baby
Where the crystal ocean melts into the sky
We shouldn't let the moment pass (moment pass)
Making me shiver, let's make it last
Why should we lose it?
Don't ever let me go


Don't let it fade out of sight
Just let the moment sweep us both away
(Just let the moments)
Lifting us to where we both agree this is timeless
This is timeless, love

<3!

Labels: baby come close

I am not feeling all that good now~

The sore throat + the flu + cough = omgness, i really am irritated with myself!
Even jeslyn said
she can feel that my throat is swollen? wahhxx
Arhhh, i should not have eaten all the hari raya goodies!
:'(
Yes, yes, agree with me rytee?
But i cannot help it, is tempting!
boohoo~

I was supposed to meet Rachel at 9am
but my whole head was freaking heavy ,
like one fat man sitting on it okie!
and i think i saw my walls starting to spin?
thats how bad it is huh?

But in the end,
forced myself out of bed &
meet rachel!
then meet Pam!
then meet Ying!
then went for Baracuda!

I had great fun and high time in Baracuda today,
is not because of the banging of the sudos..

Is more of, Matin brought laughing gas !
to baracuda
and i tried it twice,
but the second time it really , WOW!
I cannot stop laughing~
and everything just lagged!
like there is a time pause,
most of us tried, hAHHAHA!
okok, we all got so high~
heh!

Went to KAP after that!

I heard so many people talked about music today!
nehxxx...


=+=

Since i entered poly,
well, my social circle kinda widen as well...
and the more i know people,
the more i know that there are sooooo many talented individuals
out there~
and their talents,
will really make ur jaws drop , for most time..
and sometimes, you just wish you r born with such talent..
sigh~

but , is more of
since u know u r not born with it,
well, work for it rytee?

of course, is easy to say it
but we often stop at the part,
" where do i start now?"
and soon the ideas just floop!
like u simply give up?

fine fine,
i better stop thinking deep arhh...
but really leh, why is there so many whys' in life??
hur hur?


=+=

Is 3:02 Am now
and i still have not packed for Student Leader Camp!
I am so freaking LAZYYY!
hur hur~

Intan is going to leave me midway tmr!
and i am still thinking if i want to overnight at the camp?
i mean there are still people there but arhhh....
so if i am online tmr,
means! hahah!
i left la! dumbO!
i hope is a fun thing okie!
like they better never waste my Thursday
just like dat!

Ouh ouh! Junmei is having her camp rytee now! so exciting!
i wanted to look for her just now, but i forgot abt it !
So SO SO! i better bum into her tmr night!
HAHAH! :))))

k la, i better go off now!

i still need to pack my bag!
and clean my leaking nose!
:'(

the thought of reporting at 8AM , is killing me!

Labels: laughing gas HAH

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY DARLINGG ;)
& REMEMBER I AM ALWAYS AND WILL ALWAYS BE BY UR SIDE
=)
JUST LIKE IN THE PICTURE!
=)


-Towned!
-Gelyang-ed!
-Vivo-ed!

I get t meet Suaty of course! Shuk Zan Mel Amelia Shu and Nicole
:)
Talked & Laughed,
well is nice to hang out, simple yet u noe....
heh!

So after today,
i can really declare bankruptcy !
I spend 140$ on a shopping spree,
mostly on FOOD!
omgness!
Go shopping with Shuk was a disaster choice yo!
But now, i have one more thing to aim!
AIM
AIM
AIM!
FIRE!

I want that black cardigan! DAM IT!
okok, so i shall wait patiently ....
save up!
now i am totally broke!
BROKE in CAPS!

i have a lot of things to do this week,
damn~

sometimes is just lazy!

and so, i just received an email
saying that i am a student leader for Red Camp for Vikings!
And i'm kinda looking forward because Intan is in the same grp as ME!
:))
And i just realise that it wuld be our first time going camp together!
hah!
HIE INTAN!
AISHA told me abt your grp yo!
Ouh and there's MEI YI TOo! :))))
3 witley-ians ! wow!
see u ppl soon! :))
=+=



my ego?

well i dun need you to comment anything abt my ego
cause u know nothing abt me,
like what i said,bitch!

i still hate you , accept that in your pea brain!
i cannot believe i have to respect u as my sister,
hell with that!








