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Monday, June 05, 2006

MONDAY BLUES :

Well first period was english and some ass told me that english oral will be on the 9th so it will be this friday. But guess what? English oral starts today! I am not prepare for it and wth la, juz get done and over with. Lesson was alrytee i guess today. I did not pay attention to today's maths lesson cause was rushing to finish the english ws ( lazy to bring hm and do) SO now, i am stuck with no idea how to do proberlity? however u spell that :( any KIND SOUL want to teach ME? -__- Had physics pratical today and it was kinda okie. I wish that pratical will come out for O's rather then pendulum and i also do not want anything that got to do with energy.. After school, went to Mac to eat lunch. Then went to creamy island or island creamy watever itzzit. Went there to study? whose idea? audrey! How much of work did i do? 3 questions of emaths? What did i do half of the time? Take lots and lots of photos! why? cause zj want to paste on the walls? Then feeling hungry went to cold storage to get pokey while aud wants to get hello panda ( she insisted on starberry, mafan de) but end up buying green pea chips and Grapes. We thought that the grapes cost $0.85 but when i went to the counter to pay, the screen shows pokey+grapes= $7.10. I gasp* for a moment i thought my pokey cost a BOMB! but it was the grapes! $6++ wah! heart attack! who was being smart? ahaha! audrey! At about 5 or so we went seperate ways.

Current state :

- calm yet PISS!
- settle down yet SAD!
- alright yet ANNOYED!
- cool yet FUCK UP!
- cold yet BURNING ON THE INSIDE!
- smiling yet TROUBLE!

why is this so? guess i am reaching to my peak now.... This may sound some depressed shit entry but i am not depressed. Juz ANNOYED/ IRRATTED by things around me. Should i react? take things into my hand? clueless.

On a good note, I am happy to see u peeps are back as one happy group. Hope the quarrel make the fiendship even stornger :)) Thats how it shuld be .

Nesh and me once had a talked about L. Each agrees that love comes and goes. If being in love or fallling in love is so painful, i am scared to fall in love. Seeing how blissful ppl is when they are together doesn mean that i shuld also be attch to feel blisful. To me friends and a happy family is enough to make my life bliss. Friends who are there to help me move on or simply to be there just to share the common fun that each individual is looking forward too. Each companion means a lot to me and i try to savure each moments or each individu as far as possible. I want to be cold-heart person who doesn give a dam abt L . Not that i am giving up on L cause seriously i got nothing to give up. I am juz scared that i might fall deep, too deep to even get out. Inflict pain on myself and at this stage i try my best to keep rubbish things like this out of my way. Somewhat it has been rather successful that i can say but no matter wad, my LOVE is only given to my parents and friends. Thats all.

-i am off : feeling goes noes wad!

i flew away@ 7:00 PM