Thursday, October 12, 2006
Well, i know i am not suppose to come here and blog but i need this place to lay down all my thoughts. Thoughts that perturb me and while some are starting to irritate the hell out of me and most of all things that i NEVER WANT TO END!
Well, i know most of the ppl are expressing the same feeling like me. We dun wish to part with the school but most of all our friends. While some cannot wait to leave school.
Well as for me, i really want to have smss after this 5 yrs of education. Really, St' Margs have thaught me a lot of valuable lessons. Allowing me to experience a lot of things in life. Teach me the real meaning of HARDWORK, FUN , FRIENDS, mostly LIFE. All should agree that in this school that we know how to treasure certain things or maybe MANY things! Meet with sweet people. Or meet with people whom at first u hated the most. Here is the place where we consider it as our second home. A place where we share our problems and doubts with. A place where we built friendship and relationship . The list goes on and on and on.
Well, with this last week of school , many take the opportunity to settle friendship problems. Problmes that has yet to be resolved. One inccident just makes me wonder why some ppl can come to a stage where he/she does not have anything to talk about to his/her close frineds. After all that they talked abt, shared or even cried about, it just bring down to a level where there isn't any words left to say? Have u ever wonder how just a simple " how r u today? or Hey, so whats ur agenda tomorrow" can make one feel that he/she is being concern or being cared.
Some should also learn to be flexibile to cater to different sets of friends. I detest ppl who heck care about frinends or maybe just use friends as a spare tyre. have u ever look back ? Maybe u were too in ur own world that u din even realise how fucking annoying it can be sometimes. My patience level can be control. Yes, everyone can control but if i were to ask u once twice thrice forth fifth , who wuldn go ballistic? Why is it so hard to be urself when certain ppl are around u? somehow u r juz becoming one of them? the fake one? the filrt ? if u think thats kewl and fun please think again? u shuld noe where u stand cause i dun see any efforts in u. People do talk abt it. People do observe abt it. So thats why sometimes u shuld reflect on ur own actions and not blaming the rest. But afterall, u apologise, what more can i say. But today really, u were sucking my blood !
HA! at abt 8+ gaya told me that she will not be sleeping today! And at 9+ she told me that she will start doing the cookies as soon she is done with the school survey. And at 11+ She showed me her bake cookies. HAHA! I AM THE FIRST to SEE! thru her webcam! its better be me argh gaya! and I am EXPECTING the BIGGEST PIECE TMR! =)
Well now, i want to talk about certain individual , i am so GOING TO MISS YOU'LL
Waty: Well thanks for being always there. How we become this far onli god noes. I hated u to the max when we were sec 1 and simply because well u noe why! because i thought u laugh at me when the actual fact u want to make friends with me?! HAAH!but afterall, i am glad we manage to settle our differences and confessing to me how proud u r to have me as ur best friend! haha! the feeling is mutual. What i will miss is seeing u 5 times a week. how like dat? I hope we still update about each other if we r going to diff path? i am feeling the dirft already, so u better do something abt it. Start the ball rolling cause my ball have rolled. =) in anycase, remember those plans after O's and when we reach 21 yrs old! hahaha!
Zijing : U have been always the loud one and sometimes can get to my nerve with ur actions. But afterall i believe u meant well. Always cared for ppl ard u even thoug that is not ur problem. Well i am going to miss spending long hours with you. Promise me we will still be in contact and update of each other =)
Shuk : Always with the malay slang. Ouh gosh, those stupid repeats that u always do and the deaf side of u. I bet i will miss laughing away with u!
Suatypants: Yes U! always tell me to follow my heart. We remind ourselves to watch our footsteeps. Yes. Well i hope u still be u in the running yrs and constant updates okie! I will miss our eye canding and the talks we have. Hope things will not change that much. Remember, i am the onli one for u ! haha! i will lend u my ears okie =)
Shelin: My senior ! yes cause we r just one day apart! I will miss disturbing u ! serious.
Sookey : The cock eye classmate of mine! The nonsense that u have and ur irratitingness, all that i will miss! Hope we still have our gatherings okie! =)
Gaya: i will miss ur nonsense and u still r going to share ur eye candy with me! haha! but afterall! remember the chatline on the paper? haha! more outing and clubs yes! i noe u cannot wait but for now endure! haha!
Linda: A voice of a microphone and hands of a budha haha! well i am going to miss sitting beside u althought sometimes i need to constantly remind u to SHUTZ HAH! but afterall i have fun sitting beside u duirng amaths , history and Social studies. I noe u feel the same way too! =) Must have more gathering okie!!!! and yes! we will carry out the CRASH!
