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Monday, May 29, 2006

It is good to be here once again, blogging after sooo loonnng...fine fine update time okie :))))) this will be a long post cause there's so much to write about.

So now i can say that malay O's is over. BUT i am frekaing worry abt the upcoming result. Well fuck plz i SCREW up my compo! i think i wrote out of point. After checking my paper 2 i lost 10 marks or so already. SO say goodbye to A1 and say HELLO to retake? i really dun wanna go thru all over the crap again. Aku cuba menahan air mata kesedihan daripada mengalir keluar. But this mistake have really discourage me so much. I noe wad is done is done but HEY, u still cannot denied that ur heart is still haunted by the mistake that u have done until the result is out. SO for now, i need my Oral marks to pull my grade up if that is even possible :( Everyone else said it was OKIE, FINE, NOT TOO BAD, GOOD, but me?! crap! So shall put that aside, so after the paper, headed to town. Wanted to get Flesh imp shirt but guess i din not like it as much as i saw for the 1st time. After whcih amelia brought me and shuk to this indo restaurant and oh my FOOD WAS HELL GOOD! so i am going to pester mum and dad to go there and EAT! :) Well i was kinda out of mood tdy. For the obvious reason. Sorry peeps if i offend u ppl in any ways. Msging you make me feel much better. Soon after doing a bit of walking, went home. Shuk make me hell piss plz! she keep on beating me while amelia another annoyance who LOVEs to tap on my shoulder!, so annoying. oh SUATY! they bully ME OKIE! w/o u ard they dare to do that! remember argh tmr ! :)

Well within the period that i have not been blogging, i have encouter a lot of weirdos emerging from god noes where and irratete me or embarassed me. Well done to this ppl. But they make me laugh la! Oh and my mp3 screen crack ONCE AGAIN! twice in a mth! so mum said, forget abt reparing it again cause i noe wads the outcome will be again. So she decided to let me buy a new mp3 instead. So i shall choose CREATIVE ( the newest one wif that panda advertisement CUTE plz!) shuld i? anyone care to tell me the cons for getting that? Well i wanna say I HATE MEET THE PARENT SESSION! i din want dad to come cause he will ask 1001 question so i got mum to go BUT hell yeah i forgot that mum do the same thing! So check this out now cikgu noes that i dun iron my clothes, wash my clothes, clean the house, wash my school shoe ! urgh! so maluating! suppose to be talking abt wad? my school work rytee? now wad is this? and she told chua that i sleep late everyday and chua will add salt into my wound by saying " YAH, i always see her online?! " thanks a lot. ANd he suggest why not take 5 mths off from the computer? i think he wants me to go nuts? SO all thanks to him, mum is now controlling my room light [ FORCE to sleep early] & use less computer. dat part i am not concern cause parents will be working most of the time so HEHE! Oh and i find APPLE laptop SEXY okie.ahhh! i want!

What i am going to talk abt next is not refering to anyone in particular. So dun need to guess who is who. anws, well i dun noe whether telling the truth is better then not. I dun noe whether u get wad i meant. Like i said, i perfer u showing that u care rather than keep on saying it. Seriously at this age, i think one shuld start to treasure their freinds even more. If u have cloze friends, try to upgarde the level of closeness. Itzzit worth to chuk ur fren whom u have known for ages for someone else whom u noe for onli 1/4 of the time u noe ur friend? SOmeone who onli utter the word " i love u" and u think that the person is everything? Why not u count how many times that person say i love u VS ur fren who always says " i will be there when u need me?" well i think ur fren will be there wif u most of the time. Can relationship last forever? cause at this age, NO will be at a higher percentage even if u r together wif the same sex. But i can gurantee u, friendship will last. Yes they do, although u will less see and talk to each other, somehoe u noe deep down u have to do some catching up. So after wad i have said, treasure ur friends. If you want to express ur anger to ur friend by not wanting to talk to that person, please be mindful to give a good reason why. Its tough for the other person not knowing wad he/she did to deserve all that. I mean the silence treatement. Silence treatement is the most painful way for someone to go about their daily life pretending nothing have happened or being bother most of the time depending who is involve. SO as the result, that person who is being ignore cannot concentate on he/her studies worst cut themselves to console themselves. Well i am not saying all this cause WOW i noe my friend so much but the truth is i myself will have to be blame for jumping into conclusion. Humans r still humans. Some think fast, react fast and most of the time they make the wrong move BUT there is onli a handful who really give it a thought.deep one. So to this ppl i shall salute to them. Well i have said wad i wanna say so yupyup.

i just want luck to be on my side
for now.
for this yr
plz god.

i flew away@ 7:18 PM