blow the bubbles!

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

it was all fine in the morning... i could hear birds chirping and smell of fresh air... it was so nice..pleasnt.. everything seem to be at the right place... reach school at usual time... i wasn't late nor early... i take my time... walking as calm as possible...first period was emaths.. hmm.. dang dang dang..dats when something HAPPEN!!! i repeat something happen.. why must it be this way?? why??? i seriously do not want somebody to tranish my image..enough is ENOUGH!!!..i expected.... but i still was taken aback at the fact that it reches to that place... i tried not to let that effect my day...so yah school was abit slack today.. chua din come for his lesson while malay was another lacking lesson... all i did was talk.... that is my profession....hehe... i couldn't wait for school to fininsh so that i can be free from the smss jail...

after school... zj, sheereen, jol, waty and me went to town... 1st stop was far east.. haha!!! had a good laugh cause i bring watyto buy ice-cream at this shop.. well all i could say it was funny... haha! hmm... than went to kfc to eat cause all of us were starvingthan we left far east and off too plaza sing... hmm..there i bring them to the puzzle world...boy waty wad mezmerize wif all the puzzles...especially the glowing the dark... i was too when i first steep into the shop... how i wish i have all the collections?my room will be the best man.... gosh!!! i want all the puzzles living in that shop.... except the puzzles that have dogs picturescause my parents will not allow to keep those... but watever itzzit... i wanna that!!! than after fixxing the puzzles.. frame it upahhHHHHHHHH....nice nice.... than soon... after getting wad u need....all of us went home... sheereen and me took the samebus..and yah all went seperate ways...

hahah!!! u fucking liar!!! now is my turn to make u suffer... well u play wif the wrong person dude... ask ur BEST FRIEND!and guess wad? she says she did not even contact wif her.... nor calls her??? liek what the hell.... and well again i went to askthe friend which u said she saw me in town?? haha! gocha..she say she din even see me??? haha and ur best friend say" dun trust anything that is coming from ur mouth" cause ur mouth is fill wif lies...lies that u make up to make urself feel good ..gosh!! even ur best friend say so...and for ur extra info...ALL UR BEST FRIENDS HAVE MY CONTACT ANDWE DO TALK U NOE?? so in another words we do conmmunicate and thats when u are in deep shit!! got u!

my heart is not itself now... it starting to react each time it meets ur heart..... i noe things will not change even though i try mybest to make it seem as perfect as possible.... what can i do to blow ur heart away... i am feeling dead inside... this shouldn'tbe happening.... i regretted how i treated u in the past.... if i was given another chance.. i would treasure u... like how i treasure my games..well i do not know where i am heading to... which direction to take? which one is the correct path? wad shuld i do to take the correct path? what should i bring along in order to prepare myself while going through all the difficulities that i face wheni am walking.... well it seem to be very long when i walked....and when i tried to take short cut, well that when i find myselfin a more serious position.... why because theres more than juz short cuts... thats fire...fire that can spread so fast.. so fast that everyone will noes wad am i up to... i am juz...longing for something.... something special....

i flew away@ 9:33 PM