Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Its been long since i pen down my thoughts. Decided to take some time off . Been mentally tired for the past 3 days. Of course i did screwd up a lot in a lot of papers. But it is not worth thinking about it cause what is done is done. But still, u carn help it!
At the end of english paper tdy, Shuk was saying that now we can talk like rojak! haha! and all the la wokzz mah meh hor which ever u want . I had never study english and memorise all the words so hard in all my entire life. I thank kellyn for teaching me grammer! and zj of course needless to mention. And many many more! i think i still remember some nice sentences! like tears dribbled down my chin as i broke into mournful sobs. muahah! Every day was a battle of emotions as i tried to grapple with reality. Words like soliloquised , paroxysm , cacophony. Not bad hur! i just hope really hope, i will score rainbows! haha!
But the day end with a big WHAT THE HELL . And i really meant it. All of us agreed that the last 5 years paper was do-able but TODAY! EXCUSS ME? (*^&(%&$^*# . No wonder chua was like "okie i pray for u" before the paper. sigh~
Sat at the canteen for awhile, waty, suaty, zanny , shuky and me were just recalling our halcyon days. Then i told them that i use to have 2 imaginery friends and after which i favour one more than the other so i left with one. HA! this was before PAP okie. And i think my imaginary friend is a he. HAH! and waty said that no wonder i cannot live w/o friends and it all link up. ASS! but anw, we were talking abt what we use to play during our childhood. Zan,waty and shuk all played BARBIE, wah liao! shuk bath the doll! zan cut the doll's hair and waty i dun remember what she did with the doll. They play cooking. Teacher . doctor. Suaty and me just burst out laughing. HAH! picturing zan with disney show pushing those babay prams with dolls inside. HAHA! zan.
And as for me, i told them that i onli play with cars ! and more cars! and more cars! hot wheels, the whole set which includes carparks, loop etc. Suaty also play cars and nothing else. And she confess that she is deprived of childhood. HAH! BUT all of us play PLAYDO. I miss playing playdo!
Suaty,shuky,zanny and me went to ya kun kaya shop. OMG! i have been eating the kaya toast for the past 3 days! Since it is just along my way home, my leg will just be attracted to the shop. ! we sat there eating , talking and just treating the place like a real coffee shop. Went we came in there were a few ppl and then when we eat the crowd stared to thicker and then when we r done, everyone is gone. BUT we r still there talking. HA!
I am flabbergasted. hmmmm......interesting......... hahaha! :))))
Chatting in msn makes really makes me miss a lot of people. really. Toopid waty! 8 30 already and where the heck r u!
suat we dun have blog rytee suat. We r not this kind of ppl who blog rytee suat? Not big fraud what! hahahah! better dun tell okie! hahaha! lalala Ouh yah! suat where the heck r u!? toopid! tamade!
Zan u another fraud! where r u? u r suppose to share with me pictures of who ever u r suppose to be sharing!
Chatted with a few of my primary school friends and all said that phy papers was though! seeeeee! dam it!
My dear Gay-string! better study for u geog! hahaha! and gain weight! hahaha!
i am getting juicy news. lalalala
sometimes i wonder why r u in this state. Why so i dun noe what u call it. From where i see, u got worst after me. i mean whatever la. I mean i dun care any less nor bother but i feel for u. i feel sad for u actually although i noe u dun feel it for urself. oh wells, bless u then.
I am still beaming..... hahaha! lalalal
my LLF is gone today morning.... i am still waiting for ur updates.... c'mon
WHAH! i think i have blog a lot LA! not bad! i miss my blog what!
malay paper 1 and 2s>
Social studiess
emaths paper 1
chem paper 2
physics paper 2s>
english paper 1 and 2s>
-emaths paper 2
-amaths paper 1
-amaths paper 2
-history
-mcq
OMG! and then TOO MANY TOO LIST!!! all plan already!
k lah ceena show starting soon BYE BYE!
i sit all quiet, hearing the stories.
mixture of feelings increase tenfold.
i could do nothin, but just let it break
into integrated pieces.
Thoughts sped thru my mind,
every scenes replay just like a movie.
but this time i am in it, not as a character
but as a destroyer.
push away the thoughts cause
i am not gd for u.
i carn do anythin cause
i hate commiments.
let it be as it is now,
this way is good,
this way is fine,
oh well why shuld i bother.