blow the bubbles!

Monday, January 30, 2006

i have decided to delete the previous post. nothing can be reverse anymore. its said and prove. i choose not to believe it, NOW i certainly am. i have a lot more to say a lot more, but ur words , ur actions stop my words. I fell so numb right till now. you have no idea what is running thru my mind. You perfer to scarcice everything to something that you know u will never get. to you whatever have been happening is nothing but juz another drama being play? you turned cold within one night, and i was taken aback. wad really stab me realli hard is that you are lying straight to my ear again and again. are u daff or wad?! you jollywell know what you are saying? if this is all true, now i know why u dun have a real friends. i took u as a friend, a real friend, from the bottom of my heart , knowing that u are doing the same thing but boy i was bloody worong. you finally say the words every single word which i refuse to belief wif my own ears all these years. i thank you for saying it cause now i really know how u to treat me as a friend, after all this years . feeling sorry after what u have said is no use. crying later on is also no use. you have to earn everything right from the start again and i swear i will think twice before accepting anythng from you.

PS: ZJ WILL BE OUT TO MALAYSIA TILL TMR AFTERNOON, IF U HAVE ANY MESSAGE FOR HER, U CAN PASS IT ME :))) I HAVE HER PERMISSION THOU. ;)))

i flew away@ 2:22 PM