Thursday, March 08, 2007
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JOYENE !!! HAHAH! with much love for my one and onli PB.
Well, was late to go for sports day and so i miss the cheerleading. I wanted to watch panties performance , ayer~
So , ( suaty , sabby , melia , mel , farhana , zan , march, km, shu ) made our way to town. After they feast at kfc, went to level 9 and book a room. This time with 4 computers :))) SO , we ( kaymin+karmun VS suaty+faiz ) in Counter Strike and HAHA! SUATY AND ME WON! HAH! dam fun and FUNNY please. Later on shuwen took over karmun, and MUAHA suaty and i keep asking shu to come out from her hiding place. ha! So the rest was watching ROB-BIn-HOOD? HAHA! so it was good la.
And now, i am starting to LOVE warcraft after being taught by tan ah ling. SOOO, i am going to get that gamee! woohoo! soooon! so suaty i will lend u okie! HAHAH! :)))what was the title again? torn ice? ice bizzlard? what argh??
Left them, went to watch SONG AND LYRICS with aud and Xiu. I gave the movie 3.7 farts out of 5 farts ! The movie doesn not have a good story line BUT the SONGS inside r nice, but nt that pop song la! so annoying! heh! SO NOW I REALLY WANT TO WATCH 300!!!! :((((
Met mojo after that, walk ard town and they all left for home. Met Sucker for awhile to get the neos from her. Met the rest back and sit at full house :)) Km and shu brought up some points which i think was totally agreeable. Now i understand. And now i am CRAVING FOR TRIPPLE C :(((((((((((((( home ride wasn that bored cause howei was on her way hme too. :))
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So the very person who i need to talk to now has no means and ways of communication. not even with any technologies. I suggested sending mails or not thru peigons but peigons will be rather out of point. i really want to noe what happen. How am i supposed to remember what to tell LLf , dam it. ouh my goddd, i really need to let it out to u la. Someone who have the common hatred. i need to bitch the hell out. oh my. i cannot take the fuck. swear. u can hear me sob now. serious.
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despite feeling rather terrible, yappy told me another melancholy news. I almost tear . I just hope A/x is really doing fine there. How i wish i can be superman, hear the cries of asking help and i will come to the resuce. i hope she will be fine soon.
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If this is not sad enuff, eilynn told me she will be going overseas for 4 years :'(((( wahhxx! We were just talking how we can play together in poly. But i hope we can meet up for one last time before she leaves :((
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Get over it soon. Seeing all of them really make me feel a tight squueze in the heart. Feelings of -what if really does a serious damage. Seriously, let it be faiz. throw the old thoughts and grab the new thoughts. Grab it with pride. Show the victory of the new. apperciate with what was given. I cannot do this, yes i noe i carn do this, but i have to try. Those fake smiles that i give, was just to console this mind, which will always walk with head down and leave footprints of guilt.
crap.
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have u ever ask, if it matters? Sometimes i wonder how come u have time to do things to be well known but put aside when a favour was asked? Blame on bad timming? but i do not believe it will occur each time when a favour was asked? such a bad timming? Or i doubt there wasn any understanding given. But I choose to believe it was under circumstance that things ended this way. I simply cannot close 2 eyes. But then again, it never matters. And each time it happened, i have to clear shits. Welcome.
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webcam-ing with shuk , really makes me wonder what the hell is she thinking... HAHA! and mojo thinks it is dam entertaining for some reason! -_-" HAH!
PS: Do me this favour and do not be such a mummy's girl/boy and try guessing who the heck i am referin to... If u want to noe, ask me and if i am in a good mood, i will share the stories with you in details. And i mean it. No joke.
i can hardly speak
to understand.
learning less, is better.
Labels: not in a good mood basically