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Friday, August 12, 2005

the day has come...prelims have started... we were all asked to wait outside humanities room and most of us got our jackets readywe know than it will get cold... well trust me on this...all the papers were DIFFICULT! can u imagine if thoes ppl who said thatthe paper was dam hard...wad abt me? compared to them...aHHHH!! ystd night i took a gamble...saying to myself thati shuld study everything EXCEPT merger, industrilazation, sustainable development and health care in spore... boy oh boy!ALL THAT I STUDIED LIKE HELL DIN EVEN COME OUT!!! and those i din wanna study came out.. likewat the hELL .... siti was saying that this is the lesson i shuld learn cuase when N-level comes no more gambling.. haiz,.. i noe i will get shelling form the anotonio.... well 2 down and 5 more to go... aHHH.. besides this, today was the o-levelmother tongue result... well of course there are lot of cheering and sadness... but i am sad for my angel... cause she din doquite well..and i wasn't there to console her... wonder how is she doing now... hmm... try to call her but she din pick up her phone.well i think she need time alone... and to aud and yq.. i hope things will get brighter ok... dun be discouraged... i thinkthis is my 3rd time saying this...hehe... doing my part here as a friend... well i meet her outside commercrce room ... her eyeswas teary.. and she said upon seeing my FACE she felt like crying.... WTH! haha.... than she gave me a knock on my forehead...wonder wad was that for... than she was saying that she get good marks for oal but not the overall... and moreppl coming up to me and saying their part... haiz..all i can do is to repeat myslef...hehe.. than she asked me to stay back wif heraccompany her do her emaths...but haha she never finishes her maths..why? cause i am there and she will have to talk to me. hehe... went out from school at 7:00pm.. while she , me and zanny honey goin to go towards the school gate.. we found out thatthat security guard have locked it!!! wth!!! we have to walked one big round ok!.... urgh!! we have something against me and i know... than zanny hoeny asked me to sent her hm... well..seeing her so good to me today i " sent her home" sort of and instead of reaching home at 7.15 i reached home at 8:00pm.. well while i waited for my bus...and thankz to zanny honey who left me half way..i caught this sec2 girls string at me... tiwcie ok!~ wonder why.... haha!

well i was wandering by wad was said to me... apprently u want our friendship to start from scratch...i dun mind..not at allbut i juz cannot see u eye to eye...nor talk to u as we use to...i dun noe why things have gone this way...is juz like that..but like u said, it felt much better after telling each other why and being open to each other.. i apperciate...and i never knew that our friendship meant alot to see... swear i din noe... well shall juz see how things go....

again while i was goin to reach my hse..i saw this old lady who was walkin hunchback... it came to my mind how will i walkwhen i grow up? now we can laugh run...but when u grew old, thins will be diff.. u will have difficulity doing all this... hmmwonder wad god has instal for my future...

i dun think i will be blog for 1 week from today.... well all i can that i noe i will be dam stress.... 5 straight dya of prelims...haiz.... shall take gamble....

I WANT TO KNOW WHO THE FUCKING HELL IS THAT PERSON?!?!?! URGH! SO HARD TO TELL ME ONE NAME??? WAH LIOA!!

anyone can help: hints given...: the person in sec 5, have lots and lots of mix race ; name consist of 4 sylabus... who who who?!?!?!

i flew away@ 10:37 PM