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Friday, July 01, 2005

I seriously do not know what is happening.... but what i think is things are getting out of hand??? LISTEN UP! I IMEAN YOU!!! YOU shuld know who are u ... watever i am writting in my blog doesn't even referring to u? If u are dat deprived of love and think that i am writting abt u?? go get the fact straight?? who on earth wanna write abt u?? i have bettter things to do than to actually write abt u??/ get a grip dude!!! On top of it, things are back to normal??? and trust me all feelings have gone back to frineds? just friends? and not more than friends... and dun think i wanna go back to that path any more.... i think u shuld get a grip dude!!! and stop telling ppl what ever happen in the past ?? cause like i say is over means OVER!! O-V-E-R..

you said that we shuld keep our friendship?? but now?? what is happening?? u ignored me? roll ur eyes on me? maybe even more than that?? is dat HOW u keep our friendship?? like i said is onli at that momment and dats it... i din dragged it on... tell me WHY?????

i seriously think my karma is getting bad to worst... i think i need to seek help from some professional... day by day i messed up things.... i din expect to do that, but well it turned out bad?? why do i always messed up things?? why??? it happen so fast that i do not know what to do??? everyday living cluless.... i tried to stop all the shits but it when even furthur.. even worst.. even harder to clear....

" my mind again and agian repeat the word WHY "
haiz~

i flew away@ 7:15 PM