Tuesday, October 25, 2005
i feel like my days are numbered....i am just sooooo scare....tmr the day....where i feeL like running away from my lyfe..wad have i done.... urgh!!!! i am gonna maluate myself LA....i bet ppl wiLL be throwing "tomatoes to me...instead of flower" so today stay back in schOOl tiLL 6+++ and i am juz tired..gosh...my mind are juz too occupy with stuff.... stuff i thought had gone...but nono...u have to bring it up again... DAM U! like i say i have better taste... and ur taste not my kind...screw U... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! i have the biggest ulcer in my mouth LA!! freakin pain!! it seem dat i cannot even eat properly....pain!! ouch! i think everyone in class noes..csue i keep complaining...haha! sorry but its juz too pain to endure alone...
see how i am suffering..... despite the laughter...i am suffering......
why why why why why why......
when when when when......
my heart is sinking each day , each min , each sec, aLL i can do now is to stare at ur no. and somewhat it seem redundant cause i am juz to afraid to call u up.... but i really want to.... but how to.....