i was late for school today. Msg suaty whether we wanna join me haha! and she agreed. So suaty,zanny and melia was waiting for me! and all of us were sent to green wall. Actually we were late cause of ameliaBay okie! how nice of us cause she wants companion. HA! then she say, its good to be able to see us up there! hah! First lesson was physics ; lab work today on electricity. I took off my watch while before doing the exp. When i want to go back to class, i forget to wear it back. So that resulted in me walking up and down of stairs just to ask back my watch. Amelia was being nice to accompany me in the search of my missing watch. Ms siti stop us and told us to stop floating ard the school since we r suppose to be in the library for chapel. Asked Mr Eng , he din noe anything. Ask CHua, losuy la, dun noe also. Ask the technia finally! they were like OO there's a watch, but i must describe the watch. Then i was like silver with my name on it. Then the aunty was a bit shocked? fine, who expect names on watches ryee? ME LA! ha! anws, after recess had chem lab ; titration exp. OMG! Not tiring what? must strecth here and there. The burrette is long! The pipette is too. But it is fun thou. =) Two exp in a day really tired the whole class out. What more, duirng eng all of us were force to do comprehension. Gosh~ so lazy but try so hard to lift up our hands. Tired tired tired. My day wasn good actually. Got pissed over a lot of things... nvm...

Rush back home since mum is waiting for me. She was yet annoyed by me cause i was taking a long time to get home. Bus fault what! Then bath , and cabbed down to NTUC building. My blood boiled by then. Safe the details. After that went to Gelyang to eat.

' Mum , can i have that game?"

she ignored me

"mum i have been wanting that shoe"

she walked away.

Thanks a lot. Say go shopping with me but so much i can buy anthing? All i am able to shop for is FOOD! aya! no fun! but heck, better than nothing. SO i bought a lot and a lot of food. muahah! Went to watson to get my mum's facial brush. I thought a woman serve me but waoh! a gay leh.. haha! faint* aya, i am tired to go into details. Another day perhaps? Now its like 2.10 am. Been on the phone ey =)

Many things had happen within this period. Mostly, things that is affecting the emotional. Well, school for the graduating student will end in 3 weeks time before going for study leave. I am happy but mostly sad cause i dun wish to leave that school yet. A lot of things will change. Like there's no more of seeing ur friends 5 times a week. No more talking for hours like how we always do before. Yes you can say that confirm after O's we will have a lot of time to spare. But, really, how true can dat be? Only time can tell us . BUt in any case, i am going to miss a whole bunch of people. People who have make me laugh. Small hugs. Small talks. The childish quarrels that we have. Kicking of butts. I mean this things seem so , well child like but this lilttle things make u smile wide wide.

i just hope tmr i will have lots and lots of fun before i end all my funS.

Ouh! i want to say that! FRIDAY, 22nd SEPTEMBER, WILL BE THE LAST DAY FOR THE MALAYS to eat the school FOOD!!! WHY? cause! THIS SUNDAY! IS FASTING DAY! awww man~ =( c'mon! just fight the one mth. ONE MTH only faiz...

dearest,cheer up okie. Although on the phone u r feeling really calm and dun care, but really inside is like hunting you. Its like a spoil recorder which only plays the saddest scenes, over and over again. Images that hunts u till u break down. Hearing things which u do not wish to hear. All this if will be wash away when u take that "extra" step. To be able to think straight.Again as how cliche it may sound, yes time will heal. BUt taking too long is not that good for u either. so the path is urs. =)

Sometimes i wonder how much can u, your ownself trust ur own friend? If u treat ur close friends just as equally, why is it that we sometimes see people giving different sets of prority? Like your close to A and B just as equal but somehow u give a priority to A just because u have mere feelings for A? Or When ur clique ask u out, u may come out with 1001 reasons why u should not be going out and not why u cannot go out? But when an outsider ask u out, u will just go with the flow. But where r those 1001 reasons why u should not go out? Is it the mindset or sometimes we simply negelect what our close friend feels? Should we believe what was being told or go up to ur friend and ask what really the matter.

People come in different shapes and sizes , looks and attidues, race and religion. How r we going to cater to the different attidues? The differnt thinking? The differnt way of life? The way they talk can sometimes make u go rolling those eyeballs. oh wells~

Well, if u r starting to guess who am i referring to, well i suggest u stop doing lousy guesses. Then i will have to waste my time trying to explain myself , to make things more clear. hah! *peace baby*

Pause, and just try to think what i just said. Opinions r most welcome . C'MON VOICE IS OUT!

TOODLES!!! =)