Sunday, May 20, 2007
sup lovers :)
I know you will kill me for uploading this picture by i know you will love me still
because i am your sexy love. HAHA! :))) And i love you to the deepest :)
infact you just spread your flu bug to me, thanks a lot darling.
Went out with Sucker ystd.
Was supposed to watch movie but DAM IT, sold out! TA MADE.
So i went for my quest to look for White Tee, again to no avail :(
i have decided to wear just white bra la! so hard. That one will be 100% WHITE ARGH. HAHA! okok i am just jk
I have never like White Tee and i never knew how hard it is to buy White Tee,
not until NOW. sigh~
After that went to meet suaty and Shuk. We 3 get together after a longgg time :))
Talked about everything and anything.
Mainly : People , friends.
Updating about each other friends and stuff.
So it was a night talk :))
There is one, who change and forget about your own friends despite
saying 1001 promises , locking pinkies.
Where did all that moments gone to?
The air rytee?
Changes,
yes,everyone goes through it , at one junction.
But, no matter how much one have changed,
i really do not know why it is a MUST to chuck/leave
old friends behind?
It is
- the new r more fun and cooler to hang out with?
- the new somewhat understand me better?
Is sad to see a close friend leaves another friend.
Maybe, different school? maybe different in everything?
but i seriously think : it takes 2 to clap.
If both do your part, meet up,
seriously,
is should somehow work out.
There is one who simply walks away w/o telling the reason why?
I did my part by pulling u again and again,
but in return, i simply get nothing at all.
Even if i get something, it wuld be a one line answer,
FUCK, i hate it when ppl give me ONE LINE ANSWER, when i type how much?
if i bother taking that extra step, i dun see why you cannot apperciate it?
I was told not to care about it anymore,
do you think i am able to sit and watch
and feel like things is fine?
fuck okie, it is fucking not.
enuff said.
AS FOR TODAY : I met PINK AND MEI LIN :))
MISSION 1 : I was supposed to be Pink's model for her photography project.
She had to take 30 pictures of me doing very -_-" pose.
Like before she start, she actually told mei lin and i abt photography and stuff.
So, despite her being so long winded, i learnt a lot of things.
Back light , rin light , side light, silthoute light , etc.
MISSION 2 : After that, we were supposed to study but of course, it failed not totally
because i completed my graph and went thru a bit of bio.
RESULTS FOR TODAY :
Potrait
This one is dam random,
this picture makes mei lin and i laugh with fits! HAHAH!
PINK WITH HER ..... NVM ! HAHAHHA!
but she look so kuku! HHA!
she was trying to fix her contact lens! HAH
I had to be emo?
Forget about how i pose, see the sunlight and shadow being cast, is a sharp shadow on my leg.
I forget what else Pink explain to me. but haha! yah
This is what i mean by i had to take different position, and i had to try my best
to block the sunlight. She complains i was too short!? Exucsse ME!
oO MEI LIN Oo !!!!! HAHAHAH! , nvm inside joke. OMG!
in any case, i had a good time with them.
Laughed so much.
:))
More to come soon
=+=
Sometimes is good to hear when one told u that u make them laugh or forget their unhappy things. After being depressed for many days.
but sometimes, i really do not know how to comfort one when in this kind of state.
:/
To you know who you are:
Stop crying already and i really mean it. I am sorry that most of my replies to you are harsh but
you should know that i want you to move on and start to pick up the broken pieces. Is not easy but why you never try? maybe you did, but do u really put ur heart to it? You told me before that T is nothing but a B**** but now? I do not know why are u leaving by her rules? I am still taken aback by what u told me. T treats u like a maid? Why not you just go home? Helped your mama instead? Maybe you r rytee, no one understand you, but do u know how fucking pain it is for me to see you reduce to this stage? I had only leave you for less than 1 yr, and u have become to this stage? This is why i fucking hate T since the day you told me about T. I really want to be by ur side now, but i noe you would not want to see me in this condition. You broke your promise to me.... I know is not once or twice? I may be quiet about it, but do you know that you seriously making me sad also. I seriously think doing that is not the right way to solve things.
Fuck la, you r making me cry also. But what i want to tell you is, and i know u already know it,
i am worry sick about you at this moment.
:/
lightsoff.
PS: waty, i hope you r doing fine :) I noe you are, i have a lot to tell you also.
SO waty, i missing you noe. I will call u soon okie.
For now, please do take care. NIGHTS TO ONLI YOU.
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