Latha: The one who is full of jokes and sometimes so serius that will make me burst into laughters! yes u! i will miss all the jokes and talks we had. YES! i , faiz will MISS u!
Nurul : haha! yes u bugger! who bullied me when i was in sec 1 and i had my sweet revenge when i am in sec 4&5 muahah! but bottomline is, i am glad that we become bonded this yr. Yes, ur jokes and ur mickey mouse face, Constantly tickles me! i will miss u! really! Must hang out more okie! U my nurul baby!
melisa.T: My amaths pathener! We always got into trouble talking during amaths. I am so going to miss u! The tennis seasion that we have. We going personal tranning! thats how enthu we were last time! But as promise, things will not change that much. We did the pinky! I hope we can see one another duirng the first 3 mths! I noe u carn wait so am i! i will miss u mel!
Ruth: My one and onli walking tomato! u have helped me a lot in school work! yes, u the brainy! and sometimes advicing me. The tennis seasions that we have . After O's i promise we will play a lot a lot of times before u fly to England ! But of course, i will miss u RUTH!
reka: haha! yes another woman who never fails to make me laugh. With her blurness and her many many questions during english! I will miss u reka!
Jolene: Although u have ur short-commings but to me it overruled u being nice to me. I am glad that what i say does matter to u. But in any case, i will miss disturbing u and talking to u during assembly! u standing behind me for the past 3 yrs and duirng exams too! Again, i will miss u! =)
sheereen : Although u r there but yet u are still far. We have drifted quite a bit but with this last week of school, i have talk to u more. I hope that after O's we will be back like we were! The JBP was the time that both of us had our fun together ! The movies ! Omg! i miss doing all those things with u! yes, after O's there will be no more excusses okie! i will miss u !!! =)
rebekah : The irrtant who loves to follow me ard the classroom, well i must say that i will miss some like u who love to copy what i am doing and even love to sit on my place! haha! yes you! ;)
March&Kellyn : I will miss those lil chit chat every tuesday when we are on our way to tawee!
Sarah: Ur constant crap without fail will make me have laughing fits! swear i will miss that! and the car game that we always play!
zan: I will miss u but not because u r cute arh! haha! yes! i will miss those time where we sit and talk or study together! i will miss scribbling lil notes around ur paper and make a mess out of it! U teach me how to draw stupidd faces/smiles. Will miss those F&N food! haha! More outings after O's babeh!
Melia: My chatline paper buddy! haha! i will miss u dats for sure. The stories, between D and M ! omg! dat really crack me up! They study we have and my parner for emaths! yes! all that!
Melene: My emaths pathner too! thanks for teaching me maths and dun be stress okie! i will miss ur nonsense mel !
Hazlyn : yes my darling and now i upgrade u to be my girlfriend. i will definitely miss the time we spend and the talks! The green wall gang! all of us ! we promise to still keep in contact and hope that it still is after O's! i cannot wait to go spend more evenings with u! haha! my gf what!
sabby: i will not have anymore dvds supplier! how lA! haha! but i noe i still can! miss u sab!
My cheeky (amelianoh) :i have never imagine that we will be how we r tdy! really, i will miss playing with u and going over to ur class and seeing u coming to my class! yes! i noe after O's!
My Gay-string (joanne) :i will miss my gay! i will miss being hug by u ! and playing with u! i hope we will still be in touch after O's!
Lenus: ha! i tango parthner! i will miss playing blind mice with u!
Elaine&Joyce : I will miss u both! Miss those time where we had fun playing and u coming over to my class and vice verse! well MISS U BOTH!
Jiyan&Felicia : i will miss u both! my doink! hahah! doink doink argh felicia! haha!
Will also miss gamar,ameliaBay,Faiqa and those juniors!
CANTEEN food (this one its a maybe)
See what i mean when i said i dun want to leave smss!!!!! this is why!!! i will miss those ppl! and MORE! some teachers! yes! omg! the smss homey feeling.
Shelin was scared to death when i told her that after this, maybe its hard to make new frineds in poly or jc or mi. HAHA! ayoo! i din noe my words have impact until like dat!
DInner with families tmr! At brother's hse. I am looking forward for the big feast!? Well on sat, it will be the mum and daughter day! we will see how it goes! -pray-
Been going throught strings of consulatation. This week alone 3 days out of 5 days. I benefit from it ! and i hope it does stay in here and not farted out.
ouh yah before i forget, i need to make an announcement ; ahem ahem
I MISS CHEN YANQI !
haha! as promise! see i wrote that! i noe u feel the same way too :)
omg! it is getting late, shall leave my paws now!
TOODLES!