K BYEBYE!

Labels: haha pea brain

The day i have been looking forward too!
:)))
WHERE'S GANG PLUS RECTUM OUTING!
:)))





To you babes!
Thanks for today, thanks for everything!

The card that u'll made!
OMGNESS,
like what pris said :
can never be found in any shop!
The Harvanas!
HAHA, i have one more flip flop to add to my collection!
;)
And the sweets to make everything sweeter than it is already is
:))

Not to forget, the Sakae ! thanks for the treats!
I am damn bloated after that!

Despite the initially plan to go Sentosa was dashed
by the heavy rain,
boy oh boy,
we had our fun at vivo!
cam whore-ing!
;))

had to left them earlier
cabbed down to school
for baracuda!
Finished at 11.30pm today!

Is 3.05 AM,
and i am still hyped up!
because waty is webcam-ing
with me!
and Justin is just the right person to disturb!
HAHA!


GOODNIGHT! ;)
GOOD MORNING!






in your eyes, i found the greatest price
you and i could not be closer
and in your arms, is everything i want
now i know my search is over

and i don't know where you take me
but it's exactly where i wanna be

(chorus:)
it's where the stars line up
it's where the ocean's touch
it's in a place i've never been that feels like home
it's in the air right now
it's when you give your all, and give a little more
i've never been so sure, that's where you find love

people pass, and listen to us laugh
wishing that they had the same thing
and our friends they ask, how we made it last
i just smile and say the same thing

i'm not sure how we got here
baby i'm just glad that we got here

(chorus:)
it's where the stars line up
it's where the ocean's touch
it's in a place i've never been that feels like home
it's in the air right now
it's when you give your all, and give a little more
i've never been so sure, that's where you find love
that's where you find love

it's where the stars line up
it's where the ocean's touch
it's in the place and everything that feels like home

it's in the air right now
it's when you give your all, and give a little more
i've never been this sure, that's where you find love

find love
that's where you find love

<3!

Labels: nice song huh

Is a good Sunday today...

All i did was,

woke up at 2.30pm
twist and turn in bed till 3.30pm,
bath,
shuk cancel plans, damn
there goes me looking forward to buy food at Gelyang!
went to take my lappy,
ensconce myself in bed along with the lappy,
and started to watch Heros and online
till now!

& disturb whoever i want to online....
& i have been munching on Hari Raya goodies
and everything left half a bottle!
:/
is not even hari raya yet!
and as punishment,
well my throat feels funny!
sore thorat perhaps?


now now,
life seem so simple yet nice...
:))
i want to do more of this !
heh!

later , i will be meeting up with
Where's Gang plus Rectum!
:))
YUM YUM!
i cannot wait!
haha!

since is 3.03 am now,
i shall force myself to lala land yo!






In the jungle , the mighty jungle, where the lion sleeps tonight
;)
the song have been stucked in my head the whole day!
HAHA!

Labels: till infinity and beyond

HELLO YELLOW, HOTSTUFF!


Like what i told myself in the previous post,
i want to do something constructive,
and boy oh boy~
i feel so GEAR UP.

Someone's birthday is coming up,
and i am kinda excited about it because
the plan is just so U LA LA!
Stay tunned to know about it!
Is coming SOON!
the theme : HAHA Not going to say YET!

Then Zi jing and i decided to challenge ourselves
by thinking of doing a campaign,
yah yah, laugh all u want,
but if the idea does gain supports,
we will have the last laugh!
I dun know if it is ready to be out here,
I haven ask zi jing thou,
BUT SOON! IT WILL!
soon!
We know is like a big step in life,
but well, is time we do something BIG in LIFE.
Rytee?
okok, i better shut up!

=+=

Anyways, for now,
i am still using my old number!
the 8161....
Till the 12th Oct!
Update back!

I was supposed to get a line BUT dumbfuck
starhub din wan to allow me subscribe!
just because i do not have my nirc!
make me waste 30$ on cab fair to get my passport
to only know later that i still cannot use my passport!
I blame dat arse hole ( i have to say my sister)
urghh, since my nirc is in the making,
so i have to wait ~
rahhh!

