Tuesday, July 19, 2005
a rainy day... how nice.... i love today's wether...so comfortable and juz relax...smelling the air was so nice..and 1 thing that is so wrong abt today is...it's a school day....should have been holiday today..cause its simply justnice to SLEEP!!! my day was rushing one although lessons seem so relax because there was SS test today and all of us had to memorize alot of facts.... i did not study yesterday night and onli started revise at 4.50am.. can u believe thati woke up at that time???? boy....i wanted to sleep back... BUT i have to keep on wif my SS....eyes were so heavy like bricks... because of this i did not perform well in school..felt so sleepy....
after school....decided to stay back.... had waty and kura2 to be wif.... hmm.. no comments...all i can say..things are gettingout of hand..than while waty and kura2 talk...someone came to me and say "haha! i noe u are attach" WAD THE FUCKIN HELLL!!! i ask who ? she din tell me who she thinks i am wif and i continue askin herwho told her the rumors she say" oh nono no one tell me i saw it wif my own eyes"??!!?!?!? fine.... than she say but i also hear someone say....and i ask her who she will not tell me....GOSH!!! if my friends heard that i am FUCKIN DEAD MEAT!!!! urggggh!!!! lost of words...
should i confront or should i not??? i fuckin hate her...gosh she is sucking my blood eveyday!!!
i asked the bitch this queston over msn " WHY?" "WHY"? AND SHE WILL NOT REPLYsee wad i mean when she is wrong??? she is fuckin scared!!!! i HATE BOTH OF THEM!!!!! URGH!!!!!
my heart is screaming and crying w/o ppl knowing... my pain is unbearable...