Wednesday, January 04, 2006
I DUN LIKE SEC 5'S LIFE?! YUCKS!
first day of school and things din even go my way..couldn sleep ystd and couldn wake up too. uniform seem like shit and water bottle spoil! and my toe bang onto the door and PAIN! the bus took hell long! urgh! not annoying meh in the morning like this! than i thought it wuld be so great in school and i was wrong! sit in the hall at the gallery until backside so pain can! and the onli thing that entertain us was went the whole school sitted in the hall turn thier head at one go and at one direction.. we couldn stop laughing and mrs tay make it worst by playing mrs tay says' ( simion says) HAH! so dats how we look when we use to be sitted in the hall.. than the talk started from 7+ and ended 12.40pm !! wah thats like so longg and basically first day of 2006 juz turn me off! i dun like!!! i dun want to go to school already!! :'(
than after school, suat,fad,shuk,farhana,putri,sherin and me went to do some visiting.. i shuldn mention who cause that person doesn want ppl to noe plus if u noe who juz keep it to urself thank u.. went to ceenatown kfc and their service was REALLY BAD! dun go there!! ayoo! anws, she was all fine when we came and we talk and laugh and everything went good until she had her medicine.. and she started to feel the pain... at first she trying to control but soon she give way.. chua and lee came later and all of us juz stand there watching while she groans in pain..i want to do sumthing , anything that will make all the pain go away but i dun noe wad to do.. haiz basically everyone started to tear and i think chua did cause he was clearing hie eyes. so after all her aunties and uncles came, we left cause its getting crampy and her mum told everyone not to cry cause it will make her feel even more ... i juz hope u will get well soon cause i want u back in school , beside me in malay class , during recess and play wif me in school! and sit for our o's together and go for proms and i hope god will watch over u and reduce the pain that u are having now.. i really hope
manage to reach home juz in time for ceena show.. so i watch and during csi, i fall asleep and i dun noe wad happen suddenly i heard waty's voice on my ear and she was talking to me? and dats when i realize i haven had dinner and no one waited for me! and i was fuck up and felt guilty for being angry at innocent ppl..namely my mum and waty...i think she was abt to tell me sumthin but i was peeve and throw everything to her but again i din quite noe till now how i ended up talking to her on the phone..sorry...i promise i will make it up to u... i massage mum to make it up and kiss a gd nite sleep, really sorry mum...
and i hope my muffin is alrytee and promise to keep the promise...
and i am worry for her too.. i dun like tdy cause its a ' down' day... cause all i see was sadness.... why?
when i see ur smile,
u take all the pains away
and wonder,
why ur smile have grown powerful
to make me feel this way.
sitting here thingking of u, and onli u
and needing u by my side
wanting that smile of urs again
to wipe out all the sads away
for u`