Friday, July 15, 2005
Its here its here... smell the weekend?? arh... feeling it??? enjoying it??? ahhhHHHHHH.... BUt i was planning to stay at homeover the weekends..BUT i need to go to some stupid birthday party... actually i do not want to go cause i was foce too.. i seriously running out of ideas wad to buy for this gerl... ANY IDEAS??? plz tag my board to give me ideas!!! i have losta lot of brain cells cause i crack my head too much....and still have nt find the right thing to buy... i am in need of help here!!IDEAS!! desperate!!!!
lesson was so-so today... juz nothin much happening... during chapel.... saw u.... but u diao me... why? haiz... see wad i meanwhen u ignore me? i am trying hard here to be as patient as possible... than after chapel was waiting for the rest to fixthe puzzle... I WAS HAVIN HELL A FUN LA!!! haha... my first time fininshing it less than 2 hrs? weee ~ jolene keep stelaing my share..such a greedy piG! blek~ BUT we did not manage to finish it onli left the borders... but stilli had a lot of fun!!! thanz girls for the fun...and laughter...
than had to wait for her to fininsh her O'level listening compre.... GOSH!!! it was so late la... they only started their listening compre at 5pm?? well thanks to penny and bakyah they took turn accompanied me? haha had a lot of talking than FINALLY!!! she was done and we headed to town... went to forum toy'surus... i did not enjoy cause she will not let me touch any toys!!! urgh!! she was constantly grabbing my hand la.. this is my first time goin there w/o having fun ok?anws...we got her b'dae gift..and it was a sea monkey thingy?? i think is so rubbish...to me that thing look like sperms rather thansea monkey? serious! go check it out... i am deprevied of toys now... seeing all the toys makes me go crazy... ahHHH!!
I wanna wish ZJ all the best for tmr!!!! SHAKE THOSE HIPS GIRL!!!
stop that shit right now!!! like i say enough is enough... i noe what is happening behind my back.. i have my ways.... udo not need to roll ur eyes balls... i noe u are juz jealous that i took the 1st step before u... thats when u start doing ur dirty jobspreading the fires ard i am fucked up wif u!!! dun u think u are that great la... cause
I HATE YOU WITH EVERY BONE IN MY BODY , EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART
being dumfounded today... lost of words... wad gave u that idea? haiz... it was juz a number? and ideas went wild... VERY wild?! i do not know what to do to jave those micracle?? i am really lost... there is so much to think abt... so much that sometimesi am on the verge to kill my soul..... inside me keep sobbing.. my heart is always wet not wif blood but tears... tears that cannot explain how much i want things to go the way i had picture it to be.... why itzzit hard to say a yes? why ? why muz u make me suffer?i know when u say yes..things will be diff? that's when micracle has take place... but i have not seen the light nor the feeling of a right direction... WHY~``