Tuesday, December 06, 2005
i'm back from malaysia so tired and traffic jam urggh!...rather boring dinner...why cause all i did was juz sit on my table and see everyone ard me shakin hands?? the whole place was decorated in such a way to bring out the mly flavour... rather nice but i wasn comfortable.. left home in da morning and was shock to recieve msges from ppl in s'pore.. i din noe i can still recieve msges and calls..dad says cause we r still near s'pore so that explains... check into hotels and yada... than dinner , performance, yada yada...shall juz save the details cause i am in no mood to list them..
the whole time i was away, i was juz thinking abt today.. i din even expect things will turn out this way and was even more shock to noe ___ said that...to think that i have to be understanding...tell me? how can i be in two places at one go? i really do not want to miss out on all the fun..i noe wadever i am saying will juz be like a bee buzzing ard but there's no words to describe how sorry i am...____, u think i want this to happen? if u got all those rambilings, think again...i noe if i say sorry it wouldn change things...but i do get alot of shit in the hse... mum wasn too happy when i ask for the fourth time... i got two different sets of rambilings too... i noe where is my responsiblities? to that i will say now.. i'm goona return ur $30 t...cause if not i will still think that things arent settle juz that..so accept my small doings..and tell ur ____ that i'm sorry for not carrying out my 'duty' and i noe the least thing i shuld do is pay u back..and i'm going to do juz that.... and i am thankful to ____ for ur understanding. as u said, families comes first ...and not forgetting ___ by telling me not to go against my parents.... i really apperciate it.. although u dun show but i noe u are also peeved... )':
if i sound harsh or anything like that.... i'm sorry..just pouring down my thoughts and feelings... i juz hope that it doesn spoil our friendship....