=+=

Moving on,

today i was woken up by my brother!
OMGNESS!
the horror!
He came into the house and started to sit beside me
and scream at the top of his voice with some cartoon voice

" MORNING, WAKE UP TIME , MORNING, MORNING "
" Wake up la, c'mon, PIG Wake up ! OI WAKE UP ARHH "

O_O!

he was repeating it like 10 times
then dad woke up and ask him to shut the hell up!
HAHAHA! HOORAY!

k la, basically, he came to paint my room :))
LA LA LA!

so after today,

I LOVE MY BROTHER!
It's been a long time since we last sit and talk and simply joke and laugh~
:)))

And everything today was pure fun!
;)
=+=

Adden say I AM CUTE! HAHAH!
:))
YO MAMA!
Meet up soon for you know what!
heh!
:))
hughug!

I have work tomorrow!
11 hrs!
-_-"!
And there is no zj!
so means i have no entertainment !
I should bring something tmr arh,
like i dun noe what la!

i have been doing some thinkings
abt randoms stuffs!
i might tell if i feel like it!

and i actually have a lot of things to say!
but of hand, i carn remember!
and i miss so many people nowww!
:/

i'm sleepy already!
and is already 3:12 AM!
GOODNIGHT WORLD!








You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love someone to hold
When I'm in your arms
I need you to know
I've never been
I've never been this close

Labels: many more things

a day of real fucked up.

a bad one.

a dumb fuck one.

bad one.

after today, i hate my sister even more.

after today, i hate things that goes by law.



i think i need to really move a step back,
pause...........




and think......


and so,


i should start doing something constructive already.


i need time on my own and do things that i like,

for now,


i am feeling real Grumpy!



i cannot wait for Baracuda tmr!
is time i shuld work hard .....








the best i ever had!

Labels: always been one step behind you

I had work today,
Joke around with the boss ,
early in the morning!

Today work, well something to be glad.
Zi jing was working as well!
So now, i have friend yo!
:))

I bump into Shaza,
Boy ouh boy,
just the person i want to see so badly!
:)))
HUG HUG!
:))

Went Gelyang with mum after that.
I had food fiesta once my feet reached Gelyang!
:))))

Well, i seriously HATE shopping for Hari Raya stuff!
Because,

1. I HAVE TO LISTEN TO WHAT MUM SAYS.
2. I HAVE TO FOLLOW MY MUM's TASTE
3. I CANNOT BUY WHAT I WANT TO BUY
4. I AM NOT ALLOW TO SEE TOYS! dumb fuck!
5. IS SO TIRING TO SHOP WITH HER
CAUSE SHE ONLY INTERESTED IN HER THINGS!

* what colour baju kurung do u wan this year??*
" i want BLACK! :))*
* Can u stop with this nonsense! No, NO BLACK*

*walk around, i have a sulky face throughout*

*mum saw a baju kurung*

*Eh, this black one nice arh *

=_="!!!!!

i can diee!
Tell me if this is pissing off???

But despite all that, I STILL LOVE MY MUM!
:)))
I was mood swinging real bad too,
BUT hell yeah, I LOVE MY MUM!

Because she went all over Gelyang in the search for a GOOD and NICE
Orange colour! :)))

And i got another one, grey colour,
And she got an identical one too!
:)))


i have work tmr....
:/

Audrey is going to have fun fun tmr!
Someone heading to Taiwan yo!
Take care :)))

=+=

I am going to have a massive mood swing , i think!
urghhh~
this is so dumb fark!
:(((((

i need to take out all my stars and planets glowing in the dark!
all over my celling!
Brother wants to paint my room !
i am so lazyyy to take them down!
:(
anyone wanna help meeee??
sigh~

=+=







sometimes,
i really wish that i was capable
of controlling time and emotions.

sometimes.....

And baby you still know just how to
Blow my mind
After everything that we've been through
It still feels right
And I know, that I cannot
Picture living my life without you

You can keep me up on the phone all night
We say lets hang up on 3 but we dont ever do it
Aint it crazy how after all this time
We got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love
We got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love

Labels: I LOVE MUM, REAL DEEP

I don't bite, I chew
Faiznur.







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